MysticGohan

Male
from Tacoma, WA

  • Activity

    • 7 years ago

      MysticGohan
    • Turning the page

      7 years ago

      MysticGohan

      I'm now single, after 5 years with my girlfriend we have broken up for the last time and I'm putting her behind me. I'm hurting inside but not spinning down into depression. I'm trying not to hate her and hope that some day I can be friends with her again, but right now everyone keeps telling me to distance myself from her so I can move on. We broke up last sunday the 22nd and I haven't texted, called, or facebooked her since tuesday the 24th. It's still hard to not think about her throughout the day and now I know the gut wrenching feeling of heart break. My first love has left me and I'm dying inside but eager to get past it. I haven't done much crying and been fairly peaceful about it with sporadic sadness and anger. I'm having good days and bad days and slightly more good than bad. I'm ready to get out in the world and have a real social life now.

      I've slowly been getting into better shape the last year and made good progress. I started working last August and by November I had lost 20 pounds just from working. Feeling great physically, I'm down to 172 pounds. Today I took another step forward towards getting into better shape and went jogging for the first time with my sister. We jogged 2.6 miles and I was very pleased with how little I walked. It was good for my frustration over her leaving me. Every day is another opportunity to make myself into a better version of me. Right now I'm being driven by thoughts of how she made the biggest mistake of her life and she'll regret it but I hope those fade because I don't want to be that person, that is just ugly. I'm looking forward to jogging more :)

      I'm going on vacation with my parents, aunt, uncle, and grandma on tuesday. We are going to Lake Havasu, Arizona and we'll be gone for 10 days. My dad and uncle both have vacation houses down there. I don't particularly like going down there ( way too hot, coming from Washington ) but I really wanted to get out of state and do something different and go somewhere different after working so hard those first 4-5 months. I made the plans to go down there with my family a month and a half ago, and the vacation had nothing to do with the break up just another way to put some distance emotionally. No internet down there at the house so hopefully i'll get plenty of sun for my pale ass and
      i'll keep busy outside with going boating and riding quads out in the desert.

      I've missed you guys and I'm curious to see where you all are now.

      *Edit
      I'm also going to PAX this year for the first time, any of you making the trip to PAX this august?

    • 7 years ago

      MysticGohan
    • I feel old

      7 years ago

      MysticGohan

      I just popped on and saw that I signed up 7 years ago... damn that was a long time ago. Ugh.

    • Futurama?

      9 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Well Futurama's 6th season premieres tonight on comedy central. Is anyone else going to watch it or by the time you might read this, did you watch it?

    • Birthday

      9 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Well happy 21st birthday to me! What did everyone get me?

    • Still here

      9 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Hey everyone I'm still here. Yes i still check my profile every couple days or so. I'm loving the drunk tank podcasts and any of you who haven't listened to the drunk tank is missing out on lots of funny shit. I'm a little behind on Red vs. Blue, i got the Recreation DVD for christmas but I still haven't gotten around to watching it. This is the part where ask what every one else has been doing. soooo how is everyone? anything new and exciting? Can't wait to hear about it!

      Later Days

    • Fallout 3

      10 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Oh fallout 3 how you rock my socks! I'm loving my new perks and raised level keep! Remember kids don't feed the yaoi gua! DLC ftw!

      Later Days

    • Birthday!

      10 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Wow so I'm 20 now. My birthday was on friday April 10th I'm accepting gifts now. If you need my address send me a pm asking for it. There is no price limit on gifts! LOL. I'm just kidding you guys I'm not looking for gifts but they are welcomed of course.

    • Anniversary!

      10 years ago

      MysticGohan

      Well I had planned on my 100th journal being a picture journal of my trip to go see Riah, but fuck am I ever lazy... So I might add the pics to this journal later but for now it has a different purpose. Today is me and Riah's 2 year anniversary! So wish us a happy anniversary everyone! We are awesome! I'm more awesomer though!!!

      JOURNAL 100
      Later Days

  • Comments (3215)

    • breebree20

      4 years ago

      RAWR

    • 3daysgrace

      6 years ago

      Germs :)

    • troy0891

      8 years ago

      Oatmeal or oatmeal raisin? Also, I'll need your addy for the mailing.

    • troy0891

      8 years ago

      That is no longer the word of the day. smiley6.gif

    • RiahNChurch

      8 years ago

      <3

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      Aww shizznauzlle.

    • LittleHarf04

      9 years ago

      I go to bed at 9pm because of my hours for work. If I go to bed much later than that, I either wake up late, or I'm a zombie all day at work. And that's no good.

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      Wewt wewt

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      So I can say doddly pissticle poppy cockle suckerish kadoodle?

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      So it's racist when I say it? Well then would you rather have me say niukka?

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      Wait...I'm your nigga?

    • SPARTAN_204

      9 years ago

      You talk to teh_meatloaf lately?

    • breebree20

      9 years ago

      Why wouldn't I rawr at you?

    • The-Great-Catsby

      9 years ago

      Any particular reason why not?

    • breebree20

      9 years ago

      Rawr!

    • LittleHarf04

      9 years ago

      Aww *hugs* I -thought- mine were a little closer. I guess not. If I think about it too much I get angry, but otherwise, I've been much more stress free on my own.

    • LittleHarf04

      9 years ago

      Heh, me too. But now I basically have no friends left in real life, and kind of miss the bonds I had with people on the site. How much fun it was and all that jazz. So here I am! smiley0.gif

    • Stonesword

      9 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

    • Jesikah

      10 years ago

      smiley12.gif

    • Joker1745

      10 years ago

      I'm sorry my computer is being weird lately it wasn't on purpose not sending you a comment. But anyways how are you?

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Go to the previously linked journal for details if you would like in on it. I believe I still have slots available.

    • breebree20

      10 years ago

      Yeah, and your msn messenger has been sending me a bunch of random links too! FIX IT FIX IT!

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      Dude. I think you have a virus. Your AIM has sent me several spam messages.

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Wait.. You're just missing the ones for the DLC, right? For some reason I thought you'd gotten all the others.

      Also, people disbelieve me when I tell them I got them all in one play through. I can't figure out why the concept of saves escapes some people. You don't have to play it 3 times to get different karmas. Sheesh.

      Also also, this is win. smiley0.gif

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      You'll probably go find a new game to play. COD:MW2 will be out by then.

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Meh. I hate to spend that much on a game that I'm not going to replay. If it weren't for the DLC I wouldn't even be thinking about it right now. And even with the DLC all I'm going to be doing is reloading one of my later saves and continuing from there.

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Try not to rub it in, will ya? It's not like I just fail at the game or something. I'm not even playing it right now! And not by choice!! ... I actually need to buy it I think... Or see if someone wants to give it to me. I borrowed it previously. And rented it. Twice, technically. Although one of those times was to replace my friend's disc. I don't think he'll lend it to me again. The bum. *grumble grumble* He says I just need to buy it myself.

    • GeneraI_Beef

      10 years ago

      Because they're retarded.

    • GeneraI_Beef

      10 years ago

      Culling 400,000 pigs

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Yeah yeah, shaddup you. I'm haivng serious withdrawal from the vidja games. Sucks to not be able to play. I just got an e-mail too that my gold subscription is expiring June 1st. At least I only wasted 2 months of the pre-paid year I bought.

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Pretty good. It's nap time now. I totally wanna take one too but I think I need to be getting ready for work instead. I have some errands to run before I go in at 4 and I'm not quite sure how long they'll take.

    • RiahNChurch

      10 years ago

      That is awful. smiley2.gif
      And I have to go. Psych class.

    • RiahNChurch

      10 years ago

      That sucks. smiley2.gif

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      Awws. What's been going on? Everything ok?

    • Loredo85

      10 years ago

      I'll have to do a better job around here this time - I missed the place :)

    • Loredo85

      10 years ago

      Hey :)

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      probably not for a few months. can't even think about unpacking the tv until I get a job. And even then, I don't know that I can get the 360 out while I'm still at my sister's. The games I like to play are just so far from ok for her 6 and under kids. 4th kid due to pop out in June.

    • troy0891

      10 years ago

      It's nice playing with the kids and getting lotsa hugs. I dislike the job I'm doing and to a point am trying to figure out why exactly I agreed to let them transfer me. But I'm glad I have a paycheck while I look for a new career.

    • Ninjen13

      10 years ago

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      You are welcome

    • Ninjen13

      10 years ago

      Happy Belated Birthday Taz!

    • Jesikah

      10 years ago

      CUDDLE BUDDY!!! smiley12.gif

    • Ninjen13

      10 years ago

      Thank you very much Taz!

    • Ninjen13

      10 years ago

      Probably because it was his party and you just invited yourself? Its kinda rude to jump into parties if you don't know all the peeps or what not.

    • Halo_Phoenix

      10 years ago

      :D:D:D Youtube it. You will be amazed.

    • AgenT_TEX

      10 years ago

      No that would be picture frames not door frames haha

    • cloud23

      10 years ago

      the mother cloud???? probably next to the baby cloud and the daddy cloud..

    • cloud23

      10 years ago

      yeah... i have mentioned him lots of times in the lounge... and in my journals...

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      10 years ago

      Just let me know when you'll be on

      =]

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      10 years ago

      Why of course I will be =]

    • xBoW_cHiCkAx

      10 years ago

      Aww well thank you.

      You're pretty too ^_^

      =P

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