Naux

Male
from Ventura, CA

  • Activity

    • 8 years ago

      Naux
    • Where Ive Been

      8 years ago

      Naux

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      New website that I am a part of.

    • 9 years ago

      Naux
    • Awkward...

      10 years ago

      Naux

      Awkward, I am alone in a group of people, where they do no more than glance at me or offer me a feeble hello. Do I continue to just stand there, being the guy nobody knows making myself and those people around me feel even more awkward, or do I remove myself and exchange it all for the feeling of loneliness and self pity? I choose the latter, looking from a distance at the smiling faces I long to join; hearing the laughs I wish to share. But none would introduce me, and none extend a hand, so I take my rightful place as the tortured outcast, having given in to the inevitable, unfortunate truth; the truth that is a question: Who am I? And the answer?
      I don't know! I am unable to inject this enigma into the night of answers. So as I watch the crowd disperses, do I venture back, or wait in silent torment? I dare, but expecting nothing more than needing to repeat this act of inner self mutilation.


      Wrote this the other night on my iphone while surrounded by a lot of people that I don't know, but who all knew each other. The 3 friends who I went with (who also knew all the other people) disappeared into the faces... and I was left standing there.

    • Life....

      10 years ago

      Naux

      enough said.

    • To all the friends I miss

      10 years ago

      Naux

      Hey guys.

      Well, since my last post, things have been on the move in my life. Well, its more like I have been moving more 'within' my life.

      I am (as noted from my last journal) single, but I think that its a good thing, now that its been a couple weeks. I 'knew' it was when we broke up, but i didnt feel like it. Now I am.

      I am getting active. Im starting to ventrure away from my computer and chase after real life. I just got back from a 2 mile job, and I feel great. I was at the beach Sunday. I am going again either today or tomorrow. Then again next sunday.

      I am reading and writing (going back to do/redo prep work on my story)

      haircut, shave, and most importantly i have motivation.


      God is Good... he is the cause of this change in my (recent) life. He broke through the walls I set around myself, and I am so grateful.

      Don't put up walls people. It keeps things out, but worst yet, it keeps you in!

    • Alive

      10 years ago

      Naux

      Im still alive....
      Working lots.
      No more GF...
      Got haircut...
      -Short hair and no beard.

      thats about it.

      Still trying to write consistently and failing (though making a little progress)

    • Wow

      10 years ago

      Naux

      People are still here? I should become more active I think. I kinda been neglecting you guys... sorry! :(

    • This goes out

      10 years ago

      Naux

      This goes out to all the fan boys and fan girls who are putting WAY too much hype into a specific book series that is also now a movie....


      USE AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!
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      (I made these... please dont remove watermark. I like the appreciation, what can I say?)

    • YAY

      10 years ago

      Naux

      Guess who got himself a GF? ME! Yay!

  • About Me

  • Comments (878)

    • Silvac

      9 years ago

      Thanks! Yeah lifes goin pretty good. Hope its going good for you too :D

    • HaloHero23

      10 years ago

      Whats up?

    • kurosora

      10 years ago

      Happy Valentine's Day!

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    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      yep
      recovery took considerably less time than the slayer show i went to koz with it takes longer to recover from partial deafness and whiplash that it does from cuts and bruises

    • Dieter24

      10 years ago

      Then my brain would implode.

    • EntrpcChaos

      10 years ago

      I missed your birthday....sorry about that! Hope that you had a good one!!!!

    • Saladin300

      10 years ago

      Thanks man- women get treated like sh*t, especially on the internet. If my sisters ever got subjected to the same grief other girls get on the web I'd go on a f*cking rampage.

    • Dieter24

      10 years ago

      Hey Josh! Looks like you and I are pretty good about keeping eachother rolling, eh?

      Thanks for the support, man. I really appreciate it.

    • mathfreak

      10 years ago

      So... how's the new job?

    • kurosora

      10 years ago

      That place looks awesome! ^_^

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Thx smiley0.gif

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Well its nice to know that i had somewhat of a spark interest in your art. as for incorporating it into my videos, that has been on my mind for awhile now. Just havent put together the right video yet.

    • Dieter24

      11 years ago

      Hahaha, you'll have to share that advice some day.

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Well youre damn good. Im just trying to teach myself. I havent even been to school for this yet.

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      Ah I seee. *eyes were decieved* Bad eyes! Shame! ^_^

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      Is that not snow on the car in your rear window? Because it sure looks like snow... ^_^

    • pie_muncher

      11 years ago

      i know i know it was random i pointed my finger and there you were

    • pie_muncher

      11 years ago

      youve been tagged read my journal

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      50 bucks....sighh. I'll remember that info, in case I ever get some monies. ^_^

    • Dieter24

      11 years ago

      That's my kind of interpretive dance!

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      absolutely pointless

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      That's awesome! You did such a good job too! Wow! I love it! Anti trend, yay! ^_^

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      The only thing that really has me is how the timeline looks and the text effects never work the way i want them to.

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      They are distilling a little wine. ^_^ They have a small vineyard for that purpose. ^_^

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      its sooo hard to learn though. like photoshop all over again.

    • BobSalawalatski

      11 years ago

      Good to know someone thinks of me, no matter what the context. smiley1.gif

    • BobSalawalatski

      11 years ago

      Haha, that's old news to me, actually.

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      i'll have pics and more stuffs on it in my next bigger journal

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      just slot in the playing of said guitars and then add "and listen to music" to every time of day and you got it spot on there

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      yeah but that guitar is a right handed one so it would be purely for art and nothing else

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      lolz those guys get down huh

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      thx

    • Silvac

      11 years ago

      *leaves a chunk of tri tip in foil on your doorstep*

      /ninja poof

    • mathfreak

      11 years ago

      Go you! That is a cool area to work. We had Fry's in AZ. They were a decent place.
      Snap up all the clearance items!
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    • BentTwig

      11 years ago

      How many I want I would have had to move to Texas but they got rid of my club.

    • BentTwig

      11 years ago

      You aint the only one who needs a gf.

    • pyrowhr

      11 years ago

      no problem
      that is a freakin sweet costume

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Nah its cool, i understand.

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Hey whats up smiley10.gif

    • Dieter24

      11 years ago

      HE LIIIVES!

    • confuzzled

      11 years ago

      long time no type....hows it goin? you still at grandparents or somewhere else now? any new music or art lately?

    • HaloHero23

      11 years ago

      Yo remember me?

    • justbrit37

      11 years ago

      tail... shit.

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

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    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      holy shit thats brutal

    • kurosora

      11 years ago

      :O) Anytime.

    • mathfreak

      11 years ago

      Nice tip! Loved the suit. I would get a pat down for sure in that thing! smiley6.gif

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      yeah

      one of my friends once said "dude i feel sorry for jesus koz i bet hes a really cool guy only the people who hang out with him are idiots"

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      rdj is gonna be a good stark and actually my sis lives in cali (just outside san fran) and ive already turned down a trip out there because of it

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      well ok xmen3 did that but i had doubts about the director and visual direction on that one

      errr... pirates of the carribean 3 too... but meh wasnt too interested after number 2

      errr... cant think really much right now

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