Nekosama

Female

  • Activity

    • Deleting RVB

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      Deleting the past

    • A convo between me and brock

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      <3rock. says:
      Hi
      Suicidal Education Got Sold to our Generation :x says:
      Why hello.. would you be interested in purchasing a wumbo jumbo sized dildo?
      <3rock. says:
      Oh goodness, you know me too well!
      Suicidal Education Got Sold to our Generation :x says:
      oh well don't get to excited just yet mam. Have i a deal for you!
      <3rock. says:
      Please tell me the deal
      <3rock. says:
      tell me tell me!
      Suicidal Education Got Sold to our Generation :x says:
      You can now purchase the new wumbo jumbo dildo anal bead kit that even helps you loose weight! and cures cancer! and revives all you dead pets! for only three thousand and fourty five easy payments of 19.99!
      <3rock. says:
      REALLY REALLY? YOU'd do that?
      <3rock. says:
      O M G you got me!!
      <3rock. says:
      I'm sold.
      Suicidal Education Got Sold to our Generation :x says:

      just for you madam!

    • Finding it Quite pointless

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      being on this site and all..

    • Loosing it -Never shout never

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      all i ever did was moving around i was always the kid never the cool kid. but all i ever wanted to do was to fall in love just to be in love. but my heart was racing my mind was screaming youve got your whole life to do these things but my legs where shaking my hands where searching for her in the backseat of my car i just lost it...
      and i can't believe it....I knew i was only sixteen but i thought i loved her and it would last forever but only if i knew that she wasnt true.. how could she do this to me? my heart was racing my mind was screaming youve got your whole life to do these things but my legs where shaking my hands where searching for her... in the backseat of my car i just lost it...And i cant believe it..

    • All the times i have been through

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      laNae will always be my best friend


      pokemon!

    • Your Tearing Us You Breaking Us

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      I can't take myself anymore.

    • whats up?

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      Im bored and my life has been hell

    • Love

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      What is this thing we know as love? how can it tear us and build us like it does some how controlling every part of us as if we have no control over who we are anymore. How can something so small in word bring such meaning such feeling. what is love? is it kisses and passion under stars. or is it far more complex such as when you look at someone and worry.
      where is the line in love? if any at all? what happened to divine balance in life how can we grow up in our lives with so many scars in our past because of this?

      it can make us evil turn us into monsters. as well as it can bring us up from our knees and turn us into saints. what chaos did we get ourselves into. this uncontrollable mass of feelings that are impossible to push off. how can we love someone so much even when they dont love us back as much? and strive on our knees like beggars for "love" why is it the world trails there own life's on this very thing? it is like the strongest trial that never ends even after death. an eternal suffering that all the while heals us.



      My mind is in a trap when it comes to this pain and sadness and happiness all in one form together it almost seems to be to much. but being as we are we all feel that love is what we need.
      is love something we truly need? or is it something we just want to fill the void of attention that we seem to strive for?
      why do we become such idiots when it begins and become pathetic fools when it is over. how is it that this emotion can change the whole color of our life's as if the campus we have been living on somehow changes its own mood to a darker or lighter coloring.
      how can we say we love something we hurt? what does the definition of love confine from? is it what we make of it or is it of its own? does love have to show in a form at all or can it float above us regardless? Why do we still go after it when we know it is already over is it an addiction that grows with time or is it actually real? is love from pity and feeling bad for an individual or is it actually something that forms with time?

      How can love fall apart? if love is so strong so real then what makes it fall apart? should it not be eternal...how can one life hang on such a thread and give it all to the person that holds there "love" how can we be so un honest with those we love is it to protect them from yourself or to hurt them without the purpose to? if love is so right then how can it hurt so much? or is that what we now determine as right? to find ourselves so conflicted? how can you say you love someone and then feel for another? is love and endless thing not meant for one person? did we misconceive our own emotion? or is it that we are so unsure that it in itself is wrong? love is a master to us and we manifest off it regardless the pain to just feel what we think is right.



      but most of all.... will I find this love in return? a true love that is in one spectrum not many? that wont begin to hurt me.. something to reach for when i fall? - Alyssa Goodwin

    • Soo

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      How is everyone?

      I'm fine I suppose laNae left out of the house and is gone.
      Brock might come over next weekend.
      work on Wednesday
      Pretty much it for now.

    • Never Leave Seether

      10 years ago

      Nekosama

      Will I fall again into dismay?
      Will I be ashamed of crying?
      And I know it's never been the way that I described
      But I am afraid of trying
      She's the one who keeps me all excited
      She keeps me begging for more
      She's the one who deems me uninvited
      Now it's over

      Never leave me, and don't deceive me
      I'll keep on crawling my friend
      Never tease me and don't leave me here
      It's all the same in the end

      Now I find that I am weaker fare
      That I am ashamed of lying
      And I know things never feel the way that's right inside
      And I am afraid of dying
      'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited
      You keep me begging for more
      You're the one who keeps me uninvited
      Now it's over
      Never leave me, and don't deceive me
      I'll keep on crawling my friend
      It's only a symbol you've got me falling away
      And I am afraid
      Take back what I said
      It's all the same in the end
      It's all the same in the end
      It's all the same in the end
      It's only a symbol

  • About Me

  • Comments (3974)

    • drSiX6SiX

      10 years ago

      Yep-yep. HOw ya been? Also, can I get your number? I wanna talk.

    • drSiX6SiX

      10 years ago

      Heya

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      i think you will really like this game.

      www.viddler.com/explore/Joystiq/videos/736/0

    • PrinceYuki

      10 years ago

      i just like the picture is all ^_^

    • zero124

      10 years ago

      thats always a blast!!!!!

    • zero124

      10 years ago

      jelley?

    • Panzewarfer

      10 years ago

      hahaha. WoW ftw

    • Panzewarfer

      10 years ago

      Wussup

    • o3o

      10 years ago

      I love meh neko~!

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      what are you doing?

    • MrHatnClogs

      10 years ago

      damn :P

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      why?

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      i will fix her.....i won't let her die and go away

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      i can't stop loving her.....she is my life....i will fix the broken

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      i may not fully know you but i do know you.......you haven't been yourself......the girl i love

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      YOU FUCKING DID IT AGAIN!!!! RIGHT AS I FLASHED IVER!
      DO NOT EVEN CALL ME AGAIN!!!!!

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      WHAT THE FUCK?! IT DIDN'T LET ME TYPE IT ALL????
      FUCK IT!!!! NEVERMIND!! FORGET I SAID ANY OF THAT!!!!

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      When you asked if IIII loved you.
      My lips long to saaay yes I do,
      and kiss you.
      So I can taste yoour lips.
      Hold you in my arms with a tiight grip.
      But when they stretch oooout to touch you, you're not there.
      I don't how to prooove that I care,
      But I do.
      I love you.
      Come into my arms and we'll spend the niiiight together,
      forever,
      In love.
      *kiss*

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      You is mah cum dumpster slut bucket.

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      You are no fool.
      You used to be my fuel,
      for living, and breathing, and so much more.
      I fon't think of you as a bitchy whore.
      I know you're still there, i know you're just hiding.
      I just want you to come back I promise we won't be fighting.
      Even if we stay friends for now I'll still be happy.
      It's only the mask you wear that makes me unhappy.
      I liked you for you and no one else.
      Please just be yourself.
      I got really perverse, I don't know what that was for,
      I've just never been attracted to someone like you before.
      I wasn't being me,
      That's not how I meant it to be.
      Please, forgive me.
      I only wish to protect you now.
      I'm just not sure how.

      I don't mean to yell.
      I don't want to put you through that Hell.
      Sometimes I think you're mad at me though.
      When I ask you to show,
      how you feel you actually say "no,
      drop it, it's not important, you don't need to know."

      It makes me worried more, though.

      I'll always love you and I'm willing to change.
      Call me when you can so we can have a conversation exchange.

      I just don't want to cry,
      when I hang up this time.
      *hugs*

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      I felt that too this morning.
      I wrote a poem in my head last night.
      *nuzzles*

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      -_- what the FUCK is going on??

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      So.....someones on your profile neko?

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      -,---'-[@
      Happy V-day!

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      miss you and the noises.
      blehh i see you changed our photobucket password or something?

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      RawRRRRrrr (>'.')>

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      hey

    • Jesus_teeth

      10 years ago

      hello friend

    • hockeydude10

      10 years ago

      oh, why thank you

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      i want to talk tp youuuuuuuuuu, please?

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      I'm going home now, Your star is back!

    • Pimpminja

      10 years ago

      Love long distance.

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      pfff

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      how are you? whats new? hows the love life :P
      i haven't been home in almost 2 weeks so yea. been staying with my friend makayla but tells me how youve been

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      how are you? whats new? hows the love life :P
      i haven't been home in almost 2 weeks so yea. been staying with my friend makayla but tells me how youve been

    • BloodSoaked

      10 years ago

      yea im so gay , taste my rainbow

    • tury

      10 years ago

      Exactly. /

    • tury

      10 years ago

      Do you honestly think I care?


      haha

    • Rose_Akashi

      10 years ago

      lol i dont, i would have said it nicer but for some reason i thought it was on someone else's profile XP

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      but i got you the link?

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      The first weekend of April.

      guess what?

      www.crunchyroll.com/media-509988/Shugo-Chara-Episode-1.html

      Episode 2 and all episodes up to 66 are on there, told you i would find it ^ ^

    • Chino_Star

      10 years ago

      Why don't you come to MTAC with me

    • Shadow_Skarr

      10 years ago

      hey hey hey

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Mhm

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Thanks.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Oh, okay.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Soon?

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Why thank you.

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