NightSaw For Monty

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  • Activity

    • 3 years ago

      NightSaw
    • A little update

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      Hey everyone been a while, been at my new job almost a month so my review will be coming up soon to see if i stay there or not. I hope I do because i feel like I'm just getting use to it and it would suck to lose it now. Other then that my YouTube channel is still going strong, I like to record them and edit them which is something i didn't think I would like to be honest. Haven't gotten into streaming yet due to how my room situation is. Stress problems have gotten better, not gone by a long shot but better then at my old job. the only worrying thing i see coming is the winter because it has been getting progressively worse every year and actually worried about getting stuck in my house for a long period of time or at work.

      That's a little update with me. As for stuff I'm looking forward to on the site is Social disorder season 2, loving the new shorts that are coming out, and been trying to check out the stream team streams. I'm trying to go to a convention called Magfest with a few friends.

      I need to make these journals more, very relaxing to write this stuff out.

    • Dead Realm

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      I uploaded a video on Dead Realm, It's so fun to play. It's like Gmod hide and seek but more parkour.

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NZdceS5_No

    • I did a youtube thing!

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      Check out my first video that i recorded and edited myself!

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=576exWHApp8

    • Post RTX Journal

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      So I'm still fucking tired from RTX. Conventions are never a relaxing vacation, usually like an adventurous one since you're almost always moving. So my Adventures at RTX was fun after @ChaosMana 's GPS trying to lead us out of Austin on Thursday and bringing us to a shady neighborhood. Friday I went to the Creating a Lasting Community Panel lead by those awesome peeps over at The Forum Thread, after that I met up with another Internet friend from TehSmarty's Twitch Subscriber TeamSpeak. We found Smarty and AphexArcade near the indie games on site and I had a surprise for them. 2 weeks early they had agreed to try Mad Dog 357 No. 9 Plutonium Hot Sauce, 9 Million Scoville which is about 4 times that of a ghost pepper. Needless to say their faces lit up in pain, Aphex ended up going to the First Aid station because he got some on his forehead when trying to clean it off his sharpie which started to melt from the hot sauce.

      Afterwards Me, Benn my Teamspeak friend, Smarty, and Aphex met up with Galm, Tom Fawkes, Chilled, Ritzplays and a bunch others. We all hung out in what became known as the Derp Corner between us while Chilled signed and talked to fans for four hours. About 2 hours in we walked around and went to murder at RTX and then when Chilled was done Me, Benn, Chilled, Galm, Oak (Galms girlfriend), Jess (Chilleds girlfriend), and a couple others went to find lunch. We went about a mile out to a Chipotle which was really good don't know why people bash it. Towards the end of the day we met all met up in the lobby of the Madison Hotel with Gassy and his collective of friends where he ordered like 100 dollars of pizza for everyone and we had a pizza party in the lobby.

      Saturday I spent maybe half the day with all of them but I ended up spending the rest with the TFT gang. I also bought a 40 dollar Filthy Causal hat because they were out of T-shirts. That night we watched The Room, wow that was some movie as @wubwave explained it it's like "If an alien came to Earth and made a movie about humanity." Which was followed up by a game of Exploding Kittens which is a fun game.

      Sunday I bought all the things since I hadn't bought anything the entire time there spending time with friends. Got a Blitzcrank model and a bunch of RTX merch and buttons and other stuff and then had no money. Afternoon i spent at the YouTuber/Twitch streamer meet up with Benn, the Derp crew, Gassy, Ritz, Lolrenaynay, Dlive, Wade, and many others. Later that night TFT had their live recording where @zap45 tried the Mad Dog hot sauce and then ate a cup of ranch to stop the heat and @MrWartburg for the excellent audio set up. I also talked about my travel issues which involved my luggage getting to Austin before me. Was cool meeting everyone that I was able too at the RTX after party at that pool hall @LoZelda and @Raf , I touched Raf's beard :D

      Monday I said goodbye to all my hotel mates and head off to the Austin airport, then when i got home passed out after 20 hours up and 12 of those in airports and planes also fuck you Atlanta airport and Delta airlines. Now I'm back home and started my new job which I love for how simple it is and how non-stressful it is. That was my RTX experience and I loved it.

    • A Momento

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      So if any of you remember about this picture,

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      This note was still up behind a million other notes at work and I decided to take it home. I've decided to keep it as a reminder that probably any job I have after can never have a worse manager then this. Sometimes you need to remember horrible things in your life and not forget them so you can realize when you're making the same decisions that lead you there.

    • New Job!

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      Starting after RTX I'll have a new job which after a month working there for a month if they want to keep me I get to join the union. After a year and a half of dealing with unfair, corrupt in a way, management I can finally say that before RTX I'm giving my two week notice because that manager can go to hell. She can learn how to deal with the quote on quote good workers. After 6 months of dealing with bull shit reasons for writing me up, telling me family can't work together and then she hires a boyfriend of a worker and sister in laws, telling me to use milk a week after it expires, and the infamous "Cleanliness well this store" note I can say I can leave that place and get to a better place of employment where I can be happy.and enjoy a simple job of stocking. At 10 dollars an hour on top of time and a half sundays and holidays. Hopefully this will clear up all the stress I'm getting from work and the occasional blood cough won't return or stress dreams.

    • YouTube Vs. Twitch

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      There is no TLDR, sorry but I've decided that it helps no one to cut corners and remove the "Filler" facts are not filler and neither are points. If you want a TLDR then ask someone who wants to read it to summarize for you.

      I recently ran into a subject I didn't think was a debate many people had. Apparently people who are mainly of Twitch, not all but a group, believe that YouTube communities are much more toxic then any Twitch community can be. Toxic is a strong word but many people have to admit there are those people who use anonymity of the Internet as both a weapon and shield for their own games and gain. It's sad to think this is a problem but in all communities there are those who gain influence and use it to make things happen they want that is not what all want or need in the fact.

      That is a different subject entirely the subject I wish to talk about is, is toxicity in mass worse than that of toxicity in concentration. That is what I believe is the difference between that of YouTube and Twitch, YouTube toxicity is that in number but just mean little comments and hateful speech. When it comes to that of Twitch they can be banned so they take a step up and go farther then that of the written word, they go for the infamous act of Swatting, charge backs on donations, DDOSing, and other such attacks. So the question is what is worse, small attacks that can chip away at the person and keep others from joining maybe or something that can only be described as an actually attack at the content producer.

      In my opinion I believe that of that of the closest to a physical attack through digital means is worse because it only takes one or a couple of those to deter those of great talent from their means of expression. When the Twitch audience decides they don't like you or something must be done or they are bored they do things that can mess with people to the worse extent. I don't wish anyone to be deterred from Twitch because of this because the opposite which happens just as rarely and in some cases commonly people get 1000 dollar donations hundreds too. So the good and the bad balance in a way.

      With YouTube it's the salt to the wound scenario, salt thrown into a wound a little bit each and every day adds up. Some can take these small bits of hits each and everyday, much like myself who learned quickly enough to stop myself from doing something I regret thinking of now. YouTube has it's own swatting and DDOSing, copyright claiming with no case and other things like reporting for community violations and policy breaking which are those small chips happening but all these small chips are like a grain of salt. At first it doesn't bother you but then as one grows on YouTube the grains of salt become a spoonful, then they become a hand full, and etc etc.

      So it's all in opinion and you're own limits and strength, every side has it's toxic community. Twitch, YouTube, Tumblr, Reddit, Twitter, Hitbox, etc etc. Much like the console wars it 6 or half a dozen of the other, you just choose weather or not you can take the abuse of those wishing harm little each day or a giant bash at once. Personally I can take either, but that's me and me alone. Thank you.

    • Today is a great day for Americans

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      Finally after many many many years of fighting, abuse, rally and protest everyone has the right to marry who they wish without prejudice of gender. Finally the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA can have any citizen UNITE in marriage whether man and man or woman and woman or whatever you identify as! A truly large mark in the history books people. Although there are still many fights to be fought when it comes to LGBT rights this a crushing blow to those opposed to it. So let us celebrate and tomorrow go on to fight.the good fight. Where is my whiskey so i can toast everyone in saying MURICA!

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    • Its been a while

      4 years ago

      NightSaw

      I'm going to cut to the point, as much as the Rooster Teeth community is a good community with the multitude of people who do stuff from art to charity and helping others, there are other communities out there. I love the Rooster Teeth community I really do but being tied down to one place isn't healthy really since you see mainly one general view point on things. No offense to RT and AH but the fact that PC gaming is so scarcely mentioned is a shame. PC allows for so much more from a game that is taboo on consoles like modding.

      RT and AH will always be my starting point and a good one at that and I will always attend RTX, always. I love the community and the people but for the past month I've been expanding to other communities like that of Manga Minxs community where I have met some very nice people that just have a really dark sense of humor. Also TehSmarty's community through his Twitch Sub Teamspeak where I have met awesome friends and plan on hugging those I meet at RTX and also to make smarty try mad dog 357 Plutonium pepper extract. The point I'm trying to make is I've come to think of myself as a man of the Internet not just a man who stays in one place on the Internet, I expand my Internet awareness by going out and seeking different experiences on it.

      The Internet is the future and I don't want to become a closed minded person who thinks the entire Internet is in one place or even 3 or 4 places. I want to experience all of it and fight the good fight to keep it as free as it is now and push for more. I will be around here more my journals will be personal as well as my opinion on various subjects and events and people sometimes. I've just decided that staying in one place and not venturing isn't smart, experiencing different places around the Internet helps everyone learn a little bit more about everything.

      So to end this ramblely not been here a while journal, venture out and get a foot hold in other communities. It's a good feeling to experience different outlooks, i used the word experience a lot in this journal.

  • Comments (27)

    • chris9801 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Achievement Hunter

      4 years ago

      Hayo!

      How's it going?

      New site now =P
      Can't access the old 20+ forums anymore =/

    • Toptoast Keeper of the Breakfast

      4 years ago

      Hey, you're awesome!

    • Raf Raf

      4 years ago

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      You are an awesome dude! Thank you for the friendship and thank you for being yourself! I hope your birthday went well dude and I hope this weekend is just as awesome! smiley0.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

    • Gorczy The Real Slim Shady

      4 years ago

      Happy Belated Birthday!

    • Joron093 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Keeper of The Forges

      4 years ago

      Happy 21st Birthday! Have fun!

    • Raf Raf

      4 years ago

      Dude, thank you so much for Killing floor! I'm in the process of fixing my pc right now, as soon as I got it up and running we should definitely play!!!m smiley13.gif

      • NightSaw For Monty

        4 years ago

        Yeah man.

    • fondueit FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ODU Monarch

      5 years ago

      Hey I'm the one with green hair who talked with you at the Austin airport!

      • fondueit FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold ODU Monarch

        5 years ago

        Lol no worries man I feel that way too

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        yep, i remember. I'm to tired right now to think of anything else to say right now.

    • Raf Raf

      5 years ago

      Thanks for the add!

      • Raf Raf

        5 years ago

        Thanks dude! smiley13.gif

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        no problem, I've been seeing your post through other people on the site and you seem to be a very interesting person.

    • ailsarocks Community Stylist

      5 years ago

      Happy Valentines Day love!

      I'm so lucky to have such a lovely friend! I hope you have a fantastic day! smiley0.gifsmiley12.gif

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      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        Thanks, hope you have a good day to.

    • phoniexape12

      5 years ago

      why the random add?

      • phoniexape12

        5 years ago

        oh sorry dude

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        Still trying to fix it.

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        Replying because you comment sort of broke my page, just trying to fix it.

      • phoniexape12

        5 years ago

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      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        Because of your journal.

    • LostInSweden

      5 years ago

      Hi, thx for the friend request, even if it's late thank you =DD

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        cheers, your welcome.

    • WhiskyOmega

      5 years ago

      Thanx for the Friend Request. smiley9.gif

      • WhiskyOmega

        5 years ago

        I'm always open to meeting new people and making more friends. smiley0.gif

      • NightSaw For Monty

        5 years ago

        Thank you for accepting it.

    • Shinny

      5 years ago

      Hey Dude! Thanks for the add! I would love some of that approval though

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