It's been a while since I last wrote a journal, and to be honest, I have never used this the way I intended to.
So, since I was last here I can safely say my 'life' has improved ten fold. Christmas 2014 I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. This was a serious low point in my life but with my friends and family I managed to push through. I am no longer on medication for my illness but have found ways to get through difficult times.
I have started viewing a lot more RT content than ever before, I have started to enjoy gaming again while vastly improving my GS, but I'd say the highest point and the thing I feel proudest of is that I have started streaming on Twitch (www.twitch.tv/nil_satis_kings). This is something I have always wanted to do but never had the energy or character to attempt. This is were I feel I have found my cure for my depression, I love streaming, and with a combo of a great (but small) following and my terrible game play I feel I can bring a smile not only to my face, but to people who watch, which gives me the greatest feeling.
I know this is a long one but it was to basically say if you ever feel you aren't enough, you can't ear the thought of another day, there is something/someone out there who can help you through. If you love something, do it. Don't be scared to reach out. There will always be someone who you can speak to. If not you can always reach out to me :)
Thank you for the time if you have read this.
And a huge thanks you to everyone from RT, AH, FH, SA for giving me my smile back.