Nilvana

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from Woodbridge, VA

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    • Mist

      8 years ago

      Nilvana

      I'm not usually a morning person. When I wake up, I feel hot and weak. Drowsy, like a bee getting smoked in it's hive. I don't know what it is about them, but sunny days just do this to me. I don't even think it's pretty outside. Everything is too bright and faded, and the light makes green look yellow...it has all the allure of an uncleaned oven, or Christmas lights in spring. This is why I rarely go outside before 7:00 pm, when the air loses heat.

      But every so often, if I'm lucky...I wake up to a thick mist. Everything is colder, and I am energized. Once I've gotten ready, I make coffee and sit outside. I look at my surroundings...the reds and yellows and oranges of the world have all been muted, and the countless minuscule droplets of water hug the leaves, enhancing their colors. greens become deeper, and more vibrant, and in the distance, everything melts together, becoming one large silhouette, fading into the horizon. It's funny how on the days when you can't see a few feet ahead of you, you can look so much deeper into your thoughts, everything becoming clear so easily.
      I have no idea why, when the mist makes all things fuzzy, the mind is so...clear. But it's a wonderful feeling, and a rare one, as of late. If only every day could be like that.

    • Skype

      8 years ago

      Nilvana

      So who has it? I just signed up, the name: war_leviathan.

    • 8 years ago

      Nilvana
    • Sometimes

      9 years ago

      Nilvana

      You start to think about things you just don't want to think about...So you try to stop but that makes you think about it more...and you want to believe that it's just your imagination running wild, that that wouldn't happen. But if you're not there to see for yourself, how can you be certain?

      These thoughts need to get out of my head...

    • Patience and Opportunity

      9 years ago

      Nilvana

      Sometimes...you find something that you never thought you'd find your whole life.

      Sometimes you find something...so perfect, so unlike anything else you've ever seen.
      Something perfect, something just for you.

      But sometimes something happens that keeps you from attaining this perfection.
      Maybe time, distance...or, well...any number of variables holds you back, but does not bring closure.

      With a nebulous future...do you wait for the chance? Is it worth it to put your life on hold, risk losing out on other opportunities if only to keep this one beautiful thing in plain view on the off chance that it will stay there for you?

      Or should you go on ahead, pass up this chance, proceed on your path and just...hope upon all hopes that this thing you want so badly will come back to you...be with you by the end?

      To risk what you need to sustain yourself for that which makes it worth living at all, or to risk losing what you need to be happy just to get the means to an empty existence?

      While life passes by, keep your eyes on this rainbow you want so badly to touch because you're so afraid that if you look away from it you'll lose it forever.

    • Games=>Movies=>Games=>Books=>Games

      in Forums > Games=>Movies=>Games=>Books=>Games | Follow this topic

      Nilvana

      If you could pick a title from one medium to be made using another....what would it be, and why? How would you go about it?

      It doesn't even need to be good. Pick one just for the sake of humor if you like.

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    • 9 years ago

      Nilvana
    • Snowed in

      9 years ago

      Nilvana

      I expect to be stuck until monday...If i'm right, I may go slightly insane. I just want some starbucks...Or human contact. But mostly starbucks...mmmm...overpriced coffee...

    • So there were some cops out back...

      10 years ago

      Nilvana

      There's a field out back, and today while we were eating, we looked out the window, and saw a cop wandering around in it. So we went to the other window,and there's a police car with the sirens off. after a while the cop came down and met another cop that had just pulled up in an unmarked car.

      I find this odd, and the only logical thing I could think of is as follows:

      Cop+Field=Body.


      My original thought was
      Cop+Field/3.14^3(turkey+pumpin pie)=full stomach.
      Then I realized that turkey and pie just can't equal full stomach unless you add a large glass of milk, preferably chocolate...no matter how many cops you multiply it by. and then I got hungry, and after I had eaten, realized that, maybe it was quite possible that I was maybe, probably, unquestionably insane.


      So I'm gonna be rooting around out back for a while. Don't worry, I brought a specially customized pokey stick! ^_^


      (Cop+Field=Body is where this stops being true)

    • On Dreams: A Continuation.

      11 years ago

      Nilvana

      Someone replied to my last entry with the challenge of explaining the falling sensation in relation to my last post. True enough, I hadn't thought of that. So here we go.


      I would attribute the falling dream itself to a fear of failure, or regret after gaining something, only to lose it soon after (popularity, wealth, etc.)...But that wouldn't explain the sensation that sometimes (not in all occurrences) goes with it.

      That only happens in very vivid dreams...Possibly as a result of how real the dream seems, the brain actually believes you're falling or in danger, and takes the necessary actions to attempt to avoid it, releasing the hormones associated
      with the "fight or flight" reactions, adrenaline and such. That in your mind the dream is so real could also explain why people that don't wake up before they die in the dream can do the same in reality, as well as explain the importance of the falling sensation.

      As well as that, it's probably the same reason why when I'm in school and passing on, I get that sensation and jerk my head up. Your brain is saying "Wake up, dammit!" Which still supports the original theory.

  • Comments (71)

    • casmarie

      8 years ago

      Actually I haven't read World War Z. I bought it for my bro last year and was going to read it but forgot

    • TheTyper

      8 years ago

      Yeah, maybe tomorrow. I'm hitting the late hours here, hardly want to do anything but I'm waiting for a phone call.

    • TheTyper

      8 years ago

      Wow. Congrats, hit me up, I'll read that beast (I have every MH downloaded).

    • casmarie

      8 years ago

      You can dowload it, right click> save as =P

    • His666Angel

      8 years ago

      hmm...yeah i got one.

      Angel was on the bathroom counter. She seen herself in a mirror and started barking at herself. She then slowly walked toward the mirror knocking the soap into the sink; Scaring herself so she went to take off running n yelping and fell off the counter and took off out of the restroom. Found her hiding under the bed after that.

    • His666Angel

      8 years ago

      In a way its kinda cute but still sad at the same time. But at least she does remember you after awhile.

    • His666Angel

      8 years ago

      Man thats sad...My dogs name is Angel. She is wild and kinda dumb...but we love her just as much. She makes a lot of things funny and interesting.

    • His666Angel

      8 years ago

      Will do. Thanks for clearing that up.

    • TheForge

      9 years ago

      Technically I think he's 12 by now what with his training in the bottled resort.

    • Radius55 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Site Admin

      9 years ago

      There were also some guys who yelled "Halo Sucks!" As they walked out.

      When we talked to the cashier, he told us they bought Call of Duty. And not even MW2! It was World at War!

    • casmarie

      9 years ago

      In reply to Nilvana:

      I haven't gotten into the forums all day, been the same number of replies in them so I don't think anyone else can get into them

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      Weed. xD

      By the way, did you get MSN back up?

    • Nilvana

      9 years ago

      Lol, what?

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      Hey man, let's bong on some wong. =D

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      Even better...

      It was for Window Live aka. MSN

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      it's so fun! You get to play out characters in set situations, all you need to do is type up lines, movements, and situations up on like MSN or something IM-associated. I could show you how it's done.

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      Badass bro, absolutely badass.

      Do you RP?

    • GothWerewolf

      9 years ago

      I love fried chicken on Thursdays :P

    • TuckerRooles

      9 years ago

      it's okay.

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      Yepp..
      So whats up?

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      No-
      But i want to go home-
      So i can go to Platte and then go to Mitchell..
      I am so glad its Friday----(Waisted) Party Party!!

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      i mean we arent**

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      English---
      Kinda boring- We have sub tho'
      So we are doing anything-- It pretty gay-
      The girls are talking about prom
      And the guys are just being retarded...

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      Sitting in Class.
      Playing Games..
      Talking with Friends
      Texting...So on...
      Pretty much bored tho'

      I hate School--

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      Hey!
      Whats up?

    • KatieLynn

      9 years ago

      Hey-Whats up?
      I'm Kate..

    • casmarie

      9 years ago

      In reply to Nilvana:

      Yeah you haven't been around for ages...

      That was a long time ago... I didn't have many friends then smiley8.gifsmiley6.gif

      They still happen...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

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    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      hey it could have been the day before yesterday...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      If your going to make up a word, the least you can do for it is give it a meaning.... :P

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      that makes more sense...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      lasterday? Don't think ive heard that one before... why were you running when your sick?

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Well hope your feeling better...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      actually that kinda sounds like food poisoning or a gastro bug. If you ace tests but fall asleep in class, I guess that means your still at school? Even a brilliant mind needs to be taught about something before it can know/understand it, some of things I learn at uni I would never have even thought of existing or occurring...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Fair enough, I'm on more often than I should be... like right now I should be studying for exams....

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Hey you've been quiet...

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      My personal favourite too

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Hey have you seen my latest journal? What do you think?

    • MissJaded

      10 years ago

      how is you?

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Hey I posted a question in the random questions thread but no one answered it. Its right up your ally: Do animals dream?

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      I read the first one after the series, but thought that series was much better

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Its prob the battery, or it could be the charger for it. What about the discussion about the latest episode? If Church is an AI than is Tex one to.? Apologies if you haven't watched that episode!

    • casmarie

      10 years ago

      Hows things? Haven't heard from you in a while.....

    • MissJaded

      10 years ago

      * laughs * awesome.. i think..

    • MissJaded

      10 years ago

      how are you?... * throws M&Ms at you *

    • MissJaded

      11 years ago

      coolz

    • MissJaded

      11 years ago

      * nods * does that help?

    • MissJaded

      11 years ago

      .. well.. .. i think its Spice and Wolf...

    • MissJaded

      11 years ago

      Horo is her name... the anime show its self i forgot the name too...

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