Well I have been gone for a whioe but I'm back. Well I dont even know if anyon3 missed me well hope to catch up with everyone. Have a new cell number so ask for it if u want to text.
10 years agoNini
So yes its been a while a long while..so much has changed. So what is new with everyone? Well as for me finally happy with the person i should have been with from the begging. I am happily engaged to a wonderful women she makes me melt with a simple smile. Its pretty much four years in the making. I know other girls have been in my life before but to tell you all the truth it was to forget her. to let my heart just move on. But finally the time is right and we are together and i am not letting anything or anyone get in the way this time. its been four years we where both so afraid of us not feeling the same way. but hello come to find out that both of us loved each other from the day we met. Well i am doing very well most of my time or all of my time i have free is to be with my wife and just spending it loving her. Work is good just tired i wake up very day at 3 am and dont leave work till 1 pm so thats my life right now. well i hope everyone is doing well i have missed all of you. catch me up on your lives.
10 years agoNini
Well i know i have not been on or really talked to anyone in a while. but life is moving fast and i have had so many changes that wow is all i can say. I have really missed all of you i wish that you all forgive me.So in the last journal i said that things with Jessica are over and that it was probably for good. but i was wrong she really loves me and i love her. i have come to see that she is what i want. we have been doing good and i love that we are moving forward. My mom had surgery about a week or two now and Jessica came to visit my mom that right there shows me that she loves me and wants to be there for me. she calls and asks about mom every day and its really sweet. So i have found someone that i can say i can spend the rest of my life with. She is my everything i love her and i don't care who knows it. I biggest fear was telling my uncle Robert but i told him and he is ok with it as long as i am happy and i can tell you all i am. Knowing that she is giving me that chance to make things better makes me feel like i can do anything.
So back to why i have not been on as much but i am no longer working at the bank. things where not working out there so had to make a change. But things are working out for the better. I have another job so its not as easy to always be on. I am always busy and when i get out i am really tired. but pretty much its the same thing but its for a grocery store working at there bookkeeping area. So trying to get used to the change. But don't get me wrong i have missed all of you. and i hope to talk to you all soon.. so just leave me comments and messages it would be nice to catch up. well love you and hope to hear from all of you ..
11 years agoNini
so i got on the other day and finally saw no more little star. well oh well right now with not working as much its a little hard. well life has been ok things have been up and down. things with jessica where a mess but i hope they get back on track. i fucked up really bad that she broke up with me. but a good sign came when she called me yesterday and we did hang out for a while. So i am keeping my fingers crossed. i am going to fight for what i want and who i want. she is everything to me and it took me losing her to see that. but she is what i want and who i can see myself spending the rest of my life with. So if you want to know more just message me i am willing to talk to those close friends of mine. well i love you and miss you hope to hear from you all soon.
11 years agoNini
So life has been pretty good.. i have been through some down but i will over come them. My love life has had there ups and downs but right now I'm happy as of today. I have come to realize that i have found someone who love me for me. that has not pushed me away or tried to make me something i am not. she has been there for me with all the problems with my family and me hurting my arm/wrist. I cant believe i almost lost on the very chance to get to know you. I guess I'm lucky you stood by side and being there watching me as much as it hurt you. For that i will say sorry and promise to never hurt you once again. The more you and i get to know each other the more i see you can put me in my place. You are amazing, beautiful, loving and just someone that makes me feel happy. You have come to complete me and that is something i didn't think i could ever find. i thought i had but i guess i was wrong. like my title says you have to meet a few wrong ones .. before you can appreciate the right one. I appreciate that you stuck around while you saw me wanting someone else. But i am happy that you took that first step to pretty much slap me in the face to say hey loser i like you. I don't really understand why but you do. but i guess like you have said i am someone that is real for you and is there for you and just can make you smile. All i know is that i am happy right now and i wont let anyone come between that anymore. We have walked away cause you thought my heart was some where else. At some point it was but its time to move on look on to my future and our future. i cant say we will last forever but i am willing to try and make that happen. You have spent time with my family and friends and they love that you can make me happy. you have met my parents and that was an amazing night they loved that you where you and that you where there for me. that was a big step a night i wont forget. Now its time to meet my little man. I know he will love you as much as i have come to love you as a friend and more. We might be different but at the same time we want the same things out of life. I mean for you i was willing to just let my whole family know that i was in dating a girl. something that some of my family didn't know. something i had not done for any other person. i just think you are worth it and i don't care what other people might think. Thank you for being you thank you for taking the time to get to know me. i know i am not easy to get close to but i have been hurt so many times before that my heart is just a little scared. but i am willing to through that out the window right now. i know i had my walls up but i shall break them down. My heart is yours its a little broken but its yours to do what you want with it. Don't worry about what my past was or who was a part of it you are here and they are not. Its time to live my life for me. It took me a while to see what was right in front of me the whole time. but i have opened my eyes and i am happy with what is there. So everyone please stop worrying about me it took me a while to get it right. but now i have and i will do everything i can not to let it go. So that's what is up with me. [b]"You have to meet a few wrong ones...Before you can appreciate the right one.." guess that is so true but don't get me wrong i will not regret anything that has happened because with out those people i would not be where i am. So to my past i say thank you. thank you for letting me see that i am worth someones time and being loved once again. I will always be there for you. But as my past has said its done with and its time we both move on. Yes it is and i am moving on with someone amazing. its time to try and get things right. I'm not running way this time or hiding from what i feel.
11 years agoNini
Well like has been good and to some point great. I have found someone that i really love and really care and loves me. She is an amazing person and i cant stop smilng when it comes to her. Well it had been about two weeks since i had heared from her or seen her that was tough. but last night i saw her and it felt great and just right. she thought i had left cause i saw her there but i wouldnt do that. she ran up to me and hugged me and was like babe i missed you like crazy and i love you. she was like i thought you left cause i had not called or anything. but she lost her phone and all numbers. then with her moving she is living back with her mom while her house is finished so no internet. so she has not gotten on myspace to leave me a message or to get my cell number. but things are great with her i love her and she is more then i could have ever asked for. NINI IS IN LOVE..LOL.
ok now for the downs first still trying to deal with all that has come with my uncle and him being killed by a drunk driver. if you and i have talked for a while it happend a while back but it still seems like yesturday. i thought for the most part i had gotten through it. but to tell you the truth i am waking up with some of that anger again. its eatin away at some of me and i dont know what to do to deal with it. i dont want to go back to that dark place. i have come so far from that place. now its dealing with it and not letting me close off again. Another thing going on with me is shit with Amber if you all remember her. well i was on her myspace and it says in a relationship and that ok cause i am happy with jessica. but i was like i wonder who she is dating i came to find out its Victor her best friend. the same guy her and ever got into our frist fight. she got mad cause i was not at easy that he was always around. she was like you have nothing to worry about he is like my bestfriend he just really cares about me. but i guess i was a fucken blind person. cause now they are together i guess i had every right to be on my toes with him. she was like we have been talkin and he says i should not be mad at you or jessica but thank you cause you have made me stronger. she was like i cant say i love you vanessa with out getting tears in my eyes. you really hurt me is what she says. but when we last talked she was like i need more time. but shit how quick things changed with that guy. time i guess was only for me. i was like i guess i was not enough for you amber. she was like you where more then enough and you still are but you where to impatient. what ever i was played a big ass fool.. in some way this shit hurts and most pisses me off.. i know i have moved on but i wasted so much time with her .. i almost lost my chance with jessica cause of her. but i am glade i didnt. but i guess i should be used to people back stabbing me or just using me the story of my life i guess.
but thats what is going on with me so far. working like always making sure i get ahead at work and try and move up. my friends are great had a great vacation with them and just catchin up with them. i have missed all of you.. i need to catch up with all of you..just message me or comment.. its time i become for active again..let me know how you are all doing..
11 years agoNini
So as i put in my last journal i was just a lil nervous because i was going to introduce my gf to my parents. So that day was a little stressful. but to tell you the truth everything went great. For the first time my mom said i finally found someone worth my time. Needless to say my parents loved her. My mom said she was very beautiful and sweet and was very mature. My dad said the same thing. only thing that my dad did tell her was if she and i just finally didnt want to be with each other just to let each other know and not string each other along. But it was all worked out. Jessica was a lil nervous because she thought both my sister and brother in law where also going to be there but nope just us four. But i am finally happy that my parents think someone is finally good for me. They love the fact that she has 3 jobs and still wants make things better for her and her son. next step is having them meet her son. but that will have to be on hold until they get back from vacation. but i just wanted to let you all know things where wonderful amazing and just wow. finally found someone that can just make me smile. i dont think there is a day i dont wake up smiling just cause of her. i cant wait to see her soon. well how is everyone eles doing?
~~ if you all have any questions just go ahead and ask~
11 years agoNini
So its been a while since i really talked about what is going on with me and my life. things have been good. i know i had mentioned that my aunt passed way. its hard but getting through it and takin it one day at a time. but it has come to open my eyes that life is way to short and its time to live life with out anger and just be happy. So as many of you know amber was a big part of my life. i thought that she was the one for me. that i had finally found someone to make me happy. but i was wrong she was just full of lies and just full of shit. she made it sound like i was the one not ready to move on with her. but to tell you the truth she was the one. she said be happy and look for somone that can. so i did i found a girl named Jessica she is amazing. i mean wow no fights drama nothing like that. she can just make me smile and feel great. with everything giong on in my life she would call and check up on me and make sure i was ok. just lil texts saying hi and i miss you babe. just lil things like that made me see that she did care about me and was here for me. so now we are taking that next step she is meeting my parents tonight. i am just a lil nervous cause i know its a big step. but she took the first one when she introduced me to her son which he is a cute lil one. so i am happy right now things are going great. put up some new pics of havik that is jessica and our lil nephew thats what she calls him OUR..lol and there is one of her holding him. you cant see her face but she is beautiful..she has a smile that can and does melt my heart. well that should be pretty much it with me right now besides work. well i hope you are doing well and i miss you all.. its time to catch up with all of you.. so send me messages and leave me comments.. love you all..
11 years agoNini
well i know i have not been on much latley but i was out on vacation... plus my aunt someone close to me passed away so i was just really keeping to my self.. im going through journals and comments and messages so ill get to them all.. i hope everyone is doing good.. missed talking to all of you.. hope to catch up soon. well my love life has tured around for the best.. but ill go more into that next time..right now im about to leave work...but just leave comments and ill get back to them.. missed you all..
11 years agoNini
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no"
Get tipsy with me:
Lie to me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Stare at me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Have sex with me:
Have sex with me in random places:
Make a move on me:
Make out with me in public:
Play with me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift?:
Let me borrow your car:
Let me see you naked:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Take a shower with me:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Ask me out:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Look if i was naked:
Take advantage of me:
Let me take advantage of u:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Give me a lap dance:
Tell me you love me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:
Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:
send to my inbox if you dont want to post it
lets see who answers this.. have nothing better to do at work .. lets see who answers.. give me something to do..lol
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