Nitrostreak

Female
from Jefferson, GA

  • Activity

    • 6 years ago

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    • 6 years ago

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    • INCOMING EMO VOMIT

      6 years ago

      Nitrostreak

      Don't say I didn't warn you.
      I need to vent somewhere that nobody will look who genuinely cares about me.
      I miss the "good ol days," so to speak. I miss when missing an assignment meant a few points taken off, rather than the threat of a failing grade.
      I miss when friends were friends no matter what happened.
      I miss when I could tell someone how much they meant to me without pushing them away.
      I miss when I could love and care unconditionally and people didn't throw me aside.
      I miss when I was too simple to understand the problems of the world and the human condition. When I thought the worst thing ever was having to miss a birthday party, or not getting to go to the barn that day.
      I miss the bliss of ignorance. When the Human Condition was something know-it-alls thought and talked about.
      I miss when boys and girls were all the same and I could be friends with both.
      I miss it all.

      Age has brought me sharp, blistering understanding of the world, and it hurts.
      Age has brought me distance between me and old friends.
      Age has made it impossible to invite a friend of the opposite sex to hang out without my invitation being inevitably perceived as an attempt at an advance of some kind.
      Age has brought me some level of freedom, sure.
      I can drink alcohol. That's nice, I guess. I do it every once in a while, though sometimes I think I must be broken, because I'll never do it as much as most people my age.
      I own my own horses. Nobody can ever sell them out from under me. It's a wonderful feeling, not having to fear for them constantly. I don't have to worry about a parent threatening to sell them if I don't "straighten up."
      But age has brought me a mountain of self-doubt, and rested it squarely upon my shoulders.
      Age has brought me the fear of not finding a part time job with which to pay my horses' board.
      Age has brought me the fear of failure. The fear that I will not succeed in college, and that I will never escape my parents.
      Age has brought me awareness of the invisible prison I'm in.

      I don't know what to do.

    • My horse is trying to indirectly kill me

      6 years ago

      Nitrostreak

      Copy/Pasted from Skype becuse I'm a lazyface and don't want to type it out again. I'm Flamewar.


      [8:47:55 PM] Flamewar: My horse is trying to indirectly kill me
      [8:49:12 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: 8u
      [8:50:38 PM] Flamewar: I tied her up so she could work on her patience (she paws at the tree where we tie them CONSTANTLY), which is a safe, normal practice.
      [8:51:21 PM] Flamewar: Friend and I stepped inside for a few minutes to get some coffee, and I was checking on her through the window most of the time. For about ten minutes while I drank my coffee, though, I wasn't looking.
      [8:51:32 PM] Flamewar: So when I went outside to untie her, and she WASN'T THERE
      [8:51:41 PM] Flamewar: I nearly had a heart attack.
      [8:51:52 PM] Flamewar: Her rope was gone too, so she had untied herself.
      [8:52:20 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: smart girl
      [8:52:28 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: better watch out
      [8:52:32 PM] Flamewar: This was a problem, though, because it meant she was out in the pasture with her rope dragging along the ground, which she could step on and freak herself out
      [8:52:34 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: she might poison your tea
      [8:52:36 PM] Flamewar: lol
      [8:52:40 PM] Flamewar: SO
      [8:53:03 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: What if when you went out there she tied YOU up to a tree
      [8:53:14 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: and then did a weird horse laugh and galloped away
      [8:53:27 PM] Flamewar: I'm walking around this MASSIVE pasture with a HUGE bit of woods in the middle, uphill half the way, and she's NOT WITH THE OTHER HORSES. Second near-heart-attack.
      [8:53:34 PM] Flamewar: Pffffffffffffff
      [8:53:50 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: It could happen
      [8:54:11 PM] Flamewar: So I go INTO the woods, thinking she might have gotten her rope caught on something- and note that it was dark out at this poiint, so I couldn't see the ground in front of me.
      [8:54:34 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: omg does she run up to you like
      "OMG HI I MISSED YOU"
      [8:54:44 PM] Flamewar: And I nearly got lost out there, because it was so damn dark and I'd gone down what LOOKED like a game trail. Fortunately, the cat came to my rescue and led me back to the clearing.
      [8:54:50 PM] Flamewar: OH NO
      [8:54:50 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: ....
      [8:54:53 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: cat
      [8:54:54 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: <3
      [8:55:02 PM] Flamewar: yes, Fred The Cat is my hero
      [8:55:04 PM] Flamewar: ANYWHO
      [8:55:59 PM] Flamewar: So my friend's husband gets the truck out to the field and we go driving around because it's too damn dark to see without the headlights, and THAT BITCH WAS WITH THE OTHER HORSES THE WHOLE TIME but she had HIDDEN where I couldn't see her because she was mad at me for riding a different horse, and then making her tie.
      [8:56:04 PM] Flamewar: @_@
      [8:56:32 PM] Flamewar: So I got out of the truck, walked her into the headlights so I could check she was okay, took her halter off, and back to the house we went.
      [8:56:58 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: HAHAHA
      [8:57:10 PM | Edited 8:57:12 PM] Flamewar: -_-
      [8:57:47 PM] Gabriel "The Butt" Saksik: :'d

    • 6 years ago

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    • Skyrim mods?

      6 years ago

      Nitrostreak

      Anyone out there know how to put mods onto an XBOX? I KNOW it's possible, but I can't seem to find any decent tutorials.

      I just want a pet, man.

    • Just finished Halo 4

      6 years ago

      Nitrostreak

      Now I'm listening to the soundtrack and EVERY SONG IS MAKING ME CRUMBLE INTO A BALL OF SOBBING FEELS AND HURTING AND EMOTIONS
      AUGH
      Haven is the WORST OF THEM ALL
      FUSCKFHKCFH
      I need someone to hug
      ;_;

  • Comments (373)

    • jetsteam101 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Stranger Danger....

      • Nitrostreak

        6 years ago

        ldfkjlkdjfg You can add me on Skype? nitrostreak is the contact. I have to go offline now because SKEWL INDA MORNIN
        but yes we shall chat

      • jetsteam101 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        "I'm on a horse."

        Eeyep.

        Continue this riveting discussion on a IM?

      • Nitrostreak

        6 years ago

        PRETTY GOOD. I have a new horse, which I guess you noticed xD

      • jetsteam101 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        I know, half the fun....

        How yo doin?

      • Nitrostreak

        6 years ago

        DON'T CONFUSE ME, JET, I AM EASILY CONFUSED

      • Nitrostreak

        6 years ago

        wut

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      7 years ago

      DERP

      • Nitrostreak

        7 years ago

        HASTKDHFKSDHF HERP

        You should find a theater or SOMETHING between us so I can give back your sonic xD

    • blue_17

      7 years ago

      What are the kinds of chickens you got? They look like Orpingtons and Cochins.

      • Nitrostreak

        7 years ago

        ... BLUE! HI BLUE! 8D

        Half right! Buff Orpingtons, Black Copper Marans', Rhode Island Reds, and I've since added some Dutch Bantams, Old English Bantams, a Serama, and some Turkens! C:

    • techskater

      8 years ago

      WELL UNFACEBOOKBLOCK ME

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Yup... Oddly enough I was just about to text you. Odd timing

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      You actually still use this site? I'm shocked.

    • techskater

      8 years ago

      DAMN IT RACHEL!

      TALK TO ME!

    • jtmitchell87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Oh like I'd ever let my profile get hijacked. Pffft.

    • techskater

      8 years ago

      However -

      Account Settings > Privacy Settings > Block Lists. It's located below the permissions chart, in the center.

    • techskater

      8 years ago

      Considering we have not spoken in ages, I don't see the point.

    • techskater

      8 years ago

      .................................................................................

    • Darth_Shadow

      8 years ago

      So, it's alright if YOU make fun of people for your own enjoyment, but it's a problem others do it to you?

      Here's a tip: Quit thinking you're the most important fucking person in existence, and you're so cool, and SHUT THE HELL UP.

      Perhaps if you stop being a bitch, maybe Monty would send you those goddamn toys you want so badly.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      8 years ago

      ZOMG! It's you!

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      8 years ago

      OMG you're Online!

      I made new friend!

      Bleu_Ace, she is.

    • Darth_Shadow

      8 years ago

      I want Maruader Megs as well.

      I WANT HIM SOOOOOOOO HARD.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      8 years ago

      You familiar with a user named Gatana?

      I think you two would be good friends. Look her up.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      8 years ago

      ....Fuck! Forgot what I was going to say.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      8 years ago

      Helloo.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      Boo-ya!

      Moar Halo 3 comedy from Yours Truly!

      Radar Non Usar

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      Derp.

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      Monty already knows what the WBC is. Northstar is the name of a gay X-Man.

    • ClareBear369

      9 years ago

      You going to Botcon?! I'm so jealous!

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      Smokescreen? Who?

      What did you do?

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      I mean no offense to her, but Invy isn't tweeting as the Jetfire we all know. The Jetfire I know is a badass Russian that would kick Megatron's aft, not kiss it.

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      Friends of yours?
      129173143640452309.gif

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      ....twas a joke... a kid, a jike, a humorous remark. :(

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      :O
      she said that too!!
      :'(

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      that's... that's the same sound this girl made last night in my room :(

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      hijinksensue.com/

    • captainbob74

      9 years ago

      you just want to see a pic of me right? haha

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      No, I've had that sword for about a little over a year now. I bought it when I went to Spain on a class trip.

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      Do the cupid shuffle

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      i agree, and if forza does win i might have a project to tame a car which just spins XD
      and yea, you can let a few people know you want forza to win :p

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      As do I.

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      o.O ODST is in the lead

    • Darth_Shadow

      9 years ago

      Actually, to get Demolisher, you have to preorder WfC from Amazon.com.

    • mattiecore

      9 years ago

      PRIME WILL DESTROY YOU

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      you aren't the only one who loves that place smiley6.gif

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      x_x
      welcome

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      I swear it wasn't me

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      listen and enjoy

    • MrJacinto Hey I'm Grump

      9 years ago

      I thought you were an RT sponsor too. You're not?

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      <_<
      >_>

      \m/ >_< \m/

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      stop looking around and admit it.

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      You know you liked it.

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      nope. grass, i lied about the wheels. :D

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      yes. eBay!

    • Cruff1987

      9 years ago

      what's green and has wheels on it?

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