NothZero

Male
from Monroe, WA

  • Activity

    • L4D2!

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      C'mon, were is the HTML posting guy's?

      Hazah!

    • Relationships

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      ****vent alert*****

      I suck at them. No, really, I'm awful. As a guy that understands woman better than the average male, you would think that this minute amount of insight would give me an advantage at at relationships. So far it hasn't. I'm also a pretty nice guy. Not just as a self confession, lots of people tend to agree, so as long as they aren't lying (which wouldn't be very nice at all) I should be a pretty likable person.

      It's not that I don't have any relationships, because I do. I have a great myriad of positive casual acquaintances. I have a couple pretty close friends. My relationship with my family is good, but distant. If I were to blame my suckiness on any one thing (regarding relationships), I would say that I have the worst timing and tact concerning bringing people closer. When it comes to coming out of my shell and letting people see me for me, being 100% who I am and what I feel I fail at letting it out gently or slowly. I either shut people out and just give them the superficial me (still me, but only the surface), or explode all of it in their faces.

      In the past I feel that I've learned that people really don't want to know anything more about me than what lies on the surface. And if they did think they wanted to get to really know me, see the passionate, deep thinking and emotional side of me, it seems that they get a glimpse and decide they really don't want to get to know that part of me.

      So the conundrum, and the reason I don't have a girlfriend, or so I believe, is that a girl can't get close to a guy that is walled off by his own outer shell. But can't be attracted to a guy that she doesn't want to get to know the deeper things about.

      I don't know really where to go from here. My inclination is to try to give up on the desire to find a woman to share my life with. Let it go and keep the walls up, stay in my shell. Just live to work, live to play, and live to do whatever it is I do without the closeness that comes from romantic relationships, or even a close non-romantic relationship. I want to find a way to tame every emotion, every passion and feeling. This probably isn't the healthiest choice to make, so I'm kinda leaving without making a decision. We'll see how this plays out, I'll trust God for a direction, and pray for the wisdom to choose rightly.

    • Back from camping

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      Had a sweet camping trip out on the coast of Whidbey Island's Fort Casey. Went with a friend of mine and his wife and a bunch of their old college buddies. The weather, food and conversation was fantastic. Nights were cold, as is typical for Washington spring's and being near the water and all.

    • Happy Easter Everybody!

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      Hope everyone got a chance to get together with family and friends, enjoy a great day with church, candy, egg hunts and anything else you might do today. Much love, have a great week.

      Fact about me: I try to love (ie: be considerate, polite and compassionate toward) everyone I meet. Even if that person annoys me like non-other. I always try to grit my teeth, swallow my pride and be nice even if I don't feel like it. There are very few people in the world that I could say I don't like.

    • I don't feel so dandy right now...

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      I'm feeling icky, sicky. Stupid contagious cold/flu stuff.

    • Just when I don't do it...

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      The quick cut scene at the end of the video's they make will actually have something AWESOME!

      So really, this is an awesome community, but I still only jump on here for the RAWESOME video's, (that's rad and awesome combined for those of you not up on current slang).

    • That's funny

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      I think it's quite odd that you can edit a comment you post, but however, not delete it. Weird.

    • Birthday Party tonight!

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      If your in the area, hope on in for some fun and games. There's sure to be plenty of tom foolery and shennanigans to be had. You know the time and place I'm sure!

    • Merry Christmas Home Slices!

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      I love you very much, have a wonderful Christmas!

    • Ah, the Holidays

      10 years ago

      NothZero

      I like the holidays and everything, Christmas, Thanksgiving and New Years are all great. But this is the time of year that always seems to be the harshest reminder that being single isn't all it's cracked up to be... Now and Valentines Day of course... But anywho, rather than dwell on my single, woe is me, status I should be out spreading Christmas cheer! And the best way to spread Christmas cheer is to sing loud for all to hear. *SINGING!*
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  • About Me

  • Comments (36)

    • grayfox117

      10 years ago

      the game isnt short but it is long enough, took me about 2 and a half days, about 4 or 5 hours each day and im on 90% and ive compleated the story, im just finishing up on the challanges

    • Preezerk

      10 years ago

      oh, ok.

      cool

    • Preezerk

      10 years ago

      I saw you work for Boeing eh?


      ever do any work for the navy? Work on those projects, building some fighters or whatnot?

      Just curious.

    • NothZero

      10 years ago

      In reply to Aoina, #-1:

      And I understand that, I'm not saying that woman shouldn't be allowed to be on the front lines or even suggesting that keeping them off the front lines would protect them. As much as I don't like the idea of putting them in harms way, the painful reality is that they indeed already are. This conundrum puts me in a position that prevents me from really arguing for or against the issue. If I could have the impossible, woman wouldn't be affected by war in anyway shape or form. The truth is war affects us all one way or another, war is truly impartial, it does not segragate by age, race or gender. And as the disembodied voice from Fallout 3 so eloquently put it, "War never changes," and neither does humanity.

      Anyway, that's enough of that dark, depressing hubub, how are you? Staying out of trouble? Excited for Resident Evil 5?

      *side note: If you find yourself in the Seattle area during a Zombie attack, give me a holler, my friends and I are prepared with numerous plans and backup plans smiley8.gif

    • Preezerk

      10 years ago

      Since you are a Member of the LEFT 4 DEAD Group I am announcing that the LEFT 4 DEAD CONTEST is up and running! smiley0.gif

      It's simple...just think up a story and type it up. Think about how YOU would make the game better, and give us a story. Just let it flow. Guidelines are in the Contest Entry I linked you to.

      Actual prizes will be mailed to you if you win smiley11.gifsmiley11.gifsmiley11.gif You can't beat free stuff! smiley0.gif


      Good Luck Zombie Killer!!

    • grayfox117

      11 years ago

      there is a difference in the starting cutscene when sarge is talking depending on the difficulty like on the bridge in mombassa in the 2nd and when you see the guys from RT. the only difference in the ending is on legendary after the cutscenethat is after the credits when it shows the ship floating towards a planet or planet like structure.

    • JessIckAh

      12 years ago

      hahaha this is late but yeah.. we go on walks ocasionally.. lol but its been either too hott or raining here lately lol.. but thanks for the journal comment : ) i dont get on here much anymore.. lol so sorry for the delay :)

    • BritPop

      12 years ago

      psh., every bit heklps

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      im in your head?

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      ha ha thanks. i watch you

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      no just a crap scanner

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      i didnt scan it onto my PC very well

    • GrifRocks209

      12 years ago

      CS-Source is awesome.

    • JessIckAh

      12 years ago

      haha
      yes fire is awesome.
      and warm, and bright..
      lol
      but yeah.. im fairly stupid, but those things that were listed, dont happen all that often.. lol

    • randomchik93

      12 years ago

      ur welcome

    • JessIckAh

      12 years ago

      lol. y, thanx man..
      ur kewl in a nice guy sorta way!

    • grayfox117

      12 years ago

      thanks. waffles are all good smiley7.gif

    • blankxface

      12 years ago

      Yeah,
      im good
      thanks.
      =]

    • blankxface

      12 years ago

      Hey,
      hows it going?

    • blankxface

      12 years ago

      lol thats cool.

    • blankxface

      12 years ago

      Hello,
      how are you?

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