OricGrey

Female
from A void in the vast abyss

  • Activity

    • 8 years ago

      OricGrey
    • College

      8 years ago

      OricGrey

      AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

      That is all. <3

    • You want to know what I think?

      9 years ago

      OricGrey

      I don't even know. I mean, what is there to say? I'm 17 and I'm lost and confused as ever, and found out disturbing things about my family I would have never liked to know. I'm in love, right? Aren't I? Maybe I just need to vent, maybe that's what this is.
      Yeah, that sounds about right. God, I don't know what made me check this account 2 months back, but I've checked it twice now. No one has said anything to me, I presume because this account is basically dead. So no one will read this, and if they do, it won't matter, will it? I'll probably never come back on again. How stupid.
      Here comes the rants.
      18. I almost don't want to turn 18. It's not an escape, more of a prison. I can't leave, they won't let me, they'll squeeze every last drop of what used to be innocence out of me, won't they? Yeah, I know it's harsh. The depression really got to me, and damn that girl for what she did, because I finally think I can hate her for it.
      Nobody breaks my heart. Nobody. Especially not some low down good for nothing girl.
      And then there's that damned man. What does he want from me? He trudges around at Harvard, acting like he owns me! Owns me? HA, he practically does, and he knows it too. He saved my life right, I'm forever in his debt? Bullshit, I don't have to see him...no matter how much I want to. He only helped me once, and now he's not even the same person anymore. I can stop sleeping with him, it'll be over. Ha, I sound like a druggy. "I can stop any time I want." Well I want to, can I?
      Wake me up! I need to get out of these nightmares, what the hell is wrong with me.

      WAKE ME UP

    • 9 years ago

      OricGrey
    • Rant~You Probably Won't Get It.

      10 years ago

      OricGrey

      I can't remember the last time I've felt this way, I imagine it would have been a time I've pushed long out of my memory. I never realized just how much I loved her until just now, when I noticed my heart's still completely shattered, and no one could fix it. I've never felt the same way about anyone before...ever...why do I keep trying? I'm so confused, and I can't open up to people, I'm scared to become attached again.

      Why did that happen to her? Why can't I continue to think of her like I used to? Why can't she be the same? I'm so confused, and so utterly alone...

      "If it can't be you then it must be me."-"Back Again" Boy Kill Boy

    • A Bleak Sense of Humor Makes a Weak G-

      10 years ago

      OricGrey

      A Bleak Sense of Humor Makes a Weak Girl Grim

      She’s picture perfect in every way
      Got her head in the game most every day
      But I don’t envy her
      They tell her “oh aren’t you perfectâ€Â
      Well ain’t she a doll?
      She keeps her mind preoccupied with photos on the wall
      So she can watch them fade away
      It just happens every day

      And she’s always got her head pressed into the chest
      Of the next guy she sought after but what of the rest
      Cause a hookup or a mock exam keeps her in check
      Because she’s found too many heartbreaks could slit her frozen neck

      Keep your head up
      You act like you know it all
      You’re just like me, you’re just like me
      You used to be, you’ll always be this way
      Keep your head up
      Stop staring out of your room
      And he won’t wait, no he won’t wait for you
      I’m looking down

      Thank you Paris, the mirror never mocks
      As she sings her songs while he stares at the clock
      Right on the hour he calls
      But she doesn’t care at all.
      And to tell you the truth, I’d really like to see
      This girl fall flat on her knees, I’d have no sympathy
      Because I’m not jealous at all
      I don’t envy her at all.

      And she’s always got her wrists begging for the kill
      Because if the blade take the blame than no other pain will
      It’s a perfect game but she’s down on the ground
      And I’m not strong enough to try to make a sound

      Keep your head up
      You act like you know it all
      You’re just like me, you’re just like me
      You used to be, you’ll always be this way
      Keep your head up
      Stop staring out of your door
      And he still waits, yes he still waits for you
      So I’m looking down

      It all seems inevitable
      I’m not invincible
      And he won’t notice me
      Though I stand here in front of him
      I’m just the weaker she
      And she’s the prettier
      And she’s the funnier
      The nicer
      The stronger
      The hunger
      The resent
      She’s my own contempt-
      Still I love her, though I love you
      I should help you…
      But you’re stronger than-

      Gotta
      Keep my head up
      I can’t say that I know it all
      You’re just like me, I’m just like you
      You used to be, I’ll always be this way
      Keep my head up
      Stop staring out of my room
      And he won’t wait, no he won’t wait for me…
      And he won’t wait, won’t make him wait for me…
      Cause I’m not you…

    • Acrosstic? What are you talking about?

      11 years ago

      OricGrey

      I suppose I might sound simply insane
      Lately I've been so caught up that it's likely
      Of course I can't complain, it's too good
      Virtually every though I admit is of you
      Even though we make it seem so simple
      Just by letting the complexities slip us by
      Only you can see all sides of me
      Now I wonder: you're sure I'm what you really want?

      -Oric Grey "Subtly is for the Sleepless"

    • I'm almost worth 3k...ALMOST

      11 years ago

      OricGrey

      Natural Hair Color:
      [ ] Brown - $100
      [x] Blonde - $50
      [ ] Black - $15
      [ ] Bald - $5
      [ ] Other-$75


      Total: $50

      Eye Color:
      [ ] Brown - $50
      [ ] Green - $75
      [x] Blue $150
      [ ] Hazel $100
      [] Other - $15

      Total so far: $200
      Height:
      [ ] Over 7,, - $200
      [ ] 6,,8; to 7,, - $175
      [ ] 6,,0; to 6,,7; - $150
      [ ] 5,,5; to 5,,11; - $75
      [x] 5,,4 and under - $95

      Total so far: $295

      Age:
      [ ] 50 to 56 - $175
      [ ] 46 to 50 - $150
      [ ] 41 to 45 - $125
      [ ] 31 to 40 - $100
      [ ] 26 to 30 - $75
      [ ] 21 to 25 - $50
      [ ] 19 to 20 - $25
      [x] 0 to 18 - $100

      Total so far: $395

      Birth Order:
      [ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
      [x ] First Born - $320
      [ ] Only Child - $250
      [] second born - $150
      [ ] Middle child - $100
      [ ] Last Born - $100
      [ ] third born - $550
      [ ] fourth born - $300
      [ ] fifth born - $400
      [ ] sixth born -$215

      Total so far: $715

      Do you Drink?
      [ ] Only Holidays - $250
      [ ] Sometimes - $215
      [ ] Rarely, but sometimes- $315
      [ ] YES - $200
      [ ]Only weekends - $300
      [x] No - $600

      Total so far: $1315

      Vision?
      [] perfect vision $400
      [x] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them -$200
      [ ] No Correction $100
      [ ] Glasses $50
      [ ] Contacts $25
      [ ] Surgical Correction -$100
      [ ] Near Sighted $200
      [ ] Astigmatism/reading or driving lenses needed - $500


      Total so far: $1,515

      Shoe Size:
      [ ] 13+ - $300
      [] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
      [ ] 11 to 12 - $400
      [x] 7 to 10 - $500
      [ ] Under 7- $450


      Total so far:$2,015

      Favorite Colors (two):
      [ ] Green-$750
      [x] Red - $600
      [X] Black - $100
      [ ] Yellow -$475
      [ ] Brown - $300
      [ ] Purple - $225
      [ ] White - $400
      [ ] Aqua - $350
      [ ] Orange - $300
      [ ] Blue - $300
      [ ] Pink - $100
      [ ] Other - $500

      Total: $2,715

      Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
      [ ] Yes $50
      [X] Nope $200
      [ ] some $100

      Total:$2,915

      Almost 3k...whoot.

    • Distorted Rose

      11 years ago

      OricGrey

      ~You're just a Distorted Rose~
      ::Petals and All
      ::Built to Fall
      ::Mangled and Mashed
      ::Kissed then Trashed
      ~Enamored with Rotten Prose~

    • Fag (Soulo's Song)

      11 years ago

      OricGrey

      Ladies and Gentleman, boys dressed in drag
      Listen up playboys for this is the gag
      The little girls dance while the older men stand
      Finding a proper use for their right hands...
      - - - - - - -
      Ladies and Gentleman, boys dressed in drag
      Call me a moron, a loser, a fag
      And those girls all cry out for me for they'll never know
      Just how far I'm ready to go.

      I'm ready, I'm willing, I'm everything they ever wanted
      I'm ready, I'm willing, I'm everything you need
      I'm ready, I'm willing
      I'm ready, I'm willing
      I'm re-re-re-re-re-ready to go...
      - - - - - - -
      I'm ready
      I'm willing
      I'm everything they ever wanted
      I'm broken
      Outspoken
      And falling out of love
      It's never
      Been to far here
      But here I stand falling down
      Falling
      They're calling me...fag...fag..FAG

      Ladies and Gentleman
      This boy dressed in drag
      They call him a loser..A moron, A fag!
      But take another look
      Your minds an open book
      I'm keeping it clean
      But the children all scream
      I'm a gag
      I'm a rag
      I'm a...

      --Lolita Complex--

  • About Me

  • Comments (289)

    • Lady_hanyou

      8 years ago

      I like Kyo Kara :P

    • emosquit

      10 years ago

      lol thanks *gets confused on how*
      lol na i shouldnt i cant do french! =p
      lol

    • stupidcupid

      10 years ago

      i'm fine and dandy! and doing homework at the moment. :D

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Okay, just click on the Link.

      GCN_ZeldaTwilight_char01.jpg

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro. It's about a demon named Neuro who solves mysteries, then eats the souls of the guilty party. Care for a Link?

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Farvel.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Well, I guess, if you want to.

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Really? I don't remember that......

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      Um, what age?

    • Unholy_Crab1

      11 years ago

      So, I see you're 17, lol.

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Hullo.

    • Takeover3

      11 years ago

      hihi ^_^

    • Misanagi

      11 years ago

      telefrommisa.jpg

    • irvipat10

      11 years ago

      want to be friends?

    • spartan638

      12 years ago

      g-day mate^_^

    • Takeover3

      12 years ago

      awwwww
      everyone does love u
      there just 2 lazy 2 show it

    • Takeover3

      12 years ago

      lol, wow
      u r my hero

    • Takeover3

      12 years ago

      lol

    • Takeover3

      12 years ago

      fuck it wont let me open the message

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      You seem like that to me. How are you?

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      Your really energetic today.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      It's from here

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      That's because you are, but in a good way. ^_^

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      Okay, just wanted to know. smiley1.gif

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      Did I offend? I was telling the truth.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      I'm like that too, with both Yaoi and yuri. smiley0.gif

      Post edited 4/15/07 11:39AM

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      how has it been going for you?

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      guess your right. * sigh* Well I don't mind Yaoi but I still find it confusing. XP

    • darkrip150

      12 years ago

      i like your pics!!!

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      What I said s gods a woman, doesn't mean it's bad. *sterilizes wound*

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      but why, if you like a guy you'd want him to get with you not another guy. doesn't make sense to me. -__-

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      Haven't seen you online as much, you busy with work?

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      well that's nice to hear, at least I didn't ,let you down.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      Well, as for the Neo Org. we're full all 13 positions are taken. sorry. u.u

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      You seem very unsrue of yourself.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      wnat to join I see. ^_^

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      I'm flattered. ^_^

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      I guess that mean you like my pic.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      So you like girly men? or just cute ones?

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      I know, just joking with ya.

    • inuzumarose

      12 years ago

      I CAN'T SHUT UP! I LOVE CHRISTINA TOO MUCH TO STOP BEING OBNOXIOUS... sorry. listening to korn, which makes me hyper. OOH!! I got a cellphone for my bday! *sigh* one more year towards looking my age.

    • inuzumarose

      12 years ago

      no eden. not 'show me!', Side Show Mel, as in the guy from the Simpsons with the bone in his hair.

    • hyper_griff

      12 years ago

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      send this rose to everyone you care about including me if you care. C how many times you get this, if you get a dozen your loved.

      I <3 u!!! *hug*

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      1. Ever punch someone in the face?
      I'm a lover not a fighter, but would if anyone were to hurt someone I care about.

      2. How old are you?
      Surprise : I'm 16... don't tell anyone please.

      3. Are you single or taken?
      Single- since always

      4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
      I perfer utensils, but will every now and then use my hands.

      5. Do you dream at night?
      Rarely

      6. will u sent me messages
      I think so.

      7. Have you ever wished someone dead?
      When I was young and stupid.

      8. whats up?( just being random)
      Monkey banana rafle!

      HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

      9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death?
      Anything goes

      10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know..
      just talk, I don't seem to do that enough.

      11. Do you trust the police?
      Depends on my mood

      12. what music Do you like?
      Alternative and J-Rock

      13. whats your favorite song?
      Demolition lovers by MCR

      14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
      I want ESP! T__T

      15. Would you date me?
      Sure, if you were willing to put up with me.

      16. What do you wear to sleep?
      Men's pajamas

      17. --what your favorite #--?
      12

      18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
      Sure

      19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
      Whatever you like. ^_^

      20. What is your favorite thing about me?
      You sound very nice to be around.

      21. Do you think I'm attractive?
      I beleive the inside counts... so yeah!

      22. What's your favorite color?
      Crimson

      23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
      Don't know anyone.

      24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
      I like to read/watch Girl mangas/anime

      24.5. would u like my cell phone #?
      Don't really use mine.

      25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
      already did.

    • inuzumarose

      12 years ago

      by lucifer's beard!! - side show Mel

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      You call it pity, I call it life. XD

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      I'm fine, just don't get much free time anymore.

    • Bullet666

      12 years ago

      How are you? haven't heard from you in a while.

    • inuzumarose

      12 years ago

      still need to find out what nard means... oh, and I burned my hand. pretty bad. hee... saki... <3 but I really did burn myself. what's wierd is that it doesn't hurt at all...

    • jordorer FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      you're welcome

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