OricGrey

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    • no No NOOOOOOOOO!

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      I guess its true
      I'm just a little with a broken heart. It was probably broken the day i came into this world. I dont know why but i've always been this way. Caring, but cold. Hard to get along with. Stubborn and mean. Strict, but loving. Misunderstood. I'm so lost. People try to help me find my way but they just dont help anymore. I know two people who can, but only one can stay. WHY MUST I MAKE THESE DECISIONS!? Silly, crazy AM I INSANE? Do i need help? Can i live on? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?

    • And part three

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      There are two other parts to this READ THEM FIRST thanx
      And having heard Ronin tell her how much he loved the wind, she placed him on the island of the Wind Elves, Wendren. She then asked a woman called Nina on Wendren if she would raise Taku. Nina said yes and Nami told her what Kyoko?s final words were. Nina said she would tell the boy when he was old enough. Nina was young only fourteen but had a husband already and was pregnant. That was normal on Wendren though. s were expected to marry at twelve and if they didn?t have a son by sixteen it was considered a sin. Even so Nami felt that since Ronin had loved it on Wendren, perhaps Kyoko?s son would grow up well and be able to call it home.
      Nami then returned to the clouds of the Silvians. She there killed her self in the deepest part of the temple and the soul gem lay in her open mouth.
      Thats all i have but please tell me what you think guys!

    • Second part of prolouge

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      if you havent already please read part one of Gothic Silver THANX
      ?Yes well,? Kyoko said, ?But how will we get her to talk? She speaks to nearly no one.? But it was too late; Ronin was already headed towards her house.
      When he got there he searched the ruins of her home to find her standing over a bunch of broken glass. She held a painting in her hands. The painting was of her father. She was crying.
      ?Nami? Nami don?t cry.? She said nothing just continued to weep. ?Well, the others have made a decision.? Still she said nothing. ?But they need you to tell them what you think.?
      ?He?s truly?? Nami mumbled the last word
      ?What?? asked Ronin surprised she had spoken. He had not expected her to speak at all let alone to him.
      ?Father is truly gone. I have no one to talk to. No one to tell about my brother or my sadness. He was everything to me Ronin, everything, and now he?s gone.? She turned to him angry and confused. ?Tell them I don?t care what they do. Tell them if we all die it doesn?t matter to me. I don?t care anymore. I will not cry anymore.? She wiped her eyes. ?I will not fall into this way?? she trailed off.
      ?Nami, don?t act that way, you know you care what happens. We want your opinion. You can say no if you want.?
      ?What does my brother want?? She asked quietly.
      ?Well, you know Kane, he wants them all to die,? he joked. When she did not laugh he stopped smiling.
      ?Then that is what I want.? She spoke without any hesitation or real thought. Ronin looked at her sorrowfully.
      ?Nami you can go against him. I don?t care. The other elves don?t care. You are the key to all this, you must do what you think is right. Kane will accept??
      ?No he wont Ronin, do you even know your friend. He will beat me until I am nothing. Until I don?t even have a body left. They will be killed. I?m sorry if you disapprove, but that is my final answer.? Ronin began to walk away. She turned and fell into his arms. ?Do not be mad at me, I want not to do this. Why can?t our creations just get along.?
      ?Then don?t do it.? He said stroking her hair to sooth her. ?You don?t have to.?
      ?This is our future.? She said and stepped back. ?Tell them my decision. I have no real choice in the matter anyway.? She turned away and walked off into the mist leaving Ronin standing there looking sadly after her thinking of their fate.
      Ronin returned at told of her decision. Kane looked proudly at Ronin but backed off after he saw the face of the glaring boy.
      ?Good,? said Shigekazu, ?Now there are many ways to do this but I believe Kane and Nami?s father will now best. So Nami will once again be the best. Ronin perhaps you could get her to come here and tell us how she figures to do it.?
      ?I am here.? Nami walked into the room. Her cold green eyes following every movement the other five were making.
      ?Well then you heard the man how do we do it sis?? Kane snarled. She said nothing. Kane glared and raised a fist. ?Tell us!? She backed off a bit as Ronin jumped in front and took the blow. It sent him flying into the wall about fifty feet away. The impact caused part of the wall to crumble and fall. With it came Ronin. Everything stopped. Nami ran over to Ronin and shook him to wake him up. He awoke to see Nami holding him crying and Kane arguing with Shigekazu. Kyoko and grabbed some body numbing liquid and handed it to him. Toyo was trying to calm Nami down.
      ?Nami.? He had said. He was crying but managed a smile. ?Don?t cry.? He then closed his eyes and his body fell limp. Nami cried, she was holding a man. Ronin was . Nami backed off and held her hands up to the sky. She chanted her incantations. A small, beautiful, round crystal came out of his mouth. It floated for a moment and then landed softly in Nami?s hands.
      ?This is it. We all must die to succeed.? She was crying. The one man she could ever love lay on the floor. ?A Silvian must collect these gems then recite the incantation. The only Silvian left will be Kyoko?s son so Kyoko must be the last to die. Or at least the child must be born before she dies. The child must be raised by someone else and told of his destiny as a young child. He can then fulfill the prophecy. To kill them a fire will be made out of the soul gems we create. A human by the name of Jessica and a demon by the name of Akina will be thrown into the flames by him. The incantation will then be finished and a burst of light will destroy all the other worlds.? She finished.
      ?Nami, how will he know which is the right one there could be many Akinas and or Jessicas?? Shigekazu asked.
      ?These s will have been born at the exact same second when the demon world and the human worlds times colided. They know of each others exisitance though they may very well not want to believe it.? She looked at the four. They nodded and returned to their quarters to enjoy the last few minute of life they had.
      ?Nami,? Kyoko said when the others were all gone. ?Is there a way for the elves to die too. We deserve it.?
      ?Yes, should your son jump into the flames as well before the flame dies and becomes a light all the worlds will be destroyed nothing will survive it. Even the will disappear.?
      ?Thank you,? she had said.
      ***
      That night Kyoko went into labor. She screamed in pain and it echoed throughout the skies. Her son was born that night. That night was the night she died. Before she left she asked Nami to tell the new parents of her son Taku that she asked him to jump into the flames himself. Those were her last words. Nami took the soul gem from her and walked out.
      The Silvians killed themselves one by one and Nami took all the soul gems. She hid Kane?s first in the middle of the desert near the Fire Elves. She next hid Shigekazu?s gem in the Ice Valleys at the edge of the dimension. Then Toyo in the Mountains of Rishigen under the dark clouds where the demons had decided to rule from now having taken over the Elven Realm completely. She hid Kyoko in the Forests of Fenahedren. And having heard Ronin tell her how much he loved the wind, she placed him on the island of

    • Gothic Silver

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      This is the prolouge to my book Gothic Silver guys so could you read it and tell me what you think?

      Prologue

      Five Hundred years ago a war broke out between the elves and the demons. The demons fought to take over the elves. The elves fought back. The war was brutal and violent. Many good men died. The Thunder Elves fought especially hard. They watched every move the demons were making. But even they couldn?t figure out the plan the demons were concocting. The demons knew what kept the elves from fighting each other: the Silver Elves, the most peace loving of all other elves. The silver elves made compromises between all the elves and used their powers to keep peace among them. This had worked since the beginning of time when the Silvians first appeared in the universe. The Silvians controlled all the dimensions. The Demon World, The Elven Realm, The Land of the , including Heaven and Hell, and even the Living Realms such as earth and the other planets. Earth of course was their favorite. They treated it with the most care they ever could gather.
      Being peace loving, the Silvians stayed out of the war. They hid away in the clouds of The Elven world where they had built their city and tried their best to keep the other elves from fighting each other and tried to get them to fight the demons instead. But just because they were peace loving doesn?t mean they were peaceful. They made sure the other elves caused all sorts of destruction. With their immense power they could do all sorts of damage
      The demons had seen this and their lord had commanded them to kill all the Silvians. Not one could be left alive. They did just that, well almost. Six Silvians had escaped. These were just in their late teens each of them, and had no clue what they could do. The eldest, one called Shigekazu, thought of something.
      ?Silvians,? he had said, ? We must destroy the demons, all of them. But should we go into battle with them we shall all die. Yet who is more important, the demons or the Elves? We must destroy the demons all of them. Even the half-breeds must die.?
      ?But Shigekazu,? his younger sister had said. Kyoko was young and beautiful. She was also pregnant and due to bear her child any day from then. ?If the half-breeds are killed, many people will be miserable. Some of them will kill themselves to be with their loved ones and some demons live among the humans. What will then happen??
      ?I?ll tell you what,? said Kane, a cold hearted, mean young man who loved no one, not even his own mother. He beat his sister Nami so much she never spoke to anyone, or hadn?t in at least seven years. ?They?ll all die from it anyway, so why not kill them and the demons, plus if we add another species then the spell with be even more powerful and we can kill even the strongest demons with it! Not that with my power we couldn?t do it or anything. I am the most powerful Silvian after all.? He could see he was getting no where and shut up.
      ?That just might be a good idea!? Said Toyo, a hyper boy who couldn?t sit still for more than two minutes.
      ?Of course it is! I came up with it!? Kane cried out proudly. He turned to his only friend in the world Ronin who had said nothing the entire time. ?Well, Ronin, don?t you think its good?? Ronin turned with a glazed look in his eyes. Ronin was a handsome boy, he was only 13 but very mature for his age. He got along with everybody but was most of the time seen sitting staring at a corner thinking. He was always deep in thought, whenever this happened he would get a glazed look and stop all communication.
      ?Uh, well I was just thinking; I do the half breeds and they can die, but, well, I do not wish for the humans to die. I have made friends with many humans in their world on my frequent trips to their world you see and, well, I don?t know what I would do if they all died.?
      ?Ronin is right. The humans should live. In my opinion the demons should live the half-breeds should live. The fact of the matter is all creatures should live. If we elves can only live by others than we are as, no, more worthless than any of the rest.? Kyoko fumed. She would not have her son live in a world prepared to kill anything at anytime.
      ?Oh, well all the rest of us seem to think it?s a good idea. So if you don?t want to do this that?s too bad for you cause we all do in one way or another so you can help us, or we can make you help us.? Kane bellowed.
      ?Yes,? Shigekazu said calmly, ?we will do this if you like it or even if you it. Kyoko I understand your point of view but we are doing what we must do.?
      ?No you don?t! No we aren?t! Our species isn?t important enough to wipe out two whole species? for. Don?t you get it? If we kill them we are the work our ancestors slaved to create. So we kill the demons and the humans, if that?s the case we should kill the elves as well! It would be a fair punishment for what selfish idiots we all turned up to be!?
      ?Silence!? bellowed Shigekazu. ?Kyoko, to do this the six of us must die anyway so we are being punished, but don?t you agree it?s better than the elves being torn to pieces by the demons. The elves created them and we will not allow our creations to destroy us!?
      ?No!? Kane grabbed on to her and held her back. ?No! I won?t let you do this!?
      ?Shut up!? He shouted in her ear she tried to pull away but he was too strong for her.
      ?Where, where is Nami?!? Ronin shouted out. Nami had disappeared.
      ?What! I told her to stay here for the meeting! I?ll get her good for this.? Kane rolled up his sleeves and started walking out the door.
      ?You leave her alone Kane. She doesn?t need you beating her over and over again. I shall find her.? Ronin glared at Kane. For the first time everyone saw Ronin glare.
      ?Uh?Alright then. You do that.? Kane stood up straight but was afraid of his friend.
      ?Ronin,? Toyo called out, ?Ronin, because we cant agree on whether to kill them all or not, maybe you could have her decide. She seems like she would come to a fair conclusion.? Toyo glanced at the others; they all nodded their heads in agreement.
      ?Yes well,

    • Quick question

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      If your brother started liking your best friend, would you get mad at her (her bing your best friend)? Just wondering cause something happened today and i dont really know what's going on hopin gyou could help. Tell me what you've got, cause you've all been a BIG help before!

    • I'm still okay

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      Dramatic life...People keep reminding me its not a game its not a game, dont play with peoples hearts, I never once did. [sigh] I dont play games just to hurt people, though I am often the victem of them. Never the perpatraitor purposely. I make so many mistakes and i cant always forgive myself for them.
      I cried last night for something i didn't understand. I didn't know what was happening until it was too late. I was lost and still i dont really know how i let it happen.
      Maybe i am a foolish who plays with peoples hearts and breaks them, but i dont think of myself like that. I try to help people and i love those who i love, and those who love me, in the long run i will make sure they are rewarded. I have been hurt, but no one will break me down. I'm still gonna make a come back. Nothing is gonna bring me down, got it?

    • To his wife and son...

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      I felt the blood trickle down my arm
      I tasted death and and smiled
      The knife that lay in my dirty hand
      Lay motionless for a while
      I raise it back to my head
      The hot liquid on my face
      I can see darkness ahead
      And know it is my place
      But as I slice my wrists
      And let the blood soak in my shirt
      I curse you and your stupid friends
      You treated me like dirt
      Still i cut myself and relize
      Was this meant to be?
      You cared for me more than you said
      I was too blind to see
      The family i leave now i never thought
      I didn't think you'd miss me
      And everything you have ever said
      Is lost in my solem decree
      I'm lost and i want to live again
      But now it is to late
      No turning back
      My time has come
      At last, this is my fate...

      I wrote this because a friend of mine's father just commited suicide yesterday. Nick doesn't know it yet and i wish he didn't have to know. I wrote this from Nick's dads perspective. I never really knew the man but this is what i think he would say so i write this as a first person poem from him.

    • more poetry

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      I wrote this one last night when i was upset about my friend. I dont know why but i really feel upset right now so i feel like writing it. If yor that friend you know who you are...

      Fear holds my body
      Tears run down my face
      Everything I knew
      All at once i have no place
      Something shatters in the open
      Shivers down my spine
      Another cold breath leaves me
      One breath closer til i die
      A word of a loved one
      Holds no meaning anymore
      The black walls surround me
      And I can find no door
      I'm trapped inside my mind
      Dying in my head
      But even as i wake up
      I find i'm already dead...

    • Something i wrote

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      Okay, this is really weird
      but i wrote it at two o'clock in the morning when i was having a nervous breakdown and screaming and crying uncontrollably... erm yeah

      White Gates....
      Cold
      A mangled body lies next to me
      Another enemy's been slain
      And to the sky i look
      The rain falls down
      No not rain
      Blood
      Blood rains down
      Washes my eyes so i can't see the pain
      Washes my hand so i feel no more
      Washes my body so the scars are not seen
      Washes me down
      And covers the ground
      And as if it never happened
      The mutilation disspears into another dark abyss
      And every minute i waste kills me
      And every second i'm already
      Yet the clock moves on
      Still the second hand passes ten
      Then the minute hand
      Soon the hour hand
      Before my hand hits it down
      I dont want to know the time
      How long until i die
      I already know
      I can see it
      I see the white gates
      But they are not open for me
      No, I see the white gates
      But they are close
      And i fall
      I fall down
      But i hold on
      And for the last moments and commit homicide
      As if by my enemies
      I can be saved...

    • Walking

      13 years ago

      OricGrey

      I had always walked the same way
      One step forward two steps back
      You always walked indifferently
      Always faster, never stopping
      Then, somewhere in the middle
      We met up
      And we learned the best way to walk
      Two steps forward
      One step back
      So that by this slow procedure
      We would make our way
      And still have time
      To appreciate the world around us...

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      12 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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      13 years ago

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