Osiris5432

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from Fruitvale, CO

    • Osiris5432

      These nightmares...

      1 year ago

      Normal people get to have nightmares about irrational fears like falling, or spiders. I get dreams about accidental Ebola infection in a lab that leads to an epidemic. This was probably caused by the news report that two critical Ebola patients are to be evaced from Western Africa to Emory medical Center in Georgia. While the actual risks are quite low, this still has the potential to go side ways real fast. The opportunity to have a chance to treat a patient in a modern treatment facility can lead to huge advancements in the understanding, and treatment of Ebola, so I'm not really against the plan. But my dreams toss in a Russian plot against the US, Swiss special police trying to track down illegal weapons deals, and lots of false hope in several home free moments.

    • Osiris5432

      Just keep moving...

      1 year ago

      Nothing to see here except some thinking out QWERTY about relationship stuff. When I went back to school things weren't great in my life. I was at a job that had reached its ceiling for me, I was in a dead end relationship with a chick I had no deep feelings for, and I was letting my health spiral dangerously out of control(drinking, Diet, etc...) Going back to school showed me that there was a practical application for my intellect and there were people in the world that I could converse with on equivalent level. I also met some one who reminded me that I could actually care really deeply about some one. In the end of my freshman year i was in a relationship at home with Chick A, who i didn't really care for, and for all intents and purposes I was in a relationship with Chick B, another nursing major that I was basically enamored with. By the middle of the next semester I broke off the relationship with Chick A. A Two year relationship over right there. And It was the right choice. Chick A was a bad fit and a she didn't inspire me to be the best person I could be. Well Now I'm on to Chick B. Smart, attractive, and dealing with the fallout from her first boyfriends suicide. Needless to say, I jumped into ten types of issues, at least two of which are "Crazy". Well we try to be friends then date, then friends again. None of which works. Finally she just drops out of school and runs off to the city to be a bartender and spend a year drunk. Anyway, I don't talk to her for two years. Which is fine, at least she made me see I needed to make a change. Fast forward now to this spring, guess who's back and wanting to hang out. So we hang out. She makes it pretty obvious that she wants to be with me. But she's not quiet the same. Still smart, and attractive. But now she has a caustic attitude that takes an hour to burn through each time we hang out. She makes childish comments, and spends more time trying to convince me that she doesn't care what anyone thinks than she does doing what she wants to do. Well i kinda shrink back from her cause I don't want that kind of influence in my life. Well she now has a boyfriend who seems like a nice guy. But now, even though I choose to not date her for my own psychological health, I'm now feeling some jealousy and remorse that I didn't take the shot when I had it. I was the right choice. She's not the person for me. But I can't help the tinge of doubt I feel despite all the logic and honesty with my self that brought me to the conclusion.

    • Osiris5432

      RWBY season 2

      1 year ago

      Yeah. It's why I'm sticking around. This will be a good year.

    • Osiris5432

      Has the gilding has worn thin...

      1 year ago

      I think I'm over Roster Teeth. I've watched RvB sense 2004 and have watched Achievement Hunter grow from two funny dudes to a full stable of gamers. I consumed almost everything they put out and gobbled up merchandise as often as I could afford it. But Recently it's all began to lack in it's novelty for me. RvB lost it's appeal for me after season 7. But achievement hunter, the pod cast, and the shorts have kept me around. Recently though, it all feels so damned stale to me. I'm months behind on the podcast and not looking to catch up. The AH videos that I used to clamor for have lost their sheen as Gavin's penchant for turning every thing into a let's fail have became the norm, and the army of Gavin cultists attack anyone who says anything about him with fanatical zeal like that of the Westboro Baptist Church. Geoff has lost any enthusiasm, and so has Ray to some extent. Jack can't shut the hell up about his wife. Which hey, I'm happy for him. But I'm over hearing about what the not so newly weds had for brunch two Sundays ago. It feels like Michael, Lindsey, and Ryan are the only ones who will consistently make me laugh through videos(Lindsey IS part of AH, it's not a god damned men only club). Which after the abuse they all receive from the community it's no wonder they don't care. I get that it's the internet and a consequence free environment. But the shit people will say, and the stupid stuff they get butt hurt about is enough to make you wish for a mass die off of the human race. AS it is now, the AH videos that i canceled my cable subscription for are the videos I watch last on my feed, and the only thing I'm excited for any more is RWBY. Even Lazer Team didn't get me hyped at all. I realize that things change and people change and it could just be me who's become incompatible with RT/AH. Either way, I'm left to wonder if I really have a place in the community anymore. Especially when I don't have the enthusiasm for it that i once had.

    • Osiris5432

      Star Wars Steam Sale

      1 year ago

      Hey kids! Wanna spend a lot of money(Lucas wants you to)! Wanna spend not as a lot of money? Well jump to light-speed and get the the steam store(shameless crappy scifi genre reference-check). There's actually some really good sales for star wars games. I got some that I had to pass up a few years ago. Battlefront 2, Republic Commando, and Starfighter. I figure those should help pass the summer away. Well I miss these sale a lot so i figured I'd put the notice out there for some one else. Have a great day! Fuck you... I'm not gonna say it. It's a stupid pun anyway...

    • Osiris5432

      Abusive relationships and exit strategies.

      1 year ago

      Middle of last week I'm on facebook and see a status that concerns me a bit so I text the person that posted it and ask what's up. Well it turns out my friend's boyfriend pushed her down the stairs and she broke her ankle and she's scared and blah blah blah abused spouse and blah blah more scared, and blah blah blah no where to go. Now we all have confronted this at some point and we have two choices. A) say "oh that sucks I'm sorry" or B) help them out, extract them from the situation and make sure they're safe. Now I approach life with a pretty steadfast non-involvement policy with most things. My strengths in life do not lie in consoling people. But I choose to help her. I tell her to sit tight i'm on the way and we'll take care of this. I get there, load up her, her cat, and some necessities. Once we're leaving I tell her this has three conditions. A) No drugs in my house. I don't care if pot is legal here now. The answer is no. B) No one learns of the location of my house. I don't need her boyfriend showing up in the middle of the night to finish the beating. Cops aren't too understanding about dead bodies of insecure boyfriends in front yards under these circumstances. And C) if she goes back to him, I'll never help her again. I know all about the psychology of abusive relationships and I just don't give a fuck. You either value yourself enough to not be abused or you don't. End of story. She agrees and we hang out at my place. She cries a bit. I attempted "supportive Chris". Then we have dinner and relax and have a fair time. Two days pass and it becomes clear that she wants to stay in my spare room. Ugh. This was the eventuality i feared. I love my privacy. I'm a spoiled, entitled American that goes to great pains to pay my mortgage without a room mate. That being said. I agree. But she doesn't have a car and I live far enough out that transportation is a must. We car pool to class for one day and within four hours, I find out that she is staying with friends next to the school and no longer needs my room. Great. That's awesome. I drop off all her stuff and we break contact. The next day she texts me about wanting to talk to her ex. She's lonely and misses him. smiley5.gif OMFG... Ok calm down Chris. This is natural. There's always those feelings. So I advise against it. Now this is the last time we spoke. I'm not sure if she has talked to him or not. But at this point I can't do anything about it. She needs to make her choices about it and carry on. After all this I have revisited several conclusions. A) accept that even people you love have the capacity to harm, B) never let your self be isolated to the point of dependence, C) value yourself above your trappings, and D) always have an exit strategy. Merphy's always looking for an easy mark. Make sure you can annoy him as much as he annoys you.

    • Osiris5432

      Staring... Just staring.

      1 year ago

      Staring at my computer, waiting for it to do a trick. Or just waiting to go to bed and start another week. Oh well. Either way, this useless, pointless journal is still a thing.
      Kiki-Falls-Unto-The-Bed-Tired-In-Kikis-D

    • Osiris5432

      Poor choices are about to ensue...

      1 year ago

      Against my better judgement I'm about to help some one from my past. If i don't turn up for a while, assume i was murdered...

  • Comments (125)

    • ShNall

      ShNall Purple Greatness

      1 year ago

      Happy Birthday!!! Party hard like these kitties did :p

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    • LadyBugSydney

      LadyBugSydney

      1 year ago

      HAPPY DAY O BIRTH

    • Fate0555

      Fate0555

      1 year ago

      I need Red Dead fanart ideas and advice! Please (see, manners smiley6.gif )

      So the idea I really want to do is Jack standing over the graves. But how do I do that without giving away major spoilers? I mean, it is an older game, but still. I would be miffed if someone ruined the ending for me. But then again, they wouldn't know who he is. Gah I'm so conflicted!

      Other than that I don't really have any other ideas and you're the one that told me to do more soooo smiley6.gif

      • Fate0555

        Fate0555

        1 year ago

        Cheers smiley12.gif

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        I think you would be fine as the game has been out so long. But you could err on the side of caution and not really mark the graves, and leave jack appearance a little ambiguous as those of us who have played the game will quickly know what's up, and those that haven't will be left a question of it.

        And I'll give some thought to ideas for it. smiley12.gif

    • aeon1

      aeon1

      1 year ago

      Guess what?

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        That's the humor i identify with best! smiley0.gif

      • aeon1

        aeon1

        1 year ago

        Chicken butt!


        ........don't mind me humor of a five year old smiley0.gif

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        What?

    • Fate0555

      Fate0555

      1 year ago

      "not a major gamer, but i play when i can"
      Pssht, you have 22899 gamerscore :P

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        Lol that is over about 8 years though :D but I play less than I used to :)

    • freeshirts

      freeshirts

      1 year ago

      thanks for the add !

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        Well i have to keep you handy so I can see your wigs!!!! smiley0.gif

    • Kywazi

      Kywazi

      1 year ago

      boo

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        I thought you had left the site lol

      • Kywazi

        Kywazi

        1 year ago

        I have no idea lol

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        What are you doing here! lol

    • MissDZ513

      MissDZ513

      1 year ago

      BTW

      my snapchat is bugging out right now

      If you need any help on endocrinology I find the subject fascinating and I may be able to help

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        1 year ago

        I figured i'd already spamfucked you to the point of annoyance. smiley4.gif It's not a subject i'm all that good with so I will take you up on the offer!

    • MissMegatron

      MissMegatron

      3 years ago

      HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
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      • MissMegatron

        MissMegatron

        3 years ago

        Fo sho!!!! Being awesome FTW!

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        It's a good thing we are both so damn awesome!

      • MissMegatron

        MissMegatron

        3 years ago

        True dat.

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        People suck like that though.

      • MissMegatron

        MissMegatron

        3 years ago

        Right???

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        THANK YOU!!!!!! Totally listening to your Vlog right now and fuck the person who hit your car!!! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • oloeopia

      oloeopia

      3 years ago

      How did your kitty's emergency surgery go? Hope it went well!

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        I'll let you trick me as many ways as you like if that helps!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Well, then its not fun that way....

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        that's ok, I'm cool with it!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        O.o You saw past my mastermind plot.

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Are you trying to get me drunk to take advantage of me? AND OMG that was funny as hell, I was thinking the whole time that some one would kill them selves with that LOL

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        oh well then drink away! Also i just found this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NufHsmITjM

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        No finals until Monday night!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        not if you have a final

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Nope. Haven't had a drink in two weeks. Should I be?

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        ...... >.> <.< >.> are you drunk?

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Well i'll probably believe a lot of stuff right now lol

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Ha! Good somebody does

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        I'll believe it!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        thanks! i'm a wonderful story teller with my use of imagery and syntax

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Good story! LOL

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        I was like 9 i don't remember that far back, think i was playing with my gum and got it stuck in my hair. I do remember it was watermelon though

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Really, what's the full story associated with that?

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        I've had that problen once

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        I don't like gum. Maybe thats why!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        can't walk and chew gum? ends up in your hair?

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        When it works! But when it doesn't work out, it can be catastrophic!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        its a rather helpful tool

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Being male, i don't/can't multitask!!!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Fuck ya! except i'm just doing blocking and cues and stuff so its easy multitasking

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        YAY! I'm dragging you down with my procrastination!

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Final project stuff... its so exciting

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        SO what are you doing tonight?

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Its always good to have one of those

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        HAHA i don't know how practical an english degree is now, but the bio is my fall back plan lol

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Theatre Studies... Yours is more practical lol

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        English and Biology.You?

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Oh yippee lol... what're you studying for?

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        Me too on more week and i'm free, to go to work full time now... LOL

      • oloeopia

        oloeopia

        3 years ago

        Oh thats great to hear! Im glad!

        I've been doing good, just trying to get through the last days of finals

      • Osiris5432

        Osiris5432

        3 years ago

        It went well. I visited her after it and she was still groggy but doing really well so far. I get to bring her home tomorrow! So how have you been?