OutOfOrder

Female
from Lubbock, TX

  • Activity

    • Just another day in Paradise

      13 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      Coke-e-doke! I am so stressed out... A lot has been bothering me... not that I expect anyone to read this... since it has been at least 3 months since I have updated this thing... Blah dee Blah... I bought a wedding dress... A little pre-mature but I fell in love with it... The wedding is in June... I think... thats if Brandon doesnt change his mind on me again. I think I have become an alcoholic... which is not good for my age since Im 1.5 years too young... but whatever, at this point I dont care... I think Brandon forgot about me... I told him to call me once he got home. But the best news ever is that I finally got my 360... well back in feb... and I absolutely love Dead or Alive 4... its teh awesomest... And I just want to add that I won the Halo Ternie today... Beat everyone at Phantom KOTH w/ shotguns... I owned!!! He he well thanks for all the great comments guys... I hope I find many more unsecured wireless networks so I am on more often...

    • Back From the Dead

      13 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      Okays so school has been brutal... and life has been worse... I've survived though... thats a plus I guess... I was supposed to be at a wholesome christmas party with my friends... but my bf is late by an hour... I guess we will just chill out and eat pizza rolls while watching LOST(which is my new obsession since I get unlimited rentals from blockbuster...) After Im done, I will start Nip-Tuck from the beginning... yup... Im buying a better graphics card... Im thinking about a Fatal1ty X700XT but Im not quite sure how good it is... It costs an arm and a leg, but that doesnt mean its high quality... Anywho... Im going to go back to playing FFVIII after I finish updating my pics....

    • Blah-dee-blah

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      So school is going... okay. I have officially turned my first english paper into a science paper... go figure... Thats one of the slightly geeky characteristics of mine. THAT, and I over-analyze EVERYTHING... Oh well... My chemistry teacher hardly speaks english but she is so funny. She moved here like 6 years ago from China. My English teacher thinks Im his iguana or something... like on our diagnositc paper the only thing I messed up was the spelling and e used my paper as an example all class period. Everyone else missed a bunh of stuff so we are doing grammar reviews for now. Psychology is okay as well... I have the wrong book... by like 2 editions, but she told me to just keep it and if I any questions, to run them by her... Sweet... And Rock worship is sooo Awesome... We have a REALLY good band, and we mesh really well... I play the flute and sing, which is great because I wanted to get away from leading because its all ever did... Welp, I gotta go to work to make my name badge... I just got on at Covenant Hospital.... ttyl

      \m/ (^_^) \m/

    • School

      14 years ago

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      Yay I fixed my schedule! I dont go to school until 8:30 anymore... BUT I DO have an english class at 8:00 am which early classes were what I was trying to avoid... but I figured I could do the up and at-em' thing better than the drag myself out of bed and run to my car at 9:00am... Then I wouldnt get to go home until 9:00pm... and that would blow major... so Now Im in school from 8:00 to 4:00 like everyone else... So its like being in Highschool, cept I only go 2 days out of the week instead of 5... I need to start looking for that Lap-Top pretty soon. And I need to apply for my financial aide as well, which was something I was supposed to do back in June... but oh well... My mom is helping me out... she is going to pay for my classes and books and stuff and I THINK she is going to give me the same ammount as my loan will be, then when I get my loan I pay her back with it... that was the plan anyways... So here is my official schedule:

      ENGL 1303.002------8:00am-9:15am
      PSYC 2301.002------9:30am-10:45am
      MUSP 1253.003------11:00am-12:15pm
      CHEM 1411.004------1:00pm-2:15pm
      **CHEM LAB**------2:30pm-3:45pm

      ... So now all you creepy buzzards know where I am at all hours... well at least on Mondays and Wednesdays from 8a-4p... I would have been happier if it were on Tuesdays and Thursdays so that way on Tuesdays I could go to Subway and Thursdays at that Baptist church that feed you for 50 cents... but Oh well I will take what I can get...

      M'kay... Mucho <3=8 to you all but I am going to go take a freaking nap... all the scheduling crap gave me a headache...

      \m/ (^_^) \m/

    • clothing of choice...?

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      okay so today I am completely miss-matched... I mean I have some baggy desert storm camo-cargo's that are rolled up to capris... and a HOT PINK corset with black lace and stuff... My boyfriend bought it for me last night from Hot topic... And my hair is in a half messy bun thing.... he says its sexy but I think I need to be arrested by the fashion police. :-/

    • Trying to make the best of it all...

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      This is the first time I have ever been seperated from my boyfriend for more than a weekend... And it already sucks... but, on a good note my best friend is coming to visit me from New Mexico... She is so cute... In fact I think I am going to post a picture of her on here just so you know what she looks like... its a prom picture of her and my sister, Amanda... Cassandra (my best friend) is the blonde girl on the right... She is a stone cold lesbian... well she is now anyways... mainly because she had 2 horrible dads and a guy tried to rape her... so she doesnt have much respect or desire for men... its her choice really... and for all of you dumbasses who think that since she is a lesbian you could 3-way you are dead wrong... she is only into chicks... My sister is getting married in October... she is my LITTLE sister and she is getting maried before me... man this is a sick world... and my parents are happy with it... even though she is marrying a guy who has no job and an apartment he cant pay for... and she is a grocery sacker so I have no idea how well their mariage is going to work... but you know... they wont listen to any negative ideas about the whole thing, no matter how logical... Well I wish that they would think about it more, but then again maybe things might work out for them... I really hope that they do

    • im tired

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      no sleep for two days... WoW is kicking my ass... :-/

    • Im done with it all...

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      okay so Im not saying that me and Brandon are having problems.... well Im not saying that I am having problems... I just dont know.... its just like I have to pull teeth to get to see him anymore.... And though at first I thought it was cute... the whole girl waitresses hitting on him at work just is not passe... I mean... at first I thought it was cool because they thought he was hott... but now its like they are constantly nagging him to come hang out with them... ARG... Im a bitchy person when I get around to it... Im laid-back at first and then BANG.... Mount Saint Hellens... I really should lighten up a bit.... especially since there is no POSSIBLE way that he could ever cheat on me... not with his current schedule... he goes into the O-Bar at 9 and then gets off and goes straight to Dominoes and then to my house until like 2-ish and then leaves... I dont do anything until he gets here so its like I live between the hours of 10pm to 2am.... but assuming that I dont wake up until 3 that makes it only 7 hours of doing nothing and about 11 hours of sleep time... hmmm... I hate this whole him working two jobs thing ENTIRELY too much....

      Update on the mom issue.... she isnt going through with it.... and though I dont want to, I am still respecting the jerk just so she wont have to deal with him being crabby later... Ugh.... I thought I was done with fake smiles when I moved out but aparently I had to pull them out of the dusty closet... the whole family came over and ate homade Icecream and played balderdash today... minus my brothers.... they were downstairs playing Halo 2... I play enough that I can stay away for an hour or so before I start to have withdrawls... lol...

    • OMG ITS BEEN FOREVER!!! I have new pics!

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      Okay so Im sorry I havent been in for a while, but I got sucked into the immortal realm of gaia.... like gaiaonline, gaia, not earth gaia... SOOO... how has everyone been? I have recently passed all my classes... w00t! That means they ARENT going to pull my financial aide just yet...

      I STILL want to go postal on my step-dad for being such an ass to my mom... All she wants is for him to go to counsiling with her, but he wont because he doenst feel like he is doing anything wrong... So yeah, he is being an ass... its not like he yells at her or beats her or anything, but he ignores her and acts like she is just a fixture in the house... AND HE buys a boat and suddenly my mom is supposed to work full time and be a full time student all the while being a full time mom while he sits on his ass during the summer (he is a teacher).... And he was always captain responsible when I lived with them and now HE is constantly bouncing checks and he doesnt care... and IF they get a divorce, he said she can have all the stuff... INCLUDING the debt... my mom didnt want to finance a damn 64 inch plasma TV, that was HIS doing... dumb ass... God I just want him to pay for all the shit he is doing to my mom... if they get a divorce, Im moving back in with her to help her get back on her feet... right now I am not paying rent since Im living in my grandparents cellar, but I have some money saved back... just I recently lost my job because I filed sexual harrassment on my manager... hmmm... that was crappy.... but Oh well... Im still turning in aps... right now I am willing to work at McDonalds to help her... Like before they got married his mom asked him if he was moving too fast, and all he said to her is that he couldnt do it on his own... not that he loved her, but that he needed her, which my mom mistook for love... Oh well everything is going to work out somehow... Cant always focus on the negative or you'll drown in your own tears... :-)

    • Im through... Almost

      14 years ago

      OutOfOrder

      Okay so I just took my Pschology Final... and I know I aced it.... Next week is English and Business Computers (remedial)... I think it is so stupid how Im in remedial classes just because I didnt have enough computer classes... thats just GAY... Oh well... Life goes on I guess.... At least its almost summer... Im SO not taking any classes during the summer.... I definately need a break... Im sure once summer hits I will quit feeling so bogged down... its like I dont have a life anymore... All I do is go to work and go to class... I swear its like Im depressed or something... Brandon asks me what is wrong and I dont know what to tell him... I dont know why I am like this... I think it is all the newfound stress

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  • Comments (12)

    • Gen_Daryl

      13 years ago

      Happy new year!!

    • GK_Ryo

      13 years ago

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    • SilentDonkey

      14 years ago

      I'm with you, all those furry cute little creatures shouldn't be disfigured with text, they should be on the grill, seasoned to perfection.

    • OutOfOrder

      14 years ago

      im either doing computer science Major with a minor in history, or Im going pre-dental.

    • Paulsy

      14 years ago

      What are you majoring in?

    • OutOfOrder

      14 years ago

      Wow no one has commented in a while... I feel neglected...

    • ishoulddie

      14 years ago

      Nice bands. Iron Maiden is the best. O and welcome to RvB

    • UFE_DOA

      14 years ago

      hey sup

    • Ajemsuhgao

      14 years ago

      Hmm, I don't think it's sad that I'm online. I got off for a few minutes to go play Halo 2 on Live. Then I got back on the computer. If I'm on my computer, I'm on here.

    • Ajemsuhgao

      14 years ago

      Haha, let's hope the first one.

    • OutOfOrder

      14 years ago

      Thnks... I figured since I have every episode through 55 and NO life, I would join this thing... It seems so warm and inviting... either that or I just wet myslef... Oh well

    • Ajemsuhgao

      14 years ago

      Wow, first comment, seriously? Hmm...anyway, welcome to RvB!

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