OwNeTh

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from Silverton, OR

  • Activity

    • Remember when...

      8 years ago

      OwNeTh

      I used to come here, talk about random crap, and complain about girls?

      Good times....

    • 9 years ago

      OwNeTh
    • I think I am mentally unstable...

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      *If you haven't played Fallout 3, this is a quest in the game*

      While in the simulation thing, finding my dad...I donned the mask of the pint sized slasher. Funny? Yes. But on top of that, instead of just stabbing the people and moving on, I made sure to hack off all of their limbs, and then chop off their heads to parade around town like a trophy

      So, is this the point where I start seeing a therapist?

      (Also, long time no journal, eh?)

    • I'm so sick of girls...

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      I don't really feel like detailing this whole fucked up situation, but I feel I'm on the verge of losing my best friend because she can't make up her mind on whether or not to stay with me.....

      Fuck, I'll just write song lyrics. It's easier than explaining

      So many tasties on your plate
      What is a hungry girl to do?
      Already it may be too late
      I'm sick of cookin' for you

      Madelaine stay with me
      Madelaine leave me be
      Madelaine just tell me what you're gonna do


      Is it weird that I quote Jonathan Coulton?

    • Obligatory Happy New Year Journal!

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      I have no resolutions and had no real party. Just spent the night with my beautiful girlfriend and watched Love Actually, etc...

      How about you guys?

    • Can't let you play that, Dave...

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      So, my 360 died a nontraditional death yesterday. The disc drive no longer will accept my game discs. It just says "reading" and then just gives me the "open tray" button like there's nothing in there. And my warranty expired in September, and I'm not paying 100 bucks to fix a problem they caused the last time I sent it in for repairs

      So, aside from the disc-cleaning DVD things, anyone know of anyway to fix this?

    • Reconstruction DVD Easter Eggs?

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      I would love the person that can tell me where to find them, or if there even ARE any. I haven't been able to find them in their usual places (i.e. previous DVD's)

    • Happy Thanksgiving, everyone

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      What kinda meat do you guys like?

      First Class or Coach?

    • The Dating Game

      10 years ago

      OwNeTh

      I've come to realize that I hate the whole "looking for girlfriend" stage of being single. I'd rather just either stay single or stay in a relationship. There's too much of the unknown in things like crushes. You walk around, wondering "I wonder if she likes me" and you talk to her thinking "I wonder if she's thinking the same thing I am right now."

      It's just all very annoying, when you come down to it. Too much left unsaid. Too much insecurity.

      Who's with me?

  • Comments (743)

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      lol i guess??

      but theres TONS of people in puyallup and i dont know them:P

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      mysterious eh??

      sounds cool:D

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      hi :D

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      indeed

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      i must confess i was not aware of such a thing
      but yeah im completely out of cash as it is and any money i get now will be going to CANNIBAL CORPSE TICKETS

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      you mean Storm The Gates Of Hell?
      i bought it on day one
      and its not quite that new really (2007)

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      honestly man i'd rather kiss a female dog than a male anything

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      10 years ago

      That could be true. I wouldn't know, I don't watch any of the cast and crew of RT. I don't like being part of a crowd.

    • JeffSon

      10 years ago

      It doesn't get any easier as you get older, it just takes longer to figure out when you've found someone you like enough to care about. At this point in your life, consider it a coup if you manage to stay with someone for more than 6 months or so.

      Chalk it up to experience, hop back on the horse, etc. etc. etc.

    • JeffSon

      10 years ago

      Find a new one...

    • JeffSon

      10 years ago

      That would be a crappy dream.

      I had that happen a couple of times years after one of my ex's left. Scariest...dream...ever.

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      FRIGGIN SWEET YA??

      lol

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      call them again and belch/fart on the phone then
      just for fun

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      10 years ago

      Haha, yeah, I saw that. It was pretty great.

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      lol aaahhh maybe i AM a boy....disguising myself as a girl to fool all you chumps:))


      or maybe im just a supr cool girl:))

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      well a mastodon is supposed to be a giant creature of immeasurable power so really it is quite fitting

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      ok
      shutting up

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      dude a year and a half ago i was being reasonable in thinking "ok i know it may take some time for this to get fixed" and now 18 months later im just like "ok now its just taking the piss this is fucking ridiculous i cant ever get a fucking break"

      its like some evil fucker (god) is hanging this good stuff in front of me like "here it is you little fuck, you want it dontcha? yeah you fucking wish... just so happens its hundreds of miles away haha i win again"

      i swear to fuck if i could get my hands on god i would make him suffer every second of pain he has inflicted on this human race til he screams in agony and realises his fucking mistake... he deserved to die on that cross and his suffering was never enough as far as im concerned

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      i know its possible
      i mean my sister married a californian
      its just... in day to day life that thought isnt necessarily the most comforting
      its like everyone is living the future saying "oh well in a couple of years things will be better" and im like "dude my problem is fucking right now not in a couple of years what the fuck??"

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      and thats the point ive been trying to get across for ages
      and when a girl loves you and you love her but shes 500 miles away then it makes little or no difference really... it feels so empty and inexistant

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      its not that im beyond help its just this is a problem that cannot be helped
      i am lonely, depressed and alone
      how can anyone on the other side of the world help that??
      thats the whole point ive been trying to make for ages
      when it all comes down to it having people who care halfway across the world eventually counts for fuck all when it all comes down to it

      and anyway its cool
      ive gotten used to the fact that im unlovable within 100 miles

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      im not asking for help dude
      im fucked
      im used to it
      beyond help
      the whole shabamm

      all i was trying to do was explain my point of view
      but being that you actually have real life friends of course you wouldnt understand

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      then listen
      LISTEN
      or read in this case

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      y'know what im sick of talking to someone who is either too closed minded or just plain stupid to see what someone else is trying to explain to them
      im done

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      true but when you need a friend to talk to and theyre still in fucking bed koz theyre halfway across the world it kinda rams home the fact that you do indeed suck and are indeed a friendless loser

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      well then how come none of them are within 100 miles of here then?

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      no the whole point of this conversation is that im sick and tired of this piece of shit life and i wanna leave

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      whatever
      who cares

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      thats not what im saying
      im just saying that i could dissapear and it'd take a couple of days for you to even notice i was gone
      its not like in school where if i dont turn up people are gonna notice my seat is empty

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      no but you wouldnt notice if i was gone anyway

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      yeah pretty much does
      i could just say "im going on vacation for 3 weeks" and voila
      im done

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      why not? koz youre gonna hit me if i do? theres nothing you can do to stop me and it would make fuck all difference to your life anyway

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      well im glad you can afford to have that kind of hope
      my life has been in freefall for over a year and a half and shows no signs of slowing down
      hope is the worst kind of torture because its a lie, it hides behind a veil of so called goodness... hope is more destructive than pessimism
      thats what i stick with expecting absolutely nothing from life and getting used to the fact that it will indeed just get worse

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      well im glad youre among the fortunate who got to have that
      not all of us did
      just koz your life is like that does not mean everyones is

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      dude i hate to break it to you but thats a load of horseshit
      the only thing you can garantee in life is that it can get worse
      because it sure as hell wont get better on you
      its about 1000 times more likely to get worse than it is to get better
      the only thing you can do is last as long as you can until you truly cant take any more

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      dont worry man
      what happens is that it just gets worse and worse and worse until i kill myself and suddenly all is better
      its simple

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      ...im pretty sure there bad regards of there numbers...its just makes it worse when they are in large groups

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      children?!?! SPAWNS OF SATAN!!!
      i work in a mall RIGHT next to the play area...DO NOT MENTION THESE DEMONS AGAIN!

    • Im_a_girl

      10 years ago

      LOL

      ive been married and thats a no-no land for me>.<

    • billyz90 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I won't spoil too much, but I'll say that my brother and I both thought that the voice coming from the phones was just a sense of sarcastic humor away from being GLaDOS.

    • messenjah

      10 years ago

      because i havent seen her since thursday 18th and everyone that ive asked about her looks at me like im mental

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      yeah it is pretty good
      as for intensity
      THIS is intense
      (warning this had me and my friend nausious the first time we saw them)

    • dragonmanweb FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold What's this?

      11 years ago

      I agree that people need principles, but you don't need religion to know that it's bad to murder, or steal, or just generally be mean. Besides, the sheer amount of bloodshed done in the name of religion shows that not everything to do with religion is good and nice.

    • MisterBubble

      11 years ago

      I've been told that the word "hate" is a strong word so it should last me about a month. Thanks. ;D

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      it was mainly a shot at gangsta rap but i guess it was too a shot at your economy
      though admittedly your economy is fair game for that kinda thing
      however right now either the euro is faltering or the dollar and the pound are getting stronger koz i have noticed some slight changes in prices

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      the way i see it no one is above a GOOD joke
      distasteful remarks are always distasteful but if its a good joke then fine
      plus if a gay man can take a dick in his ass then he sure as hell can take a joke
      and if 50cent (now known as "0.345141€") can take his 9 bullets then he can also take a little humor
      so nuh

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      great koz i make jokes about the french, germans, mexicans, arabs, blacks, whites, gays, straights... everyone
      i'll step on any toes
      its fun

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      are they THAT PC??

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      yeah
      or like everyone pretty much hating the germans (though thats more among older people now)

    • messenjah

      11 years ago

      im english
      theyre french
      its not racism
      its just genetics

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