PainfulTearz

Female
from in my own darkness following his light

  • Activity

    • I haven't been on here in years.

      7 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      Well, I haven't been on here in a long ass time, about 1-2 years actually. I'm quite surprised that I even remembered my damn password. I don't know if anyone remembers me on here, but to those who do and those who don't Hi :3

    • piercing

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      i have been asking ppl for this oppinion on septum piercings


      i have been thinking about getting my septum pierced and i rly want to do it


      i want to knw ur oppinions


      wat i dnt want is u guys commenting me and saying stuff like nooooo dnt do it its gonna look bad blah blah blah


      i like how it looks so i want to do it


      wat i do want is ur oppinions on it tho


      so leave me comments and tell me wat u thnk


      thnx <3


      and for those of u who dnt knw wat a septum piercing is


      this is a septum piercing


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      and no i dnt mean the snake bites

      i mean the one in the nose

    • can anyone help me? D:

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      ok so like i wanna download videos from youtube like music videos and crap but like the thing i was gonna download that lets me do that will only let me download it in spanish and i dnt rly knw much spanish and deffinently not enough to download it like that


      so do any of u knw how i can or anything


      i would rly appreciate the help

    • Hey all

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      i knw i havent rly had anything new


      and i bet none of u watch me anymore


      and u r all prolly like PainfulTearz?

      i thnk i remember her? ehh maybe not


      lol


      anyways



      so i guesss ill try and be on more idk yet


      it depends if any of u even missed me or not

      i doubt it


      but yea. . .


      the point of this journal was to ask if any of u reccommend any anime


      i wanna watch some but idk rly wat to watch


      so any ideas?

    • well. . . do any of u have msn?

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      well i thnk i might leave cause im never on as it is


      but i have msn


      and anyone can add me if u want


      my email is


      baretnei@hotmail.com


      juss comment and let me knw that u added me


      ill try to come on


      but its very hard


      and i rly want to talk to guys but it would a lot easier to talk to u guys on msn

    • hmmmmm

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      well...... i thnk i might be leaving this site


      too many ppl r already leaving and no one ever talks to me on here anywayz


      idk if im gonna leave yet


      im still thinking about it


      so wat do all think?

      should i leave or should i stay?



      oh and btw i got a compy


      and imma get my tongue pierced next week

      comment and tell wat u all think i should i do

    • well. . .

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      hmmmmm


      how do i start this?

      well. . . me and my bf broke up. . .


      it didnt end well. . .


      but i have someone to help me through it. . .

      his name is Jordan and he is on here. . .



      but hes new and he doesnt rly knw his way round here. . .



      but like yea. . .


      dnt think im a slut or a bad person. . .


      i never cheated. . .


      i juss kinda left him for Jordan. . .


      i kinda feel bad cause i didnt want it to end like it did. . .

      but wat do u do?


      u know?


      so yea. . .



      ill be needing lotsa hugs



      and support

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    • i need lots of hugs now

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      well. . . my bf has gone back to Mississippi now. . . for those of u that dont know. . . my bf is goin into the air force. . . he went to bmt in Texas and now he is in Mississippi for tech school for about 2 months then he goes to Texas again. . . he came to stay with me for the winter break but he had to go back. . . im extremely depressed about it now. . . i know he had to go but it still hurts. . . i miss him so much. . . it feels like he has been with us forever and nothing seems right now that hes gone. . . i feel empty inside now that hes gone. . . i dont know how im goin to go thro this. . .


      he says that he wants me to go spend time with him and his family in Arizona during summer vacation. . . but i dont know if my dad will allow that. . . i guess ill juss have to talk to him about it. . . im pretty sure that my dad likes him so i think that he will let me go. . . hopefully. . . i also need to talk to my grandma about it because if i can get her to understand and let me go then hopefully she can talk to my dad and get him to let me go. . .


      some of u know that my compy pretty much died. . . for those of u who didnt. . . well. . . u know now. . . lol anyways. . . so i dont have a working compy. . . and i dont think i will be gettin one any time soon. . . i will still be on every now and then when i go to my friend's house or when im at school but its not very much. . . my bf was saying that he wanted to get me a compy but i dont want him to get me one. . . i know a lot of ppl will be like "take it u idiot. . . its a free compy" but i dont feel right taking something like that from him. . . i think its VERY sweet that he wants to get me one but i juss dont feel like i can take it. . .



      my bf said that when he gets me the compy he also goin to install WoW on it. . . i have played it once but i didnt get very far cause it was late and the next morning my compy wouldnt let me play it again. . . so i dtill dont know if i like it or not because i havent played it enough. . .


      for those of u who have played it. . . how is it? wat do u think of it? and wat race would u recommend?



      i dont know when this stuff is gonna happen or even if im gonna let it happen. . . but it may possibly. . .



      so wat do u think i should do?



      and btw i need A LOT of hugs now. . .



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    • better news

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      I finally got a letter from my bf....... it turns out that the ppl wouldnt let anyone write letters for the whole first 2 weeks...... and i guess the letter that he sent me he had to sneak out....... so when he goes to tech school....... which is in like a week...... he gets winter break...... so he will be spending winter break with me!!!!!! im sooooo excited....... but my dad is being a MAJOR douche about it....... but i guess he is kinda warming up to the idea so he is being a little less douchey lol



      my gramma is rly excited for me that my bf (x_raedek_x) is coming....... and she thinks that my dad should juss chill...... so yea...... my dad said that from wat i have told him bout my bf and from the few times he talked to him on the phone....... that he kinda likes him...... so i guess thats good........



      WARNING!!!!! DO NOT READ SPOILER IF U GET SCARRED EASILY!!!!!! XD


      and dude!!!!! my gramma thinks im not a virgin juss cause i use tampons



      srry for those of u who read the spoiler and r now scarred.......



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    • *crys*

      10 years ago

      PainfulTearz

      ok so like my bf is leaving monday for BMT.....
      its gonna rly suck......
      and also my compy is stupid......
      so i cant even go on it....
      im on my friends compy now.....
      so yea....
      im prolly gonna be majorly depressed now....
      so yea....
      thats y i havent been on much.....
      when i get my compy fixed ill be on a lot more......

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  • About Me

  • Comments (1847)

    • HiddenBlade

      9 years ago

      thanks for mod =)

    • augie13

      9 years ago

      Sorry, just logged back on. Yeah, sure, you can have the picture!

    • george4

      10 years ago

      i don't know i forgot!

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      The sun. . . It burns. . .

    • katern

      10 years ago

      np im glad 2 meet u

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      Darn, that would require going outside. . .

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      Not really. I'm still wondering when you can sell them. . .

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      o_o Um. . . One two three four. . . Seventeen!

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      rofl


      that totally sounds like something id do


      how old is ur brother?


      Well, if my parents were telling the truth when they said he wasn't adopted, he'd be 18.

    • dark_link95

      10 years ago

      rofl ya

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      nm

      just chattin and textin.

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      hugs. whatcha been upto?

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i like ur dp.

      i hurt my knee

    • dark_link95

      10 years ago

      you have never played halo?
      wow
      its really fun

    • Cechmanek

      10 years ago

      yes and yes

    • dark_link95

      10 years ago

      i r good just playing alot of halo and just chilling

    • Cechmanek

      10 years ago

      No I ate one during, it's delicious carbs kept me going.

    • dark_link95

      10 years ago

      rofl was up i had u on my friends list and never really talked to u

    • Cechmanek

      10 years ago

      yes

    • dark_link95

      10 years ago

      hi

    • Cechmanek

      10 years ago

      I had to do some detective work, but I figured it out.

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i am otay

      happy. in pain yet happy. ^_^

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      i like ur pic

    • tweak_weak

      10 years ago

      Yeah

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      very high on pain killers. cuz i fucked up my knee

    • tweak_weak

      10 years ago

      One more thing when you finish installing the game just select everything in the "Dino Crisis two" game file and copy it too a CD/DvD.

      Then wait for it too copy the files, that will act as you're game disk from now on.

    • tweak_weak

      10 years ago

      www.utorrent.com/downloads/complete?os=win this is what you need to torrent the download

      thepiratebay.org/torrent/4350023/Dino_Crisis%28PC_GAME%29 then download this and this is the game itself

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      how ya doing?

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      hi

    • HiddenBlade

      10 years ago

      naaaaaaaa hes not lol

    • slayer232

      10 years ago

      ok then maybe i will put one up then

    • HiddenBlade

      10 years ago

      helloz

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      how r u?

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      I'm moving out of the area i live in. . . .

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      I'm on 2 or 3 times a day. . . mainly in the morning - afternoon - or evening in the time zone i am in
      But i will not be online for 17 hours or the possible week from the 3rd of june

    • HiddenBlade

      10 years ago

      ^_^ hey lil sissy

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      Because i am using a pocket computer which I WILL NOT put my details for my msn on

      So that answers the two things on the comment. . . .

      Why don't you lnd some of your time to rt to talk to me before the 3rd of june?
      I will be offline for an estimated week on the 3rd of june

      btw sorry if this looks like i'm being nasty

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      My laptop has a faulty screen so that why i not on msn

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      ha....

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      yea

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      I'm trying to get this blind fold off....

    • Worgansola

      10 years ago

      *runs into a wall blind folded*

    • CAMAU1311

      10 years ago

      yhey
      yeah I know


      how are you ??

    • alucardjr

      10 years ago

      your quiet welcome

    • Church110099

      10 years ago

      go crazy

    • Church110099

      10 years ago

      go on

    • Church110099

      10 years ago

      u can do it

    • Church110099

      10 years ago

      *takes a few steps back*
      i trust u

    • Church110099

      10 years ago

      *gives u gas and a lighter*
      go crazy

    • Unholy_Crab1

      10 years ago

      And feeding Coca Cola into my IV tubes.

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