Phantazma

Female

  • Activity

    • sadness

      8 years ago

      Phantazma

      so as some may know my xbox red ringed and it is still in for repair. Its taking longer than expected so that makes me a sad panda. However, I am hoping to have it back tomorrow so i can play more Halo Reach.

      Also my birthday is coming and honestly i really dont care all that much but its a good excuse to hang with a friend or two. seriously it falls on a tuesday so everyone is busy so meh.

      i JUST WANT HALO BACK

      any and all are welcome to add my gamertag to their list of friends if you want to play halo together and get achievements.

      Personally I love killing others from far away. It makes me happy.

    • guess whose back

      8 years ago

      Phantazma

      Been what? a year lol

    • ZZZZZZZZZ so sleepy

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      As many of you may be I am also very very sleepy. I have been for the past couple of days and for those of you who truely understand... it mean either I cant sleep... or I have no time to sleep or else I would be sleeping and not bitchin. So yea I have been gone working and schooling alot... sorry to all that i couldnt talk to i hope you all are well. ^-^

      much love,
      Sleepy kitty

    • quick up date

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      So aside from the new bubble gum pink hair (of which I will have more pics later on) I havent had much time for anything other than school and work. Sucks I know... anyways heres a song i have been listening to...

      topless by breaking benjamin
      Fruit on the vine.
      You've got yours,
      And I've got mine.
      Meat on your bones.
      They won't know, they won't know.

      [Chorus:]
      I love your face, just get away.
      I'm on my knees, fuck you, fuck me.

      I'm on my way, to feel you,
      dislocate.
      Safe in your space.
      I'm open, wide open.

      [Chorus]

      Like me, like me, like me.

      [Chorus]

      Me, me, me.

      me.l...me..... MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

      ^_^ happy trails

    • a poem to my only one

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

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      I have wished for you
      your lips
      which doth kiss me deeper than i have ever known
      your eyes
      which doth see me completely
      your arms
      which dothhold me so tight
      your hands
      which doth touch me so heavenly
      For all your features
      That love me for who I really am
      I long to keep you
      cling tightly to anything with your scent
      I long to be yours forever yours
      holding ture to anything you wish
      I desire you
      my love, My Matthew
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      i am not much of a poet but i hope you like it <3.
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    • Dopeyloc

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      I just scored 8th goddess in his goddess files under goddess of darkness..... check it out and see the other ladies.... rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/?uid=475448

    • Question what do you think suits me best

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      Naughty?
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      or Nice?
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      Naught O.o
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      or nice ^_^
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      hmmmm?
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      i am just wondering... thank you
      coheed and cambria welcome home
      You could have been all I wanted
      But you weren't honest
      Now get in the ground
      You choked off the surest of favors
      But if you really loved me
      You would have endured my realm

      Well you're just as I presumed
      A whore in sheep's clothing
      Fucking up all I do
      And if it's here we stop
      Then never again
      Will you see this in your life?

      Hang on to the glory at my right hand
      Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
      With truth on the shores of compassion
      You seem to take premise to all of these songs

      You stormed off to scar the armada
      Like Jesus played martyr,
      I'll drill through your hands

      The stone for the curse you have blamed me
      With love and devotion, you'll die as you sleep

      But if you could just write me out
      To neverless wonder... happy will I become
      Be true that this is no option,
      So with sin I condemn you
      Demon play, demon out

      Hang on to the glory at my right hand
      Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
      With truth on the shores of compassion
      You seem to take premise to all of these songs

      One last kiss for you
      One more wish to you
      Please make up your mind girl...
      I'd do anything for you
      One last kiss for you
      One more wish to you
      Please make up your mind girl...
      Before I hope you die

    • my life update

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      well its been a while since last i was on this site so here is my update. Lately I have been ( Today my cell phone broke and i can only hope i can get it fixed) working hard in school and work, which has been more than just time consuming! I had been for a long time just falling apart from the inside with stress. Mega_marine and I are friends but we are no longer together and havent been for sometime now. It is my understanding that he has found a girl and I am very happy for him. As for my love life...
      I believe I have truely found the one for me (note i put up a pic in my images of the two of us). He and i have so much in common the only thing is he lives so far away. I miss him all the time and when i am with him i dont want to leave. He has been so good to me and nothing but a great comfort. Yes i am scared but only of loosing him and never of being closer. He just signed up on the site last night....i just love him so much. And nowthat my phone is busted and i cant talk to him.... i am so depressed. His voice normally pulls me though every bad feeling i get. I need a nap.... but i also have to finish this book report (of sorts).
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    • Did venus blow up?

      11 years ago

      Phantazma

      I dont know what the fuck is going on, but M law is kicking my ass today. I have had no sleep due to lack of time for it and everything is breaking or crushing around me. homework is unfound by teachers, it stated rainnng!!! MY MAIL CONTANTING MY WII MONEY IS NOT HERE!!!! I HAVE TO WORK THE NIGHT SHIFT!!!! I HAVE TO RETAKE QUIZZES BEFORE WORK! I JUST FUCK!!!!! WHAT THE HELL VENUS WHERE ARE YOU? LATE FOR CLASSES I HAVE A HURT FOOT AND ARM!!!! SHIT. I WANT TO GO TO BED SO NOTHING ELSE HAPPENS CUZ I DONT LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING.

  • Comments (1440)

    • SUPRA_RULEZ

      10 years ago

      just stoppin by n sayin whats up!

    • Shenri

      10 years ago

      Do you write sci-fi or a different genre? Also, how did you get into the idea of waning to be a novelist?

    • BASTARD667

      10 years ago

      Hey Phantazma! I noticed that you're a fan of Twilight.
      I recently wrote a book of my own, which is somewhat like it- having to do with teenagers in some very intense situations. Currently, I'm asking around to get different takes on it. If you could check it out and give me your HONEST opinion (even if you hate the concept), it would help a lot and I would appreciate it.
      I look forward to hearing what you have to say. Thanks!
      http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/forum/viewTopic.php?id=2216580&page=1

    • musick

      11 years ago

      Im good and you?

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Right on, catch ya soon er' later smiley8.gif

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Yay smiley11.gif How have you been beautiful ?

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      OK, it's that time again. Please go HERE and vote for me, your ninjalo homie.

    • mega_marines

      11 years ago

      heh heh

    • drdocter

      11 years ago

      dude i havent seen you on in ages.

    • Capt_V

      11 years ago

      pretty much nothing,

    • Capt_V

      11 years ago

      i'm alright. you?

    • Capt_V

      11 years ago

      hi there.

    • RVBpimp134

      11 years ago

      Meh, just bored, and on youtube. Watching AC/DC - Who Made Who.

    • RVBpimp134

      11 years ago

      Hey hows it goin'.

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Goddess of darkness and evil, how have you been ?

    • scarywolf144

      11 years ago

      a good one =P

    • scarywolf144

      11 years ago

      of course its from a movie, and a very good one ^^

      Post edited 2/05/08 8:59AM

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      OK everybody, it's my Birth Day, and the party is in Here Come say Hi, have some candy....you know me, and help say good by to the old Blue Team Thread in the Forum.

    • cowboybebopc

      11 years ago

      I'm doing pretty good for the most part.

    • drdocter

      11 years ago

      havent seen you on in awhile. hows it going?

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Still single, lonely, and bored. I didn't go to the gym today....and shouldda, but I'm good.

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      and you made it your primary...........

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      How is my goddess of darkness this evening ?

    • Monkey_v2

      11 years ago

      Hola! what's up?

    • cowboybebopc

      11 years ago

      Uh, Hey

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Good night and sweet dreams my sweet goddess of all that is dark and evil.

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      No, AIM.


      DopeyLOC813 or at yahoo, it's dopeyloc813

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      How ya been beautiful ?

    • Detra

      11 years ago

      Happy New Year!

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    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Merry Christmas sweet heart smiley11.gif

    • Detra

      11 years ago

      Have a Merry Christmas.

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    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Happy Hang over, merry mood swings, and Seasons greetings.


      Happy Hanukkah, Happy Kwanzaa, And every other holiday I'm forgetting.

      MERRY CHRISTMAS

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      I'm a bit paranoid, but fine. Thank you for asking.

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      How are you?

    • EddietheEAD

      11 years ago

      Try it. Go up on the dock and just keep shooting the water.

    • Copy001

      11 years ago

      Helloa.

    • EddietheEAD

      11 years ago

      Well yeah but (and i dont know if you did this) if you shot the fish swimming around at the dock before getting in the boat you got quite a supprise.

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      yeah. I make for a good teddy bear to.

    • Irishdemon

      11 years ago

      yeah i hate it when things are good but the ending is bad, i think it is just that it was not a very creative ending

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      still lonely though. I need a gf bad. + my bed room gets really cold in the winter, least at night. I guess I need some one to cuddle with.

    • Irishdemon

      11 years ago

      sounds good, how is it?

    • Irishdemon

      11 years ago

      talking to my friend sorrow, having some water, yummy, and listening to some Crossfade, you?

    • Irishdemon

      11 years ago

      great

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Doing pretty good tonight beautiful.

    • Irishdemon

      11 years ago

      hey, how are things

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      wait...............................WHAT smiley10.gif

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      Good evening most beautiful goddess of darkness. How are you this evening ?

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

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    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      No really, they aren't n any piticular order. That is how my computer filed them all, I swear on it. I would never lie to one of my goddesses about such a thing.

    • DopeyLoc

      11 years ago

      That is only the way my comp filed the goddesses, not how I feel about you, or them. I will never reveal how I truly feel about each lady/girl.

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