I used to be tthinkingcap. Now i'm Pipzmo
4 years agoPipzmo
(i'd like to apologize for the incoherency of this post. Im in no mood to edit or proofread tonight)
Its really hard to cope with the death of someone you loved, but didn't know that well.
There's no one you can really talk to. I can't call my mom because she doesn't really get my admiration to rooster teeth anyway. I can't talk to anyone else because they dont understand. They dont feel what I feel. Maybe they feel the same feelings, but they dont feel it like I do. Im not saying nobody misses monty like i do, i know there are some people that miss him more than i can ever imagine and that the hole in their hearts is bigger than mine will ever be. My love and support goes to those people. Even if there is someone who feels the same way i do, I feel stupid. I didn't even know him! How can i justify feeling like shit if all i lost was a face on a screen? I dont know. I still hurt.
I dont deal with death very well. When my cat died i sat in my backyard and sobbed for 6 hours. I texted two (unfortunate) friends with incoherent messages and a desire for them to give me some comfort, even though there was literally nothing i could do. Once i get over the shock of the death, i ignore it. A week after my cat died my mom was crying in our kitchen because it was the usual time my cat would be fed and the food dishes were just coming out of the dishwasher, to be stored for a very long time. I came downstairs, asked my mom why she was crying, and when she told me, i bolted. I hid in my room because i Cant Deal With it. I didn't want to think about it and i certainly didn't want to "get up and move forward" like everyone was telling me. I just wanted to go to sleep and wake up when it didn't hurt anymore.
I never met Monty. I saw him once at RTX in passing, but i was very nervous and didn't want to bother him, so I didn't stop him. I wish i had, but that's not really why I'm upset.
I owe monty so much. RWBY is the most important part of rooster teeth to me. It not only was the first thing i watched, the real reason I'm even here, but it has had a profound impact on my outlook on life. I look up to the characters' resolves and their absolute love for what they do. And i look up to Monty in his drive to succeed. Resolve has always been the most inspiring qualities to me. When i find someone who is passionate in something and puts their everything into making it a reality, i see a hero. Monty was one of these. I will never forget hearing about his story in the episode of Game Time he did with Burnie and reading his tweets and journals about life and positivity. I will never forget the admiration and respect i have always had for him. If i can emulate just a sliver of his excitement for work, passion, and resolve, i will consider myself a success.
Monty you were an inspiration and a hero to me. I hope that one day i can do something creative for you to truly honor what you have done for me. I dont think it will be today though. Today i just want to sleep.
4 years agoPipzmo
EDITED: UPDATE THE TEASER HAS NOW COME OUT AND THESE GIFS ARE NO LONGER CORRECT. CLICK HERE TO SEE THE NEW GRAPHIC
Lazer Team Production Kicks Off Today and Announces Cast (x)
*Disclaimer* I totally guessed what parts of the suit each character had and when the actual information comes out i'll fix it but until then enjoy and get hyped guys!!!
4 years agoPipzmo
I just wanna be selfish and talk about myself
Name: Rachel Kortman
Birthday: April 24th, 1996
Nickname: TT (seriously. Dont call me Rachel)
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown naturally but i dyed it red
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Your weakness: Good Music. Seriously i'll melt on the spot. It's my party trick.
Your fear: Small spaces
Your perfect pizza: Cheese. Like nothing but the cheese. Not even the bread. I'll peal that shit off.
Goal you'd like to achieve: Write a full album of music i actually like.
Your best physical feature: My eyes are nice?
Favorite color : Orange
Favorite food: Chicken is great but Goldfish will always hold a special place in my heart.
Favorite RT emoticon:
Superhero alias: Mom. Just mom.
This Or That!
Gavin or Google: Gavin
AH or RT: Fuck you for this question.
Red or Blue: Blue (suck it red)
Lads or Gents: Lads
Microsoft or Sony: Microsoft
Microsoft or Apple: Apple (Although as of late....)
Curse: WAY too much.
Sing: All of the fucking time.
Dance: Only when im by myself.
Take a shower everyday: I wish i could but my hair color would wash out. Every other day at most.
Have a crush: Nah
Want to get married: In the future maybe
Get motion sickness: Depends on how long the ride is and what i ate before.
Think you're attractive: Sure
Get along with your parents: My mom yes, my dad forgot i still live in the house today.
Have you ever...
Flashed anyone: not that i know of...
Been beaten up: I've beaten someone else up?
Shoplifted: Nah i did it once on accident but i turned right the fuck around and returned it
Eaten Sushi: No.
Been on stage: Yup
Made homemade cookies: Yes.
Gone Skinny dipping: No.
Stolen anything: No i dont think so?
Best eye color: Blue
Best hair color: Red is nice. Blond is good too!
Short hair or long hair: Short
What's your type: Make me laugh, like good music, be 100% okay with me talking about how all of my celebrity crushes are more attractive than you and if i say i'm a queen you better fucking agree with me.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? HA no
Does anyone like you?: HA no
Have you ever kissed anyone?: HA no
Hugged anyone in the past week?: HA no
Virgin?: HA n- yes...
longest relationship: Never been in one!
COOL. ended on a high note there...
4 years agoPipzmo
I recently had to completely whipe and reinstall my computer (basically it's a brand new computer) and now i get ads whenever i watch RT videos. I also noticed i cant use emojis in the text. Im a sponsor i have been for a while and i'm pretty sure my sponsorship doesnt expire and is set to autorenew. Why is this happening all of the sudden?
Musicians of Roosterteeth
Rooster Teeth New York
We <3 Caleb
f#ck justin bieber i want to meet joel heyman
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