PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

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    • Holiday Update

      3 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      My health has kept going down hill since my last journal. So my doctor has me back on antibiotics which should kill all the nasty viruses that have wormed there way back into my system. I was too sick to go to Thanksgiving and wont be able to go to Christmas dinner with my family today. Actually my mom is the only one going because my brother is sick and my dad is staying home to take care of us. So ill probably just play Fallout 4 all day like I always do. My favorite thing about this Christmas so far is having my own Christmas tree for the first time. I don't have a tree topper so Scary Teddy is my stand in.

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    • 3 years ago

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    • Life update.

      3 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      So I saw the AH Halloween contest and was inspired to do a quick GTA Ryan closet cosplay. And I figured this was a good excuse to write a quick update journal. My family moved in August to a new house that affords me a lot more personal space and more independence. Through one front door is the main house where my parents and my younger brother live. And through the other is my very own little apartment. I have a living room with a tiny kitchen, a bathroom and my bedroom. I don't think I'll ever be able to repay my family for doing this for me. Once I get more of my art put up and more things decorated I'll probably post some pictures.

      Unfortunately my health has really gone down hill lately. I have very little energy and I haven't been sleeping well at all. When I do have energy I've been getting back into cosplay. I've been trying to learn how to make armor out of craft foam and so far its been really fun. I'm attempting to make the Rogue Champions Gauntlets from Dragon Age 2 at the moment.

      Other then that I'm just waiting for Fallout 4 and taking things one day at a time.

    • 3 years ago

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    • Dealing with shit...

      4 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      I'm forcing myself to write this journal at 4:30 in the morning because I need to start dealing with what’s going on right now. Ignoring the current situation isnt going to work for much longer and is physically making me ill. A few days ago our family cat HalfPint went missing. We have no idea how he might have gotten out or when. All we know is we cant find him. And because that isn’t bad enough, we are going to be moving to a new house on August 8th. Bad timing is an understatement. My whole family is devastated, and it just feels worse because we should be happy and excited to move to a new home. And I feel almost guilty because I am pretty much the reason we are moving. (I plan on writing a journal about the move once I get settled in the new place.)

      For now I will continue to hope we will find him before we go. Coping with the sadness by keeping myself busy and focused on things I enjoy. Which to be honest just means playing more Dragon Age. I'm almost finished with my second play through of Inquisition (Mage Trevelyan romancing Cullen if anyone is curious) and I kind of already want to replay my first play though because I want to change stuff (Rogue Lavellan romancing Solas.) I also want to start a third play through of Dragon Age 2. After romancing Anders and Fenris I didn’t really have an interest in anyone else. But then someone mentioned rivalmancing Sebastian and that sounds like it could be fun. Plus I need a Hawk I can leave in a certain place so I can have warden Alistair in an Inquisition play though. I could never leave Alistair and I can’t separate Fenris or Anders from there Hawks.

      Yup a journal about dealing with crappy stuff turned into Dragon Age ramblings. I never thought I would be so obsessed with a video game series. At least writing about DA made me feel a little bit better, I should try to get some sleep now.

      Please come home soon HalfPint, I hate thinking about you out there on your own.

    • Random thoughts before bed.

      4 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      I love the relationship I have with my younger brother. Though we live in the same house and have many common interests we don't usually end up talking to each other on a daily basis. Mostly because we're both too busy playing video games and wasting time on the internet. But earlier today he knocked on my door to tell me about the Final Fantasy VII remake and we both geeked out about it together. Then I went back to playing Fallout 3 and he went back to watching E3 and whatever else he was doing.

      Well it's time for me to go to bed now. I figured I should write a journal because I've been too absorbed into the world of video games to be very active here lately.

    • Yet another journal about a game that came out 9 years ago.

      4 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      Well I killed the arch demon and finished Dragon Age Origins. It is easily one of my favorite games of all time. Its also the only game I've started planning multiple playthrougs of before I even finished it. Now the question is, do I start the next play through right away? If so do I romance Alistair again? Things didn't work out well with my first character when I spared a certain someone's life. Besides I was an elf this time and I wanna be queen yo! Or I could go for Zevran or maybe do my one male playthough and go for Morrigan?

      I suppose I could also force myself to play another game to make sure I don't get burned out on Dragon Age. Now seems like it could be a good time to jump into Mass Effect. But with Mass Effect I only have it on PC and it doesn't have controller support. I tried playing it when I first got it and found it really frustrating. But I'm more used to keyboard and mouse because of Dragon Age so maybe it won't be that big of a deal? I also have Mass Effect 2 and have heard some people say you should just skip straight to that, but I'd feel like I was missing out on stuff.

      I also need to see if I can force myself to figure out how to record game play and such before I start one of these new ventures.

      So many decisions! Help I don't know what to do!

    • 4 years ago

      PsychoNezumi Liz

      It's odd getting into a game series late, and playing the first game while all the other fans are playing the new one. It feels kind of like being that kid sitting on the side of the playground watching the cool kids playing with their shiny new toys. I just want to be fwiends!

      That said Dragon Age is my life now, I think I crossed into complete fangirl status when I started reading fan fiction. I get the feeling I'm about half way or so through Origins, and I already have three more playthroughs planned for it. I'm toying with the idea of recording my next playthrough, mostly just because I think it would be a fun creative outlet. I've always been a performer, and I haven't had a chance to do anything with that tallent in a long time. And I already talk to the game in my head constantly, ok sometimes out loud too. The thing that always stops me from recording is the actually having to set it up part. If I can get myself past that it should be fun. I probably wouldn't even bother uploading it, because I'd only really be doing it for myself. But who knows, if I think the quality is ok I might throw it up on the youtubes. But I am always my worst critic so that's probably not likely.

      Other then that I don't have too much going on. That might be a bad thing to say considering my grandmother just passed away. But it was one of those things that we have been expecting for a while now. For the last year she has had really poor quality of life, and the person she used to be was gone. I was never really that close to her in the first place, in fact she was a big source of stress and frustration for me at a really hard time in my life, so her death really doesn't affect me much. The sad thing about her death is that all her illnesses and everything that contributed to her deterioration were really her own fault. Her lifestyle and her disinterest in making any kind of positive change to it is what got her there. And unfortunately no matter what my mom and her siblings did, you can't help anyone who won't help themselves.

      So this started as a light hearted Dragon Age journal and got kind of heavy huh... Oh well.


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    • indiart28 RTX 2017 Guardian

      4 years ago

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      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Thanks!

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      4 years ago

      Happy FU Day!

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        4 years ago

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      4 years ago

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        4 years ago

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        4 years ago

        Thanks!

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      4 years ago

      Props on being the featured user!

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        4 years ago

        Thanks!

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      4 years ago

      Happy FU Day!

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        4 years ago

        Thanks!

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      4 years ago

      merry featured user day!

      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Thanks!

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      4 years ago

      Congrats on being Featured User!

      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Wow, thanks! I didn't even notice until I saw this comment.

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      4 years ago

      You're awesome and your dog is really cute!

      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Thanks!

    • ytrahne Guardian x8

      4 years ago

      Thank you so much! I love the Cthulhu. Makes me realize I need to learn more crochet.

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      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Yea, even though I pretty much know what I'm doing now a days I still constantly look back at my knitting and crochet books for reference. They are really great resources to have.

      • ytrahne Guardian x8

        4 years ago

        I've got a friend that is willing to teach me a bit more than the one knot I know. I'm tempted to get the books you've mentioned though just for references.

      • PsychoNezumi FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Liz

        4 years ago

        Glad you like it! Cthulhu is the first thing I've crochet in quite some time, hes from a book called Creepy Cute Crochet if your interested in making things like him. And if you want to learn more I recommended a book called Stitch 'n Bitch The Happy Hooker (I promise it really is a crochet book lol.)

    • drew

      5 years ago

      hey! nice to meet you. I do dumb things when I'm bored smiley0.gif
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