RVBclan

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from Wellsboro, PA

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    • College, Girl, Car, Failure

      1 year ago

      RVBclan

      So, Im finishing up my second semester (first year) of my bachelors degree in Aviation Maintenance at Penn Tech College, worst grade in my Major classes was a C, the rest were B or A's. Failed the same math class twice because I was too busy to make it to class (perhaps a little lazy too). So Im taking a summer course so I can stay in my college =p fun.


      So I met a girl in class, wow was she amazing, she was a redhead, 18, mechanically minded, outdoorsy, same level of laziness as myself, and she liked trucks. So we had a great run my first semester! wow was it awesome! then half way through the second semester, a few weeks after my bday, it began to drop off, she talked to me less, quit wanting to kiss me, hugged less, etc. So then she invites me to her dorm and tells me she wants to breakup because she lost feelings for me. In her words, I was a perfect boyfriend, but being together without feelings is pointless. I cant disagree. But she wanted to be friends still.


      She doesn't act like it though, she avoids talking to me, and responds to me flat, short and cold everytime I ask her a question or try to help her. She even argues with me when I try to give her information shes looking for (for instance, a page in a book for a paper we are both doing).


      So thats happening.... dont date classmates people, bad idea, also, dont date an 18 year old if your in your early/mid 20s....


      Anywho, not seeing her is making me look forward to this summer.


      MOVING ON!


      My car, little hyundai accent, overheated once and the headgasket started leaking from the rear, so now I need to decide whether doing a headgasket, taking it to a garage, or getting a new car is the better option..... $400-$450 for me to do it, $950-$1100 for a garage, or $2000 for a decent used replacement vehicle.


      This summer I am going to fat camp for the army, which I heard isnt that bad, I was at 253lbs last month, and right now at 251lbs and almost 1.5" less around the waist, which feels nice physically.


      Online dating sucks in rural areas, Zoosk is a waste of money, and everyone on plenty-of-fish is looking for a sugar daddy with a 6pack. So yeah =p.

    • Look at Me

      2 years ago

      RVBclan

      Here I am, 4 months to 2 years in the military.... Wow... Been a hell of a ride. I have a nearly 2 year old little girl and never been closer with my friends. It's a great time to be alive.


      Alas, I find myself in a depression lately, not sure why. My daughter is healthy, but calling another man father. The military is awesome but I face medical discharge. I have money but no job. Everything is a bit upsidown and I don't like it....


      Tomorrow I'm going to try a bike ride and my favorite burrito shop. I'll try for 10 miles. Here's hoping it doesn't rain. Wish me luck.


      I'm sure that getting out and exercising outdoors, finishing my laundry, washing my car and cleaning my room will up my mood. I'll start the morning with a shit shower an shave too.


    • Really Good Day, then....

      3 years ago

      RVBclan

      Went to the National Guard recruiter after work yesterday, tired the bullshit Im being fed by every Navy recruiter I come across (every one of them within 80 miles, not joking). I got a piece of mind and found my branch, it will allow me to go back to college full time, join the army, and also pay for my loan, as well as me being able to toss my extra from savings to my daughter, and once I am out of college, I'll be able to do even more! Literally no downsides!

      I woke up at 4am to go workout with my recruiter, we did about a miles worth of running/jogging and some intense workouts that my body still hurts from, then I went to work XD lol that was a tiring day! Tomorrow I hope to go with my recruiter while he is on his run with my bike so I can tag along (7.7 miles @ 6.7mph, I cant run that right now =p). Otherwise Ill just do exercises with him later on that day.

    • Good the Bad and the Ugly

      3 years ago

      RVBclan

      The good is pretty good =) talking to a gal right now, she is interesting, not sure if she is self centered, or just overly confident lol. Work is great!! I love my job, everything about it, even the shitty stuff isn't that bad. I have great co-workers, a great position, and a lot of patient and tolerable people around me all the time! I just painted the bed of my truck too, got all that nasty rust off and painted it down with primer and bedliner, looks wonderful =). (link to project: www.therangerstation.com/forums/showthread.php?p=15278... ) I am stoked for my brother coming out on the 22-28th, we are going to vacation so hard!!! we have a combined budget of nearly $1000 saved up for this, so we are definitely going to have a great time =).

      The bad... well, this is always fun... its taken a lot of work getting over this, and it still hurts and I get a lot of memories at random times I don't want to remember, but I am officially over my ex... she's proven she doesn't want me around in her life, and this bubble extends to our daughter. I don't think she could say it out loud without feeling guilty (personal opinion, not fact), but finding someone new was able to help her move on in a way where she doesn't need me anymore. I hope to return to my daughter some day, but I have no idea what is going to happen between now and next month, or even next week. More bad, I am having to do a BUMED to qualify to go to MEPS, which means all of my medical, psychological, and educational/work information needs to be sent to a doctor to see if I am fit for the military, if it comes back negative, I'm a no go.... which is going to be a real depressor for me considering the time and effort I have put into this. Some more bad is that I hate online dating =p I have talked to nearly 20 women (spitballing a number), and all of them stop talking to me a week in and thats it... no further, really starting to hit home that nobody wants to be with me =p disappointing, but not depressing.

      The ugly, homelife has gotten sour than ever, love my parents to death, but daaaaaamn, can't be in this house without an argument over something like a penny hitting the floor. Sometimes its great here, other times I can cut the tension in the air with a knife. =p Also, I need to buy a few things, likes rims for my truck, body weights, and maybe some small electrical stuffs, bleh on bad timing for money spending!!

      Other than all of this, I am in a decent mood, I am free'd from my ex's burden (talking about my ex, not my daughter), and I am also working at a place I love, driving a truck I like to drive, and working towards a goal I would like to succeed in.

      I have a few backup plans... all of them go towards me paying off my default on my loan, applying for the pell grant, and returning to college, whether it be through Job Corps, the National Guard, or on my own free time. I WILL get my education....

    • Life Sucks Sometimes

      3 years ago

      RVBclan

      I am feeling better than I did earlier this week into this morning, even though I was taken advantage of on my first real date in almost 6-7months, I don't really care anymore. I am trying online dating again and lets see what it does for me this time around.

      Not sure if my ex wants to play ball with me and work our problems out, but I offered a week ago and haven't heard from her at all since, I don't know if I am going to take her emotional beatings anymore, too much to handle honestly. I'll always love you Gaige, if you ever read this, you'll forever be my little girl =), none of this squabble is about how I don't want you, when your old enough you'll understand what we went through (hopefully not through experience =p).

      Work tomorrow, I do love my job, thinking of getting a second job as well, I want to make modifications to my truck lol.

      Brother comes out next month on the 22-28, cant wait =) going to New Jersey to get out of here and relax.

      I feel like I'm doing better overall, thank you to my friends who have helped (in ways they don't know they did), and thank you to my parents for taking all of my shit while in the moods Ive been in, love you guys a lot.

      Back to the gym starting tomorrow =)

    • Good Good =)

      3 years ago

      RVBclan

      My new job is awesome! WAIT! let me start from the beginning... I went to career links about exactly a week ago, 2 hours later I had a job lol. I got a job working with my old security firm working 32 hours a week @ 9/hr, which isn't good, but better than fast food lol. My first few paychecks will all go to my brother coming out and tires for my truck, the following will all go towards my little girl and bills =3

      My boss and co-workers are awesome, one of my co-workers is an old friend from high school, and my boss is a friend's uncle, he is very cool. Tomorrow I work on my own (after 2 days of questionable training, I learned as much as I could!!!), for 12 hours (5am-5pm) which gives me 12 more hours than expected!!

      I am very happy right now =) my ex is talking to me happily again, no more drama (hopefully it stays this way, I am trying my best!), my daughter is growing up too fast *cries* and I miss her badly =( I am hoping I can go see her, but I would rather keep my friendship with my ex and keep the peace and ability to see my daughter than get into a fight over her hating my guts too much to see me (which is the conclusion Ive come to) and never seeing my daughter again =(. I don't hate my ex, but I am very disappointed that she let our past come back... I am hoping time will help her wounds heal enough to let me back into her life, not as a boyfriend or close friend, but as a fellow parent. I just really hope me not being there will make my daughter think someone else is her father *depressed* its my biggest fear..... I just want to be there for her as much as I can while I'm still here. *end depressing rant while tipsy*

      I am happy with life though, I have nothing to complain about except not being a millionaire lol

    • Live is Looking Up

      4 years ago

      RVBclan

      Not going to lie, life isn't where I wanted it to be 10 years ago, at age 12 I was still a California pre-teen, just learning about simple algebra and advanced english, it was smooth and easy. I wanted to be an engineer like my dad and make cool rides like he did for Disney. I wanted to start a family and make millions and make my parents proud and have many friends, and probably own every pokemon card lol.

      Here I am now, 22 years old, with a beautiful daughter, great friends, a strong family, and a lot of opportunity, I might be $42,000+ in debt with a student loan that I flunked out over, have a 520 credit score, and be working security making under $10.00/hr. 30 miles from my house driving a vehicle that gets 14mpg on an average day. But I wont complain anymore about that stuff, starting tomorrow I'm not going to complain out loud no matter what happens (some daughter drama aside on necessity), but I can't let this stuff hold me back.

      I am going to start my studying again, I did a bit today and it felt great! I even made up with a friend Ive been out of contact with for almost a half a year. I am also going to dedicate my time to my body and my precious little girl.

      Lets say it right now people: You can do anything!

    • Why So Dull?

      4 years ago

      RVBclan

      I went to dig again this morning about 8:45am, and I felt rain, the rain came on heavy soon after while I ran to the house. Its been on and off all day so I haven't got a thing except the mud room finished. I am doing some college courses right now killing time, and feeling bored and unaccomplished =p

      I weighed 210.6 this morning, kind of confused, going to eat normally (my normal is different than others) today and see what I weigh tomorrow, later on I'm going to go get an application for the job at the hotel, wish me luck.

      I am feeling lonely and lost right now, and also being forced in a direction I'm told not to go by the same person, maybe Ill get that cleared up tonight?

    • Diggingggg

      4 years ago

      RVBclan

      I dug all day.... filling a hole... tired.... Down to 208.2 =)

      I am talking with my ex again, civily as well, I hope we can stay this way now, but we have yet to work out our differences, but I pray this is more than a band aid over a wound right now.

      Looking for jobs, might be shooting for a house cleaner position @ 7.75/hr + 40hrs per week, meaning about $900 a month+ after tax, so I can pay some bills, send some money for my daughter, and fix my truck, as well as gas and food for myself.

      Wish me luck!!

    • Not Exciting

      4 years ago

      RVBclan

      I pretty much just mowed today, about it, still nothing from my ex, can't seem to get it out of my head, really is bothering me, but my brother told me to give her her space so she can think and hopefully come back to the conversation... I think I might though. (note: I did, I told her to tell Gaige I loved her =) I hope she does).

      Amy came by today to drop off the flashlight I left in the truck when we went camping, she wants to go see Jurassic World next weekend, to be honest, I really don't want to see it because there's only 1 recurring cast member =/.

      Dad still didn't want to do anything today.... disappointing and kind of a downer.

  • Comments (590)

    • LostInSweden

      4 years ago

      Hi, thx for the friend add. ^^

      • RVBclan

        4 years ago

        I cant remember where he visited, he did say it was very nice though. I myself live in the country in Pennsylvania here in the US, I go to the top of my mountain and I look out over miles and miles and miles of just farms and fields and forest.

      • LostInSweden

        4 years ago

        Both swedes and norwegians (probably whole of scandinavia) gets taught english as a second language in school. Third we may chose from french, spanish or german. And all are mandatory. X3
        The landscape is really something here. It reminds me alot of Sweden, but with much bigger and grander mountains. Where in Norway is he?

      • RVBclan

        4 years ago

        He liked it a lot, said a lot of people knew english, that it was insanely cold all the time (not too much different from home), and that the landscape was beautiful. He worked for Nordisk Aviation

      • LostInSweden

        4 years ago

        Me too more or less. =]
        How he likes the country.

      • RVBclan

        4 years ago

        not a problem! I want to make new friends on here =) Ive been a red vs blue fan for almost 8 years now!

        Note: my dad went to Norway a while back for business

    • 2006charger

      7 years ago

      lol that blazer's been gone for 3 years almost. I had a crappy escort from that point till i got the Vic. FWD trans are garbage LOL

    • 2006charger

      7 years ago

      Funny thing is, I actually just got a Crown Vic a few months ago!

    • BubbleRocker

      8 years ago

      Hey, Sorry about the late reply. I'm still trying to get used to the site...still

    • kriss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Community Manager

      8 years ago

      haddo.

    • Coffeeh

      9 years ago

      HI :U

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Ah, oki oki. I see, lol. It's cool. XD :D

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      I'm fine and you?? :D

      Nyaaa.....?? OwO;; Have I took you away from my friend list or have you took away me from your friend list?
      I am just wondering... >w>

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Hello~ Been a while ago, we talked.

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      unm...okay?

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      anytime

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      cool, thanks

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      But I'm still sure someone else is more deserving

      Its better than mine, its a bit mediocre, and you should do rehearsals before you do it cause the acting is a bit lacking, all in all still pretty good, gets a 7/10 and strive to do better

      I don't really care if you sponser me, or if I get credit

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      but me? Why? I'm sure there are hundreds of other qualified people who can do it 20 times better

    • TbErNaNd

      9 years ago

      why my opinion

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Hey~ :D

    • 2006charger

      9 years ago

      Nope. This was not at all based on that image. ( I actually dislike that image because of said female)

      My truck was actually designed for an RP thread where I needed a 4x4 truck. So I made one without a bed and stuck some rollbars in the back.

    • 2006charger

      9 years ago

      O RLY? Where's that?

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      hello, for some reason it was like im not goin to let Zeke know that someone left a comment?

    • Tomboy

      9 years ago

      If it wasn't only school related, it will stick after you turn 18. As far as Naval life, it's been going back and forth between boring and busy.

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Hehehe, thanks and Happy Late smiley12.gif -day to you too. XD

    • Tomboy

      9 years ago

      Not much, but doing good. How about you?

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      off to work for me, later you crazy bugger

    • 2006charger

      9 years ago

      I like my lines on my house model. I did one without them, and I just liked the lined look better.

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      'ello you, and i see my name o_O
      the restaurant is about to become "Hell in a handbasket delivered by Satan himself" - Linda (my managers quote about Lent)

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      *waves hello* you alive?

    • Molle

      9 years ago

      Hi! I'm super good. X3 What about you? =D

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Oki oki, well not much has happend. :P LoL XD

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Pretty good, you? :D

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Hey hey

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      I can't sign in on messager, sorry. DX

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Oh, oki oki, cool. :D
      I will sign in messager now then, LoL XD

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      What?? XD LoL
      Jag snackar med några vänner, själv? ^^

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      LoL XD
      Jag mår bara bra, hehe, men min vänstra arm gör ont. DX Känns som jag har växtvärk.

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Hi, how are you?

    • 66610

      9 years ago

      I'm alright thanks, but it's freeeeezing! smiley7.gif
      You?
      smiley12.gifsmiley13.gif

    • Zelda

      9 years ago

      trevligt att träffas. ^-^
      det gör inget, jag presenterade inte mig ordentligt heller...
      Jag heter Felicia Martinez, bor i Sverige och går i samma klass som jen. :P

    • Zelda

      9 years ago

      kanse det. för hon hjälpte mig lite.

    • Zelda

      9 years ago

      gör mina läxor och pratar med Jen

    • Zelda

      9 years ago

      kul. -^-^-

    • Zelda

      9 years ago

      hello :P
      jag mår bra, tack. hur mår du? :P

    • Aeronator

      9 years ago

      ah. sorry. i had stopped playing for a couple months whenever i was on i was busy with the clan or you just weren't on.

    • Aeronator

      9 years ago

      hey dude whats up? how come you deleted me on xbox live?

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Thank you, hehehe
      Nawww D; Oki oki, I will sign back on then. :P XD

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      I'm not going to be home for most of tomorrow... And I updated mah journal

    • Zeke2049

      9 years ago

      'ey YOU!

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      It is 03:30 AM here and yes, I'm going to bed now. Good Night~ :D

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Nice. :D Which movie did you guys watched?

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Watching a anime, you?

    • go_naruto

      9 years ago

      Ah, oh okay, hehe ^^U

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