RedMoonHeart

Female
from u know, in that state by that road

  • Activity

    • Im Gone

      9 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      I haven’t left the site, but as a quick update (since I know most won’t read a long entry) this is what I was up to

      1) My Anniversary was on December 12th same day of my graduation…it was quite a beautiful day if I may say so myself I prayed daily that God would allow me to arrive to that moment.

      2) Graduated college with a Bachelors in Business Administration, concentration International Business Administration and overall GPA of 3.5. My stole was of The El Paso Hispanic Chamber of Commerce and I wore the commencement medallion.

      3) Lead 3 groups from my graduating classes from 7am until 10pm almost every day. I got the highest score in the department of business through our program of corporation management and my team got one of the highest scores in the nation for the same program. The other two, well let’s just say I didn’t like doing other peoples’ work but I got A’s so I made peace with that.

      4) My brother’s eye treatment has shown improvement and he is responding well to his medicines, we have begun to train daily for his basketball tryouts so he can gain self-esteem through what he is going through by knowing he can achieve great things if he takes care.

      5) My family is finally reaching a good moment of peace and strength after a ruthless year, and it’s comforting to say I’m making peace with all that kept me on edge just because I know that my husband will hold me strong and my family can hold its own now.

      I know there is more than 5 journal entries and 3 pictures that I have missed from everyone here, but RT reset them for me. I am mostly active on Facebook because I like to keep track of how my family is so if Im not here often there is where I am. I know many have left but it’s a nice reminder for me of good times to keep this account. I opened it my first semester of college and met my husband here…thanks RT…I owe you more time than I can spare.

    • Live it...

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      You know when someone turns around and tells you “I know what you are doing, but you are missing out on this…right now, in front of youâ€Â
      Well I have been away for the very reason that I don’t want to wait until someone can even whisper the beginning of that sentence to me. The life of those around me is ever changing, and I don’t want to miss a second of how they live it because I love them.
      It’s easy to say that objects are overrated, but it’s another reality to be held by the very reason why you find it all so unnecessary. When I say “My husband†I can’t explain the privilege I feel to know I am loved enough to be able to say it, to know I’m loved and protected the way he does to me. I find all sorts of objects that people think represent that they belong somewhere, but I belong in his hands and that is the most priceless treasure in my life…the world can keep its gold and diamonds, for I am rich beside him. I need no luck, nickname, brand or contraption…love is not sold in any shelf, bag, store or black market.
      My brother’s recovery from his eye problem has been a stone lifted off my heart every day. I know I like to push the token to the other side of the table and say “he’s my parents child†but I raised him. Its hard at times to discipline him the way I need to so that he takes care of himself better each day, but I’m glad I got help along the way when it got the hardest. My husband has been more than helpful and guiding; he’s made me feel better about what I used to do alone. And as for my parents, thanking God daily for having them alive and well is not payment enough. I live in front of a city at war, and having my father returned to me from this place he works in…is a feeling I have no words to describe…but I would rather enjoy by being a part of.
      My summer school has ended and I got a 98 or an A. This certifies my bachelors to be an international accredited degree, and gives final credit to all the classes I took at international standards. Now I can look forward to next semester without the stress I used to have. I truly enjoyed my course and now it’s time for the final electives and graduating managerial class to take their toll. I will be graduating on the day of my wedding anniversary, which I think is kind of too much joy for one day…I truly wish there was more hours in that day already.
      I have also taken a step back to look at where my friendships stood, something people tend not to do in order to belong in one place. But I stopped being afraid of where life would find me, way too long ago. I had to leave some emotionally stressful friendships aside, because I’m not the same person anymore. I don’t see it fair or fit to hurt those I love by trying to live in the past. I don’t want to waste time in trying to stay in one frame of my life, when the movie of my future is playing right now. I kept my handful of good friends who live life at the pace it gives as I do, that will call once in a while and make sure everything is alright. And for those who I have left to live their own time, I wish them better luck and fortune so that they start to see the good in front of them instead of just all the burdens.
      And well, I will update accordingly when it is due time…not to just post “hi…random idiotic senseless bored quote I will regret later…bye†but I will keep reading as I have read all of your journals (except for 3 people who just straight out made no sense in their journals so I just left a message to) take care everyone and love the moment you are in.

    • Catch-Up

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

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      Finals just passed which means I was in the dungeon of my room for a few weeks eating books and pretending the sun didn’t know what time it was. Now that it’s over I tend to catch up to reality and get flash banged with the summer sun I neglected. Not to mention realizing I had swine flu scared me very badly and my brother’s eye treatment isn’t over, school had me holding an asthma attack every morning too.
      My counselor laughed at me this week because I was the only senior to call in asking her if she was “sure that she gave me all my classes†in other words I thought I needed more to graduate and I sounded like a paranoid student. She laughed, told me to take an elective (in other words chill out with math because I finished all those classes I fainted at, accounting, economics, finance, statistics, QMB…you name it.) I kept asking her if I needed an extra economics, when I took a graduating class of ECON already. So I am nervous, and I guess I didn’t think time would pass by this way. Not quickly like my parents always said, but rather at a pace that was very nerve touching. Now that its coming to graduation its speeding up and…well complete my sentence because I thought I needed more yet it was all sacrifice from day 1. I need to go pick up my scholarship medal to wear for graduation, my cap and gown, a few invitations and my stomach.
      I read just about everyone's journals and forgive me for leaving no comments and only some mod points, but after 2 hours of electroplating my brain is functioning at a lagging stand point. I know my husband hasn’t logged on in ages as well, and trust me…he’s got enough work for me to realize that when he’s knocked out I need to leave him rest. his support during my school work and all that comes with it, I can never repay him for. I just want it all to come down to that day when graduation actually counts. I intend to get my ring and take a picture of it along with my dad’s. I guess I have many plans and a full agenda, so if you don’t catch me much here is because I really need that time to catch on to my full platter. I do however have a facebook and myspace. If you send me a message I can send you the link. I’m just as bad as keeping up with those but I do it a little more often since I have my cousins and family there. well I’ll continue to read up more on Maidenscurse, Gspyda and TheEvenStar tomorrow since I notice there is more to see than what I had a chance to. To everyone take care and enjoy the weekend :)
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    • Swine wa....

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      Well I decided not to make this private because the issue is pretty much..more than just out there. I live in the border (none of ur bezwax as to where unless you have me on facebook or myspace) and one of the big issues right now is this “Swine Flu†going around. So much so that here are the things I took for granted before it all came about…you can laugh

      1) Looking at hand sanitizers and knowing they are there at the store even though I only buy one (on accident) once…a year
      2) Being able to shake hands or hug others (not like I did that so often unless its family)
      3) Holding on to a stair rail or opening a door knob without feeling like I drank hot water and my head is telling me “oh darn you had to do it stupidâ€Â
      4) Hugging my bro after he gets back from school without going Lysol on his…yea
      5) & most of all, noticing that I cant touch my mouth, eyes or ears after coming into contact with any other surface that I might think is infected…which in the end just makes me wonder about it more and temps me to do it more often than I used to. I get that "do it" itch lol

      My husband and I went to…say about 10 different stores trying to find hand sanitizer. We found antibacterial foam, that costs more than walking around with a bottle of dishwasher soap and baby wipes for months.
      And coming down to it, and to the very facts….does antiBACTERIAl hand sanitizer work effectively against a new VIRUS….or does it make it stronger. Will we allow it to mutate on our bodies through trying to be immune in ways that the virus has yet no knowledge of. In the end it is all a matter of different mentalities trying to cope with an issue that was last heard of the year before I was born.
      I found about Tamiflu, an oral prevention to this virus that is only available by prescription. The only reason you need a prescription is not so much that doctors are waiting for you to get sick to give it, but because many people restocked on it when it was over the counter. So much so that across the border I know not only a few, but many people who bought it with an easy prescription (they cost like 5 bucks with doctors across the border if you know where to go) and they got Tamiflu by packs of 3 (enough for 5 people for 3 months). My father ordered Tamiflu, and since across both cities the medication is sold out…it will arrive in about 2 days. The price difference and accessibility could have been a factor, but the bottom line is panic.
      The university I attend is home to thousands of students who reside in Mexico, they cross and commute daily in our campus…but school is still in session. Unfortunately choosing to live in fear inside your house won’t change the fact that cases have not been reported here yet. I just hope this isn’t a method to diverge attention from the recession we suffer, although its working…and I hope panic doesn’t consume people from being reasonable.

      So I would like to ask you…of the 5 points I took for granted how much of it do you agree on? How long do you think it will take you to find a bottle of hand sanitizer where you live?

    • Got this from Lady_Bufford...

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      & I thought "I wont get 5 ppl, but the first one will make my day lol"...so here it goes

      The first five (5) people to respond to this journal will get something made by me.


      This offer does have some restrictions and limitations so please read carefully:

      1. I make no guarantees that you will like what I make. What you get is what you get.
      2. What I create will be just for you, with love.
      3. It'll be done this year (2009).
      4. I will not give you any clue what it's going to be. It will be something made in the real world and not something cyber. It may be weird or beautiful. It might or might not be edible. I may even create something totally unbelievable and surprise you at work!! Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
      5. I reserve the right to do something strange or quirky, but I promise not to embarrass you in public ... well, no more so than usual. I also reserve the right to do something fairly predictable and boring, but with, you know, thought and love.
      6. In return, all you need to do is post this text into a note of your own and make 5 things for the first 5 to respond to your note.

      IMPORTANT: This offer is null and void if I do not see you post your own note to pay this forward. In other words, you gotta make something for other people, too. It's like a chain letter only better. Call it a pyramid scheme if you want. It's a pyramid of crafty goodness!

    • Good News :)

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      So besides my wonderful married life, business and school which look great right now...

      My brother's doctor did some tests over the weekend, and he finally gave us some good news. My brother can now see light and color again, and hopefully words and definite shapes will come about in less time than we thought.

      I can not explain the joy in my heart, it was such a huge stone dragging my soul to the bottom of my breath...I cant explain the bond I have with my brother in better words than to simply say that anything that he experiences or goes through I feel through my heart with the same emotion. To see him happier now, and confident of his recovery brings me peace...after months of treatments and late night efforts, he can see.

      To whom ever raised one second of prayer for his recovery, I am forever Thankful.

    • Update..

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      Logging back in should have been sooner than today, but overall I didn’t even think I would be able to in the first place. The help and support of my husband has been what truly holds me from turning my head and crossing my arms.
      We have been away trying to make our business grow, so far it’s been great progress.
      It’s nice to have 3 generations of Jewelers and 10 years experience to know…the beginning to establishing something new is always slow, but always in progress.
      As I mentioned before you can check it out at

      MFpretty

      There are new items, pictures and design ;) I hope you like it

      On a personal note, we have had a very rough 2 weeks. I’ll make it brief because the details hurt me; my brother was diagnosed with Keratitis. According to the doctor he has been blind from his right eye for a few weeks, but he didn’t know because his left eye compensated and gave the false impression of sight. The last few days have been a true struggle to beg the school to give him his medication. Why? The school was found to have Hydrogen Sulfide since last year and they have tried to mask the health problems associated with this…to make it short my brother’s doctors are so astounded with the hostile and incriminating attitude of the school that they have decided to support us into whatever extent this may lead to with their supported research. All I want right now…truly is to know he will be ok, its not fair for a 12 year old to ask “I’ll see again right†and I’m beyond outraged. I think the only reasonable voice around me is my husband; he earns more than just one golden star, a billion trophies and all the awards for putting up with all of this. I love him so much.

      I hope everyone is doing well, take care and I will catch up to posts and journal entries this weekend.

    • Nuuu...not dead :P

      10 years ago

      RedMoonHeart

      I have gone for so long I almost forgot how to log on (lame I know but give me a break hehe). I have been...well doing what I should be....I just got married and Im having the best time of my life, I am about to graduate and well that doesn't come in an envelope by itself and...I have been working on this

      www.mfpretty.com

      Yes, this is my website, but not for my drawings. Its more for the ladies who need accessories (that wont cost more than the dress or the night out) or the gentlemen who just....don't know what to get her. Now give me a break I just got started so if you were expecting a collection of a billion items...I don't have them but I can have them designed for you smiley0.gif hehe. I hope you all are ok, I have been wondering how each of you have been and its not the easiest thing to just forget about such a wonderful place. To be honest i thought I would have had someone deleted me by now...Im surprised no one has lol.
      I will update more soon, now that I seem to have a little more time. In the mean time I will be reading every journal entry I missed, Im serious...I will smiley12.gif

      Take care everyone and check out my website smiley11.gifsmiley12.gif I posted some pics up btw smiley0.gif

  • About Me

  • Comments (1648)

    • TheEvenStar

      9 years ago

      The underground photo of me was taken at "Forbidden Caverns" - in Sevierville, TN - my family went on vacation there in October.

    • Stonesword

      9 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

    • TheEvenStar

      9 years ago

      I never grow tired of watching the LOTR videos - even thinking of buying them on BluRay - when they get released in that format - just cause there might be something 'new'! I don't even own a BluRay player yet! I'm waiting - not so patiently - for "The Hobbit" - wishing I could raise the money and time to take an 'ultimate' trip to New Zealand to see where it is all being filmed! The fan film - Born of Hope - looks like it will be good - can't wait!

    • BlackMonsta

      10 years ago

      I miss you =(

    • Maidenscurse

      10 years ago

      hot and humid lol
      I miss chattin with ya!

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      Thank you! I have to admit - that after weeks of struggling and much trepidation to be taking needle, thread & beads to the 'real' material - I was quite relieved and pleased with my first pattern piece's result! Now if I can just manage to find the time, energy and patience to get them all done! Then I can actually SEW a dress together! But I must not allow myself to 'rush' - ultimately this is about patience. The elves had thousands of years to create their art - and their clothing was a form of art as well.

      Thanks again for you kind words of support - I'll be the first to admit that I post the pictures and journals on RVB for the positive feedback - it has helped me tremendously! smiley12.gif

    • Stonesword

      10 years ago

      Biggest centipede I've seen was only an inch or two.
      An 18 inch one would be really creepy.

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      Did you find it yet? :P

    • RedMoonHeart

      10 years ago

      i cant believe the lily has such a hard time growing over there, it has to be a very sensitive plant. i always considered Florida the best place to grow any plant, even reguardless of caring for. since i saw this in the cold beaches of California i thought i would be better in Florida. maybe the lily may have had something before you got it, or it needs plant food of some sort. i know ive had two plants die on me quickly because of it and the sun exposure since its hard to keep them away from it here.
      My mom was very happy, she just started a phase where she wants to collect plants instead of shoes so i am all up for it. she already has so many shoes she kicked my dad out of his own side of the closet (as far as the shoes go). but anyways my dad bought her some other 5 different plans, which in good gesture are so that at least more survive. the weather we have here is very unforgiving, very cold nights and extremely hot evenings. i guess you can say we have Phoenix weather but with a little more humidity and 30% chance of rain every other week. The only problem my mom has with taking care of plants is that she always has the tendency, even if i tell her why its a bad idea, to water the plants mid-day. the sun is right above them and all it does is create natural magnifying glass. they burn and you can see it if you compare the plants i water at night against the ones she waters around midday, i just hope she understands that one day and keeps herself from doing it.

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      The fuschia are beautiful! If your Mom is like I am - the thought / gesture - of your giving the flowering plant means far more to her than anything else. I don't have a 'green thumb' either - the lily of the valley will wilt and die after the blooms fade - they just can't survive in the FL heat.

    • BlackMonsta

      10 years ago

      oh man I miss talkin to you...how's everything?

    • gspyda

      10 years ago

      no worries on the late bday wishes!! im thankful it was noticed!!!!

      your a great friend and i hope all is well on your home front!!!!

    • Lady_Bufford

      10 years ago

      Rick's grandmother did the same when she has lost family...putting all photos away of that person ...she has done it with her son and two great grandsons. I can not possibly imagine taking the photos and putting them away. To me, that seems too much like saying they were never here...I have done the same with Garion...his pictures are still very much a part of my home. My Daddy and my son have played 2 of the biggest roles in my life...they will forever remain a part of it...pictures included:):):) smiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      I really do appreciate your kind words of support. I agree with what you are saying about people who whine all the time - or over dramatize themselves to get attention.

      So far this week has been better. I'm not sure where I need to 'start over' on my trial gown - but the first step will be taking the sleeves out - so that's my 'to do' for this evening - a low stress easy task.

      So sorry to hear that you weren't feeling well - when you are 'under the weather' everything seems to be more difficult and a struggle. smiley2.gif

      Here's to better days! smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      www.bornofhope.com

      ALSO

      www.huntforgollum.com

      New movies - Internet only - by fans for fans...

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      Thank you for your words of encouragement! I hope to put my first 'muslin' together sometime this weekend - I've got to work out how to do the trim around the neckline, make a pattern for the lower sleeves and figure out how to put the embroidery on a chiffon fabric!

    • gspyda

      10 years ago

      thank you so much!!!

      you are awesome!!!

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      LOL! I love that dress so much that I've become obsessed with copying it! smiley8.gif

    • Lux_Tannin

      10 years ago

      hmm tahts weird .....maybe if you just showed what you did a way to contact you instead of an advertisement......I mean this whole profile thing is supposed to be about who you are and what you do anyways......maybe just more under teh radar kinda thing

      but keep going I'm sure it'll pick up as long as you keep at it and working hard....seems to work for most people

      I'm glad your doing ok otherwise.....Missed you smiley1.gifsmiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      I want to be there watching you all exited about it and making it....

      I'll be posting pictures - every step of the way (progress may be slow depending on time & money) - so it will be almost as if you were 'here' to see it all! smiley8.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Lux_Tannin

      10 years ago

      hows my lil puddin bear?

      hey sis just checkin in on yah ....miss you smiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      Thanks for your comment on my 'sad but true' journal. I have no one to blame but myself for the state of my life. One reason I enjoy your journals / images - is I can be encouraged that true love still exists and it grows with tender care.... I doubt I will have that again in my life -but I do enjoy seeing others benefit from the pleasure it brings. I've loved and lost - now I pay the eternal price of wanting to believe in what is not to be. smiley2.gif

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      btw i still love u more :P

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      But I love you more ;)

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      How do you 'bookmark' a date? I'm assuming that this is a personal computer sort of thing?

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

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    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      I picked up on the 'tag line' change for your avatar right away "Has Him" !!! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      The sailboat is docked on a large lake - where it will probably be sailed mostly. We have talked about trying the trip up the Intracoastal to Jacksonville and then ocean sailing to St. Augustine someday. He will need a lot more experience, & navigation training, and the boat will need some more work - it needs an electrical overhaul, the onboard 'potty' is outdated, the stove and 'cooling' area are currently non-functional..... But we just may make it one day!

      Post edited 12/30/08 4:08PM

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

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    • Stonesword

      10 years ago

      Merry Christmas!

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      You found time to post a comment? Wow - I figured you'd be pretty 'occupied' smiley8.gif Always good to hear from you - and I will always wish you love, joy and health! smiley12.gif

      we have what we need and we love what we have, so anything else is truly a surprise but for me...i got my present of a lifetime,

      It gives me 'heart' to observe your joyful love unfolding!

      Post edited 12/14/08 7:20AM

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      A Christmas Eve baby..... you are blessed! I have a cousin who was born on Christmas - and she always felt that "her" birthday got lost in the celebration of the holiday. Her immediate family always gave her a 'birthday' party in June - a 1/2 birthday - so she could have a day all her own...

      Family - my main association with Christmas - it is very hard for me to feel festive - so far away from my parents and my own daughter away from home this year. We will make the best of it -and talk via phone - I'm working on Christmas anyway.

      One day I will celebrate Christmas with snow again.

    • Maidenscurse

      10 years ago

      wedding???? Where have I been?!

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      Take it all in girl - YOU are a very dedicated, talented, lovely, sincere, awesome.... (I could go on and on)! This is the reward for how hard you have worked, your dedication and your drive and desire to be the best at what you do. I admire you! smiley12.gif

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gif I love you so much amor. I cant wait to see you and hold you and kiss you all over!

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      Just a few more days baby, hang in there amor smiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      i wish we had a fair like that here

      Check out the web - you might be surprised and find one taking place not too far from where you are - or where you may find yourself in the not too distant future! They are such fun! I always want to stay longer and / or go a second day! smiley0.gif

    • RBuffordTJ

      10 years ago

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    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      ...and now its my turn smiley8.gifsmiley12.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      You portray Arwen in a way I can't hope to - she is eternally young, and intense, and very much in love.... all things I am no longer smiley3.gif

      I escape to fantasy to remind me of youth, and romance, and love. Perhaps one reason I so identify with you - is you are living the dreams my younger self so wanted....

      Believe in yourself - you will be what you dream! A promise lives inside you now.....

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      You is silly smiley6.gif MY SILLY smiley11.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley0.gif

    • TheEvenStar

      10 years ago

      keep in mind sometimes its not all that great to fill in the gap but rather know that what you have is always there

      I do keep that in mind - I've weeded a few folks out for lack of participation - or a type of participation I'd rather do without. So I was just being a bit 'lonely' last night and wondering if I'd find someone to round out my #'s! smiley8.gif

    • olBlackKnightlo FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      lol thats good. that would suck if he was trying to be all romantic and then he starts spazing lol

    • olBlackKnightlo FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I hope you dont sleep with the tazer when your boy is there with you!!!!!

    • ScrappyDont

      10 years ago

      73608rscs7sk1h2.gif ITS THE COOKIE MONSTER
      310953tncbpbgp62.gif NOM NOM NOM NOM smiley11.gifsmiley11.gif

    • ScrappyDont

      11 years ago

      Baby,
      If your there I've been trying to call you. Im not sure if you guys went out but you can go ahead and call me back. I left you a voicemail.
      I love you baby, take care if you did go out.

    • ScrappyDont

      11 years ago

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    • ScrappyDont

      11 years ago

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    • Stonesword

      11 years ago

      I found a lot of Kagaya pictures like that.

      He zooms in on a spot and makes another picture.

      I have another picture that zooms in on the girl in this picture.

    • TheEvenStar

      11 years ago

      why does she always have the cool stuff....

      Being an immortal elf princess with Elrond (who's got a ring of power) for a Dad - sure helps smiley11.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • Stonesword

      11 years ago

      Congrats

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