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    • Well I guess it's time for an update.

      4 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      Ok so my mom called me a couple nights ago and she was begging me to come home. As in she wanted me to move back to California. She was having a panic attack of sorts, but I know she just really misses me. I did get her to laugh though and quell her emotions for now, but I fear how she'll be taking it when she comes to visit me.

      Anyways I intend on going back to school. This time with a legit purpose. I'm hoping to get into audio engineering with the career hopes of being in video game developing. I really want to make music, voices, and sounds for games. It seems to just fit me perfectly. Due to my schedule though and my energy levels I'm hoping to do it online. I have no idea if I can do it, but I want to try. I have to try. I know higher education is not needed for audio engineering, but it well looked up to. I hope I might become certified and even get a BA in it.

      Other things in life. I work at retail it sucks, but moving on. My mom is intending to visit me here in a couple months and I hope to take off a couple weeks. One week so I can stay with her and visit my besties! <3. The other half so she can come here and meet the people I'm around now and hopefully ease her tensions to know I am safe, sound, and around great people. I miss most of the people I know in California, but they're always in my heart.

    • I have this damn song stuck in my head.

      5 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      it's 5 o'clock in the morning...
      The good lily allen version...NOT the T-pain remix...I hate that one. The only thing they use with that song is "it's 5 o'clock in the morning" and it's annoying.
      Aw well at least it isn't Mass Text...I hate that song. My bf had the liberty of showing me that terrible abomination of musical existence.
      Other than that I got my costume for the costume party. I got the make up kind of stuff and even a (I think) beautiful pendant for a necklace. Working has been good. Glad to say I am working. I need the money, but the time spent has helped me unwind and get to know people around town. Get to know coworkers. It has been a good experience so far. I hope to eventually leave Walmart and actually move on to a better job. A job I want to really do. I don't want to really be at Walmart the rest of my life.
      A couple days ago I was working in the Lay away department and was helping the store by zoning (moving things forward on the shelves and straightening things up) Halloween/seasonal areas and the toy section. The managers kept calling me back and forth from HBA (Heath and Beauty Area) to Halloween, to then be a cashier. After being pulled 50 million times and running back and forth. I had that same management bitch and complain that shit wasn't done. I did the best that I could within the last hour and a half of my shift with them running me around with my head cut off. I had them poke fun at the "lay away girls" and that we never get anything done over the damn radio. They completely forgot that I had my own radio and I was severely tempted to call over the radio and say "I'm sorry, but if you wouldn't have the CSM's call me over constantly and then think I can split myself into three then maybe I could get something done." I'm a good worker (or at least I like to think I am) and to hear how I can't get anything done when I'm running and trying to do 4 things at once was disrespectful, rude, and above all ungrateful. I don't have to zone anything. I don't have to go up and check. When I'm lay away I can sit in the back and do nothing. Do my own work, but no I'm f*&^ing nice and want to help my coworkers. For management to be so ungrateful and to even go as low and insulting me and the other "lay away girls" over the radio (not the intercom, that's different) was downright disgusting to me. Needless to say I don't like that said manager. I've been told to tell HR about this and have him/her disciplined.

      It's just not worth it. It's not worth the hassle and it's not worth the struggle. I just complain about it to my coworkers and they get pissed and management can deal with the consequences of that. I don't like to bring negativity to the job and I don't like to bring it home. Either way I'm just letting it go slowly and I still won't really be around that manager again. Not for really what they said, but how they really act when they think the person they're dissing isn't listening. Because of that I really will only deal with two managers. They are the two that hired me and I adore them. They're sweet and are fully sincere and enjoy their jobs enough to bring a smile every day. Because of them it's easier....or maybe I'm just on their good side? I don't know. I just know that they're good people to me. I don't know, but I could be way wrong. I've not heard anything bad from anyone in the entire store. Holy crap I'm rambling.

      well until I type again folks.

    • Off to a good start

      6 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      So here's a catch up folks!

      Since moving from one side of the country to the other I've been trying to get stuff done and actually have a settled life with my loved one. We're getting along really well! I'm starting to make new friends and my coworkers are pretty awesome.
      I've been up and down emotionally. I miss my friends and my family. Sometimes I get very lonely because I just miss everyone. I miss hanging out with them and just miss hearing their voices. But looking up at the sky and seeing the moon or the clouds. I know that they're looking at the same sky I am and that helps a little bit. I know we all have our own lives to live, but damn it can be so hard.
      I'm getting ready to sign up for school and get my driver's license. After that it's just trying to save up for a vehicle. I've been more emotionally bipolar for various reasons. Quite a bit of it I don't really want to say on here. Just really personal is all. Another big reason is just adjusting to new environments, new faces, and adjusting to my new home with my bf. It's been hard, but it's not been hard. It's been complicated, then not so complicated. I don't know how to really say it. My emotions think I'm ok, then it just sparks out and I'll get sad. What's been the best part is that he's been there every step. He's tried so hard to help me through the situation and help me feel better. My bf has a very hard time with emotions. He has a very hard time trying to understand them and decode them. But I know that when he says he loves me, he means it every time.
      Other than that I'm trying to start an exercise plan and get my health back into gear. Sadly I've put it back on the back burner and I shouldn't. I have so much to do and thinking about eating, well, I just don't think! I eat. Money's tight, but we're trying to make it work. Once we get a little more breathing room from bills and what not, then we'll be ok.
      That's really all I can say. Other than that I am happy here. Happy beyond belief. I just miss those I left behind. I've been doing my best to try and keep up and stay in contact but it's been hard.
      Well that's it from Miss Sacha here! Hope you are all doing well. Take care and have a good morning/afternoon/evening/night/day or whatever time you read this!

    • Now about that friend

      6 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      I have so much to say, but it's just too much.

      Michaela, you burned all your bridges. Now you want everyone to just up and forgive you just so you can feel better about yourself. So you can sit there, say you're happy, and expect everyone to believe their wrong about you and keep telling yourself that you've done nothing wrong. Go right ahead. Keep posting sad, pathetic posts. You just want the attention. When you don't get it, you get mad. You'll love these posts because *gasp* you're getting attention now. Good for you. Fight and argue all ya want I really won't argue back. I'm not explaining anymore of what you've done wrong. You already know. You just don't want to face the consequences of your actions. That's fine. I hope you have a wonderful life. That much I will say in a positive mood. I hope your son grows up to be intelligent and insightful. But other than that no I really won't regret talking to you because you've never talked to me in the first place. We stopped talking a long time ago. It's a shame. We could have had a lot of good laughs again.

      Ciao,

      Sacha

    • Le Sigh

      6 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      I really wish I knew how to draw. I have so many characters I want to draw. First there's Aislinn, she's a Samsaran Druid who has 5 Wolves: Blarg (feral template), Sarge (who now is a palidin), Pidgeon (winged template), Concretia (half sand dragon), and now Grace (puppy of Blarg and Concretia). Aislinn is calm, but has learned to open up. She is very close to her wolves. She raised Blarg and Sarge. They were her first animal companions. Pidgeon found her to deliver a note to another person in the group she's in and she tamed Pidgeon. After the death of her mother, she left the group for a few days to grieve. Aislinn ended up in a desert where she found a half dragon wolf and tamed her, while calling her Concretia. Later after she had her new home built, Blarg and Concretia bonded and mated. She still has their puppies at the new home and took the biggest puppy who is now Grace. I love this character and the group she's in. My first official character I've almost got to epic levels.

      Next character is Lilith. She is my pixie rogue. She's only 1'6" tall and is bright and seems dumb, but knows more than she shows. She's quick, sometimes clever, but adorable as all hell. Also can be scary as all hell when she wants to be and when she needs to be. I adore this character and want her to reach epic levels.

      Next one is Ebony Ashenscale. She is a dragonborn palidin. She has gold eyes and two spiral horns at her head. She is calm, cold, and calculating. I've not gotten very far with her yet, but we've only just started that game. Good lord I can't wait for her progression. I doubt we'll get to epic levels, but this one is my favorite race! I <3 Dragonborn (3.5v not 4.0v).

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    • Pondered off again

      6 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      It's been while since I've posted yeah?

      Well a lot has happened, but I feel as though I've gotten stronger. This is the first time I've ever lived with a person that I am dating and it's actually nice. It's like nothing I've ever experienced before. We get along fair enough and we make it work. His family hasn't been helping much because they've been nosy and keep trying to stick their nose where it doesn't belong. He was right when he warned me before, but he still tells his family I'm just his "roommate". No matter what he says they believe otherwise, so yeah. Nonetheless I understand why he wants to keep it like that and that it's just his way of protecting me from his family.

      His grandmother, the only person he's come to respect, has been helping exponentially and I had to admit that I've needed help. The other night I had told him that for me to openly admit that I need help is one of the most emotionally difficult things I have to deal with.
      His grandma the other day also chastised me in the car. We were at a grocery store and he grabbed a little more than we actually could afford. I thought we could use his card (no pin yet, just use credit), but they don't accept credit (who the f*&^ doesn't take credit!?). Before I could pay she swooped in and paid for it all anyways. After she and I got into the car she scolded and chastised for me. Told me that I needed to keep him under more control and that I should be more disciplined with him. She also finished with "What would have done if I wasn't there to pay for that!?". I responded with I had my own money prepared in case it happened where she just said "oh". No apology, just "oh".
      She basically almost had me in tears in the car and tell her to "f*&^ off and mind your own damn business. I'm his girlfriend, not his mother." But I didn't (I just broke down at home when she left and he was like "omg wtf happened are you ok?" He is now pissed at his grandma for it.)
      She's been so helpful that I feel if I say anything to stand up to her she'll just cut off the help. I need her help and I feel trapped. As an example, she's offering for me and him to borrow her van so I can get my license and be able to get to work back and forth safely, and quickly. I'm nervous that if I say anything, she'll just take away the vehicle that she knows I've desperately needed.

      ANYWAYS ON A POSITIVE NOTE *ahem*

      Working at Walmart isn't so bad, it's just a little job to keep money coming in. I think it's too late for me to register for the fall classes, so I will be able to hopefully sign up for spring classes and really get started. I'm just afraid I won't be able to afford the books. School supplies I can just grab at work on the next paycheck (back to school @ walmart is brilliant btw). The community college I want to go to is literally 5 minutes away walking time! So my god it's RIGHT there. SO much easier than expected. Other than that I've just been trying to get stuff done and work on my diet/exercise plan. We're planning to start running when it gets cooler in the next month or so. I'm excited, but I know for a while it's going to be extremely rough for me. No pain no gain! My diet has been slowly changing and it doesn't feel like a diet-diet. Just feels normal. Although I've been snacking a lot. I'm also taking these Green tea supplements that are suppose to boost my metabolism. That could be why I'm always wanting to snack! Also that I get full from much less. Also I'm taking green coffee as well and that's been not too bad. It's given me clean and good energy, so I hope I'm getting some kind of weight loss. Even if it's just a pound or two. Also I'm making myself walk a lot more, so that should help. Not to mention work takes a lot. You'd be surprised how much a cashier has to pick up, move, lift, etc. Especially if they work at somewhere like Walmart, Shopko, Target, etc.

      Holy crap this is long!

      I shall continue this with other stuff. More specifically about a friend who's had a falling out, but will never realize that they messed up big time. Even then they will say they're just a victim in this whole thing without ever admitting to have done wrong.

      Until next time my RvB friends.

    • What to say?

      8 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      Well well well, October is just around the corner. I graduate just a little bit before Halloween and oh my have things going turning faster than I can keep up! Well, I still keep up =P. I had an AMAZING opportunity handed to me. It has me really excited, and it might possibly end up in a new job!

      I've started a new relationship with someone I've known for quite some. We dated for sometime and split up for reason which I don't want to speak of on here. But after a couple relationships failing, and I had talked to him. We had agreed to remain friends, but he told me how he couldn't be without me. As a result, I decided to try again with him. I figured I had nothing to lose. Why not right? And I'm happy. I wish he was here at the moment, but that won't happen right now. We're waiting, taking it slow and I must say.

      Ok, ok. Another topic to say, work has been bleh. I hate it, but at least I'm getting paid. In these times, thank goodness I still have my job! Yes, I've been working at the same place since '07!!!! Almost 4 years November! It's amazing. Really, all these great things happening all at once.

      I'm going to try to get onto this website again. SO! I am going to edit my friends list here. More than half I don't think talk to me anymore. Probably because I vanished off the face of the Earth! If you want to stay, let me know. smiley12.gif
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    • Again, it's been a bit

      8 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      So, everything has been alright. I do awfully miss this website. It's totally amazing, and gave me my start on finding some amazing friends <3. I really wish I paid more attention in the past, but past is past I can't change it. Nonetheless things have been going well.

      I'm getting closer and closer each day to graduating and I totally can't wait. I've been working hard, fighting with some textbooks that I want to burn (IHMO...>_>) but getting through it and more importantly I'm learning. I can't wait for all this, I'm prepared and getting ready to write my resume, start new job hunting for my career and well...prepare for the future <3.

      Relationships have been complicated like all of them. Although, I've had a recent second chance with someone that I wasn't expecting or prepared for in the least. It hit me like a ton of bricks (lol Roger Rabbit). It's quite different. He's not just a boyfriend. He's not just a friend. It feels like a deep companionship. It's hard to explain, but anyways yeah. I've become more social over the years and are making new friends all over the place. I met this really adorable asian who's gay and he's just SO adorable! I could just run up and hug him he's so adorable. I swear every girl needs a cute little gay asian boy to hug every once in a while!

      Other than that I'm just trying to get rest whenever I can. My schedule isn't exactly "break" coordinated it's "ow my feet hurt, can I sleep now" kind of cooperation.

      My schedule is:

      MON- Go to class 5:30pm-9:45pm,

      TUES- Go to class (same time as MON),

      WED- Go to class (same time),

      THURS- Go to class (same time) then work from 10pm-6am,

      FRI- work 10pm-6am,

      SAT- work 10pm-6am,

      and finally

      SUN- work 2pm-10pm. (I get off work @ 6am on Sundays, but I have to be back there @ 2pm)

      Soooo I don't have much time anymore, but I'll have more time soon enough. Yay for me, it's nice to feel really busy and then when you have nothing to do, it feels good to have nothing to do lol. Hope to hear from everyone soon. ^_^

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    • Holy crap it's been a while.

      8 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      So far life has been nice. I'm going to school and loving it. I'm going to school for medical billing and coding. I graduate this year! I can't wait. I'm excited. I still work at the stupid motel, but it's money still coming in and paying bills and what not.

      I miss my friends, but I try to take out the time to talk and hang out with them. I miss my mother, usually when we talk it's not a heart to heart kind of talk. Like it's conversation for things that she needs from me or me from her. More like business transactions. It really knocked me down today when I needed her comfort, but instead she was just lecturing me.

      Anyways, work is just work. I can't wait to graduate and finally find a better job and have a better life. I want to get my own place and get a german shepherd and his name shall be Harvey <3. I will be moving out of town (hopefully) when I have enough money saved and have a good job with my own place.

      Hope to hear from everyone soon!

      ~Sacha


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    • Round 2! "Nice Guys Finish Last"

      9 years ago

      Reina_Vash

      *****RULES*****

      a.) Put your music player on shuffle.

      b.) For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.

      c.) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.

      *****BEGIN HERE*****

      1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

      "Lose Yourself" - Eminem

      2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

      "Revolution Deathsquad" - Dragonforce

      3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

      "All that I'm living for" - Evanescence

      4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

      "Endlessly, She Said" - A.F.I

      5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

      "She's Got Issues" - The Offspring

      6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

      "Jenny From The Block" - J. Lo

      7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

      "One (Always Hardcore)" - Scooter

      8. WHAT IS 2+2?

      "Hypnotize" - System of a Down

      9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

      "Highway Star" - Deep Purple

      10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

      "Meaning of Life" - Disturbed.

      11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

      "Back to Black" - Amy Winehouse

      12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

      "Bleed it out" - Linkin Park.

      13. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

      "Dead Girl Superstar" - Rob Zombie

      14. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

      "Firefly" - Breaking Benjamin

      15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

      "Sweet Sacrifice" - Evanescence

      16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

      "Aerials" - System of a Down

      17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

      "Feathery Wings" - Voltaire

      18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

      "Go On Girl" - Ne-Yo

      19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

      "Sweet Music" - Alicia Keys

      20. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

      "Tequilla Sunrise" - The Eagles

      21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?

      "Good Girls Go Bad" - Cobra Starship

      22. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU REGRET?

      "Thinking of You (live, MTV Unplugged)" - Katy Perry

      23. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

      "Just Like You" - Three Days Grace

      24. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

      "Bodies" - Drowning Pool

      25. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

      "Disease" - Nickelback

      26. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

      "Ich Will" - Ramstein

      27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

      "The Kids Aren't Alright" - The Offspring

      29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

      "Do Me Good" - Amy Winehouse

      30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

      "Closer" - Ne-Yo

      31. WHAT DID YOU LEARN IN LIFE?

      "Johnny, I hardly knew ya" - Dropkick Murphys

      32. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

      "Nice Guys Finish Last" - Cobra Starship

  • Comments (1609)

    • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      6 years ago

      Cheers to a new beginning! i hope what ever is happening to you will work out well with you.

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        AoK! and i'm Glad your day was better!

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        yeah it was better. how about yours?

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        well hope you had a better day today none the less

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        meh it's how things go sometimes.

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        fine and dandy and no issue miss Sacha! Sorry work was a bit rough but hay we have the hard days to enjoy the easy days

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        and thank you by the way :).

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        My day was going nicely. Terrible day at work, but nothing being home can't fix. How was yours?

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        sacha is a nice name! how was your day miss Sacha?

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        My name is Sacha! Nice to meet you too.

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        im good i guess pleasure to meet you btw my names en whats your?

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        yeah. How are you?

      • Endracne FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

        6 years ago

        glad to hear

      • Reina_Vash

        6 years ago

        Thank you! :) Things are going well.

    • Reina_Vash

      8 years ago

      alrighty ellis ttyl =)

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      No worries, you weren't in err. I'd elaborate but I'm pressed for time right now plus want to gt a journal in... things that still take me some time to do. We'll talk later. K?

    • Reina_Vash

      8 years ago

      What picture ellis!?

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      How embarrassing, I just realized I could delete that image of yours on my own accord. Ok, moving right along. Ahem! lol

    • C16H14N2O

      8 years ago

      Has it really been a year since I last talked on here?

      Well, I deleted my fb account, don't know if you noticed it yet. Most people haven't noticed, lol. I think 2 or 3 know as of today. But it was deleted about a week ago. Don't ask, it was personal and out of hast. I'll probably get a new one (again) one of these days knowing me. I have a love/hate relationship with facebook, haha!

      Hey.. while I'm at it. Can you delete that image of you from my RvB? Nothing personal, well, yeah it is in a way, lol... there are those who have the impression that the picture posted is of my girlfriend or that they are assuming we are an Item. Just want to clear that up. Thank you.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Aww, well don't feel you NEED to comment, I'd rather you comment because you want to rather than comment out of common courtesy. If that sounded bad, it wasn't meant to sound that way, lol. I don't know how else to explain it, but I hope you get what I'm trying to say in all goodness. I don't comment on everything everyone writes, but if it's something that really appeals to me, or warrants a reply from me, then I'll do it, lol.
      Not knocking common courtesy either, that goes a long way in itself, just.... let your heart guide you. That loving heart of yours. :)

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      lmao... I only glanced at Ericka's post before mine but... were you running around in the nude? What's that about? LMAO! j/k of course!

      So, I'm gonna do at least one of those posted journals of yours... when I find time. Now isn't a good time but I've wrote it down on a sticky note so I don't forget. I like doing those things anyway so I want to involve myself, lol.

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      lolz no sacha <.<! I know that! I didn't mean that <.< I meant is it even legal to run around nude rofl! I know it's the parents choice lolz lolz lolz

      wow A whole new sacha! can't wait to see :P

      lol okay I will see about it and read it on facebook and write to you on there about it :)! sounds fun! who cares if there is less people or not.. just the close ones matter :) nah it's kewl I'm fine with you guys drinking some lol

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      okays sounds good :) just let me know again! hmm lol :[) 21! Iwow .. smiley12.gif

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      lolz I was going to say rape!!! lol
      awww :( but its all good you have other ways to talk to him :)

      wooty! its good lol I think you will like it if u like to kill stuff rofl and i know you doo :P harvest moon!!!! smiley12.gif

      you too smiley11.gif

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      rofl lolz

      I miss you too! and I will try to make it, I don't think i will be doing anything than and its before the 4th so that works lol

      o.o wow! talk about saving!!! lol and you get to hang out with your bro too smiley12.gif next week o.o when!? what day is that lol?
      and what not. Hope to see you next week.

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      Thanks sacha lol idk how it happened

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      I was inside most of the day. Watched the Revolver Golden Gods Award show with my son. It's an awards show for the hard rock/heavy metal genre. DIO had won for best vocalist. This awards took place earlier and highlights were aired on the program. It was surrealistic seeing DIO accept his award shortly before his passing.
      Then we watched iCarly, lmao! I like that show. Makes me laugh so much.
      And now I'm hunkered down in my room jamming with my headphones on, lol.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Doing ok here. Hot and humid today but I been watching tv mostly, lol.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      k, sounds like a winner!

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      It's OK, I understand. I'm thinking of spending more time on Facebook anyway. And I see you there too, so it's not like we'll lose being in contact, lol. So yeah, it's cool.

      There's just 2 or 3 people here on RvB that I can't leave behind, if it weren't for them, I would have been gone from here a long time ago. But I can't just ditch people, no matter if it's just one, you know?

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      *I know Im not done liking them lol I meant like done chasing after them lol

      sacha long distance isn't for me.. lol thanks sacha :P

      nah that wasn't everything.. there is more to what I hide than you even know or will know.. I know sacha and you did make me laugh :)

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    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      And where have you been missy?? haha, hope you're doing good. You should come by and talk sometime. I'm always up for a little conversation.

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      I hope you have a good mother's day too!! with your mommy! tell her I said hi :) that's still fun if you don't get to see your mom

      lol nice smiley0.gif

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      okays also I don't think this weekend will be good because it's mother's day.. and yes I am :)

      I would be mad if he flirted with other women lol
      :)))))
      lolz

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      hahaha, good point. Reminds me of this song that has the lyrics .. "It's better to burn out, than fade away."

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Well, I stopped running a long time ago, lol. Everything's downhill from here and I'm just trying to keep from rolling, lmao!

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      lol, days of yore... don't know why I ran, I wasn't in a hurry to get to this point. Maybe if I had just slowed down, haha! *sigh*

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      lol okay I will see what I'm doing but Idk about this weekend at all.. I have to go in and get my front teeth done this week too.. gosh Thursday is going to be crazy lol anyways I will ask :)

      lol what you mean share <.<

      lol nice :P that's because your beautiful sacha smiley0.gif

      yeah I know you number smiley6.gif

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Thanks, I did accomplish what I set out to do, and more. Funny how even accomplishing a simple task will boost one's moral. It might not be so special to anyone else or that big of an event, but it sure is self gratifying to go the distance in whatever you do and not give up.

      It's like those people who run, even when I was in track. I never finished first, but I finished and that in itself was an accomplishment. :)

      I just got an image of me trying to run these days, lmao! It ain't a pretty image, but it sure is funny! hahaha

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      I'm not sure atm.. this week is a pretty busy week.. so maybe the weekend? What do you want to do?

      No I understand that lol but he should just trust you :P and get over it lol Glad he isn't a stalker rofl.. I can see where he is coming from too, he doesn't want to lose you :)

      omgosh no way rofl!!! that's just crazy but so sweeettttt <3

      for sure it would be, I'm tired of school work lol Need a good fun break :)

      agreed lol sooo agreed!! I just want to play games <.< and some guys don't understand that... which is odd for guys isn't it suppose to be the other way rofl?

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      Good. What you mean he gets jealous over messages or away from him? You have to work! And live! Lol ahaha okay good.. just don't want him to be un-trusting or jealous all the time.. not a good thing lol

      rofl! Wow kinky joking lol but I kinda get yah on that part.. something new feeling. Just make sure it doesn't get over jealous.. than you have a problem a stalker! Soon! Like I had <.<!!!

      hmm there jack rabbits lolz sorry but I think you already knew that. Lolz yea I know.. No I understand you sacha lol I could rant on that topic for hours! Lol it's bs... like they can be friends at first than it always can't just stay at friend level.. it has to move more to relationship.. I mean with most girls it stays at friendship lol

      thanks sacha.. we need to hang out again.. I've been so busy with hw.. it seems like they pile on shit at the end -.-

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Been good. No complaints. Having fun at the moment, I'm on my last break (so to speak, lol). Long as I don't let an hour lap, I'm good, so I'm taking my last 20 mins type break, lol.

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      yeppers! :)

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Well, we all have something we should work on. Otherwise, we'd be perfect and that would be so boring I think, lol.

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      wooty 40$ does seem cheap and sounds like a pretty good idea too :) thanks! I'll look into them

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      yeah I don't think this week is a good idea either.. people are so weird atm -.-
      plus I have to go see my grandma since we skipped out on her last weekend during Easter.. she seemed kinda pssed off but she had the bitch step sister over.. so yeah.. lol

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      lolz okays I'll see what I'm doing first and ask people lol

      rofl yea I know what you mean lol brad what? confused

      yeah well you kinda just loss the wellness to even care anymore

    • macey_2_cute

      9 years ago

      oh and its gonna be like a tea party/random ness. so if u wanna dress up and wear something fancy then u can!

    • macey_2_cute

      9 years ago

      tyyyyyyyyyyyyy thats a cute pic smiley6.gif . how ahve u been? are u busy this sunday? im having my b-day pary at jessicas new house if u want to go to it, 4459 white river. if u go up that redwood street behind shopko and it runs into white river. starts at abt noon - till when ever u have to go lol.

      Post edited 4/08/10 3:54PM

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      idk what I want to do lol i hate making decisions!

      lolz I think I know who you meant smiley7.gif

      sacha can i get into your pants o.o lolz jking there jack rabbits! wait till their 28 + most are looking for the one than :P lol rofl so true :P

      ditto !

      I will always care for her.. yeah thats like the sad thing about family's sometimes.. they don't care and it hurts other I think idk it's hard.. can't choose your family ahahha

      I totally agree with you on that, thats how I feel about my aunts and uncles or cousins.. hell they don't care about me so why should i?

      yeah I know, just at times it gets to me <.<

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      you have Saturday off right?

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      Yea I know sacha but at time's.... it doesn't even feel like I belong to her.. sorry to hear about that -.- I hate getting older

      I do too.. but at time's I just write whats on my mind and go crazy lol same I hate letting people know how I really feel.. where pretty close to similar lol

      I know! It's all crazy! Lol men...../boys -.-
      You can't ever change a guy.. there who they are.. that I think is the hardest thing, to let go of something that you want but like my mom says “ you can't make someone love youâ€Â
      lol yes they are :P

      thanks!

      Oh I know there is so many different people in the world.. it's like you think you figured things out but than something new comes along and your all confused all over again lol..
      I would never want to change someone lol I just want to figure people out!! grrr...yeah I guess it's how life is.. unknown lol

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      It probably would! lol smiley0.gif

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      sorry about saturday I couldn't even get on to see what you said <.<
      maybe next saturday or a Tuesday night with Thomas bowling or when you can afford bowling or movies
      we will do something! soon

      rofl sounds like my dense mom :p

    • C16H14N2O

      9 years ago

      Yes, thanks for asking! I try to keep some kind of balance between facebook and RvB as far as personal updates but sometimes I don't visit both sites the same day, so I could have updated one and not the other, but yeah, I'm all good now.

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      okays I'll see what I'm doing Saturday.. so much trouble for just one thing lol dam life/ do you have anything that you want to do?

      ahah yeah she told me, awww mom! lol It was a short check up dentist appointment. I have the big one on tuesday smiley4.gif


      Post edited 4/02/10 12:06AM

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      both those movies seem pretty kewl ^^ dam-it -.- I would skip my appointment but I really can't.... when is your next day off? or do you not know yet.. *sighs*

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      ah shit I forgot I have a dental appointment on Thursday -.- they just called to remind me.... do you have any other days off? umm idk what movie lol haven't looked.. I was thinking a 3d movie would be kewl

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      actually I don't think you ever gave me your new number lol.....
      and nvm the bowling <.<
      So I was thinking lol maybe a movie and mall? on Thursday?

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      lol i was thinking maybe getting a hold of Thomas and doing that bowling thing on tuesday? I'll have ryan call tomorrow and see.. idk what time is that thing.. and maybe he won't be buzy

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      rofl omgosh well... jking ahhahah

      I haven't thought about what I want to do lol... I got Bc2 X[) okay I;ll ask my mom about tuesday or Thursday and see whats up, and maybe talk to m.. but idk <.<

      spring break is a needed thing lol Im so sick of school ahah smiley7.gif

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      I think it may be due to the fact he is a male and doesn't have to worry about all those pervs and creepy ppl lol <.< umm well today was family day.. tomorrow is grandparents and I may be free sunday? if not any time the week too since its spring break.. idk what I want to do lol.. <.< and sacha you didn't have to -.-

      yup lol lolz!!! hahaha good times :P
      yea I know lol <.< which is sooo annoying lol

      rofl

    • Killartist1

      9 years ago

      thanks sacha lolz but I don't think I want a manly man like that rofl smiley6.gif

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