Ok! So my weekend made up for my harsh week so let's start it off!
Friday: Planned to have a few people over, but they all cancelled out either because of girlfriends or previous engagements. Joy for being single! So I stayed in and played Rainbow Six Vegas online with a few friends and damn was it ever so much fun! Got lucky far too often, except one random guy who joined in with us kept using Incendiary grenades in Terrorist Hunt, and if you all know...that causes a glitch of a Ghost terrorist that hides in your closet and comes out to steal food from your fridge when you aren't looking. Did that till midnight then went to bed cause of work. Had to rest my poor thumbs. I swear when I'm old and feeble, my thumbs and trigger fingers will be the strongest part of my body. Gonna kick my grand children's asses at video games!
Soooooo Saturday! Got up at a stunning 7am, I usually sleep till 7:30 which gave me time to make a good breakfast before work. Rock on! Trudged through the day till 1 o clock and then went home for a bit and played some more. No Homework that day when I really shoulda. At 3, my friend Dan came over, we played a little Halo, relive the old days before grabbing our skates and heading out. We went and picked up my friend Crystal and went out for dinner. Dan and I decided it was going to be Crystal's birthday (even though it wasn't) so we made the whole staff sing their special Happy Birthday song and we got a free piece of cake that was covered in chocolate sauce. After the song and everyone returned to normal, there was a brief...but violent chocolate fight. Many hands were lost to the stickiness, and faces smeared in whip cream. It was hilarious since all the people around us were either very old couples, or young families. Delightful! So after we got cleaned up, paid the tab and thanked them for the celebration, we headed to the Canal for a skate. For those not of Ottawa, it has the longest skating rink ever...couple kilometres long...blah blah blah history. It was fun! We got free beaver tails (A Delicacy up in Canada) from Crystal's sister who works at one of the huts, and we just fooled around for 2 hours. We then went back to Crystal's place to have a few drinks and look at pictures from Australia. Definatly a wonderful relaxing night for me. Been a while. YAY!
Sunday.....Well I'm stuck at work right now, Somebody Save me! Love you All! Stay Frosty and Take care!
Song of the Day: Goldfinger - Superman
12 years agoRobot3
Ok! So my weekend made up for my harsh week so let's start it off!
12 years agoRobot3
To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
I'm just confused....My love for Kim, the pain I feel every time I glance a glimmer of a memory....Tonight I hung out with Ashley, and she asked a few questions that I did with Kim...(First time we had sex and all that jazz) and for 30 minutes I didn't stop talking about her and the good times we had and now I feel lost, almost like I need to leave Canada, disappear to another country. Not America because it's too close. Australia maybe or Taiwan. Some people consider this running away from a problem. Tell you the truth. I think I need too. Could just be the pain resurfacing again and I hate when this happens because I feel weak and vulnerable when everyone expects me to be bright and chipper, always looking for Drew to say something wild and crazy to spark a smile on even the darkest day.
Kind of a 180 on the last journal I know, but I haven't talked to my best friend in days, I tried a shot with Ashley and failed, dug up a past I never wanted to think of again. I'm closing this one off, who wants to hear this anyways. Stay frosty everyone. Love you all and take care.
Song of the Day: Breaking Benjamin - Dance with the Devil
12 years agoRobot3
Alright! Let's have at it!
Sniper Perch Production Update: Ok, well for now Desperation is on hold, I have a few lines already linked in but video recording is halted till I get the capture card working. Joys!
Love: Bah! Just not working out in Ottawa for me
Social Life: Not to bad, it's pretty good with plenty of time online with my friends on Xbox Live, and also going out for coffee and shooting pool with friends here. Yay!
Apartment: Ugh, I don't even feel like doing it anymore, though how do I break it to Marie-Anne and Sebastion that the reason I'm not moving in is because Julie deserves the place and not I since my home is fine, hers is horrible. I really did want to move out with them, but after thinking about it, times are tense with Marie-Anne and I because I'm kinda angry at her.
Friday Night: Well, we decided to have dinner at my place. Fancy, Marie-Anne, Sebastion, Pierre and I. Now Marie-Anne said she'd come over around 2:30 to help me out prepare the chicken and everything else. Well, I say fine. It'll be a good experience for her since she doesn't cook much. 2:30 rolls around, 2:45 I call her, no anwser. 3 o clock. No anwser. 4 o clock, anwsering machine. Frack that! So I give up and start making everything myself.
I made Lemon Chicken with an orange zest with some rosemary and let that marinade from 4 - 4:30, while I made the potatoes which used herbs and spices along with a little garlic and salt and a bit of oil, tossed those into the oven right away because at 350 degrees, it takes a good 45 minutes to get perfect potatoes that are crispy and soft but very flavourful. Ok, it's 4:15, and I'm still dressed in a hoodie, hat, baggy jeans. It was supposed to be a classy dinner, you know...button up shirts and nice jeans on for guys, girls with skirts and blah blah blah. I make a Greek salad with a nice Balsamic vinegar dressing and prep the bagette that I turned into garlic bread. Damn I make it good. So yah! Potatoes in, I put the chicken in at 4:30 when I get a call from Pierre saying he'll be there around 5. Cool. Works for me. No word from Marie-Anne and Seb. I made the entire meal myself, which isn't a surprise to me since I do it often at my place anyways.
So Marie-Anne and Seb come in at 5. "Oh, my cell is dead" was the excuse, then the pinnacle of the night. "Why aren't you dressed up Drew?"
I was about to flip, but didn't. I had my Cooking music on, just a mix of Breaking Benjamin, Cold, AFI, Goo Goo Dolls, Phase 9 and Not By Choice, the list goes on, but I was alone at home, so I was blaring it and all the while as I was checking the food, flipping the potatoes, I sang under my breath. Must irrated them, but I didn't care. My relief came when Pierre came over. Cracked a few beers, offered Seb one but he declined and Marie-Anne doesn't drink beer. So the total of the night came to 38.37 cents for the chicken, potatoes, lettuce, and balsamic vinegar. We were supposed to split the cost, guess that ain't happening. I always do that! I pay for everything and that drives me up the wall and causes me to look back at Christmas to those Crappy pieces of osik gifts they got me. I honestly don't have them anymore. Tossed them all out. I don't want to move into a place with a commitement for a year and have fights all the time.
The dinner was delicious, hell I made it! Course it would! Then after we played Halo 2, and of course I kick everyones ass.
Seriously they try and I know they do, but they aren't at my level. Frack! I trained with my clan the Cypher Ghosts every other night for months back before we seperated. We fought, we learned tactics, we figured grenade tosses and what vehicle best to use and memorizes weapon locations. Target practice so our Battle Rifles always hit head. Our Sniper rounds were dead on every shot. It's why my Gamer Tag is Dark Klick. Best at One Kilometre Distances, meaning I'm a Sniper. Had a pretty solid track record as well. Think out of 247 Sniper kills in the few months we dominated, I counted 224 Head shots, and a few no Scopes because of the smaller area, all others were double shots before they got to Cover.
Anyways, we played 3 on 1 at times, and because I knew the levels better then anyone, always got the best weapons, always got triple kills, and it just annoyed me because they would get angry that I could see my Motion tracker at the same time as I fired, or as they call it "Screen Checking"
I decided I'm not playing against them anymore. It's not fun for me because all I do is get kill after kill, almost never dying less they all fire at the same time, and by that time, two are already dead and the last one gets away with dropped shields.
Moving on, Yah so I'm just not in a friendly mood with my best friend and a great desire to move in right away.
Ummmm, Letter Update: Sent off a few to people, hope you get them soon and enjoy them! Those who don't have em, I'm working on it!
School: Blows! I skipped two french classes last week cause I needed a sleep in break and got in trouble with the rent. Apparently I'm a smart ass for skipping. Hmmmmm, B average and two essays that just came back A-....yah, real smart ass there, I want to take a break, my choice. My money as well is paying for my university. Ugh!
In Total - It's Fiddy Fiddy loves, Though I'm always looking to the bright side! I love you all and have fun! Stay Frosty, keep your eye on the clouds and never look back because it lets the bear catch up that much quicker.
Song of the Day: Default - Wasting my Time
12 years agoRobot3
I like to give everybody a chance, heck sometimes even two chances in real life. On the internet is a much different matter. This journal is dedicated to my friends who are real to who they are. I keep my list down to those I care for, and who take time out of their day to chit chat with me. (Well excluding Kathleen cause she is always busy with a thousand other friends, but she takes time to chat with me)
What I cannot stand, is when work is copied or when one takes something and claims it as their own or pretends it's them. A significant little di'kut is this fellow Templar895 who believes without a doubt he is Jack Bauer, now for a time, I laughed, haha then it just started getting annoying, then it became a nuisance. People like such should be hunted down and slapped to gain them some common sense. You are ruining the art of someone else because you are so self conscious in saying you can't do better.
Me? I try my best to be who I am, and what work is not mine, I give credit too, and if credit cannot be found, I try to reference as best as possible. Liars, cheaters and fakes, I hate you all and beg you to grow up a little. Those who are friends on my list (which I edited last week and cut down) are those who I feel mean the most on this site. If I dropped you, resend the invite and I'll accept. Though I have made a vow that I am not going over 25 friends. Cheers All! Love each and everyone of you!
Song of the Day: 30 Seconds To Mars - Beautiful Lie
12 years agoRobot3
Wow, ok we will start off with what happened this Thursday cause it's a whole lot more interesting then my other days.
So I get off the bus at the stop where it's only a 20 second walk to my pub, it's kinda frosty outside, but manageable. I hear a crash at the intersection and BOOM! Two cars, one got clipped pretty good, front axel tore completely free, the other one's front a complete wreck, like half the size it shoulda been. I forget about going for my pint and rush over to see if I could help. A woman gets out of the totalled vehicle, and I knew she was in shock, but how much I don't know at the time. She stammers, asking for someone to call her husband and I take hold of her to steady her but she collapsed under my steady hands. I open my Medic bag (Just a regular bag that has books and stuff for school in it) and I pull out a thermal blanket, gloves and my flashlight. I wrap her up in the blanket, strap on some gloves and I place my bag underneath her head. I learn her name is Natalie, allergic to penicillian and morphine and she's 34 years old. While I'm doing this, I have a crowd of at least 4 - 6 people always hovering around me, 2 people on cell phones, and one guy who tried to take over. "I'm a Fire brigand" he says, "I'm a Lifeguard" I say, "First rescuer, you can do a secondary check and turn off the vehicle"
The thing was gushing brake fluid, radiator fluid, transmission fluid, the ground was a rainbow of oils and probably gas and I didn't feel like having one of those movie type explosions go off.
I do a spinal check, check her pupils, keep talking with her till EMS arrives and they take over. Took my Thermal blanket (I have plenty more) with them and didn't even say thank you as I gave them the details I had learned. Stupid Cockbites.
In total visits, I had the fire Brigand, 3 nurses (2 male), 2 Lifeguards, and 8 civvies try and help. So afterwards, went to my pub, and grabbed a beer and warmed up by the fire. YAY!
Onto regular news and business, school is dull, still finishing up letters and taking the time to get to the mail office to ship them off. I promise all of you who I have said I'd write letters, they are on the way.
As for production of Desperation. It's sadly on a hold till I get the capture card working, but I have so much school work and work alone to even spend time messing around with it, so filming might have to take place in February. Blargh!
Watched the Illusionist and must say that movie was damn well played good and the script was solid! I'd give it a 4/5 for cunning and keeping the audience guessing.
Alrighty, I'm at work and patrons are demanding my attention. Love you all! Take care and stay Frosty!
's to my many cherished friends
Song of the Day: Unwritten Law - Before I Go
12 years agoRobot3
I think a man once said:
You're Either Married and Bored, or Single and Lonely
Now I don't know if either is right, But I'm newly single and actually quite content with that. Cut the chain and ball link from my ankle last night after that distasteful little "I'm going to bed cause I'm tired" 'talk' Julie and I were supposed to have and I don't regret it at all. it really pissed me off and still does now, even while I'm at work.
The one thing I love about Breaking Benjamin above all the many others is the fact I have never tied anyone to that band. No Girl will ever break me and Benjamin apart with a relationship. I show them my favourite band, hell they will even get me breaking benjamin stuff ***Ahem, Julie making me a Breaking Benjamin hoodie outta an XL when I'm a M*****
Seriously, You wanna know how she chose it? She held it up to the guy at the counter where she bought it and said "Hmmm, looks good" and bought it. Good Fucking Job! Whatever, if the custom clothing order goes through, I'm going to get one that Actually FITS.
Back to Breaking Benjamin. DAMN their videos are sooo solid! From Polyamorous to Diary of Jane, and OH! Big NEWS! They are working on a Video for Breath! GAH! It's gonna be Ridiculously awesome! Hmmmm, think I'm gonna maybe actually do my job now....so I need to split. Love you all! Take care and don't worry! Ner Tracy'ina su Kyr'am! (My fire is dead) for Julie and it shall burn brightly again in singlehood. Take care!
Song of the Day: Sooner or Later - Breaking Benjamin
12 years agoRobot3
Fuck! Here I was, thinking "3rd Time's The Charm"
Bullshit! Someone Slap me with a titanium bat cause this shit is just getting old.
Hung out with Julie last night to watch 24, which didn't Happen cause she and my best friend wanted to play video games instead. Whatever, I can just download the first 4 hours on the internet. Joy! So we play, but she doesn't talk to me, doesn't even cuddel with me. Just sits beside me. I ask her whats wrong? Nothing apparent.
Why Do you Girls insist 'nothing' is wrong when obviously something is. It doesn't put our minds to rest when you say such osik. Or maybe it's the hope you think we'll figure out what we did wrong that caused 'nothing' to happen. Fierfek it!
<<Notice I'm just a wee pissed, but I'll get to it>>
So the night progresses, and we go out to the Conroy Pub for a drink, and then I volunteer to drive Julie Home. I didn't have too, fuck! I was tired but no! I wanted to spend time with her. Nope. Nada. Whole ride home, nothing. I tried sparking conversation, died out instantly. Said Good bye. No good night kiss. WTF! And You intend for me to believe 'Nothing' is wrong. Kyr'am!
Whatever. I get home, pulling into the drive way, it's 11:45pm and I have early class today, guess who fucking calls! My sister. My Slutty bitch ass sister who whores herself to pretty much any guy with a good looking face on campus when she has a boyfriend who adores her. Here is how the Convo Went:
Hailey - "Ooooh Drew, I missed the train back to Campus, hehehe"
Drew - What you Want me to do about it? It's gone, and I'm home
Hailey - "Well Mom said you have to drive me back to Campus cause you were out"
Drew - Didn't you get what I said. I'm Home. I have class early morning. Your problem. Not Mine
Hailey - "I have a friend here who also needs to get back to campus"
Drew - Split on a Cab, I don't drive you anymore
I hang up, park the car and walk into the house. Guess who calls the house. DING! Hailey, wailing how mean I am to her, which gets me a pissed off mom who threatens to take away the car from me. Whatever. Julie put me in a bad mood as is, I couldn't give a fuck. But Nooooooooooooo the senseless anger directed at me by my mom continued till I said Fine.
I get to South keys to pick Hailey up and her slutty little friend and the first thing she does is start bad mouthing my best friends Girlfriend. Who the fuck does she think she is! I was just about the slam on the brakes and say get out. But noooooooooooooo that would cause even more of anger fight at my house. Shit I truely don't need anytime soon cause of the bullshit of school and work. So I get them to campus, her friend said thank you, replied with 'Nice meeting you' and hailey says thanks and I merely reply "Get out of the car"
I drive off, clocking a wee bit fast but whatever. Time? 12:20 am. I get home. Oh shit! Forgot some homework to do. YAY! 2 AM and I'm in bed.
Today was fine. Fucking snowed most of the day and I played and got out alot of frustration when I decide to call Julie at work, see how she is doing. Same Bullshit mood as last night, and she told me she'll call me tonight. It's now 10pm. Fuck her. I may say my phone is 24/7 for anyone to call to get a good conversation. But Dammit! I have class early morning every morning. If it is passed 10 or 11pm, it's set to emergency calls or pick ups (But for people on the West Coast, 2 am is fine) If she calls me I ain't dealing with her. Fuck, if she is mad at me for some stupid bullshit reason. I'm canning it. I don't feel like dealing with such a fierfeking whiner
"Oh you never share your feelings"
"Oh you never call me"
"Oh you never open up to me"
How about fierfeking Reasons! It's been a Month and a Bit! Like hell I'm letting you into my inner sanctum, it's got lava lamps that could break! Not to mention I've dealt with enough girls in the past to know I choose carefully. I told her that. I Communicated that to her and she said she understood. Bullshit....damn, I need a new word....ummm...Oh! Poop (In Honour of Crossfire) As for calling? I have Work, I have Homework, when I make time for you I do, but you aren't my top priority! GAH!
I'm off to shoot some people on Live. Cheers all! Thank you for letting me rant. I love you all!
Song of the Day: Phase 9 - Back to Sleep
I seriously Can't believe this! EDIT: She called, 'Hey, just wanted to say good night, I'm really tired"
Thanks. You mean alot to me too. Hey Jerry! DEAL, I'm done with this. Hey Ladies, Drew's Back on the Market
12 years agoRobot3
Tonight is Da Night!
OMG No WAY!
24 Is Back! Jack Bauer is gonna save the World again and walk off with no girl. WOOH Oh how I have long awaited this! YAY!
On the side note, my capture card does not seem to be working. Installed it, set up the software, attached the 360 to inputs and initialize.....nothing. Error! WTF! Dammit how I hate how stupid some stuff is. So I wasted like 3 hours trying to get it to work, going through the drivers system, trying different programs including my Adobe Premiere Elements and all attempts failed. The card would not read the input from the 360. Fierfek!
SO I took it out on Rainbow six Vegas and became a Specialist while playing Assault and Defend. I was sooooo close to getting that Sniper Award it infuriated me! 9 Kills and then the briefcase holder decided to get the point. Dammit! Oh well, Next time.
Last night, against my better judgement and health, went out with my friend Dan for a bit, grabbed a beer at Conroy Pub and some Nachos when I call up Julie and we decide to go pick her up. Now, you all know how I dislike the Step Father and if you don't. "I Really Hate that Guy!" I knock on the door with Dan, he opens the door a crack and hands me a bottle of beer and closes the door. Now you can look at that with humour, or disgust. So I took it both ways. I handed the beer to Dan who put it in his car, and I just knocked again and when he anwsered, I politely said "May we come in"
We steal Julie away and we drive to the airport to check out a spot for Dan to go on a Date with this girl he really likes. Coffee and watching planes take off. Now THAT is Original. So afterwards, Dan drops me a Julie off at my place and by that time I have to take her home. We take the long way and stop over for a overlook of the valley which I didn't really get to see cause my eyes were closed. *Wink* *Wink* So I drop her off at home, head home myself and have a wonderful conversation with my dear friend "Jonelle " for a bit before I pass out till work this morning. Sooooo need more medicine to get me through this sickness. Blargh! So Yes! I love you all! Take care and have fun! Riah, I'll add you for some good times ahead!
Song of the Day: Institute - Ambulances
12 years agoRobot3
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *shut up Caboose* aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrghhhhhhhh.
Totally got the whole runny nose, stuffed up head, sinus passages blocked and the girlfriend wants to see me tonight! Blah!
So Anyways! At 3 pm, Eastern Time, I will be testing out my Capture Card to see if it works with my 360 hooked up to it. So if anyone wants to come online and dick around while I play with it, I would love to see you all on Live at that time! "Dark Klick" is my Tag so Join in with some Halo 2 action! Have fun and take care!
Song of the Day: Hit the Lights - Talk us Down
12 years agoRobot3
Updates all Cause it's Been Crazy lately and it's 1:30 AM
Girlfriend - Bitchy Ass Mood for some reason she won't tell me. BLAH!
School - Two Exams this week and a French test! Son of a Bitch!
Social Life - It's got a Pulse! YAY!
Myself - Moving out in April to a House my Friends just Bought. WOOH!
So yah! I hope all of you are doing well and each of you I think of on a daily basis! I've gotten into writing post cards. They are so fun to do! So if you send me addresses in a message to me, You can expect a card within a week or two depending on your location. Love you All! Take care and stay Frosty!
Song of the Day: Fireflight - You Decide
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