SKSholder

Male
from Flower Mound, TX

  • Activity

    • One Question

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      Is there really such a thing as true love? Or is it just something that we hope for and wish exsisted, such as a fairy tale? Or in the end do we just settle for who ecer will take us in or, do we really find what we were looking for in the end? If we settle do we know that we are settleing or are we to blind by the idea that we have someone? I don't ask these questions to bring anyone down or because I am down, but for the sake of asking the question, I might as well ponder and aske the qestion of what he meaning of life is? Eternal happiness? Love? What is love? Does it exist or is it something that we can explain for an adrinalin rush we get from see or hearing some one?

    • Crazy Women

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      So I have devopled and discovered that I have the most amazing ability to draw in crazy women. I suppose I could recap for those of you who don't know but I have dated a bi-polar girl, another simi crazy girl, and off and on things before them. I come to terms with it, I have also decided that it at the first sign of crazy I'm disappearing. Ok with that said in done I found myself in yet another interesting predicament, what could that be you may ask? I met some one new, but have only talked to her a total of three times, and she has given me a 80 dollar hoody. well I have learned that she was once married and also has a child a daughter to be exact, and that doesnt bother me. However I think that the hoody is her ex-husbands, but Im not sure if thats relievant in any of my points. Come to think of it I really have no point other than the fact that I have mastered the ability to attract crazy women. They come flocking to me like seagulls for crab cakes. It's really quite interesting...... well if anyone has some ideas, clue me in I alway like to hear what people on the outside say about things.
      -SKS

    • Right Back Where I Started.....I Think?

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      So I broke it off with most current girlfriend, and the feel was mutal, so there are no hard feelings. But I got to say that being the nice guy and finishing last is never always the best it seems. I feel that sometime that by not being nice or not helping other which what I like to do is sometimes very hard for me to do. No matter how bad I don't want help I still help. I know that it not my place, but I feel that I have that problem that don't know when to say "No" but I still have that problem. I think that I need to work on that problem, before it becomes to much. I like to live by the philosophy that Aristotle once said, "The unexamined life is not worth living." This mean basically means that you are aware of your motives and at least at the minium you look at where you are, and what you are doing, and then compare that to where wanted to be. Well my ex calls me because well I think she coming down with the flu, so what am I suppose to do, take care of her. Is that my responsablity, I like to think not. We broke up, so that should relieve me of any obligations to have to take care of her right. Well long stroy short I did help out (there was some protest), but I dont think that I will be able help her out anymore for a while. I just feel that she needs some time to get over some things before we can start hanging out, because there is no reason to call me for help with in the week after we break up. Beside we had conflicting views on what we wanted. On top of that I am honestly happier this way, in fact I have been considering asking out a friend of mine that I am interested in because she much more active and exciting of a person. However I do wonder is that would be wrong because one of my few male friend is roomates with her former boyfriend, I am not sure if that would be something taboo or not seeing how he left her, and I am not friends with the roomate. But I have learned things about him that don't make him look very good, but that not important. But thats all the news that I got nothing all that exciting or bad or good, but I am think that I am right back where I was just a year ago.

    • Two Weeks

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      Got two weeks to kill one 8 page paper, and this one feel like its hard that my 15 pager last year.

    • i dont understand

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      So lately I feel that my friends dont want to hang out with me, and they rather hang out with my girl friend. The one thing that i didnt want to happen in this relationship is my friends rather be around her than me. I feel that they no longer feel the need for me to be around. I now am having second thoughts about living where I am. I feel that maybe I should have stayed in my last apartment, because this one no longer feel like I belong here. Maybe I'm over anylsising this but I feel like I just want to run away from this place and go and try something new. Fuck it oh well.

    • Honor Is So How Dead

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      So whille helping level someone charactor in Diablo II I do a trade with this person who then decides to rob me and so things and betray the trust perhaps that was unwise of me to trust a stranger, but to lie and steal after being helped is wrong. Did I say wrong I meant Chicken Shit. Try that in real life bub see how far it gets you.

    • Labor Day......Yay

      10 years ago

      SKSholder

      So school has started up again and it is time to start the learning proscess all over again. After working the entire summer as a dilvery boy for dominos I can honestly say that I can't wait to graduate and get a really job that does not entail bullshit every day for minum wage. But on the bright side of every thing the store is being sold bad to corporate and hopefully things will get better. Other good news for me is that I no longer live in a bad part of town due to a recent drive by and neighbors getting busted for possesion and distrubution. I now live in a safer area with a female room mate whos a good friend, it has seemed to me that all of my male friends that I lived with have never worked out. But this one is. Of course life would not be interesting to let it just stay that way. There even greater plans in store for me little did I know. After living for a month and a half at my new place my ex-girlfriend moves in literally next door to me. So thats how interesting life has been for that past couple of months

    • Done and finished

      11 years ago

      SKSholder

      Holy crap! I never thought that I could write 15 pages, but I did, and now my brain is off for a while.

    • The moment of Truth

      11 years ago

      SKSholder

      Well I've had the entire semester to research and write a fifteen page paper over the Red Legs. What can I say, I'm on page 15 and still not done. It is due tommarrow at 1, so I got the intire morning to work on it. I can honestly say that Im tired of looking at this paper, but I only wish that I had one more week, because I get the feeling that maybe this time I could use a little more time to edit it and make in more clear. Oh well, I know that I have done the best that I could do for my first undergrad research paper. I have never written anything over 6 pages before so this is a big brigde that I have made.

    • One More Day Down

      11 years ago

      SKSholder

      Well I'll be 22 in a few days, and will have spend four years in college and almost am classified as a junor. Damn, well had i not be such a bad standardized test taker I dont think that I would have had been in this problem. Although I am happy to say I know a lot more about history than most of my graduating peers, that are in the same field, so I'm not too worried. I have taken as a goal to start working out again and getting back into shape. I also have joined one of the inmurral soccer teams here and our first game is tommarow night, so I'm excited!

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  • Comments (51)

    • Flashbang_89

      10 years ago

      Just worken. That about all any one can do anymore. Got a job interview Tomorrow hopen that will go well.

      My AR is a Double Star actually. Shes a pretty sweet shooten gun.

      Post edited 9/25/08 6:09PM

    • Flashbang_89

      10 years ago

      This tis true. But people have a hadr time wanting to remeber that they have something. They want to think of it as gone and never coming back. Dumb shits.

    • Flashbang_89

      10 years ago

      Well figuring out what the bottle is filled with is something people should do. Figure it out. Well even if you dont figure out what it is, its best to decide as to whether the bottle is have full, or half empty. Mines half full.

    • Grue822

      11 years ago

      I just saw that you were one of the few people who liked M*A*S*H, I also enjoy the Art of War, and I am also Scot-Irish. Msg me if you would like to be Friends.

    • kakeeater

      11 years ago

      tough break on the misspelling but congrats on the b

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Well I hope you get can get it done.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Wow, when it due?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Well I hope you can find more info on them.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Seems like it would be more than less. Cuz didn't you say it was a hard group to find?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Well that s always a good thing right?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      *More snoring* Huh what?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      *snoring* zzzz

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Really? How long has it been since the Red Legs were around?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Oh yes, always.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Yeah but when I do need it I don't have to worry. I don't usually drive it during the summer.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      AC's not a problem. Its the heater. My fan decided to quite working on me, right a long with my radio.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      67 Ford F250.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      The dodge isn't. In fact all but my 67 Ford are all automatics. Stupid huh?

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Well it all depend on the dodge. But yes the bigger pick-ups don't get the greatest of mileage. But My Dodge has a 42-ish Ft. turning radius. The smallest of all the pick-ups.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Our dodge, gets about 15 now. Engine is still being broken in, and its the 6.7l cummins.

    • Flashbang_89

      11 years ago

      Well your more than welcome to it if you want.

    • Flashbang_89

      12 years ago

      I went tandum, so in away, I was pushed, but jumped myself.

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      i think you can only vote for me once

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      for me to win some mod points because i'm doing that lottery thing now

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      will you vote for me here please?
      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/?uid=208238
      p.s. how have you been?

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      essay questions?

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      yea, i know how that goes..i hate tests

    • BreezyShel

      12 years ago

      nothing much, you?

    • Flashbang_89

      13 years ago

      1. To yourself, say the name of the only
      guy or girl you wanna be with 3
      times!
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      2. Think of something you wanna accomplish
      within the next week and say it to your self 6
      times!!
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      3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
      yourself 9 times!!!
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      4. Think of something that you want to happen
      between you and that 1special person and say
      it to your self 12 times!!!
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      5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as
      you scroll down focus and
      concentrate on it and think on nothing
      else but that wish.
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      Now make one last &final wish about that one wish that you picked.
      After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what
      you wished for will come true within in one week!
      u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
      crush!!!
      Keep going down
      Keep going
      Keep going
      !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was
      your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important message!
      Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain
      letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863 and if you
      break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these
      stories.

      First Example:
      Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,
      up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid
      since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn\'t pay any attention to
      it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad
      got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the
      letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be alive.

      Second Example:
      Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average
      nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
      your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51 people in
      the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade. The
      next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
      since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of
      course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
      married each other to live happily forever.

      Third Example:
      Now if you couldn\'t relate to the others, this\'ll
      get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just
      getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but
      not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his
      friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and
      he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few
      friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
      same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery! then his
      dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64 and
      play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
      gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
      Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin\' wild!
      the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out
      ever since.

      Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i\'d rather
      be, but thats up to you. I wouldn\'t wanna end up like Barbra but thats
      only me. We all want what we cant have but now\'s ur chance to go out with
      that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send
      this to-
      1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love
      life.....forever!!!!!
      10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
      friend......ONLY!!!!!
      15 people- your crush will say they like you
      20 people- your crush will ask you out!
      25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
      35 people or more- All of the above!!
      Don\'t blow it, it\'s ur chance to shine! Have
      everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
      friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It\'s simple, just go in a
      chat room, pick some names and send away! but here\'s the catch.....you only
      have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this to everyone u
      know and keep it going

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      evil????? are you mad??
      they are soooo cute...i want one...NOW

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      lol that's crazy

    • Lo04

      13 years ago

      I dunno... They all seem pretty smart. I think they would catch on pretty quick.. smiley6.gif

    • Lo04

      13 years ago

      lol... You have to talk to them on Ventrilo so it would be very obvious if you are a guy and then you wont be let in.

    • majikmojobag

      13 years ago

      Eh, He isn't good enough. I have different standards :-P
      It'd be odd for some weirdo to just appear at my door step...
      now, if it were someone that I knew (and thought was good enough), and if I was alone...never mind.
      Where did you find my profile at?

    • majikmojobag

      13 years ago

      Yeah, I'm not into the sniffing and getting high off of man/woman necter anyway! :D

    • majikmojobag

      13 years ago

      Alright, I'll make sure he brings an extra pair I can have. and I'll let him have mine... for what ever sort of narcotic pleasure it might bring to him... or her...

    • majikmojobag

      13 years ago

      I'm positive I wasn't wearing boxer shorts ;-)
      I don't have anyones boxer to steal at the moment anyway, but once I do a pic of that's gunna go up! Haha.

    • veggyalpha

      13 years ago

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      to find out more see my journal

    • veggyalpha

      13 years ago

      no prob

    • veggyalpha

      13 years ago

      it means the person who is ..... is basiclly fucked ....in a bad way

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      im sure every toddler does....heck i want stewies body..he's so darn sexy!

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      umm idk i think he's dancing..or maybe it's cuz he wants your body...=D...lol

    • Lo04

      13 years ago

      Lol.. Not by choice. My little cousin watched it long after I did.. That's the only reason I know.

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      what is "nice" supposed to mean and yes it was a girl....so? you saying it was a biased opinion?

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      yes it's freakin hilarious b/c i once read a research paper over it

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      male pms...hahhahahaha...that pretty much explains it..thanks!

    • BreezyShel

      13 years ago

      no it's not....and yes it does look miserable..lol
      ~shelbie~

    • Lo04

      13 years ago

      It was awesome! I am soo excited about the next season.. I can't wait!!

    • SKSholder

      13 years ago

      Thats harsh even to the a mini cow.

    • SKSholder

      13 years ago

      You know what that cat really is? It's a minature cow. and by left you mean rolled down teh street.

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