Salrulz

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from Gilead, Mexifornia, Canadia, Americania

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    • Ugh...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Girls are waaaaaaaaay too confusing for me lately. But, the confusion led to a discovery I hadn't noticed for a long time. I really, sincerely, care about this one girl. She's been around for so long, but only as a friend. It would be stupid of me to try and take it anywhere past friendship, but I finally noticed it. It doesn't even matter at this point, but I wanted to tell everyone I finally came to that understanding...
      -Salrulz+

      How You Remind Me - Nickelback
      Never made it as a wise man
      I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
      Tired of livin' like a blind man
      I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
      And this is how you remind me
      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      It's not like you to say sorry
      I was waiting on a different story
      This time I'm mistaken
      For handing you a heart worth breakin'
      I've been wrong, I've been down
      To the bottom of every bottle
      Despite words in my head
      Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
      Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

      It's not like you didn't know that
      I said I love you and I swear I still do
      It must have been so bad
      Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      It's not like you to say sorry
      I was waiting on a different story
      This time I'm mistaken
      For handing you a heart worth breakin'
      I've been wrong, I've been down
      To the bottom of every bottle
      Despite words in my head
      Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
      Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

      Never made is as a wise man
      I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
      And this is how you remind me
      This is how you remind me

      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      This is how you remind me
      Of what I really am
      It's not like you to say sorry
      I was waiting on a different story
      This time I'm mistaken
      For handing you a heart worth breakin'
      I've been wrong, I've been down
      To the bottom of every bottle
      Despite words in my head
      Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
      Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

    • </3

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Everything that doesn't kill us...
      Brings us closer to suicide.

      "Welcome To My Life" -- Simple Plan

      Do you ever feel like breaking down?
      Do you ever feel out of place?
      Like somehow you just don't belong
      And no one understands you
      Do you ever wanna run away?
      Do you lock yourself in your room?
      With the radio on turned up so loud
      That no one hears you screaming

      No you don't know what it's like
      When nothing feels all right
      You don't know what it's like
      To be like me

      To be hurt
      To feel lost
      To be left out in the dark
      To be kicked when you're down
      To feel like you've been pushed around
      To be on the edge of breaking down
      And no one's there to save you
      No you don't know what it's like
      Welcome to my life

      Do you wanna be somebody else?
      Are you sick of feeling so left out?
      Are you desperate to find something more?
      Before your life is over
      Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
      Are you sick of everyone around?
      With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
      While deep inside you're bleeding

      No you don't know what it's like
      When nothing feels all right
      You don't know what it's like
      To be like me

      To be hurt
      To feel lost
      To be left out in the dark
      To be kicked when you're down
      To feel like you've been pushed around
      To be on the edge of breaking down
      And no one's there to save you
      No you don't know what it's like
      Welcome to my life

      No one ever lied straight to your face
      And no one ever stabbed you in the back
      You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
      Everybody always gave you what you wanted
      You never had to work it was always there
      You don't know what it's like, what it's like

      To be hurt
      To feel lost
      To be left out in the dark
      To be kicked when you're down
      To feel like you've been pushed around
      To be on the edge of breaking down
      And no one's there to save you
      No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

      To be hurt
      To feel lost
      To be left out in the dark
      To be kicked when you're down
      To feel like you've been pushed around
      To be on the edge of breaking down
      And no one's there to save you
      No you don't know what it's like
      Welcome to my life
      Welcome to my life
      Welcome to my life
      </3 =-Salrulz+=</3

    • ?!>>><<<!?

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      She made me feel like a super-hero,
      Now I'm thrown out, nothing more than a zero.
      Protected her from the evils of society,
      Now its gone, nothing left to be.
      If I fall, will you still be there?
      Or do I live in a life, where nothing is fair?
      I'll keep her by my side,
      Not stopping til' I'm sure I tried.
      Honor is all they didn't take,
      Its the thing I cannot fake.
      The idea in the back of my mind, that I cannot shake.
      There's nothing left to make.
      I watch the world float to the darkside,
      I don't mind, it turns out that they always lied.
      My weakness, you know it all too well.
      Its the reason, when you're around, its when I fell.
      We dance to the doom, or they shall,
      If I go insane, will you follow me into the depths of my personal hell?
      =-Salrulz+=

    • Es Nada

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Just put up another day,
      Knowing that I'll never stay.
      I'm counting the hours,
      'Til I see her, my perfect flower.
      Leaving hell, now or never,
      The floods are coming, time to pull the lever.
      Is this the life that I lead?
      Or the life that was left for me?
      The hatred, all I can do is feed,
      Until the day I die, I will never truly be free.
      Between the smiles, a tear can be seen,
      I loved her, but she turned me into a fiend.
      One last thing I beg her,
      Before I go.
      I'll never know, to scared to ask, for sure,
      Nothing in life left to show.
      He must've told me once,
      But that was a conversation I took nothing from.
      I can catch up with myself,
      But only if I run...
      -Salrulz+

    • Quick Questions...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      1)Do we live to die?
      or
      Do we die to live?
      2)Do we love to hate?
      or
      Do we hate to love?
      3)Do we gain to lose?
      or
      Do we lose to gain?

      Anyways......
      Now for an actual "update", rather than some poem/random writing...
      Summer's been so-so, and it doesn't seem to be getting better. I haven't done what I was planning to do, but I still have some time. I found out that I don't really care about this one girl I've had a thing for a long time, and its stupid of me to notice just now. I feel dumb, because everytime I tried to do something with her, it was always a no. Anyways, it doesn't matter, because I care about it less than she did. It seems like everyone I was close to, have become distant over the last two years. Its okay, in the end, the only person I care about is myself...
      -Salrulz, Last of the Romans+

    • Love...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      How could you tell someone that you love them no matter what?
      No matter what stands between you and her, that you feel the same way?
      When you constantly ask, wanting her, but she still denies...
      When you are there everytime you can be, but she still doesn't see...
      When you give her all there is to give, but she won't let it live...
      When love for her has been constant, but she just doesn't want it...
      I've been through it too many times, and the thing i've learned, is that it's not worth it anymore...
      -Salrulz, Giving Up on Love+

    • Ugh...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Why must I be such a moron?
      Why must I push the people I care about away?
      Why must I become the monster rather than the hero?
      Why did my two closest friends now becomes two strangers?
      Why do her tears haunt my dreams?
      Never forgave myself, even though it happened long ago...
      Want it back the way it was, don't ever want to go...
      I think I love her, but I don't know.
      She doesn't care about me, I know for sure...
      I can't stand this anymore, giving up is so much easier...
      I live one more day, with the thought if her coming over to say,
      the words I hold so dear, but I can't hold on, the goal's not near...
      -Salrulz+

    • !!!

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Ever noticed you were living for all the wrong reasons?
      The causes were all wrong, nothing justified, only my own demise.
      That when existence means to not be a nothing.
      The only aspiration you have is to be a something.
      Everything that was extremely important, means destruction in the end.
      When her face is in the back of my thoughts, but it still means oblivion.
      Why do I even care, when my existence is a triviality to her.
      Why do I spend so much, when I get nothing in return.
      If its always a no from her, why must I always ask?
      I hate who I was, who I've become, but not what I'm going to be.
      The stupidity of the past, ruthlessness of the present, and wisdom of the future.
      Together are the forge, to the person of eternal greatness.
      An immortal among mortals, I'll let you strike first.
      Make it count, your grave is dug, and the bullet is on its way...
      -Salrulz, ATG Roman CC, King of the Virusez+

      www.halocrusades.com?p=page&x=2978

    • Stuff

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      www.halocrusades.com?p=page&x=2978

      if you wanna help me out in a game I play, please use that link...
      Kay, 'thnx, bai!
      -Salrulz+

      'Nother slightly emo poem...

      I am the death that always reaps,
      The disease that society keeps.
      I am the one that makes her weep,
      No matter the cause, I make the leap.
      To save humanity, a pointless journey,
      In life, the only thing that matters is me.
      Learned it all, so long ago,
      No matter how I live, no matter where I go...

    • Unwritten

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      I guess nothing matters anymore,
      We let it all drop, now it'll hit the floor.
      I cry myself to sleep with her in mind,
      I was destined to be in exile with my own kind.
      A day doesn't go by, without a thought of her,
      Sandness now drifts, in waves.
      Still obsessed, only want her,
      I wish I could, only be brave.
      This all comes out, with someone special at heart,
      It's okay, not that she cares.
      Still a part of me,
      No one can see,
      I live for you,
      Die for my sins,
      They all still ask "who?"
      I am the maker of sorrows, not hymns.
      Gave her all there was to give.
      Now there's no reason for me to live.
      I sit here above, as I await to die,
      No need to go, no need to try.
      All I can do is cry,
      This is it, our final goodbye....
      -Salrulz+

  • Comments (947)

    • MonkeyzRule9

      11 years ago

      ah right, u pretty good at playin?

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      k
      later

    • MonkeyzRule9

      11 years ago

      oooh, been playin long?

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      Ah okay ^-^
      I didnt get offended or anythign if you thought so :)

    • MonkeyzRule9

      11 years ago

      aah, so what guitar u got then?

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      XD My mum is a blond XD

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      ah.. ok :3
      Im kinda retarded :P XD

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      her & AIM? whats that?

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      Im kinda doing the same thing... but Im drawing instead of dooing homework :3

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      Aw man, that sucks :P
      I used to study french but I didnt learn anything during class so I got to study english instead :D

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      You get homework over the summer?!! :P

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      Awesome :D
      I wish... I have like nothing to do... watching simpsons :3
      How bout you?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Too much work. smiley7.gif

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      What does that mean?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Noo smiley3.gif

      I love the word lame. It's fun.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      LAME

    • asianpie

      11 years ago

      Hey :D
      um.. I just read your about section... funny thing (kinda) , most of that would describe me.... cept for the stuff bout your friend and everything under that :P
      So...um....whats up?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I don't remember. Haha

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      DIBS smiley8.gif

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Aw.. Gracias Amigo del juan.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      *shrugs*?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I missed my appt.. So I has to re make it. smiley3.gif

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      No. Sad face

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      You weren't

      Oh wells. smiley4.gif

    • dark_angel32

      11 years ago

      hello

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      awesome good night

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      hehehe lol

      ok well it's late here 1:50, so i'm gonna go to sleep

      it was awesome talking to you

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      That is a good damn point.. I think I will dream about me too. smiley12.gif haha

      Sal sexual

      Post edited 8/13/08 4:48AM

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I bet you will put it deep in... Bow chicka bow wow..

      I need sleep

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      i like warm water
      i'm freaking surrounded by water all the time, day or night, all seasons, 24 hours 7 days a week

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      hahaha lol, wow

      it's ok

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Thats the black coming out in you. tisk tisk

      you put that away sir.

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      yes
      yes it would be easier, but it's raining really hard

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      oh sweet
      here in alaska we don't need AC
      it'd be just ridiculous

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      But you won't. I win by default. Boo ya

      Take that opra

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      the heating in this house sucks
      plus there are two walls that face the outside and a pretty good sized window which does nothing for my room temp except bring whatever it is outside in

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I will always know the truth.. You can't confuse me sir. My brain will defeat you. I has girl powers.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Just for the record.. I negged you... Homo.

      And naming yourself sandwich wouldn't fool ANYONE. I would know the truth.

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      yeah, it gets hot in my room during summer, but freezing during winter

    • Salrulz

      11 years ago

      Comment-ness...I'm so pro, I commented my own profile :D

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      i'm pretty good
      freaking hot though. . . sheesh!

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      You could have at least let go before you started dancing... Jerk

      And everyone heard

      SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT.
      SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT.
      SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT

      SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT.
      SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT. SAL PUTS OUT.

      Post edited 8/13/08 4:03AM

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      hahahaha
      bummer

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      neat
      oh

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Your no fun. *pouts*

      *yells out* SAL PUTS OUT *covers mouth*

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      ah i see
      that's cool
      lol

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      You are one kid with a lot of hormones kickin in.. I don't mind that. I will take advantage.

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      dang that sucks
      burning memories (in your case writings) is always because of past love

      Post edited 8/13/08 3:44AM

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I wear the pants in this relationship

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      =o

      You got spunk. I will make a man out of you buddy.

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