Salrulz

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from Gilead, Mexifornia, Canadia, Americania

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    • Old Poem, reposted :P

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Shot in the Head:
      Suicide, a vengeance all teens abide.
      Unknown why, at least most of the time.
      The pain is nothing, emotional pain is so much deadlier.
      Got a B in University, go out to the beach.
      Wrote a letter to my family, put on my Sunday's best.
      The B hurt more than a stab to the chest.
      Picked up my handgun, and prayed for absolution.
      Pulled the trigger, and learned.
      That all the pain was borne of the world.
      If only........
      If only...........
      I had someone to talk to, lay my soul out to........
      Now too late...I roam hell for my own mistake.........
      -Salrulz+

    • More pent up feelings....

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      I always knew,
      the obviousness of truth.
      It was easy when she just stared,
      and looked right into the depths of me.
      I told her things,
      that I still can't admit to myself!
      She is a bigger part of me,
      than anyone else!
      I feel the pain,
      I have nothing left to gain, except nothing itself!!
      Its useless to lie,
      I've decided to give up, not worth the try.
      How can I tell her that I love her,
      When I don't even love myself!!

    • Pent up emotions...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Ever thought you had everything figured out,
      to just find out you were wrong?
      Ever knew who your friends were,
      before you were stabbed in the back?
      I thought I understood,
      but I came to know I was wrong...
      Thought she was my everything,
      to figure out, that I meant nothing!
      The hope I felt,
      is it all a lie?
      Those sleepless nights,
      with you on my mind....
      Bring back the pain,
      Nothing left to gain!
      I remember when we were great,
      now I leave as we unleash our fate!
      You have no idea who I am,
      but I always knew you...

    • What Is Wrong With Me?

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      I have no clue what I've become. I have become the thing I hated, I swore to destroy. I wanted to be laid back, a person people would love to be with, a friend for the masses. I have become the one who is always worried, planning the downfall of soceity, a new enemy for the stranger, a shadow in the light, and the person you hate to be around. At school, the people I can call friends, support me for the sake of not being alone themselves. Before highschool, I swore to be a true friend, yet manipulate others for my own satisfaction. I was picked on, and turned into a bully to seek revenge, which is brutal and stupid. I wished to become the true friend I wished I had, yet became what I feared most, when in my deepest nightmares. I wanted her so bad, now I let her go for the sake of false jealousy. I become the weight that pulls people with potential down, for the sake of my amusement and own advancement. Why do I keep changing into something more hateful? Why can't I be normal, without these delusions of grandeur? Why can't I be like everyone else? Why must I live a life of desolation? I have truly become the self imposed exile, yet I do not find peace. I re-read what I was, through old posts on this site. And see the falsity I have lived by, and lived through. I pretended to have a dying, then dead friend, for the sake of attention! If that is not a cry for attention, I do not know one then. I like for attention, yet have learned to transform my lies into deeper feelings. Through lying, I learned to restructure the truth. I hate what I've become, but it was necessary for maturity. If only I had chosen the other path. If only I could turn back time. If only I wasn't me. What good am I, when everything I do brings about someone's dying wish? I've changed for the better, but those changes bring about the worst parts to the surface. I hate who I was, I hate more who I've become, but I'd hate not being able to continure being me. I am the paradox that was, is, and will continue to be...
      -Salrulz, Paradox of Nothingness+

    • The World...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      A promise, once given,
      Cannot be rewritten.
      I laugh when you cry,
      And I live when you die.
      I'm the shadow in the night,
      The destroyer of the light.
      The world is a lie,
      Built upon a pedestal, set up real high.
      I give up, its useless to try,
      You can only excel as you learn to lie.
      People are here for my manipulation,
      You'll never understand my trials and tribulations.
      I'm the exile, long wishing for my land,
      I'm the one that you're not ready for, the variable that was unplanned.
      The king of kings,
      I'm the nightmare at the back of your dreams.
      -Salrulz+

    • Stuff....

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      1) A promise, once given, cannot be rewritten...
      2) Nothing is the veil with which we associate confusion or misunderstanding...
      3) Life blows for everyone, bitching about it is just wasting more of your life on something that is unchangable...
      4) Anger is a tool for greatness, but a habit for destruction...
      5) A good leader is power-hungry, but a dictator looks to secure his power...
      6) To teach is to pass on, to learn is to imitate, to create is to destroy an old idea, and to devise is to devide a larger idea into smaller ones...
      7) Behind laughter is the torn soul of a crying adolescent and a happy child...
      8) When we can understand how something can never be truly destroyed, we will understand how to destroy everything that matters...
      9) The next war will be fought with unimaginable weapons, but there won't be enough of us left for another war...
      10) Innocence is the ability to become corrupted, while wisdom is the ability to see corruption...
      11) A riot is the way a struggling people can get back at the upper-classes and controlling government they feel enslaved to...
      12) A leader is as good as his people, but a government is as good as the fear it instills in its people...
      -Salrulz, 12 Sayings of Wisdom or Just Blissful Ignorance+

    • Confusion over Nothingness...<wbr />..

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      I wreck my brain,
      Its the concept, slowly driving me insane...
      Nothingness, its non-existant,
      How can I start up this resistance???
      I know we have better things to do,
      But its all up to me and you...
      Is there nothing,
      or are we just everything?
      How can we believe,
      in something we can't see???
      Do we let it be,
      or expose it before the idea can flee???
      Something from something, thats life,
      Not nothing from something, it can't be cut up with a knife...
      How can I explain,
      When you don't understand this mental pain???
      We are something,
      But they still assume that there is a nothing...
      -Salrulz, "The existence of nothingness is proof of the ignorance of humanity"+

    • The Future...

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      As a child, the future was always so near,
      It was a belief, that soon it would be here...
      The "dream job", a vet, fireman, or lawyer,
      I bet now its not that dream that you told your mother...
      I wanted everything,
      But have strived for absolutely nothing...
      I know now, what I'm destined for,
      I'll be the one to unite the world, for sure...
      Bodies falling around me,
      I get down on my knees...
      As I accept my crowns,
      As the emperor, I give them the order to set off the hounds...
      Unity through destruction,
      I change politicians through abduction...
      Standing up, with all the chances to begin missing,
      Its in the nation we raise our fists in...
      I'm so sad, that we never learn,
      Its for the future that I yearn...
      Conquer the wrold, through lies and ambition,
      'Tis this, my last mission...
      I'll be the beacon,
      For the lost and beaten...
      They'll flee to me, all the weakened,
      I'm all the world's truly seeking!
      -Salrulz, Conqueror of the Universe, Emperor of Humanity, and Politician of the Century+

    • Nada/Nothing

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      Remember the night we ran through the ashes,
      of destruction, time sure passes...
      I wish back to that time, when destruction ruled all.
      We were one, all united in fear, all I need to do was call...
      We've long since broken the chains, of society.
      No matter what, you'll never change what I'll be...
      I am the darkest of the night,
      A light that never ever burned bright...
      Hatred for our own kind,
      This feelings aren't caught all in my mind...
      I'd give up freedom just to follow you,
      But they turn around, and just ask who...
      I wish upon that black hole tonight,
      I wish to be with you, with all my might...
      I'll get up off my knees, and give up all resistance.
      I wasn't known for my consitence...
      Can I get something for the pain?
      I'm stick in nothingness, she's gone, nothing left to gain...
      Wake me up, with a stroke,
      but to you it still seems like a joke...
      The damage is done, thousands lay in destruction,
      I'd do it again, restart production...
      I got scars so deep, you'd get lost,
      I'll give it all up for you, no matter what the cost!
      The air is filled with our raised fists,
      They got our names, a big fucking list...
      My brothers, and sisters, lying in fires, burning like beacons,
      No matter what we do, our society is leaking...
      I beg for mercy, breaking out of me,
      Its too late, you I won't see...
      I pull the trigger,
      Does it make me look bigger?
      I become non-existant,
      A darkness fading into light...
      Its all consistant,
      The result of another fight!!!
      -Salrulz, From nothing I came, and to nothing I shall return+

    • Sick of Feelings......

      11 years ago

      Salrulz

      I'm the one they all call "deep",
      but I'm also the one they never seem to keep...
      It's cool to be deep and true,
      but I still don't know why they choose you...
      I give them everything they wish for,
      And they turn around and act like a cheap whore...
      Is it wrong to care?
      I'm so sick of staying in nowhere...
      They want the jerk, they want the dick, just some random prick,
      They choose the one they shouldn't pick...
      I'm at the end, but could I be wrong?
      Its not okay, can't pass it all away on a goddamn song...
      The eye of the storm,
      Can't grab the bull by the fucking horns...
      I'll scream it from the rooftops baby,
      I'd do it just to hear a maybe...
      They think its a game,
      I've never ever been the same...
      Hatred for those fakers,
      I'll send them back to their makers...
      I'm the one the go to when they get abused,
      Yet I'm the stupid one, only get used...
      I'm living out a sacrifice,
      Nothing in this world will suffice...
      She was the one (I thought),
      Turned out she left me, it was all for fun...
      Nothing but emptiness,
      I'm turning my back, falling away into nothingness...
      -Salrulz, Emperor of the Void in the Nothingness of Existence+

  • Comments (947)

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      wow yeah longer than i have

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Mhm... Are you gonna turn of the lights?

    • sweet16inAk

      11 years ago

      holy cow O_O

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Oh bring it on baby... BRING IT ON smiley8.gif

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Thats all you got.
      I've seen bigger.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Viagra. 0_o

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Essay nigga

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      ESSAY

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I did.. your not IM ing me back

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I am not taking the first bite...

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      *eye twitch* Mhm.... My lips were chapped.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      *thought bubble* is it a challenge? No.. But if I get food out of it.. Yea.. Oh your good Monica. Lie to the kid. He will never know.*pops bubble*

      Yu;p... It is a challenge. *licks lips*

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      if you make me a damn taco i will eat it... But you arn't now are you.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Thats not my fault your a nigger... Go eat some chicken or a taco you frijoli farmer.

    • kristen

      11 years ago

      well, thanks for the tip, but i prefer to only change my settings a little. i use inverted and toggle crouch. works wonderfully for me.

    • TwistedGoth

      11 years ago

      Lol. Nice. :]
      What do you like to do for fun?

    • TwistedGoth

      11 years ago

      Hi what's up?
      :]
      Thanks for the comment ;]

    • SarahBerra

      11 years ago

      mkay thenn.

    • GrEeNdAy4Eva

      11 years ago

      yeah im bored, i just got home from camp.... =/

    • GrEeNdAy4Eva

      11 years ago

      hey whats up?

    • Hollistergal

      11 years ago

      hey can u help me pic my profile primary tanks

    • xRainbowx

      11 years ago

      Hello why did ya add me"?

    • Donuthole

      11 years ago

      they took down the names, but i wasn't able to hack it permanently :/

    • mofrocker

      11 years ago

      nothing much, missed your comment 7 hours ago lol, I'm getting ready for work now! Lame sauce

    • xRainbowx

      11 years ago

      Hi?

    • mofrocker

      11 years ago

      whats up?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Haha... weird.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Is there any reasoning behind that?

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Why don't you get a puppy then? They are soo cute and fun!

      They also like TV.. Weird. And what does your parrots name mean?

    • Donuthole

      11 years ago

      good thing i dont' know where the video camera is lol

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Haha.. Thanks and they are cute puppies.

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Um... So I guess I will text you on the days I am able to go on?. smiley1.gif

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      Hey you.. uh I just checked my xboxlive and the clan sounds really awesome and I would love to be in it and whatnot but you guys have practices like a mofo and meetings that most of them I may not be able to attend because I am always on restriction from games. I have a schedule and it is a very shakey one. I will give you my number so you can text me some of the thngs and I can tell you weather or not I can do it. Meetings and practices and all that jazz.. IN a message of corse.

      -Monica/Roboto

    • spec18

      11 years ago

      hi!

    • WwLizwW

      11 years ago

      dude that sux... well i havent really done anything all summer and i feel like i wasted it.

    • MtsrChfRed

      11 years ago

      so did i lol
      but you know on gamestop.com
      it said the limited Edition comes with an xbox code for a gold lancer for online play :D
      thatz y i got it lol
      and dude
      add my pic into your pics
      cause i wanna spread it around

    • WwLizwW

      11 years ago

      hey how are you doing?

    • Lyzi_Kira

      11 years ago

      hi thanks for the add ^^ how are you?

    • fingers087

      11 years ago

      Hello hello =)

    • Jelly0bean

      11 years ago

      Good stuff! I think I was listening to Disturbed or A7X, something on my playlist.

    • Jelly0bean

      11 years ago

      Awesome! I'm jammin also. What are you listen to?

    • Jelly0bean

      11 years ago

      Yola!! How's it going?

    • Rabid_Lassie

      11 years ago

      "HELLO! I AM THE ONE AND TRUE GOD, NOBUNAGA, AND THIS IS MY QUEST: I WILL END EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU!"

    • hugsnkisses2

      11 years ago

      hey hows you doingg?

    • Kat13666

      11 years ago

      Hello
      How are you?

    • emokid21

      11 years ago

      blarg...

    • AshDhani1968

      11 years ago

      hi

    • simplymonica

      11 years ago

      I don't exactly know what all of that ment but it sounds cool. I fail at COD4 so I am giving it up for the time being. And thanks again for the birthday wishes smiley1.gif

    • Kat13666

      11 years ago

      Hello
      I'm Kat. Nice to meet ya
      thanks for the FR
      How are you?

    • kitty_kat94

      11 years ago

      talk to you later xx

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