Things have changed. I've grown less... happy. I was working for awhile and making a bit of money, but even then it started to make dealing with myself harder. I am still pursuing an acting career, but I no longer acknowledge myself as a brony. It's now a degenerate term to me. After 2 years of putting myself out there as a brony. The initial feeling of happiness detiorates over time due to the other bronies. Some bronies are good, but there's a lot of bad ones out there. Unfortunately, despite it's genuine intentions, the negative aspects do infect the group. The show is worth watching. The people are.... more difficult. Personal issues don't help. I have also learned that I just do not have the ability to help or properly deal with autistic individuals. This is from experience. Not even the status of family helps. It just makes things worse. It's been awhile since I've felt essential to this lifetime. Maybe things will start to get better when I'm in school. I hope.
This is Moon Moon signing off.