SargeOA

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from Yonkers, NY

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    • Mayan Apocalypse, Come at me bro

      6 years ago

      SargeOA

      things I accomplished in 2012

      - learned to fish.

      - became a pediatric staff nurse.

      - learned that the more you walk with God, He will walk with you.

      - learned that simple acts of kindness, will not improved put a smile on someone else's life, but will also feed your soul.

      - slowly draining my heart and soul of anger and negativity.

      - joined AA, recovered from 11 years of alcoholism.

      - learned that things truly do happen for a reason.


      I am truly happy, I hope you all are as well.

      God Bless, Merry Christmas, Goodnight Good Morning.

    • Unersable

      7 years ago

      SargeOA

      if you hate advertisements then ignore this status journal.

      i read this from my St Jude Children's hospital update that I read before work, it's a poem a patient wrote to fellow patient and departed friend after a year long battle with a rare liver cancer. Her name is Maggie and his name was Odie. I'm typing it out after a 12 hr shift at work and driving home through the snow because it's still affecting me pretty deep.

      Unersable by Maggie to Odie

      Hey there, it's been a long time
      and I want you to know
      I haven't forgotten you
      I Still think of you all the time
      you're the birds in the sky
      and the sun in my eyes

      Hey there, I hope you remember me
      all the laughter we shared with no hair
      and I just want you to know
      I'll take you with me wherever I go
      I will tell the world your name
      and they will never be the same

      you're unerasable

      Did you know whenever I'm afraid I'm afraid
      I remember your strength
      My fears begin to fade
      your eyes looking straight through me
      I made you a promise
      I intend to keep

      Did you know you beat your cancer
      Even though you were sick
      death couldn't destroy you
      and I just want you to know
      I'll take you with me wherever I go
      I will tell the world your name
      and they will never be the same

    • 7 years ago

      SargeOA
    • merry christmas

      7 years ago

      SargeOA

      hope you all enjoy yourselves during this holiday season, get the stuff you wanted, got something nice for someone else and got to take some time to live alittle.

      be good,

      Simon


    • 7 years ago

      SargeOA
    • Semblance Of A Life

      8 years ago

      SargeOA

      I'm happy to report I'm getting my life together.

      A bum like me went and did good, you believe that?

    • 2011

      8 years ago

      SargeOA

      Hi, from the bottom of my heart, go fuck yourself 2010. i'm so happy to be in 2011. 2010 didn't bring much of anything good my way. only three things come to mind:

      - sober 6 months now, i don't even believe it, i went into a liquor store the other day to get some wine for my supervisor and it felt so strange, like visiting a grave.
      - decided to follow the ways of Jesus on 10-10-10, i'm not a saint or anything like that i still say shit and fuck alot but my temperament is mostly always calm and collected now, and this constant feeling of love i wish i could explain.
      - gainfully employed as of september at a pediatric clinic in the bronx. people finally call me sir without adding you're making a scene.

      i attribute the good things to giving my life over to the being that created me in the first place, not a difficult decision after all.

      My dads heart attack turned me into a grown up. i really had no choice. The adversary came in the night to try and take my dad from me, but it wasn't his time. Many people have commented that my fathers recovery is the fastest they've seen for a man that had a heart attack. we work in the same hospital, how cool is that? He just went back to work, but i've been paying rent and trying to help with expenses too. Another thing that will put your life in perspective and soften the hardest of hearts is working with children.

      and sadly i hate to have the cliche live on, but a girl, a girl is making me very happy. long story on how i met and know her. we talk every day via text from sun up to sun down, hopefully we can start hanging out more once the winter is over - she hates the cold. I'd like something to come of this. we don't physically hang out much, but she came with me to my company christmas party - at least a few people think we're dating, that's a good thing i'm told when two friends just look like a good couple. anyway :)

      God is Good, God is Love. trust me. I never claimed to be a good person, I never said i was a good example. i make mistakes every day, but my shoulders don't handle even half the burden of the wrongs of my life anymore. fact.

    • 30 seconds in my head

      9 years ago

      SargeOA

      this is why i havn't been writing journals.

      unable to find permanent work in my field (10 months)

      current job (i'm not even on the payroll yet) has provided with preceptors that are too busy to teach me anything or speak to me at all

      regretting my career choice in life

      regretting spending all the time on getting into that field

      got laid from my job that was a safety

      broke. because i'm a complete mess, i had to learn the hard way that drinking and driving is insane. it took everything i had saved to fix my car and pay off all fines.

      The only good thing in my life is that i'm 2 months sober and avoided jail time and charges

      that's a shitty update right? that's why i don't do that more often. you don't want to read this every week, i wouldn't want to. I've learned something interesting about people, when you're doing bad, people generally want nothing to do with you.

      I'm trying folks, i seriously am. but all the negative karma i've amassed over the years has chosen 2010 to cash in.

    • i'm a complete deadbeat

      9 years ago

      SargeOA

      sorry.

      i want to say there's alot on my mind, but there really isn't. after finishing school and everything, i can't find a job, my days are spent trying to not slowly slip into madness. i am so close to holding up a sign on the side of the road that says "will nurse for food".

    • Happy

      9 years ago

      SargeOA

      singles awareness day

      aka

      see how much liquor i can imbibe alone

      aka

      huddled in a corner masturbating using my tears as lubricant

      or whatever you want to call it day. Fuck my life.

  • Comments (3154)

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      7 years ago

      LOLOLOL

      It can't be any worse than the stuff that leaves my mouth when I'm playing Peggle or the like. XD

      Trust me. I'm like a sailor when it comes to cussing. XD

    • SargeOA

      7 years ago

      Gaga I was wondering about that. Do you really want to hear the filth that comes out.of my mouth when I get killed in gears of war?

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      7 years ago

      you too, simon. :)

      and don't be afraid to send me a chat msg on xbox live if you see me on. i never play the games that you play, but that doesn't mean we can't be in a conversation. :D

    • SargeOA

      8 years ago

      hey there lady, how ya been?

      vices help me get through the day. aint it the truth with everybody? i cant even make that long walk to work without a smoke in the early hours of the morning.

      thank you, but believe it or not, the bitching part of me is pretty much dead, its pretty cool playing grown up. i work so much i have no time to be upset really

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      8 years ago

      simon!!!

      *hugs*

      i'm okay. and i totally understand. you need to have some sort of vice. as long as it's "legal", then it's okay. it's understandable.

      i miss you a lot. i sure hope things are going better for you right now. if you ever need to just vent? i'll listen. always. i'm going to PM you my email address.

      smiley12.gif

    • Spike12

      8 years ago

      You do, I don't even have XBL Gold right now, unless someone gave me a sub.

    • verykari

      8 years ago

      Simon!
      I'm in another transitional period, but life is getting better. I'm working on rebuilding for the Nth time, and I hope this time it sticks. I just thought I would stop in for a quick hello, and I was thrilled to see your message. How are you? Your last posting was full of positivity, and I hope that's carrying with you through 2011. When I have a bit more time, I'll head back and give a more complete update!

    • AlienHunter

      8 years ago

      "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ" Phil 1:6

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      8 years ago

      SIMON!!!

      It's okay about the smoking thing. One step at a time, man.

      Try and stop around here more often. You know you'll get lots of love and moral support from your friends here.


      Stay strong, love. <3

    • Suto_Griff

      8 years ago

      Yea bro, moved and made it. Shit's been hard till about a month ago, but since then smooth sailin'. Good to hear from ya amigo.

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      8 years ago

      This coming up Tuesday, they're having a Bhangra festival near my house. I'll be going and thinking of you while I'm there.

      Hope you're doing ok, Simon.

      smiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      Post edited 8/27/10 11:55AM

    • EvilMe

      9 years ago

      Dude, miss you mang! You should call me one of these days when you come out of the shadows :)

    • chi_coo

      9 years ago

      you know how i roll XD

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      Used motor oil! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

    • chi_coo

      9 years ago

      oh simon. always makin me smile.

    • chi_coo

      9 years ago

      hahaha don't lie! you know you're awesome at it

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      I PAY BEST PRICE EVA!!

      $34.50!

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      Well, either way, good luck amigo.

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      You sir... took that a step too far.

    • SargeOA

      9 years ago

      totally agreed, everything you said. all in good fun, and no line crossing.

      i should. i just can not at work, there's probably laws against it. but some of the milfs that come with their kids. Oh mah gawd.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      It's not like we hound every piece that walks through the doors. At least most of us don't. There's always one dog that goes a bit too far, but as long as it's quiet and not affecting the biz then it's all good. And, plus, it's just the vibe that you get from them. You usually know when somebody is being fake and when they're not.

      Go for it dude.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      Yeah, our store is sort of the same way. There are plenty of attractive young ladies that walk through our door, but when a bombshell walks in there's a certain air that's going through the store and all the guys suddenly get a double dose of cocky. It's kind of funny watching all of us fall over ourselves to get a chance to speak to her.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      I work at a grocery store where a lot of hot, single working chicks come to. It's awesome. I'm just in the right neighborhood that's all.

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      hamburger was my fav.

      and cheese


      pepporini was horrrible! it was the little cubes...I used to pick each and every cube off before I ate it. Lunch would be half over by the time I started eating!

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      It's a matter of opinion that spiting and kicking isn't cute. >=(

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      Oh yeah!

      I LOVED those square little yummy pieces! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      dude....that's a good combo!

      only for that particular type of pizza..but damn it was good !

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      That poor poor cute camel....

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      YEAH YEAH! I heard ya the first time!

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      damn right.


      We'd both put french fries and ketchup on our square cafeteria pizza and wash it down with chocolate milk.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      Totally. She's awesome.

    • Preezerk

      9 years ago

      the 9 year old is in my Russian class I'm taking at a community college. She is not helping make weapons.....though having flame decals on the missiles might help them go faster...I suppose.


      and yep...I once had a 5 year old make fun of me, in public, for eating baby food. In college, a guy's kid. ....kids always make fun of me in public! smiley4.gif

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      A'ight. I'm on it.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      I'll take your word for it.

    • Suto_Griff

      9 years ago

      Seriously. Who's that?

    • SargeOA

      9 years ago

      living is important, i still work at the store, don't feel bad. i can't quit till i find something permanent at a hospital or something.

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      Nothing as exciting as H1N1... I may have to take a job delivering pizza's to be able to afford living day to day.
      I've had a headache that feels like someone gnawing on my head for over a week now.
      Uhm.. just the same old same old.

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      Lol

      So how have you been lately buuuuuddddy?

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      I think castrating you would be a more effective means of getting the point across. XD

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      They're very gay. Which is why I mock any boy who smokes them. XD

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      Yes, exhaled.. but with a snort. >:P

      I smoke girly cigars... XD I smoke cigarillos. And my brand of choice is BullsEye.

      I am currently sucking back a pack of Raspberry flavoured. <3

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      You just made me snort out cigar smoke with that one..

      I hope you're happy.

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      Damn it, Simon! Why is it that you never want to do anything out of my fantasies? Come on! Scrooge McDuck is the hottest cartoon character ever. Is there any amount of money I could pay you to get you to do it? Even just once?

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      I was being sexual Simon. XD

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      9 years ago

      There are a TON of ads here in Los Angeles for RN's.

      Seriously, take a look.

      smiley0.gif

    • AlienHunter

      9 years ago

      Last night I was up playing Gears of War instead of ODST like all of my other friends.

      I may need new friends XD

    • KiSsCoNcReTe

      9 years ago

      It's going great so far.
      Sadly there are times I feel like I'm back in high school.. but being in a class of 11 with only 2 guys in it will do that.. a lot of girl drama stupidity...

      But I'm loving the actual class. I'm not looking forward to pharmacology though. *sigh*

      Hows being a for serious nurse?

    • cutmeugly

      9 years ago

      Yes, but only occasionally.

    • verykari

      9 years ago

      I just haven't had the time to write up Paris or Comic-Con, but it was amazing. We spent 5 hours in the louvre... the beauty began to get overwhelming. smiley8.gif Paris itself proved all the stereotypes wrong. The people were very nice, the food was rich, and I couldn't get enough of the sights.

    • Aleph

      9 years ago

      I've mostly been playing PC games, when I have the chance. Team Fortress 2, Left 4 Dead, etc. But I will fire up the 360 sometime soon and we can remind ourselves why we stopped playing Halo.

      Also I just read your responses on my profile over the years. I can't remember half the shit I've said, but Jesus Christ it must've been weird.

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