ShadowFey

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from beside Demetri.

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    • 9 years ago

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    • Shoreline.

      9 years ago

      ShadowFey

      So you say I'm better off here
      As dry as the shoreline
      In an ocean of fear

      So you say I can't be alive
      Until there is nothing
      When we're meeting eyes again

      Day by day, I wander these halls
      And you're casting a shadow
      Onto every wall

      But all the way you ring in my ear
      From the moment I knew you were leaving me here.
      You're leaving me here.

      This give and take,
      This waiting on time
      It's this twisted up memory that I can't unwind

      These fragile words that fall from my mouth
      I'm crumbling and crowded
      But I've figured you out
      I've figured you out

      The shoreline calls the sea
      For simple words and company
      But words go on and on
      Til they collide and all is gone.

      I dive into the deep
      Into the sea inside of me
      To find another song
      To find a place where I belong

      ~Shadow.

    • Beautiful

      9 years ago

      ShadowFey

      This song is so beautiful.<3 It makes me think of fall. Even the cover of the CD is beautiful.

      Deas Vail - Shoreline.<3

      So you say I’m better off here,
      as dry as the shoreline in an ocean of fear.
      And so you say that I can’t be alive
      Until there is nothing when we’re meeting eyes
      Again
      And day by day I wander these halls,
      And you’re casting a shadow onto every wall.
      And all the way you ring in my ear,
      from the moment I knew you were leaving me here.
      You were leaving me here.
      You were leaving me here.
      You were leaving me here.

      This give and take, this waiting on time
      It’s this twisted up memory that I can’t unwind.
      These fragile words that fall from my mouth
      And I’m crumbling and crowded, but I’ve figured you out.
      I've figured you out.
      I've figured you out.
      I've figured you out.

      The shoreline calls the sea
      For simple words and company,
      But words go on and on,
      Till they collide and all is gone.
      I dive into the deepâ€'into the sea inside of me
      To find another song,
      To find a place where I belong.

      The shoreline calls the sea
      For simple words and company,
      But words go on and on,
      Till they collide and all is gone.
      I dive into the deepâ€'into the sea inside of me
      To find another song,
      To find a place where I belong.

      I dive into the deepâ€'into the sea inside of me
      To find another song,
      To find a place where I belong.


      ~Shadow.

    • Teh school and life.

      9 years ago

      ShadowFey

      I started school today... wooo...
      Not really. >>;

      Anyways, I do have some awesome news. :3
      So.. I'm a senior this year and.. I only need 4 credits to graduate, and it took about three hours, but I changed my classes around enough and now.. I get to graduate at semester!! Heck yes!
      This takes off soo much stress for me.. well, sort of. I still have the stress I'm dealing with my family and my own personal problems, but I won't have to deal with worrying about getting to school every day plus worrying about money and such.
      I get finished with school January 15th.<3 And the day I offically graduate is June 4th!

      So, here's my schedule:

      First hour: Biology II.
      Second hour: Chemistry.
      Third hour: Math/Transional English. (This was actually supposed to be my study hall, but I switched it for two classes. Yeah.. I have two subjects in the same hour.)
      Four hour: Business English.
      Fifth hour: Oneida II. (It's a language class. I learn to speak Oneida--the tribe I belong to.)
      Six: Health.
      Seventh: Iriqouis music. (It's singing, but in Oneida.)

      (Btw, this is my classes everyday. I don't switch off every other day or anything.)

      Yeah. That will be my schedule until January 15th. *High five for graduating early!*
      Oh yeah, and I'm going to be getting a job soon. Hopefully I'll be working at my teacher's farm.. maybe. I have to talk to him yet.

      ---
      Something I wrote. Enjoy! (I haven't finished the story about my other defult picture yet.)
      ---

      Title: My Kingdom.
      Even in the dark, fabricated by the blanket pulled over his headâ€'he felt safe. He was protected by the safety net that was the caressing darkness. He was in his own world now. He could pretend to be whoever he wantedâ€'he could be whoever he wanted.

      The thin comforter was transportation into a world of possibilities.
      The simple action of closing his eyes, cradling the phone and speaking in another’s voice was the real magic, giving him the mental illusion of being in another place.
      He felt freedom, even though he was bound by vocalizing the thoughts and actions of his fantasy worldâ€'still he felt limitless and care free.

      Imagination;

      He could say he was at the beach and when he inhaled he could smell the ocean, and even hear the waves crashing against the rocks, brushing the sand and sheltering a home to the mammals that lived within.

      He could be standing outside while the rain down poured onto the earth, giving the world a washed out lookâ€'making it appear in silvers and grays; could smell the fresh sent of the wind before it let the clouds wash down the earth with it’s waterâ€'he could feel a shudder from the wind and rain, soaking his clothes.

      He could be standing in the forestâ€'letting the smell of wood and the grass consume his sensesâ€'where he would stumble over the rocks, fallen trees and uneven earth; where a sense of humbleness would make him see the world with a new light.

      He could be standing before a castle, getting ready to slay a dragon-like man; could be standing in the park with nothing but the moon for his light, and be waiting for a wolf to be at his side.

      He could be anything, or anywhere. Because…

      “Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies.â€Â

      ---

      Hope you liked it!

      ~Shadow.

  • Comments (55)

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      sunshine... on mah shouldahss... makes me hapieee

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      brwnchknbrwncw :D

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      yesh... i started tuesdayyy D:

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      i dont even know what I have in the morning.... D:

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      because school sux and i suck at it

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      dude fuck school
      im so pissed Dx

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      no i passed out at 2
      D:
      I'm sorry!!
      i tried stayin awake just for yew but i couldn't do it D,:

    • native_bacon

      9 years ago

      OZOMGFGNOGNOG<3
      we is going out on thursday kayy!?

    • blue_17

      9 years ago

      It's okay ^^

    • blue_17

      10 years ago

      Sorry I couldn't get back to you sooner, dad and mom both wanted the computer. You can just title it 'FMA RP' and you can pick if you want to do character profiles at the beginning or the RP or not. I'm still not sure who I want to be, I'll decide when it's my turn to reply.

    • blue_17

      10 years ago

      Alrighty! Take your time. I just didn't want it to be forgotten.

      w00t! Hair cut! You post piccy, yes?

    • blue_17

      10 years ago

      When are we going to do the FMA RP .o_o.?

    • blue_17

      10 years ago

      On 00enigmatix's profile you said one of the three in Bleach will die. Psh, we all know Rukia will >.>

    • blue_17

      10 years ago

      Hikoki's RPing Group had been remade. New version - redvsblue.com/groups/profile.php?id=7055

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      Ummmmmmmmmmmm group ^^

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      *points and glares* cows are happier in Wis. not Cali. (Shhh, don't tell Joy.) >_>;

    • Bradleysan

      10 years ago

      But they have cuuuuuurly friiiiiiiiiiiiies~ :D

    • Bradleysan

      10 years ago

      But you have to admit... you were thinking Arby's weren't you >.>?

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I'm bored too

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      no I missed the call, I didn't hear my phone until I paused the anime I was watching and I ran into my room but by that time it was too late.

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I see, you know someone called me just a moment ago and I have no idea who it was... there was no number when I looked at my cell phone...

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      hey, what's up?

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      yeah, I always on but whenever anyone did get on they never wanted to talk to me so I didn't really see a point in staying on so I didn't sign in for a few days or longer..

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I don't know.. I never seem to get on very often anymore. I guess I just got used to it since no one was realy on MSN most of the time so I didn't really have anyone I wanted to talk to.

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I bet they are, I wanted to see transformers, but we never went then I was getting annoyed with a friend that was saying this that and the other thing about it so I ended up saying a few things about the movie, kind of like how you never saw star wars and still judge it.. well that's what I did since my friend was really getting on my nerves...

      A few months after that I got her mad over something else it was kind of funny I loved making her made just cause she pissed me off so badly in the past... I have no idea why I liked to do that in the first place but yeah..

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I still gotta see transformers, I might just see them both when we're able to just rent them both...

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol yeah, so besides unpacking your stuff hows everything been over there?

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      O.o -grabs and stands behind Renkai, shoving him forward-
      Renkai: o__O What the hell are you doing!?
      Putting you in the line of fire what else? You two could probably do it..
      Renkai: Yeeah.. about that, I'd rather not get in the middle of this. Besides what can I do to him?

      xD yeeah.. our other converdsation is more interesting lol

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      xD oh nooo, please Gregory, please don't rape me!
      wow... this is kind of a weird conversation lol

      ...I get bored, I start looking, >> I have problems xD

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol or what?

      yeah, I don't kno what to make of her lol. oh well.

      I don't know what's up with people, I think on my last account I had mostly neg mods. I just don't people liked my old account. Either that on this account I'm just posting better opinions or something. I have 4% for noob 2% for soemthing else and 1% for everything else.. people still don't like me very much xD

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol I don't know about that, that's a little hard to believe.

      -rolls eyes- Joy's weird, I don't think she likes me very well, I can't personally say I like her or dislike her. I just don't know don't know what to think of some people, although I know she never really liked talking to me unless she had to. -shrugs-

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      sorry I get bored easily but, how do you have a 23% flamebait, that's kind of odd...

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol oh yeah, cause I'm sure you just sit in the corner of your room and just nibble on your books for nurishment .reading.gif -grins rolls eyes-

      Yeah, she is and the story could have been so much longer but I don't wanna type that much. Besides last time I typed something like that on a different site my comment was almost enough to cover up my friends whole home page. >>

      I was thinking about putting up some pictures on what I thought of her mom too but I'd rather not lol.

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      Wow... sounds like you have a lot to unpack. An by the way do you like live off of things to read, I mean seriously? Do you just like get up one day and just be like "Okay, this my breakfast, my supper, and my mid-night snack." lol jk

      There is a very, very, very, long story to that.. I would rather not get into that story, instead I'll just say that, her mom was meddling into my personal life no thanks to some of her daughters or friends that didn't trust me and decided to look on my myspace to get anything on me. She continued to dig for information, also accusing me of getting Veronica pregnant, I think her real intention was to get me thrown in jail I'm pretty sure. I'm not sure but I'm not going to wait and let her dig threw my past until she can accidently stumble onto something or just lie and accuse me of soemthing I didn't do.

      Therefore since I all ready have a mark on me for some other things that have happened in the past that almost got me thrown in jail, that mark will go against me and more than likely they'll have a better chance to put me in jail.

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol oh yeah, that much of a mess huh?

      how long do you think it will take you to get everything back together?

      oh an did I mention that Veronica was actually the ex I was talking to on the phone? ...I think I may have forgot to mention that..

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      hey, what's up?

      sorry for not replying sooner, I was on the phone with my ex... and it took forever along with watching a tv show while talking to her...

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      I would really, really like to point out I thought it said "from inside Demetri" on your profile XD!

    • JP_17

      10 years ago

      MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I make new profile. 'Tis Joy ja? 8D! Delete my other one off of your friends. I add you now ^.^!

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      Well, I have a feeling that one of those two, or both, or even both and Ichigo are gonna die before this manga is over. So the outlook looks kind of bleak.

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      You know, both of them are good for him, but I think one sees him as a close friend and a powerful ally while the other truly loves him. As anyone can plainly see Rukia has friend zoned Ichigo. Also Ichigo is pretty clueless when it comes to women. Look at how he reacted to Yoruichi, he has no clue about women period so it's no wonder he doesn't notice Orihime. He's too busy off saving the world for romance.

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      I don't hear Rukia going on and on about how much she loves Ichigo. And besides, Renji kinda has a thing for Rukia anyway so I think if she should be with anyone it should be him. And come on... Ichigo and Orihime even have matching plumage, it's meant to be. >.>;

      Post edited 5/29/09 5:00PM

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      Whoops. I've done wrong window before, but wrong profile x.x?! Wow I fail at life. Also Ichigo x Orihime ftw >.>;

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      Are you dead again? Don't make me go get the defibrillator...

    • 00enigmatix

      10 years ago

      Oh hey, that was you that called me o-o;... I think I remember you. Well, nice to meet you.

    • Discrete

      10 years ago

      yessss i do :D

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      We have to wait until they send us the pay check with all that lovely money that their giving us to replace our stuff down there.

      Ken: I like the way you used lovely and money all in the same sentence. -snikers-

      Shut it Ken!
      This is probably the only time you'll hear me say that EVER.

      Renkai: Psh! Riight, you said lovely a ton more than just this once.

      Ken: Yeah! Who are you trying to fool?

      Obviously not you.. so you both just STFU for the moment!

      Renkai: What are you going to do to us? Punch yourself in the face for our punishment?
      Yeah, that will really teach us.

      Your impossible sometimes, I hope you know that.

      Renkai: As long as you know your just plan weird, I mean come on, who talks to himself someone elses profile for like 10-15 minutes, that's pretty said if you ask me.

      Silence! ..I'll KILL YOU!
      Anywho... yeeeeaahh!

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      lol shut up, at least I'm trying to type while I'm tired, the fact that my hands are almost shaking doesn't help either. not to mention I'm wearing a light coat that has a hoody on it (the only thing I have to wear that's comfortable) while my ONE pair of clothes are in the washer.

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      I can't take nap or else I'll be out for the whole day.

      I will be going to bed early since by time it's night I'll be even worse than I am now.. not to mention that I'll mostly be brain dead and luaghing at nothing most of the night (I'm goofy like that) or just pretend that I'm thinking (TRY to thin anyway) while I'm really not..

    • Renkai

      10 years ago

      okay.. so I stayed up all night playing this free online game.. SO I was playing with my brother and we both got to level 21, and then he had to get off so I continued playing.
      I got to battke the HARDEST MOTHER FUCKER IN THE GAME!
      (with a bunch of random people)
      in the prosscess of doing this I went up to level 22 and at this point I've stayed up wayyyy too late..

      so now I have to stay awake through a barbacue... and through the rest of the day until I have to go to bed that's not to mention that I have exams this week.

      more than likely I'll be tired as hell either way, and the only thing that's keeping me awake is typeing messages to people and listening to music.

    • MissGlitter

      10 years ago

      I had to get some root canals and it was a problem.

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