ShiranaiMiko

Female
from shithole with smell of centuries of piss

  • Activity

    • holy shiznit

      9 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      i'm sickly right now. i been taking care of my bro and mom and since no good deed goes undone, i'm super sick. i'm redoing things in my life. i want to do better for myself and go to graduate school. no one in my family has so it's going to be a trip. i'm sorry to my friends, i haven't been online. i been reading as much as possible on your journals to keep up with you but my chest hurts and my eyes are watery. i've just been working and volunteering a lot. still living in new york but looking for my own place now. trying to save as much possible. inflataion making things hard...lol
      i hope you guys aren't mad at me for not being around for you

    • life...in a nutshell

      9 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      ahh life...many splendid thing. i went through a few relationships. learned a whole lot and cried a lot. i moved out. i love living with a roommate and his mom. i miss my fam.i get to see them frequently. almost everyday. i'm at peace. currently in a relationship with a fucking great guy whom always defends and supports me and i never argue with him. there are things he does i dont agree with and vice versa but i can't get mad he doesn't get mad either. i saw paranormal activity and i thought i was going to die but it was a really bad movie in my opinion just got the worst side of my paranoia. i just saw new moon. believe me when i say that i haven't laughed so hard since paranormal activity. lol it was histerical.
      oh my laptop is the love of my life but it's fucking up. i can't hear audio on anything even my porn and it's so hard to deal with it. dell software support told me to reinstall my operating system so i'm thinking of getting windows 7 and an external hard drive to fit my massive amount of work.
      i still work at the church and teach citizenship. i still work like a slave. which is why i'm not online much but i miss everyone here and apologize for not showing it. i really hope ya'll could forgive me and continue with your regularly scheduled programming. cheers for thanksgiving yall

    • missing you

      11 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      Dear me,

      You need to schedule time to log on to here. You know you miss all your friends but you don't log on. so poo poo on you and your time. stop being busy and change your pic. although you look the same. confused.
      >.<

      Love,
      me

      PS. I've been working and passing out by the time i get home. I've spoken to some of my buddies on AIM but i love you so much. contact me on facebook or myspace.com/nikkiasta
      email:nastacio@gmail.com
      i dare you to email my job email: nicauris.astacio@1199.org
      AIM:Bluenikki03
      Yahoo:redstarnikki04
      msn: nastacio345@hotmail.com
      IMVU: Name Nicauris smiley12.gif
      cell phone and address, you gotta message me for that one if you don't have it yet. i think i might get a new phone...mmmmvoyager lg verizon...

    • as opposed to previous beliefs...

      11 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      I am alive and kicking. I have been incredibly busy and tired so i have not been able to speak to as many people as i would like to. i am so sleepy right now i gotta keep up for a resume i'm typing for someone. i got my clothes ready. i gotta get a present for someone. gotta be up by 6am. i need sleepyi wantto stop coughing and feeling the need to cough at the wrongtime. omg. i'mg falling asleep.i beti have tupos. i'm osrryihavent kept onwith you guys. i love my rvb family but it deosntfeelikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, >.>
      <.<
      that was me falling asleep on the keyboard.okay gotta split!<33

    • i reappeared

      12 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      i am alive and i living in between working and school work. i've been swamped with plenty of church activities as well as a boyfriend and family life is still up and running .
      i am soo sleepy...well that's the update...that and i have finals!
      WOOO FREAKING HOOOO!!
      damn finals...

      EDIT: i forgot to include my section full of randomness:

      this is a live action clip of our favorite game show...all grown up. ACAPELLA GETS KEEEELED!
      Where the f*** is carmen sandiego?

      and this is just in case you never thought i could get more random.
      95 year old chinese lady with a horn. no joke

      oh and i uploaded new pics from a trip to Atlantic City...nothing from inside AC but from the time we were waiting for our bus. i introduce to you the hubby in the pics although i didnt caption it with that. he's funny from time to time but you don't see it there. i gotta lose weight. i gots a little tummy going on.lol...yet...lol but we didnt win at the casino. i drank all the free drinks we could find. AWESOME MARGARITAS i got my cousin (photographer extraordinaire) addicted to them.



      We Say... HE Says
      Body: BIBLE VERSES

      We say: "It's impossible"
      God says: All things are possible
      (Luke 18:27)

      We say: "I'm too tired"
      God says: I will give you rest
      (Matthew 11:28-30)

      We say: "Nobody really loves me"
      God says: I love you
      (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )

      We say: "I can't go on"
      God says: My grace is sufficient
      (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

      We say: "I can't figure things out"
      God says: I will direct your steps
      (Proverbs 3:5- 6)

      We say: "I can't do it"
      God says: You can do all things
      (Philippians 4:13)

      We say: "I'm not able"
      God says: I am able
      (II Corinthians 9:8)

      We say: "It's not worth it"
      God says: It will be worth it
      (Roman 8:28 )

      We say: "I can't forgive myself"
      God says: I Forgive you
      (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

      We say: "I can't manage"
      God says: I will supply all your needs
      (Philippians 4:19)

      We say: "I'm afraid"
      God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
      (II Timothy 1:7)

      We say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
      God says: Cast all your cares on ME
      (I Peter 5:7)

      We say: "I'm not smart enough"
      God says: I give you wisdom
      (I Corinthians 1:30)

      We say: "I feel all alone"
      God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
      (Hebrews 13:5)



      Heavenly Father bless all my friends, those who read this and those who dont! May their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as they seek to have a closer relationship with you...
      Amen


      God determines who walks into your life....
      you decide who you let walk away,
      who you let stay and who you refuse to let go.


      Make it a Wonderful Day!!!


      :D
      i'm on facebook and myspace just search for my email. nastacio@gmail.com or at hunter.cuny.edu

    • mendaa roxz

      12 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      1:26:06 AM bluenikki03: no sleepy time?
      1:26:06 AM shadowmendaa (Autoreply): happy singles awareness day.

      still dying, or something like that. blegh.
      1:26:12 AM shadowmendaa: nah
      1:26:13 AM shadowmendaa: RPing
      1:26:15 AM shadowmendaa: being evil :3
      1:26:25 AM bluenikki03: is resident evil coming out soon?
      1:26:28 AM shadowmendaa: dunno
      1:26:32 AM shadowmendaa: lol
      1:26:46 AM bluenikki03: >.<
      1:30:26 AM bluenikki03: i saw smokin aces
      1:30:38 AM shadowmendaa: eh?
      1:30:50 AM bluenikki03: the movie
      1:30:52 AM bluenikki03: that's out
      1:30:57 AM bluenikki03: with assasins
      1:31:03 AM shadowmendaa: ooooh
      1:31:05 AM shadowmendaa: haha
      1:31:08 AM shadowmendaa: you said ass
      1:31:40 AM bluenikki03: LOL
      1:31:48 AM bluenikki03: i love the things that amuse you
      1:31:49 AM bluenikki03: :D
      1:31:53 AM shadowmendaa: :3
      1:31:57 AM shadowmendaa: www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWHmq8mi3l0 that amuses me
      1:31:59 AM shadowmendaa: a great deal
      1:31:59 AM bluenikki03: i am gonna put that in my journal
      1:32:04 AM shadowmendaa: sweet XD
      1:32:40 AM bluenikki03: i hope you know that's the only reason i log on now
      1:32:43 AM bluenikki03: well
      1:32:47 AM shadowmendaa: lmao
      1:32:50 AM bluenikki03: the only reason that i am gonna log on now
      1:32:53 AM bluenikki03: >.>
      1:32:56 AM bluenikki03: you know what i mean
      1:32:57 AM shadowmendaa: reeeeeally?
      1:32:58 AM shadowmendaa: XD
      1:33:04 AM bluenikki03: yups
      1:33:06 AM bluenikki03: :D
      1:33:12 AM bluenikki03: and i'm posting that too
      1:33:16 AM shadowmendaa: daww
      1:33:18 AM shadowmendaa: i feel so loved
      1:33:20 AM bluenikki03: :D pwnd
      1:33:23 AM shadowmendaa: shit, more babies?
      1:33:24 AM bluenikki03: XD
      1:33:27 AM bluenikki03: LMAO
      1:33:28 AM shadowmendaa: i'm still not tired
      1:33:38 AM bluenikki03: just like a bunny
      1:33:40 AM shadowmendaa: shadow asked who the father would be XD
      1:33:45 AM bluenikki03: energizer bunny
      1:33:48 AM bluenikki03: >.>
      1:33:56 AM bluenikki03: i suck at ad libs
      1:34:08 AM shadowmendaa: XD
      1:34:47 AM bluenikki03: >.< nikki strikes again
      1:34:53 AM bluenikki03: or miko
      1:34:54 AM shadowmendaa: frazzle snazzle
      1:34:59 AM bluenikki03: or shiranai miko
      1:35:02 AM shadowmendaa: bleeble blabble
      1:35:05 AM bluenikki03: MINKY BOODLE!

      this is our valentine's day conversation XD simon and i also have memorable conversations that shall come up next
      smiley0.gif

    • NO LYING SURVEY

      12 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      TELL THE TRUTH NO LIES

      EIGHT LASTS:
      8. last cigarette: me no smokey!
      7. Last beverage: i dont remember i think it was rasberry/apple sparkling cider
      6. Last phone call: Dad
      5. Last text message: From Harvey
      4. Last cd played: i dont even remember...i think Juan Luis Guerra
      3. Last BUBBLE bath: when i was little :(
      2. Last time you cried: 3 weeks ago
      1. Last meal: mashed potatoes and steak :)
      7. have you ever dated someone twice? uhhh...what does that mean?
      6. Have you ever been cheated on? nah
      5. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? nope
      4. Have you ever fallen in love? yes
      3. Have you ever lost someone? yes
      2. Have you ever been depressed? too many times
      1. Have you ever had a heartbreak? don't we all

      SIX things you did in the past three days:
      6. i woke up before 9am!
      5. tried to take a shower with cold water
      4. bought $10 boots
      3. finished watching season 1 of 24
      2. beat alex at burnout
      1. bought stuff for school :-S

      List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to:
      5. Mom
      4. Dolorita
      3. Rosi
      2. Harvey
      1. Alex

      THIS YEAR...
      Made a new friend? yes
      Fallen out of love? no
      laughed until you cried? always
      went behind your parents back?uhhh...no..
      met someone who changed your life? yea

      WHAT DO YOU THINK OF

      1. Bush? is he playing stupid or is he REALLY stupid?
      2. Gay marriage? why not? i'm not going to get in between the lives of other people.
      4. Straight, Gay, Bi? i think you can't help who you fall in love with.
      5. Who is the best hugger that you know? Lene
      6. Do you believe in love at first sight? yea

      7. Is there something you want to tell someone? i can't remember by the time i tell them...i think...

      8. what kind of shirt are you wearing? its lavender under my sweater

      11. How many kids do you want to have? HA!! i dunno...

      12. Do you have a good relationship with your parent (s)? hmm...yeah...in a family there's always fights...

      13. Do you wanna change your name? i used to want to but not anymore!!

      14. What did you do for your last birthday? i worked but my coworker bought me a cake it was awesome! i also got myself something nice i forget what...

      15. What time did you wake up today? umm...8:40sih

      16. What were you doing at midnight last night? trying to make harvey get a sleeping bag...i think...

      17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? Graduate

      18. Last time you saw your father? last night...

      19. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? i need to be warmer!!! WHY ARE MY HANDS ALWAYS COLD??!!

      20. Which hand do you like better? left the nails look prettier LOL but my right hand is all powerful!

      21.What are you listening to right now? jazz on juni's page

      24. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? if i did it was about something stupid or something i already talked to them about... but wanted to discuss it...

      25. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? some shirt or sweater...i think...

      26. Who's getting on your nerves right now? i dunno...i think the mailman who has my check!

      27. Most visited webpage? uhhh...there's too many...i think google or imdb other than those myspace or redvsblue.com

      29.Coke or Pepsi? coke

      30. Do you have a crush? me on someone? on my babe

      31. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in this world? why is the united states always at war? use the freaking money towards something more domestic!!

      32. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends? ALWAYS!!!

      [nikki added the next questions]
      33. did you notice how horrible the numbering is? it was distracting to me

      34. do you have OCD? i don't think so...>.>

      35. what is the weirdest question that's ever been asked of you? "How does your poop smell?"

      36. what's the weirdest question you've ever asked anyone?
      i think it was...do you know what i was thinking? or something like that... LOL

      37. how many times do you forget to:
      Brush your teeth: only when i had surgery.
      take a shower: same as above
      put on deordorant: always...thank god i'm not stinky usually!
      put on underwear: NEVAR!
      your fly is open!: UMG! it's not!
      take care of pet: >.> mango is fine. he's a good mean bird
      pay your credit card bill...ON TIME!: a lot...i have bad bad credit
      doctor's appointments?: doctors still like the fact that i'm always messed up!
      your favorite TV show?: a lot
      That was fun!
      If you answered honestly to all these, repost as:

      NO LYING SURVEY

    • i might know you!! YAY!

      12 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      i'm sorry i havent been able to catch up with everyone like i promised i would! i have been meaning to but things have been happening...

      okay..so i had the tonsilectomy...which...is the most painful experience i've had to date...to imagine that there are so many things that go into swallowing..THAT HURT!!! and since my throat hurts my ears and head decided to join in on the fun so that it's just a barrel o monkey worth of fun...
      hey i think my uterus wanted to join in too! so yeah that's not fun! lol but i been getting sooooooo much support i been wanting to get better for such a long time but i keep on forgetting that even if i want to get better really badly there's still a great percent of physicality that's involved in recovery. not only sheer will...last night i woke up crying and it's been a week since surgery. it's been like a roller coaster...feeling better at times, feeling worse at others...

      okay so jason couldn't come and i'm going out with harvey. that's all i think i need to say about that but if you have questions then ask you know i won't bite your head off...even figuretively or even if i was your praying mantis mate...but that's for another lifetime.

      as far as classes go they went bad. last semester was the worse and the first time i had ever not passed a class. i could still make up for it and try to get credit for the class but i'm reconsidering my minor. i might change it from japanese to something more in the social work realm. but that's gonna take more time and credits it might be worth it cause i think that's the area i would like to concentrate on.

      i'm getting dizzy again. i'm getting off my duckies
      Love ya!
      smiley12.gif nikki

    • Content Holiday things...

      12 years ago

      ShiranaiMiko

      Well i hope everyone is having a festive holiday time and stuff
      things are stable over here...kinda...im still trying to get the pieces together...im going to the hospital tomorrow to give out toys...perhaps i really hope i will...on everyday besides monday this coming week i will have surgery...pretty complicated for a tonsilectomy...but i guess it's all in avoidance of a law suit or something
      on the 28th, jason is planning to come to new york to visit. i met jason on here and we've been talking for a LONG time. we're hoping we could start a relationship. he's really had tons of faith to make it work even when i tried to push him away...and that kinda love is what i need to be honest. so i am gonna try to see if we could make it work and focus my love on him not ignoring everyone else of course but ill stop being a flirt (although i think i gave my emotions away to the wrong places sometimes) and focus more romantic love to everyone.

      for the sake of my procrastination, i'm still trying to send around christmas/ epiphany (three kings day) and new year's cards...much more cheaper around this time...sooo.....if you mind not keeping the cheap word in mind i would like to send out cards to all of you who allow me to do so and not worry to see me in your front door.

    • Music survey; Help me pass my class

      in Forums > Music survey; Help me pass my class | Follow this topic

      ShiranaiMiko

      this is a survey on music and images and the influence they have. it's really short and simple and will help me pass my class. it will not take long and i hope you "enjoy" it

      CONSENT FORM
      Thank you for participating in this research project. Your responses
      will remain strictly confidential and your identity will remain
      anonymous. No identifying information will be collected. You are free
      to withdraw your participation at any time and no negative
      consequences will occur if you decide to withdraw. There are no known
      risks involved with this research, and your completion of this survey
      or task will represent your informed consent to participate. This will
      take about 5 to 8 minutes to complete. Please ask any questions you
      may have regarding this project to the researcher present, or if
      additional information is needed, you may contact: Ed Swierczewski,
      Adjunct Faculty, Department of Psychology, Hunter College of the City
      University of New York, phone: 212-772-5550, or email
      eswiercz@hunter.cuny.edu. This research is being conducted as part of
      a course requirement, and no direct benefits accruing to the
      participants have been identified.

      Thank you for your participation.

      Age: _____
      Gender: ___________
      Musical Preference: (choices please)
      • African
      • Blues
      • Caribbean
      • Children's
      • Classical
      • Country
      • Electronic
      • Folk and Traditional
      • Industrial
      • Jazz
      • Latin
      • March
      • Middle Eastern
      • Military
      • Musicals
      • New Age
      • Novelty
      • R&B and Soul
      • Rap and Hip-Hop
      • Reggae
      • Religious and Devotional
      • Rock and Pop
      • Theme Music
      • World Fusion
      • Other (Please provide):_________


      How do you feel right now? _______
      1 calm/relaxed
      2
      3
      4 neutral
      5
      6
      7 stressed/angered


      TempImage10.jpg


      Impressions on the imagery: ________
      1 Strong dislike
      2
      3
      4 neutral
      5
      6
      7 quite enjoyable actually




      Now, choose one link song A ; song B that has a song and listen to it for 30 seconds and then respond to the following questions




      How do you feel right now? _______
      1 calm/relaxed
      2
      3
      4 neutral
      5
      6
      7 stressed/angered

      First Impressions of the song:_______________
      1 Strong dislike
      2
      3
      4 neutral
      5
      6
      7 quite enjoyable actually


      Did the songs fit any genres they mentioned in part one? Yes or No?

      Did they like any genre not mentioned before? Yes or No?

      Did the images affect their listening experience? Yes or No?

      If so, on a scale of 1-7, how much?

      Thank you for your participation and post respond in this forum or send me a message if you prefer.
      Thank you once again.


      Post edited 12/20/06 12:04AM

      21 replies

  • About Me

  • Comments (1425)

    • seruko

      9 years ago

      im cleaning out my friends and if you want to stay on the list leave a message on my latest journal

    • orion121484

      10 years ago

      <3

    • Lord_Grunty

      11 years ago

      add me

    • NinjaJesus

      11 years ago

      What's up lady?

    • KeybladerDan

      11 years ago

      Being uber uber bored xD
      That's about it :3

    • KeybladerDan

      11 years ago

      hey hey! :D

      How've you been? ^_^

    • P_kun

      11 years ago

      Sure

    • redecko17

      12 years ago

      Hi <3....I donno if you remember me.....but I'm back.....^^"....just saying hi.....

    • KeybladerDan

      12 years ago

      I take that as you'd like to stay on my list? xD
      Good, cause i'd have hated to delete such an awesome person.
      Not that I'd have had the heart to in the end most likely. x3

      And you weren't a bad friend!
      Half of it was both of us not communicating, I just brought that fact up first. smiley1.gif

    • KeybladerDan

      12 years ago

      Hey Miko! You still alive on your end?! =O
      I'm doing a FL clean out and if ya wanna stay on you'd better hustle hustle to this journal right here! xD
      Hope you don't fall down any pits on the way or anything... smiley1.gif

      Post edited 6/20/07 3:39AM

    • seruko

      12 years ago

      thanks

    • KeybladerDan

      12 years ago

      You have got that right!
      Now it's just about time to get my social security card, a job, and go to college!
      Fun fun right?

    • KeybladerDan

      12 years ago

      I am fine. ^_^
      Just glad to be out of school currently! smiley0.gif

    • KeybladerDan

      12 years ago

      Hey Mikomi, how's it been??
      It's been like forever since we talked last. ^_^
      How've ya been???

    • BlueKudzu

      12 years ago

      lolz

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      yeah I saw them!

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol that's great!

    • Mendaa

      12 years ago

      They might be. It would be smart. Then after the smart humans who know how to survive the inevitable zombie infestation find their way to safety, they can network on Facebook!

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      o'rly?

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol k that was kinda funny!

    • Mendaa

      12 years ago

      WELL MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T A ZOMBIE IT WOULD BE EASIER.

    • Mendaa

      12 years ago

      DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

      Hay Facebook hates me. But you should add me. If we aren't friends already. I don't remember these things, I rarely use it. But you can if you want to. jagee@gmu.edu

    • Mendaa

      12 years ago

      Are you sure? You could be like...a zombie. And I like my brains.

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      I'm doing ok lol certainly not as busy as you are! I haven't seen the vid you mentioned no should I have?

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol hey there ain't seen u on in ages! how u?

    • BlueKudzu

      12 years ago

      oh, ouch >.< that sounds very straining. i'm going off to college in the fall and hoping i can get a job with some kind of food place so i can get at least one free meal a day. i'm kinda worried about the cost of living there and everything, also the classes might be a little tougher since i'm going into my major a little more.

      but take care of yourself first. getting sick or anything like that could wipe you out.

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol me so glad you're alive!

    • BlueKudzu

      12 years ago

      yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where ya been? D:

    • Dj_Wishart

      12 years ago

      O.O?

    • laeria

      12 years ago

      Glad you liked it then! =D

    • laeria

      12 years ago

      Thanks for the image comment! ^_^

    • Airwaffle

      12 years ago

      I think it's from Galaxy Angel. I'm not sure though.

    • seruko

      12 years ago

      yes yes i am

      thank you

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      woot lol!

    • seruko

      12 years ago

      you mean the big one on the left?
      no its not a little machete
      it is a bowie knife
      and the axe is a hatched really
      i'll post up the bowie and the first knife for size comparison

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol classy lady ;-)

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      lol excited?

    • Dj_Wishart

      12 years ago

      yo watsup Mikomi, it's munkiy/John (-_-) \m/

    • laeria

      12 years ago

      lol. Lucky friends. xP

      I can't sew or anything. Oh well! ^.^

      Good luck with your costume! =D

    • laeria

      12 years ago

      Ohhh... neat! Good luck!! I want to see pics! =D

    • Spike12

      12 years ago

      LoL, you've got a point there. He needs to grow out a real mullet >.>.

    • Monolith_Gui

      12 years ago

      Ok

    • Kratos1

      12 years ago

      www.theavatarportal.com

      smiley8.gif

      Post edited 1/05/07 8:36PM

    • seruko

      12 years ago

      yes

      yes they are

      whent they choose to be

    • magickmaster

      12 years ago

      of course I forgive you!!!

      I made one that was touched up. I guess that if I'm going to get serious about this then I need to get a better graphics card becuase on this coputer I couldn't see all of the defects then when I got to work I could see all of them :\ so I have a fixed one at work. I need to draw some more this weekend. Then the art teacher and I are going to work on some of my techniques ^.^

    • Kumiho

      12 years ago

      thanx lol and a happy new year to you too!

    • docdawolf

      12 years ago

      well get back on my friends list please

      Doc

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