SnChrming

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from Fayetteville, TN

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    • Life....

      8 years ago

      SnChrming

      I'm not too much for words....Especially when I'm hurt. Life is a very strange thing....So is love....But what do we do when we find a love like no other and we lose it....Even worse it's our own fault....And there is nothing we can do at the moment to get it back....You have faith that one day you'll earn that persons love again....But what if you never do....Say they were what made your life worth everything....Give you meaning....Make you happier than anything....What is the next step....Where do you go when you had it all mapped out with that certain person....A life....A family eventually.... Persuing your hopes and dreams with that person....Helping them accomplish their dreams and goals....Then overnight it's gone....Then you find yourself living out of your car....From couch to couch....Or maybe a bed....But you can't stay long....Makes it hard to concentrate on anything but all the memories....I was mostly ok up untill last night....Nightmare after nightmare....Tried sleeping it off each time I woke up....But it got worse....Should have just gotten up....Now all I can think about is her....All that happened between us....How can you let that go....Just up and forget all that....All of it runs through me like blood....Under my skin forever....I suppose if many ppl read this....Treat that girl you love with respect....Make everyday better than the last.... If you plan on spending your life with her....Make her believe that you'll always be there....To protect her and make her feel nothing less than a Goddess....Always special....Never forget to caress her....Cuddle her....Kiss her.... Nothing is more important that the one you love....No matter if she says it's ok....You exceed her expectations of love....Cuz you never know....She could hit you the next day with "It would be better if we weren't together"....Or could just be a get the fuck out....Or I'm leaving and their is nothing you can say or do to change the outcome....Because you should have chosen your words wisely....She might be one that lets it brew and has had enough....:(....So love her like no other and never back down from making things better....I'll always love you Tara.... For always. smiley12.gif

    • Papa Roach- March Out Of The Darkness

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      It feels like the end of the world
      It seems like nobody cares
      Is it real or am I going insane
      Am I ever gonna change my ways

      Isolated
      Seperated
      Sick of the mess I created
      The Pressure keeps rising
      When the truth is what I'm fighting

      We March out of the darkness
      We revel in the flames
      The mission is accomplished
      I'm ready for the change
      The only thing that will set us free
      is living through the pain
      And the only thing that'll guarantee
      Will never be the same.

      It feels like im still in a cage
      I scream till I'm blue in the face
      Is it real or is it a fase
      It's time that I change my ways

      I'm ready and willing
      To take what i've been given
      The pressure keeps rising
      Cause the truth is what i'm fighting

      We march out of the darkness
      We revel in the flames
      The mission is accomplished
      I'm ready for the change
      The only thing that will set us free
      is living through the pain
      And the only thing that'll guarantee
      Will never be the same.

      Its ok, its alright
      just let go you'll be fine
      its ok, its alright
      just let go you'll be fine


      We March out of the darkness
      We revel in the flames
      The mission is accomplished
      I'm ready for the change
      The only thing that will set us free
      is living trough the pain
      And the only thing that'll guarantee
      Will never be the same.

      Its ok, its alright
      just let go you'll be fine
      its ok, its alright
      just let go you'll be fine

      It's Ok
      It's alright
      Just let go, you'll be fine

      It's ok
      It's alright
      Just let go, you'll be fine

    • Hermms....

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      Haven't been on in a bit....Or if I have it was for a few minutes....Been playing 360....Turned into sort of an achievement whore....Haha....Found out in the past week L4D is ONE of the greatest games made....It has its flaws but gotta love gunning down hordes of zombies....:P....This past weekend I spent the night and most of a day in jail....Not as bad as people say it is....It is a maximum security jail....So I was in lockdown with 20 or so guys.... Murderers to robbers....I was in for GTA....When I got out on bond they brought it down to theft of property....All just a bunch of bullshit....I borrowed a truck that my dad had borrowed....My dad knew where it was....But told the guy who owned it that he didn't know where it was....So I took the fall....Damn it all....Haha....Fuck it all though....I'm good for it....Just feel like shit today....Tomorrow should be better....Well let's hope....:P

    • The Dream (Shinedown)

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
      Lay down on the ground and turn the dirt into your joy
      From what I see and what I know has all been boring lately
      So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
      Time your riddles right and make a point that has no sense
      Make sure that you are smiling and the money has been well spent
      Innocense and ignorance....It all goes hand in hand
      I'm not sure that I am right but hope that you will understand
      I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end
      And all the plastic people have now become your friends
      Before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
      I just wanted to tell you that you are listening to a dream

    • Newest 360 commercial....

      in Forums > Newest 360 commercial.... | Follow this topic

      SnChrming

      I'm pretty sure alot of you have seen them....The chick and the dudes face....The camera spins around and the back of their head is hallowed out with them and their mom and dad playing a game on the couch....(Guess they were playing a game....I only seen them once)....But is it just me....Microsoft is trying to say that games are making kids (or gamers) brains smaller....Or worse yet....Saying we have no brain....I'm just curious to see what everyone thought is about this "controversial" commercial....

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    • Dead Space....

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      In my opinion....This game lives up to the hype....And then some....Honestly....I think EA sucks....But with this game....They raised the bar for a "Sci Fi Shooter"....That is until I got DECAPITATED....Now that was straight up bullshit....Running along like the bitch told me to....Decided I'd skip the monster in the wall and hit the door....Mainly cuz I was low on ammo....*SNAP*....There went my fucking head flying up in the air....Blood gushing everywhere....Isaac looks like he's going into spasms....Haha....Then it happened a second time when I tried to kill it (Just like I did the first one I seen)....Ah but fuck no....Had to take my head again....Need less to say I wanted to snap a controller in half....So I put that game down....5 hours straight and 5 chapters in....I think that is a good place to take a break....But all in all....I definitely see the 9.5....So I think it's worth a play through....Then another on hard....:P

    • On a lighter note....

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      Yesterday was CRAZY....Had like 6 or 7 Yellow #5s....Haha....Said some crazy shit....Not taking back any of it.... Kinda a chilly day today....How about everyone else in RvB land....Pretty sure it's bitchin' cold in some places.... I miss some snow....We got actual snow here maybe 2 yrs ago....So anyways.....I got to get ready and start heading toward the Big T....Got a Jack Daniel's BBQ to go to....Gotta endure the rednecks for some good food....And to spend some time with the most wonderful girl....:)....Hope EVERYONE has a good day and weekend.... smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

    • E-Crush....

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      It's so sad....Cechmanek is gay....Not sure if it was the rednecks in Kansas that got him or what....But I feel sorry for him....Or maybe the Missouri wind sweft across and made him dumb for a moment....Who knows.... smiley0.gif

      Here a fact:

      E-Crush is when someone has a crush on someone they met through the internet. Ofcourse they've had no contact with this person outside the internet. E-crushes are superficial and should NOT be taken seriously. Most people take a short time to get over e-crushes as they usually mean nothing
      "Stop having an e-crush! Get someone who's 100% not a fake person!!"

      HAHA....You left yourself open for it....:P....Plus....Don't fuck with my dots....


    • The Wii....

      10 years ago

      SnChrming

      Just got one....It's pretty badass....Except for RE4 Wii Edition....It blows balls....Cuz it's extremely hard to play it with the wiimote and nunchuku(Gotta get the Zapper)....You have to be a severe loser to play it with those....Haha....Super Mario Galaxy is as sweet as I thought it would be....Super Smash Bros. Brawl....All I gotta say is fuck yeah....:P....SW The Force Unleashed....Pretty awesome too....But prefer the Ps3 version....All in all....The Wii is all the hype it's cracked up to be and then some....Atleast I think so....:)

      *Need more games....HAHA.... smiley0.gif

    • So irrelevant....

      11 years ago

      SnChrming

      I made it to 13 Karma....Yeah Yuh.....*Dances around*.....Ok that was a little too much excitement..... smiley0.gif

  • Comments (467)

    • broodbaron

      8 years ago

      Hey dude sup been awhile

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you poophead...you're in huntsville working and I'm missing you like crazy. :( <3

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you!!!!!

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I wrote a new blog that I think you should read...you would really enjoy it. :)...I love you Chris, and I can't wait to be with you again. :)

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I LOVE YOU LIKE WOAH!!!

      <3

      Hehe. :)

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you too...you need to change your profile again...update it atleast. Get rid of your whole about me and change it up. Haha. Love you.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I can mod you now! Yay!

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you, and I miss you. I'm honestly not liking the fact that you are so close to some of your ex's...because fayetteville is a small town, and a lot of people you know live there or go in that area a lot. Here I can easier avoid people...for the most part. Sorry it bothers me...I just want to be with you.

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      hey dude... just wanted to let you know that there are a few openings at the Arby Shell... they had to fire most of the workers there, so there should be plenty of openings... they also need managers, but require a bg check... might try and call you tomorrow, or something... anyhoo... laters...

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      What are you doing?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I'm gonna take a quick shower...so if I don't message you right away that's where I am. I love you.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      You there?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Are you there? Get on aim whenever you get this comment. Love you.

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      hey, dude... sorry for not stopping by... didn't get off 'til right at 11... place really makes me wanna do very bad things, sometimes... wanted to offer congrats again on the whole job thing... much awesomeness... Brenda says you better stick with this one or she's gonna... umm... "kick you in the teeth", or something to that effect, haha... eh, you know she's just kidding... anyhoo, gots to get off here... fuggin' tired... stupid long, bad day... been seriously considering finding other job options... whenever they may arise, hehe... anyhoo, i'll tty soon... figure something out between now and friday... well, laters...

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      dude, wish i could... gots to be in at 4... {says whilst tying rope to porch ceiling}... not off again til Friday... go in at 4 for a majority of this week... got 2 short days, but too burned out to remember when they are... how are you doing?

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      wassup?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I'm sending you a picture of what my desktop looks like with your picture. :)

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      9 years ago

      Hey dude.....are you busy, I need someone to talk to really badly now.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Hey, are you there?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you too Chwis. :)...*kissies*

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Well I care a lot about this relationship, and us. :)...well, I'm gonna chat with amanda a little more, she probably won't stay too much longer, but I'm gonna get off of here and I will call you in a bit, is that ok? Keep the phone close to you.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Yeah...:)...I thought the card fit us perfectly. :)...don't you think so.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I know. :)...I just wish I could see you smile when you got the card, I know you'll love it. :)...did you really like what the card said?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Well I'm never gonna stop loving you, or give you a reason to stop loving me. :)...I can't wait to send you your card.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I adore you too Chris. I'm so glad you came into my life and saved me. I don't know what I would do without you, probably be severely fucked up. :(...so thank you my love. :)

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I know, I know. And hearing your voice is amazing both ways. But deffinitely better in person...I miss it so much. And I'm gonna call you as soon as possible. Just catching up with Amanda.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Yeah, you are a LOT more intelligent then they are, haha. So no worries. I just love how you put things together...about everything. I miss your voice so damn bad. :(

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I always loved the way you worded things. :)...you just explain things so perfectly. I love you so much. We are definitely destined to be together. :). You need to get a job and get me back down there! haha

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Yeah, I know. I said the same thing to you when we were packing some of my stuff, remember? I know we'll pull through it...I just feel so empty without you.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      We are gonna be together forever. I know that. We just need to be together NOW. lol

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I'm not going anywhere, unless it's with you.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I know you don't want to be dating a Kerry, I'm trying, I'm just so lost right now. Sometimes it seems that if I didn't have you, I wouldn't have anything else.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      Yeah...I think I'm slowly losing my mind...I feel like I have to cry all the time.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I know, everything will get better. Soon I hope. =/

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      You there?

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I just hate how things had to be. Before I got here I didn't think it would be a big deal, that I would be fine because we'll be together in a couple of months anyways. But now I'm going crazy without you. :(

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      No, it wasn't like that. I was just waiting until you got back on. I'm sorries. :(. I'm really hating life right now. =/

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I love you so much too Chris. Please still be there, I was waiting for you to get on, dad's watching the movie "Knowing". I miss you so much. :(

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      So I'm bummed out, missing you. BAD. Dad and Shawn keep asking me what's wrong, that's how noticeable it is. :(...I love you. COMMENT ME BACK.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU, I miss you, I miss you. :(

      Just ate dinner, gonna lay down, not sure when Amanda was gonna get me, thinking about calling but I was gonna let you play resistance with JD...I guess I'll talk to you later. Make sure you write me back so when I get back from hangin with Amanda I can write you back again. Love you hunny buns...talk to you soons.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      9 years ago

      I wish I could make things better for you man. You know I would if I could, but yeah, things are alright. I'm having serious car troubles but you know, thats life for you ^-^.

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      hey man... hope things are going better... you guys didn't look so good today... i was glad to see you both... just wish i'd had more time, ha... did you happen to find out about the motherboard on my laptop?... just curious... tonight sucked just as expected, but it could've gone worse... keep your head up... it's gotta turn around soon... Frito-lay was supposed to post a job for material handler... s'posed to have about 8 openings... hit the website, if you get the chance,k?... found out from a couple peeps i know that work there... *shrugs*... dunno, maybe ... HA! at least you don't have to make the trip to check on that one... anyhoo, gots to get off here... gonna try and work on the book... let me know if you need to talk or something... i'm doing my best to help... talked to Jeff... again... still don't know... douche... maybe he'll take a second look at your app... think i gave him a pretty good sob story... hell, he knows i had to go to court with you... as well as the reasons... anyhoo, gotta go... *sighs*... never enough time, it seems... don't give up... love you guys... tty soon, okay?... laters, JD

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      hey dude... haven't gotten to talk to jeff, but i did find out that C&S is hiring... might be worth a shot, eh?... they called me out today, so i didn't get to go in... don't know what's going on, there... hate this shit... soon as i can, i'll try and talk to jeff... dunno what he'll say, but i told you i would try... i'm trying to help, really... tears me up that i can't do more... haven't been able to focus on my book, either... *sighs*... don't know what's up with that... i know life's hard, but... dammit!!!... mind's been all kinds of fucked up here lately... don't know what i'm gonna do (in general)... gonna be alright... just stressed... trying to keep my head up, but the shit's got really heavy, really quick... just wanted you to know that you're not alone, k?... Brenda told me something recently... "If you only do what you've always done, then, you'll only have what you've always had."... think on it... i told that to Tara... seemed to help... maybe it'll help you too... don't know... still working on that myself, hehe... don't know when my next day off is, but maybe i can at least call you guys in the next couple of days... gotta go for now... ttyl, dude.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      9 years ago

      Hey man, I miss talking to you and I hope all is well.

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      That car was a bitch, but you handled it beautifully. I wish we didn't have so many ups and downs, the ups of course are perfectly fine lol. I agree that once we move out, and get our life really going, it will be easier to get through things, and with JD being there with us, we'll always have someone to talk to or hang out with, less time for us to think about bad things eh? haha. You do make me happy, and whenever you make me smile, it makes me so much more happier. You're an amazing person too Chris, more than you give yourself credit for. We can be mean to each other some times, but we know in our hearts, that its just us letting out the anger that we have built up in ourselves, because of ourselves. I'm sorry I quit my job like I did, but I couldn't handle it, I tried Chris, but I couldn't. I promise I will try my hardest to get another, whenever we go back to fayetteville and job hunt some more. I'll still have enough money from the hours I worked to put some towards the apartment though. So no worries on that. I wish you could show how you feel more than you do, but I have a feeling you'll be able to show it more when things start to go our way more. I love you Chris. Don't forget that. smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

    • priest69

      9 years ago

      been trying to talk to jeff... says he wants someone with drive-thru exp. ... fucker... gonna keep trying... but i did find out that Blimpie's might need some help... dunno... *sighs*... didn't get to talk to the douchebag today, though... he's still trying to get Brad on out at the Huntsville store... i'll keep looking and try and see if i can't come up with something, k?... keep ya head up, bitch!... a'ight?... i'm pulling for you, and i have faith that, between the three of us, something will turn up... tell Tara i said hi, okay?... hope things are going alright... haven't had a chance to call, so i thought i'd drop ya a line on here... well, gotta go... laters

    • Broken_Down

      9 years ago

      You mean so much to me too, you show it sometimes, but I think you should show it more. :)...I love you, and I promise, through everything, I will NEVER stop loving you.

      P.S. I do NOT want to go to work tomorrow. :(

    • priest69

      10 years ago

      hey man... where u at?...

    • Broken_Down

      10 years ago

      I love you too babycakes! :)...4 more days and we don't have to suffer anymore! haha. You'll be fine on the plane, don't worry yourself ok? YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE. Haha.

    • Broken_Down

      10 years ago

      Babyyy. I love youuu. 5 more days!!! =D And pretty much one more hour exactly until I see you. Haha. I can't wait to be in your cuddly arms again. :)

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