Souljah1990

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from a place i might find peace hope and love

  • Activity

    • new girl

      11 years ago

      Souljah1990

      well i have a new girlfriend her name is shelby she's sweet and really likes me and i like her alot as well, i got halo 3 and have beaten it twice already but only on normal difficulty now i'm working on legendary by myself which is fun although i hate dying 20 times in the same spot and not getting any farther, as for my life it seems to be more on track and not as disorderly not that anyone cares so i sit and watch as the world slowly quietly destroys itself and the feeling of security is obliterated, decimated by those who seek to use human life for personal gain and fail to see that we're all in this game together whether we like it or not, my life is not that of an "ordinary" person i do have a 9 to 5 but i still wonder about the things in life that you cant see by just looking, the things that seem completely unreal yet make perfect sense, the things that are contained within ourselves and each other that we must find and use for the good of each other and not for greed and power, i say this to help you understand that of which i think about often but never speak until now.

      the human body is an extraordinary thing but the mind is even better
      THE SOULJAH

    • update

      11 years ago

      Souljah1990

      well i haven't been on in a while and that's all for that but let me give you an update on my situation i am currently single i thought i had found true love which i did but it was too good to last, i am going to Apollo career center and it's indeed quite boring asides from my lab time, it seems now that my life isn't really moving as smoothly as it was especially after my ex- broke up with me it feels like my whole world came crashing down although it only took me 3 days to recover from the initial depression, i still feel it's weight bearing down on me and it is quite strong at times but i have learned to resist it and i don't feel much emotion anymore

      Life Love the Passion of Anger
      THE SOULJAH

    • new entry

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      well as most of you could notice if you looked at my profile (which you didn't) i haven't been on lately so here's an update i now have a girlfriend and she is the most beautiful girl you could ever find, work still sucks, my girlfriends ex-boyfriend is a prick and is going to die if he doesn't stop calling my girlfriend and getting her pissed off which in turn gets me pissed off, i find that my life is very unorganized right now and school will be starting soon making it necessary for me to get my life on track before school starts.

      in my gamer news i've bought crackdown and beat it got all my skills maxxed out and can kill a gang member from 600 yards with a pistol, thinking about going and reserving halo 3, and GTA IV so i can have those but that's later.

      Truly my own
      THE SOULJAH

    • life is... whatever

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      shit nuthig much to talk about, bought Gears, and beat it on casual and hard core, and i'm almost at the part where it becomes dark and the fucking krill come out on insane, talked to a girl i haven't seen in a couple ogf years and i think she kinda likes me (maybe) bu we'll see how that goes, may not have the internet at my house before too long considering the fact that we hardly ever use it and it's about $40 a month to pay for the shit, still got to wrok good ol' McDonald's is still a shithole especially with all of the drama that is crammed into that place, thanks to one particular little bitch that does nothing but piss people off and act like she's the only one that works in that store, but aside from my dealings with that shit i'd say this summer is ok, i guess, my parents are at their usual stand still on controlling my life (especially my stepdad), and i feel like going and having a cookie, what say you?

      oh and my the way if i had xbox live that little thing down there that says Souljah and shows my rep gamerscore and what not i'm not sure what my rep would be but my gamerscore would be i think 1650 and i would have five games and i know that isn't much but hey i've only had my 360 for a few weeks now.

      a lifetime is to one moment as one moment is to a lifetime
      THE SOULJAH

    • summer, more shit to take...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      well out of school and bored still, beat Saints Row (which is kinda a rip actually), still workin' (just got off from workin' 7am-3pm today) and i still can't think of anything to do besides attemptong to eliminate all of the racers on the blacklist in NFSMW, also beat Prey (in about two days) but still it's the most fucked up game you'll ever play and i have $238 in my wallet that need spending, my god the fucking summer is gonna take forever

      can't wait for something else
      THE SOULJAH

    • last day...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      last day of school and i'm sitting in my 1st period which is over and hour long, this sucks next is 3rd period study hall which is going to be boring as hell, but who cares


      bored out of skull
      THE SOULJAH

    • finally have it...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      i finally have my 360 after waiting forever to save up enough money for it, but now i have it, and by the way some of you fellow 360 owners who think it's "cool" to have your system standing on end, the girl (and yes it's the same girl) at game crazy told me that it's better to lie the 360 flat on its side instead of standing straight up in order to prevent disk tray damage or something like that, so i'm gonna follow her advice because as i said a few journals back she knows her shit, now that my latest step in my devious plan for gaming is complete the next step is Xbox Live.

      but another notable step that i shall take into consideration is the need of and HD TV mainly because the old TV's run on an analog signal, the new ones run digital, and apparently all signals going to your TV will be turned digital some time in 2008 so i feel the need to get one, also my tv only has one speaker and everytime i'm playing my games i can only hear things in game from one side of my character, so it seems like i'm deaf in one ear and this is because my TV doesn't have any plugs for video and audio input, so i have to use my VCR (which is very out-dated) and it only has one video and one audio plug so the red one is left out and i feel like a (partially) deaf guy, besides that i'm just glad to finally have a 360

      peace out mother fuckers
      THE SOULJAH

    • dark cloud hanging over my head...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      for some strange reason today, i just feel like absolute shit i really don't want to talk to anyone and i get the feeling that no one wants to talk to me, typically that bothers me but today i just don't care, in most cases whenever i feel even the slightest bit of depression i can usually turn it into anger, but this depression, which i feel very rarely, is one of which cannot be unbound by anger, so i'm not sure what to do probably not anything like usual, everything is so fucking usual but is also unusual at the same time, a guy like me of whom has no girlfriend, and is alone the majority of the time, and for some reason can't get it into my thick skull that my life is a complete waste of breath, all i do almost everyday is go to school, get home, sit for five-ten minutes, go to work for 6 1/2 to 7 hours get home take shower, go to bed, repeat process. not to mention i also have my asshole step dad breathing down my neck about keeping my fucking room clean and doing shit around the house like chores and whatnot when he hardly ever does anything himself, all he does is lay in his fat ass and watch TV or play his Xbox and bitch about shit needing to be done and how he shouldn't have to do it because he "worked" all day, yeah like making sandwiches at McDonald's is a really hard fucking job all he does at work is bitch about shit there too, if it weren't for him i'd actually be in a semi-peaceful state of mind right now but i'm not and i still don't give a fucking shit about him, or me or anyone else on this shit hole planet, fuck it i'm movin to Mars, well i take that back maybe i care about some people on this planet but the fact that i care about them and they are completely oblivious to it makes me slightly angry but, again, who cares, probably not you.

      to hell with all of yah
      THE SOULJAH

    • we fly high, no lie, and you notice...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      i hate that song why is it even called music in the first place, it's just a bunch of fake ass black dudes (and some white) who probably never even seen a ghetto before and act like they're the "biggest and the best" when they're just a bunch of posers. Akon, Young Jeezy, Mims, all those little fakers need to take their shit home and think of something a little more original, hip hop is dead and there's no doubt about it. the real rappers know what they're talking about when they make they're music mainly because they've experienced it and that's what makes people respect their music, when a rapper talks in a song about how his homies were shot and killed in a drive-by then it's probably true, unlike that one song what is it "soul survivor" i think probably from Akon yeah he probably doesn't even know how to cock a fucking gun just said the shit so people think he sounds like some kind of gangsta badass or something, and also when they play this shit at dances and clubs or anywhere, and people attempt to dance to it they either look like a bunch of retards standing in a group flailing their arms like they're drowning or they convert to the most simple of "dances" which is the bump and grind where they basically look like they're having sex with clothes on, and also the way people dress trying to imitate their so called heros trying to dress and act like they're "gangsta" and if they're popular enough all of their friends will do so as well but that's besides the point i don't know how many white guys i've seen walking around with their pants saggin so low it looks like they've been shitting themselves in the same pants for a week and talking like they're black when they're whiter than i am, shit i went through a small stage of that shit and i'm guessing a lot of people do but these people make it their lifestyle and it's pretty annoying, oh well one can't influence the decisions of another unless dirty tactics are used but people need to get it in their heads that this fake ass shit the call music isn't all that great the next time you listen to one of those "songs" listen to it real closely and see if they're sayin the shit they're sayin with heart then listen to some real rap and you may notice a difference.

      wow that was actually a pretty long journal haven't typed on like that in a while

      hip hop can suck ass for all i care
      THE SOULJAH

    • Driver's ed...

      12 years ago

      Souljah1990

      finally this shit is over, i took the test and hope i passed but i still have to do the driving portion of it which should be fun because i'll have to sit in a car for 2 hours and drive around all over the fucking place...

      oh well who cares... probably not you...

      and not me either...

      wait why am i still typing?
      THE SOULJAH

  • About Me

  • Comments (75)

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      11 years ago

      yeah go fuck yourself

    • Zanzibar146

      12 years ago

      it's not a contest like that at all
      It's still in prossess.
      Just join and I'll get back on details later

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      FUCK

    • Demolith

      12 years ago

      Mw and my friend both had swords. We both lunged at the other one at the same and went through each other. This also caused us to keep flying forward till we hit a wall.

    • dude_man

      12 years ago

      yes in fact it is lol

    • dude_man

      12 years ago

      o ok lol pickin carfully is one thing but i am allowed to choose who i want and who i dont want. if the other girls dont like that then thats their problem not mine.

    • dude_man

      12 years ago

      hey thats always a good plan to.

    • dude_man

      12 years ago

      r you trying to say that courtney is like that??

    • Souljah1990

      12 years ago

      FUCK, the best word in the dictionary

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      perfect hair forever smokes all

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      kiba is from yu gi oh the abridged series

    • joshmonster

      12 years ago

      but i like sayin di'ok

    • joshmonster

      12 years ago

      k, its my way of saying dick what?

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      right souljah

    • Souljah1990

      12 years ago

      i don't either u know i really don't

      let's just all be friends

      ha ha friends ha ha

      ha HA! FUCKING FRIENDS HA! ha

      ok i'm done

    • bigbob19999

      12 years ago

      i don't even know why your calling me a noob

    • bigbob19999

      12 years ago

      dont call me a noob

    • pirate9966

      12 years ago

      And Now for the Daily quote from Seto Kaiba........"All people with money are smexy, and since i'm like 5 gajillion times richer than you, my smexyness far outranks yours!" Yeah!**^&>!

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      so true, how are they gonna kick my ass over the internet

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      HOORAH SOULJAH

    • pirate9966

      12 years ago

      wats up. i'm finally back on again. check out my freakin' sweet pics. Peace Out!

    • Martinez22

      12 years ago

      I forgot to mention the flame thrower smiley11.gif

    • Martinez22

      12 years ago

      I love Halo for PC. New weapons? All I know is that they added the fuel rod cannon. That's it.

    • grunt551

      12 years ago

      it sux though, i heard the drummer tore his bicep, so now the show is delayed

    • grunt551

      12 years ago

      the concert isnt till april 7th

    • grunt551

      12 years ago

      nm. what's up with you? i'm super excited. i won tickets to a concert on the radio to a show no one can buy tickets to. :P it's for tool. it's their final show

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      don't double post dipshit

    • Martinez22

      12 years ago

      Will you be getting it?

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      fuck yah soulah fuck yah

    • Martinez22

      12 years ago

      I wish Halo: CE was Online enabled. I would own.

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      agreed

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      FUCK YAH SOULJAH! FUCK YAH!

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      fuck you're doom movie

    • Halo2girl

      12 years ago

      Hey! Congratulations on making it to the final round in my contest.

      Good luck! smiley9.gif

    • tetsuya

      12 years ago

      sack

    • vandersex

      12 years ago

      Ya okay man

    • Halo2girl

      12 years ago

      Hey! Just letting you know that you've made it to Round 2. You can start getting votes, good luck! smiley0.gif

    • Jmole09

      12 years ago

      I wont, i only smoke like once a week, dats it...But ya i should quite.

    • Jmole09

      12 years ago

      I wont, i only smoke like once a week, dats it...But ya i should quite.

    • Jmole09

      12 years ago

      I wont, i only smoke like once a week, dats it...But ya i should quite.

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      hey no worries about Uwe, there is no way they were gonna let that fuck up touch the Halo movie

    • Halo2girl

      12 years ago

      Hey! Round one voting in my contest has started! Good luck! smiley0.gif

    • El_Bizaro

      12 years ago

      hello there, i am in Wild72's contest and I would like it if you voted for me in the second round. thank you for your time....

    • grunt551

      12 years ago

      thanx 4 the vote

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    • grunt551

      12 years ago

      hey plz vote for me here
      you can vote twice
      if you vote, i'll give you an awesome award

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      u kill me???? um right asshole and i do NOT swing THAT way, ya know

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      souljah, i ain't suckin on a damn thing

    • rchl24

      12 years ago

      ok wat was tht random comment about? lmao


      nd no im not threatenin u! lol

    • Marcus_AHHHH

      12 years ago

      yo shit head, word to ya motha

    • bigbob19999

      12 years ago

      warning cows are evil but they taste good cooked

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