SpiFFy4JiFFy

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from New Hampshire

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    • Reflection

      6 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Today I finally uploaded the pictures off of my old laptop and as I was taking a look down memory lane I realized at this exact moment...what have I been doing with my life? I noticed I look slimmer than ever and happier...but why? I am happy on the normal basis of the day, I'm most certainly not wealthy by any means but I'm not dirt broke where I can't enjoy some of the finer things that life has to offer. The road seems to be never ending when it comes to eternal happiness but I know the little things are what makes it worth every second of the day.

      I came across old pictures of vehicles I once had, fun with friends and family doing things that used to be a weekly ritual, lost pictures of myself flaunting in the lime light, the reminiscence of when having your friends grant you your own personalized badges/rewards for being there in a time of need(if you have been on here long enough then you know what I am referring to) and pictures of times past of ex-boyfriends. It all strikes back to the greater times in life, times where there was no struggle to meet rent or that cellphone bill you've been pushing off until the last moment or even the semi-decent quicky version of car clean.

      As I sit here typing away at my keyboard I ponder on what made me so outgoing and tenacious in previous years. Has my wick been blown to hard by the wind or has age just grasped me by the horns and thrown me down on the ground like a stage bull being wrangled in front of a crowd? It's clear I am down in the dumps either because I'm not getting out as much or am being worked to death which I can honestly say is not the case. I'm 25 not 17 anymore...

      In the recent years I have managed to lack the responsiveness to the controller as I once had yet I find myself struggling to click square buttons with my mouse when playing WoW, as if this has anything to do with my lack of wanting to get up and finish the campaign for the newest Halo. I used to pwn at it, I used to be the one girl in the chat that everyone looked to for confidence...not so much anymore, my advice has lost it's touch and I can no longer feel for those who need me like I once did.

      Now that I have had this instant reflection of myself...I wonder what or more of how do I change back into who I was when I started this account seven years ago. Is it really as simple as breaking free from the reins of a relationship or running away to my own personal space? No, it is not that simple. I must rekindle my passion and desires of what makes me happy, gaming till the wee hours of the morning, sleeping until the lunch hours and just simply going to work with no attachments seems to be the best answer. Although some of the best times I can remember are being single and not in a relationship, some of the best answers were given then as well. I can't seem to remember the last time I was able to have a free conversation with someone without feeling like I am breaking the trust of those I love and care for but yet...there are no rules on who I can and cannot talk to. These are underline rules those of which are not written they are just known. I hope freedom comes with a the sight and the demeanor of which I once had without the loss of trust.

      Even though I may say there could be broken trust this is not true, I have no interest in secrets or hidden conversation; Just the privacy of my own space every now and then,the freedom of speech without the ridicule of what the other is thinking and knows best regardless of the right information to "prove" oneself. I feel like it is a never ending battle between who is right and who is wrong.

      Quality should not be over comfort, but in a world where political correctness and trust is severed...who is to win?

    • Halo....

      8 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      REACH IS SO AWESOME!!!

    • It's been FOREVER!

      8 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Hey, I know where have I been...right? Yeah well I kinda fell off the planet earth but it's ok I managed to crawl my way back up the side... no the door didn't hit me on my way out... that's mean! But just if you are curious I've been busy with the military, work(which I no longer have ATM), my AMAZING boyfriend(God he is so just...mmm...dirty thoughts) and I just started college this week. Which believe it or not wasn't all that bad, it's very refreshing to be learning again not like I haven't been out of school for like... 4-5 years now. Anyways Idk how many of you still poke around my profile but if you still do then thanks! Oh btw I'm so ready for Halo Reach <-- bought the new consol to go with it, looks like my Halo 3 baby will have to be retired due to the new router thats putting out some of that goodness of N. :)

    • In the Navy la la lalala la In the Navy

      11 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Thats right you read it here first...or second if I've already talked to you, but this is correct I'm now Seaman recruit Spiffster of the United States NAVY. Besides work and sleeping alongside checking in once a week with my recruiter I'm on the way to booty camp at the beginning of next year. It's a really long time from now but hey it will be here soon enough right? Anyways other than that breaking news I've just been working all day and crashing once I get home to wake up and repeat the same process till the weekend arrives, which then sleeping in sounds really good probably because I was out late the night before.

      As for XBL I know some of you may have wondered if I was ever going to get back online since I'm rarely on and the answer is yes and no... most likely I will be on and off including the computer every other week or so due to me not being at home. Since I quit my job and am spending the summer with my family out and about. I've also come to the realization that I won't be able to go to Chunkys and get that bucket of beer I was looking foreword to downing on my 21st birthday, boot camp is so going to suck!

      I know I've been on and off for a long time, so how is everyone's summer so far? Don't be afraid to hit me up on myspace, Aim or MSN... or ya'll can just leave a message on here to if you feel like it.

      Hope to here from you guys!
      -Spiffy

    • Journal TIME!

      11 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Well, yeah I've been gone for far to long. Haven't you noticed?

      Anyways, life's been like a roller coaster like always. I swear my life is like a bad soap oprah featured on oxygen. So, it goes kind of like this...fall in love, take a bunch of chances, break up and repeat. Pretty much a year, a bunch of 3 hour phone calls and hundreds of dollars later you end up with well nothing. It's so dramatic I know, the worst part is it seems like being just friends with an Ex is most definitely impossible. Why? Because even a simple normal everyday convo somehow turns into some stupid brawl about why I ended the relationship as if I hadn't explained it a bunch of times before.

      Ok, ok...also dating someone form your work place...so not a good idea!!! Yup I found that out, you know you really should listen to what your brain tells you instead ignoring it.


      Thats pretty much it for now, I'm sure there is more I could type up but my brain is half dead right now and sleeping in sounds like a really good idea! Toodles for now

      Oh Yeah, it's sad I've been away so long that my star is gone *cry's* so no more additional pictures or smiley...stupid file does not exist thingy... anywho lol

    • Go go go go go!!!

      11 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Hey guys!!! Whats up? OMG I've been gone for a long time so what have you all been up to?

    • I'm BACK!

      12 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      [Thanks to Brent(15DeathBlade) for my sponsorship renewal]
      Hey guys, long time no talk I know. Where have I been what have I been doing well it's all plain and simple. Work, Fred and sleep. I noticed that my sponsorship ended thanks to piffit pointing it out oh joy! You know what really blows? Yeah I can't believe Microsoft has enough balls to even think about raising the price for Halo3 $30.00 more dollars...to me this is complete BS, we've already paid $100 for the legendary...blah good thing I'm crazy enough to go out and pay that extra cost for it. In other news of my lovely life I just got back from visiting Fred again, that was fun although I think most of the time together was spent in a car trying to find out where we were going...but yeah...lol. Oh I got offered a job at GameStop because I technically live there other than at work. To bad they got hours cut, anyways I'm ontop of the 360 gameing world I have almost everything as in game wise...it's great. Just got Freds birthday present last night wrapped it up with some pretty pink ribbon ;P yeah pink woo hoo! So yeah life is good, did I mention Fred is moving in? Yeah w00t! I have a few things planned for him, gonna bring him into Boston...yadda yadda. Sooooo yup man I forgot how many less pictures I have without that sponsorship! So how are you guys?

    • Net-ex

      12 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      Hey everyone!

      Sorry I havn't really been keeping the journal thing up to date, just don't have the time to keep evereything up and running.

      No need to be alarmed about my title or picture...or journal. It's I just need a break from the internet, it's pretty bad when you get sick of using it. Plus I need to Graduate still beause I've been putting that off for work which isn't a good idea but oh well.

      Other than that life going pretty good, I'm going to visit Fred in March for a kind of after my birthday trip, oh yeah I'll be 19 on the 1st w00ts! I hope this visit will be just as fun as last even though I spent like...all my money on arcade games and glow n the dark mini golf xD So yeah everything= great.

      Hope you all are doing pretty good, and everyone wish pb2xfreak goodluck with his tryouts!

      Ok, don't worry I'll be active online again in a week or two. most likely you can catch me on xbl...got to spend some more time on there. Toodles! smile.png

    • Chocolate!

      12 years ago

      SpiFFy4JiFFy

      mmm my sister brought me some espresso filled chocolate from disney world last night...OMG it's so freaking good!

      Wahaha

  • Comments (2345)

    • shenaenae FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      still navy?

    • SpiFFy4JiFFy

      8 years ago

      yeah...

    • ScEEch452

      8 years ago

      Y'know, sometime in the future we're gonna have to do, like, co-op, or firefight, or something.

    • GeneralHavoc

      9 years ago

      *poke* yo, it's been awhile. How are you?

    • JonathanL27

      9 years ago

      HAHAHA. my buddy, who is a SEAL, saw that comment and had a fit!!!!!!!!!!! i told him to suck it.!!!!! HAHA. AND SWEET!!!!! i hope you do get to come out here. THEN IT WILL BE A PARTY!! HAHAHA. alright well back to MW2 for now. ttyl

    • JonathanL27

      9 years ago

      hell yea we are sexy! OORAH!!!!!!! and if you ever get stationed in So Cali at Corinado naval base hit me up. ill have to head over and say hey! or you can come up to Camp Pendalton and be with the sexiness that is the marines!

    • cgrumler

      9 years ago

      So I'm throwing some randomness your way......

      I hope that you have a mitt. ;)

    • Risen

      9 years ago

      Haha! Only if you feel like it.

    • Risen

      9 years ago

      I honestly don't think I would want to.

    • Risen

      9 years ago

      I would do it as well, but sadly I would only get negative attention or no attention at all.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      9 years ago

      Hey, woman. Why aren't you on MSN?

    • SpiFFy4JiFFy

      10 years ago

      In reply to Maxx_Payne, #-2:

      Just poking around and catching up on the mail on here lol! How are you?

    • SpiFFy4JiFFy

      10 years ago

      In reply to GeneralHavoc, #-4:

      Lol, they had it as an option online!

    • Maxx_Payne

      10 years ago

      heeeey! nice to see you back around here. what are you up to??

    • LordRaiden

      10 years ago

      hey, long time no chat, whats up?

    • Snail_Master

      10 years ago

      Jiffy oh jiffy the navy has taken you away! will you ever be back?

    • GeneralHavoc

      10 years ago

      Miss Jiffy! How did you get that navy hat for your avatar?!

    • GeneralHavoc

      10 years ago

      *pokes again, in a friendly way*

    • GeneralHavoc

      10 years ago

      *poke*

    • GeneralHavoc

      10 years ago

      Well it's good to hear that everything is going pretty good for you too hun. Definitly like the new profile pic, it's like... dark and eeire and sexy all in one blast. :D So, big plans within da Navy then?

    • GeneralHavoc

      10 years ago

      I've been better; right now I'm just finally readjusting to life again... just got finished with my annual Halloween party, and now, I'm wondering about quitting paintball amongst other things. meh. school and work have been kicking my ass...

      how've you been? looking good!

    • ColonelCarrt

      10 years ago

      Anally aroused.

    • ColonelCarrt

      10 years ago

      I'm Purple_Elite.

      Schreithedark?

    • ColonelCarrt

      10 years ago

      REMEMBER ME?

    • komquat452

      11 years ago

      Don't go to the currently listening thread. They are being total douche bags to me over my musical tastes.

    • komquat452

      11 years ago

      HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!! I was just talking to my sister saying that you are NEVER online and now you are!!!

    • fIshbOnEz

      11 years ago

      Allo! Spiffy! How goes things?
      I'm in Europe Starting Thursday afternoon, so i'll be off of RVB for a while.. yet again :O

      What are you doing for school now?

    • piffit

      11 years ago

      STEEEEEEPHHHHH bigsmile.png

      hows it goin?

    • Gotenks_989

      11 years ago

      Merry Metal Christmas (again),
      have fun with MC in the bed =O

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      11 years ago

      Not really.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      11 years ago

      Quite funny.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      11 years ago

      Riiight.

    • Tw1st3d_1 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Needs Coffee

      11 years ago

      Scary.

    • tuttman1234 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      Happy Halloween!!

    • GabGab

      11 years ago

      make up to what???
      personal im pretty glad thats done with u two were not for eachother AT ALL lol

    • stew FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      how's it going?

    • Wesley7

      11 years ago

      lol

    • VicePCrubbs

      11 years ago

      hi

    • blink_kid

      12 years ago

      only one thing i gotta say, "nice cleavage"

    • megamouse

      12 years ago

      lol, so the steryotype is ture!

    • megamouse

      12 years ago

      but it's florider! it's suppost to be steryotypicaly sunny with teenagers everywere and old people slowly stroling down the street! lol. anyway the weather cant have been as bad as it was here. glad you had a god time.

    • megamouse

      12 years ago

      i know! it's been ages! im good thanks. how was florider?

    • LordRaiden

      12 years ago

      *poke*

    • megamouse

      12 years ago

      woooo, long time no speek! how you been?

    • GeneralHavoc

      12 years ago

      Wooot!

    • Snail_Master

      12 years ago

      ooo the boy friend is moving in! hope it works out alright!

    • Snail_Master

      12 years ago

      not bad either thanks. Pretty bored, and got exams coming up in the next week.

      What are you up to? anything planned?

    • Snail_Master

      12 years ago

      hey Spiffs! hows it going?

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      U DA HO!

      xD jk..!

    • GeneralHavoc

      12 years ago

      Lawls. I'm killin myself with massive loads of work... that's it... work. :D

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