TbErNaNd

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from wherever i'm at

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    • Happy Thanksgiving

      8 years ago

      TbErNaNd

      yeah, sorry everybody

      Thanks to everyone who commented on my last journal I really appreciate the good thoughts and all the help.
      It really made me feel better for a while. and I did stall as long as I could

      but now

      I can't do it
      I've tried
      my insanity keeps pushing me
      I'm not even taking medication anymore but the voices are still there
      I hate this
      I give up
      I can't tell you how sorry I am
      but I'm not strong enough to keep going especially when I've nothing left to live for.

      I will miss you all
      Happy thanksgiving

      Goodbye world
      I hated you so much after you took from me all that I was ever content with

      I apologize my friends

    • 8 years ago

      TbErNaNd
    • Suicide

      8 years ago

      TbErNaNd

      Yeah, it happens, and of course, to each his own hell
      No regrets, I lived a shitty existence and will have a shitty death
      I'm sorry to all of my real and true friends, I cared for you all greatly but I cannot function in life due to my own faults and inability to cope. Here's lookin at you.

    • 8 years ago

      TbErNaNd
    • Journal

      9 years ago

      TbErNaNd

      This body has not yet been filled out and will not, just need to put something up for visitors who come to my homepage since I will no longer be posting updates

    • 9 years ago

      TbErNaNd
    • ((RP based fanfic)) The world of the org

      in Forums > ((RP based fanfic)) The world of the org | Follow this topic

      TbErNaNd

      The Dark and foreboding castle gave off an eerie feel to the wary traveler. He thought to himself as he stepped carefully up Naught's Approach and surveyed the recent damages from the attacks. The lord of the castle, Daxam had fought tooth and nail against the Akatsuki invaders. All of his lieutenants had been very busy fighting them off individually. Bristow and Starrk had both met equal matches and were still fighting at the time. Kisame had ruined most of this part of the castle as seen from the cut marks left all over the castle wall.
      The hooded figure eventually reached the castle library where Kaxtriana was quietly reading with Zexion. Kaxtriana looked like an average teenage girl, with her hair drawn back and the earbuds hanging from her ears. The two of them were engrossed in their books and almost oblivious to the world around them. Zexion decided to play a little prank on his precious Opal by making an illusion sure to distract Kaxtriana from her book. A suspiciously awkward Saix had appeared in the library and was making his way to Zexion and began pulling books away from him. When Kaxtriana looked up she saw the two figures kissing and suddenly grew red faced and then the Saix illusion disappeared and Kaxtriana began yelling and scolding her friend. "How could you Zexion?!?"Â she screamed, "you know how much I love it when you two make out!"Â


      Post edited 8/15/10 3:22PM

      19 replies

    • Past week

      9 years ago

      TbErNaNd

      I've been away offline for most of the past 7 days, cause my gret uncle died at the age of 97 and I've had to help out with the baby while my mom does stuff for the funeral. It was her uncle

      and besides that I've been trying to get things done so I can enjoy the rest of my summer

      hope everybody else is doing well though

    • 9 years ago

      TbErNaNd
    • Good Day

      9 years ago

      TbErNaNd

      It has been a great day!

      First I woke up to a wonderful email that made my whole day seem worthwhile

      Then A few hours later before school, my baby brother finally learned how to roll over. It was amazing. 6 weeks and he is a genius.

      Finally at school we got all of our Graduation Test Scores back

      Well, I passes and got advanced on all of my graduation Tests, so I'll be graduationg next year for sure!

      Epic Win

  • Comments (2582)

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      reconstruction-bombshell-o.gif


      @_@

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Heh, I think I can guess what he's singing

      Wait. You mentioned Starscream/Soundwave slash?

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Heh, found this one too

      Starscream__FAIL_by_The_Starhorse.jpg

      (Mmmm...McScreamy... smiley12.gif )

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      Ha ha haa! I love it! Optimus Hugs for everyone!

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      Cheers. Hope yer hanging in there. smiley1.gif

    • manablade117

      8 years ago

      So... guess what? I UPDATED! I need to stop being lazy ^.^

    • MiZzPrIcE

      8 years ago

      thought id drop by and tell you that your [insert awesome button]!

      [insert heart]

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      8 years ago

      Happy Bithday Man

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      8 years ago

      Happy birfday.

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    • da_anaconda

      8 years ago

      a'right, i've sent a FR on emesene.

    • da_anaconda

      8 years ago

      you got MSN/Skype/xfire/steam? we'll talk about this engineering plan of yours

    • SuperPriv4te

      8 years ago

      You're getting old. Deal with it smiley0.gif

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    • Senic

      8 years ago

      What is going on man? You ok? Just checking in. TTYL!

      ~AW

    • Senic

      8 years ago

      so.......where have you been?

    • zebrahead101

      8 years ago

      I don't believe it was me, either way it was a while ago.
      Dude, c'mon. I'm your friend here.

      Cause now I'm gonna go if you do it, "What could I have done to stop it?"

    • zebrahead101

      8 years ago

      Dude, you're Tennessee.
      And you're my friend.
      So, for the love of all that it sane, please, do not do it.

    • zebrahead101

      8 years ago

      1) If you kill yourself, I swear to God, I will FUCKING TELEPORT BACK IN TIME AND STOP IT FROM HAPPENING
      2) Highschool AND college suck.

    • zebrahead101

      8 years ago

      What's up smiley10.gif

    • simmons345

      8 years ago

      So how did you like Reach?

    • Lumpy_423

      8 years ago

      cool.

    • Lumpy_423

      8 years ago

      so what branch are you in?

    • Lumpy_423

      8 years ago

      cool. i asked cause i have one for airsoft that is that same color.

    • daprophet02

      8 years ago

      Yeah. It looks similar to the Marine Corps Body Armor. smiley1.gif

    • opalgirl1000

      8 years ago

      :)

      It's okay, wanna talk about it?

    • opalgirl1000

      8 years ago

      Thanks for the journal comment! :D

      Thank you for what you said.

      It means a lot to me.

      *hugs*

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      8 years ago

      Read your new pages

    • xXSWATXx

      8 years ago

      Skirmish at Monte Verde. Its the active one right now.

    • xXSWATXx

      8 years ago

      Just like in ours you have to put in a bio then when its approved you can jump in when it makes the most sense.

    • SuicidleBoy

      8 years ago

      inferno-armor.jpg

    • xXSWATXx

      8 years ago

      The image is cool. I've been independent for a while, but I haven't had to pay that much tuition before. And the RP is cool, just starting out and it's policed like crazy to keep randomness out and keep the plot line going.

    • xXSWATXx

      8 years ago

      Sup. I have to head out right now. I'll be back in a few hours. smiley1.gif

    • GontArk FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Blacksmith

      8 years ago

      Phoenix and Rehop were hundreds of yards behind them openly running across the path behind Alehhyx carrying a large metallic chest.


      she stepped forward Phoenix , Rehop, and Xsiwel ran past the door down the hall.


      Yo man I hope theres goign to be a side story explaining these funny bits with Yalx, Rehop and Harkon


      and yes finally i've read them great work man

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Yupp!

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Lol!

      B'aww!

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      Spot?

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      B'awww~

      What'd ya name it?

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      O.O

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      COOOOOWWWWWS?!

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

    • AnimalCops FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      8 years ago

      EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

    • disneyjedi87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Yeah those can be time consuming. Good luck with college though.

    • disneyjedi87 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      9 years ago

      Yeah.

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Oh, riiight. I always assumed that you were in the US, but 4-5 hours seemed like an overland drive.
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      So I assume that’s the east-coast/South states–ish abouts then, if it only takes that long to reach over here?

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Whatwhatwhat Whaaaat?!?!

      You live in the UK?

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Uhuh - I felt a bit embarrassed though about the whole thing - the guys (and girl) were all really great though.

      Yeah, I forget that we take Lomond for granted as it's just 45 mins up the road...

      Fraid not though - I'm about to go outside and help dad with his firebasket and the load of dead wood, and I never miss the oppertunity to burn things.

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Not until Yaini gets online at the same time as me - I still have a few more hours of freedom

      Skype was fun last night - I'll sort out my mic properly for next time though smiley6.gif

    • Yaini

      9 years ago

      Hey buddy. Long no time no talky. How you been holding up?

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      *Eng High Five*

      I'm still slightly on the fence between Electrical and Civil though

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Not sure - still a bit busy with things. Heading into town tomorrow to sort out bank account - might hop on the threads a bit on and off like I usually do.

      Btw, What are you doing at Uni?

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Thanks for the comment - that must be the quickest journal story post reply I've ever had :P

      (Dun dun dun?)

    • SuperPriv4te

      9 years ago

      Thanks

      How come you'r doing both Uni and High school?

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