TearsofRed

Female
from Chesapeake, VA

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    • opinions

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      ok so i keep getting pop ups about dating sites

      what's yall's opinon on online dating?
      and let me clarify what i mean by online dating
      i mean meeting somebody online, it doesnt matter where, and starting off a relationship with future plans to meet them and continue yalls relationship that way.

    • Bored

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      Ok so I haven't posted in a while and decided well hell I probably should!



      Your nicotine was my addiction
      I only wanted your perfection
      I had no idea what was in store
      For me when I opened up to you

      I breathe you in
      And I blow you out
      I start to choke
      on your truth and lies
      I must confess
      That I'm addicted

      This is no joke
      I came back for more
      Couldn't take the heat
      Walked out the door
      I changed my mind
      Came running back
      I must confess
      That I'm addicted

      Why can't I just leave you alone
      Why must you keep your hold
      Why can't i just put you down
      And quit cold turkey
      So you can't hurt me
      ANY MORE

      I breathe you in
      I blow you out
      I start to choke
      on your truth and lies
      I took a hit off your alibis
      I must confess
      That I'm addicted



      OK i realize it doesnt flow as a poem, but it's not suppose to, it's a song, and only I know how it's suppose to sound, which sux.

    • song to my mom

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      i heard this song and it reminded me of my mom

      i will not make the same mistakes that you did
      i will not let myself, cause my heart so much misery
      i will not break the way you did you fell so hard
      ive learned the hard way
      to never let it get that far

      because of you i never stray to far from the sidewalk
      because of you ive learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
      because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
      because of you i am afraid

      i lose my way and its not too long before you point it out
      i can not cry because i know that's weakness in your eyes
      im forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
      my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with

      because of you i never stray to far from the sidewalk
      because of you ive learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
      because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
      because of you i am afraid

      i watched you die
      i heard you cry
      every night in your sleep
      i was so young
      you should have known better than to lean on me
      you never thought of anyone else
      you just saw your pain
      AND NOW I CRY
      IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
      FOR THE SAME DAMN THING

      because of you i never stray to far from the sidewalk
      because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt

      because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything
      because of you i find it hard to let anyone else in
      because of you im ashamed of my life because its empty
      because of you i am afraid
      because of you
      because of you

    • i win

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      Take back that look, that you used to give me
      That gave your heart away, and stole mine in the end
      You've got it all, my love and her body
      But you give nothing to me anymore

      You mean nothing more to me
      and i know you're unhappy
      I'm done with you
      Now that you've shown you're done with me

      You've made your bed, I'm leavin' you to love her in it
      Aint it sad, I could take her away if i wanted to
      Nobody knows you, better than i do
      And if you were smart you'd leave her the hell alone

      You mean nothing more to me
      and i know you're unhappy
      I'm done with you
      Now that you've shown you're done with me

    • poem

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      No more lines left etched on my page for you
      There's no more song in my heart
      I cant even write, a single word or two
      This love has lost all its rhyme
      and reason has lost all its sensibility
      The gift that you gave me is going with you
      You've taken my muse and my heart
      You've taken my voice and my soul
      I feel out of control, out of touch
      The pain doesn't hurt I am numb
      I bleed blue because I cant breathe
      The air is tainted with your breath
      And my pen won't leave you alone

    • Awesome

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      Ok so i just got home from a wild night of excitement.
      First off my friend Shaunda picked me up and we went to DQ, where my friend Holly works.
      When we walked in Holly looked really pissed, and then i noticed there was a girl there that has tried to start crap with Holly before.
      So Shaunda and I left because Holly told us to come back in an hour so we could hang out, so we did. The girl and her friend were still there.
      Well, the girl waited where the employees park for Holly to come out. Shaunda and I drove around to the back also. The girl started talking crap and then told Holly to come on if she was going to do anything. IDIOT, Holly punched her right upside her temple and the girl fell back, and all the chick managed to do was slap Holly. WHOOP.
      So that was one incident.
      The next one is a ended a bad relationship about a month ago...blah blah blah...drama drama drama.......but we he decided he was going to move to the town i live in.
      Big, big, big mistake, I live in a very small town and most of the people here have my back.
      We decided his car needed a new kind of waxing so Shaunda, Holly, and I went to the apartments that he lives in and found his car. Well, just as we are about to get out of Holly's car he walks outside. Needless to say we hauled our pretty little butts outa there. We know he recognized the car.......but oh well that's one guy that would have really deserved what we had coming to him.
      Anyway hawties im done with my excitement. Maybe after this weekend i'll have more to post.

    • ok

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      so im not going to go read, im going to stay here with you hawt ppl

    • Boredom,what a drag

      14 years ago

      TearsofRed

      I should probably go read.

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