TuckerIsGod

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from Horsham, PA

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    • Time Flies When You're In A Time Machine

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      Still true, many years later. I flipped back through my Journal entries, few though they are, and when I saw that I'd made a journal with that name, i thought "Wow, that's brilliant!", then when I saw that I'd made two of them, Aesthetics cried out for me to complete the trilogy.

      I also saw that I'm pretty much the same person I've always been. Unable to completely come to terms with the world around me, trying to bend it to my will. My will is absurd, but neither the absurdity of it, nor the realization of absurdity, change it much.

      My madness has less of an outlet than it used to. Adulthood confines me, makes me stand up straighter. Feet shoulder witdth apart, damnit! Now, when I try to tap back into Andrew, I get such a surge of randomness. I can't harness it, can't focus it onto paper. Perfectly good crazy, spilled all over the walls and the floor. Not supposed to cry over it. Noone else can see the stain, so why am I crying?

      Control used to be there. It used to answer to me. It came when I wanted. Gave me what I wanted. Eloquently.

      Tried finding some guys to play pen-and-paper RPG's with, thinking the weekly outpouring of creativity would help, and it did a little, but these guys are nuts. They live to destroy each other. I don't know how they haven't killed each other. I had unity, had cohesion, had a bond with my old gang. My Texas gang.

      Sometimes, I think that's whats wrong with me.

    • That got me thinkin....

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      Someone.....who shall remain nameless.....asked the old standby "what would you do with one wish" question, and i tried to think outside the box and went with Blindness.

      I don't think I'd miss my ability to see very much. I've seen a lot. I've been places. Very little visually impresses me anymore.

      It's the things people say that strike me. Their opinions and reactions.

      I wouldn't have to see people lie with a straight face anymore. All that's left is the lie.

      I'd stop playing Rock Band and learn to play guitar like I've been meaning to for years.

      I'm sure someone out there is ready with the bleeding heart "How insensitive is that for blind people?" response, and I feel for them. Not the whiners, but blind people. I have asthma. Really bad asthma. When I see people smoking, I think about all the times i had to go to the hospital because I couldn't breath, and how quickly I would trade my lung capacity for theirs.

      I'm sure my wish seems rash and insensitive, but thats how I roll.

      Edit: I'm only four months shy of going 4 years without an award! Lets make it happen people! It's time for a Grass Roots Campaign!!!!!!

    • Seriously....

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      ......wtf?

    • You may be wondering...

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      ...what LROAABBS means. For more on this, I turn it over to my good friend Eli Porter

      I'm da best, mayn!

    • JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      .....while the holy spirit watches....?

    • I'm the Mother Fucking Man

      11 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      I just one handed Green Grass and High Tides. You heard it here first (unless you heard it somewhere else before this).


      I'm the man.

    • Digital Audio Output

      in Forums > Digital Audio Output | Follow this topic

      TuckerIsGod

      I hooked up my PC to my Samsung HT-Q70 Home Theater system via a TOSLINK cable. When i set my receiver to play "Digital In", i get nothing. The only thing that seems to flicker on the receiver is a mode called LPCM.

      How can I tell if my computer is putting out any signal? If it is, how then could i try to determine if the receiver has a problem?

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    • Sooooooo......

      12 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      I was gonna lj a bunch of emo shit about how crappy people who possess the dreaded XX gene combo are, but instead i'm just gonna say that Edge of Sanity is fucking amazing. I can't seem to figure out how to get Crimson I to play, but Crimson II is jaw-droppingly beautiful.

    • Talk about a kick in the crotch...

      12 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      She broke up with me today.....through her Facebook. Is that shitty?

    • Oh Yes, Oh Yes, Oh Yes!

      12 years ago

      TuckerIsGod

      This is the only time...ever....that Valentines Day is a worthwhile holiday. If you have a new girlfriend/boyfriend....it's totally worth it. Tomorrow is gonna kick so much ass. Metal up the ass of anyone who says otherwise.

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  • Comments (65)

    • NotPollution

      14 years ago

      Wonderful.

    • Toxic_Trash

      14 years ago

      Hello.

    • Locutus90

      14 years ago

      <a href="http://www.gaijindesign.com/lawriemalen/jedi"><img src="http://www.gaijindesign.com/lawriemalen/jedi/jedimaster.jpg" width="285" height="123" border="0"><br><font face="Trebuchet MS,Verdana" size="2">how jedi are you?</a> :: by <a href="http://www.indextwo.net">lawrie malen</a></font>

      Hella
      ~boxy "bad ass mutha" brown

    • ilikjooz

      14 years ago

      waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang

    • brettw_10

      14 years ago

      Jenkins!

    • The_Rizzo

      14 years ago

      GUNS UP, LETS DO THIS

      LEEROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY....JEEEEEENKINNNNNS

    • Kil1ertofu

      14 years ago

      That's OK guys..i got Han Solo. I have a wookie.

    • TuckerIsGod

      14 years ago

      Answering well is relative. Dooku is pretty metal in his own right.

    • Trogdor

      14 years ago

      Yeah, I took that little Star Wars thing... I don't think I answered as well as you did...

      dooku.jpg

    • Ragnaviper

      14 years ago

      Meet the local Stock-Raving-Drunk, TuckerIsGod*. With some badass MS paint skills.

    • TuckerIsGod

      14 years ago

      It's a little internet thing called Red vs Blue. have you heard of it? We're quoting it.

    • FaG_Kakashi

      14 years ago

      Right, and exactly what are you talking about?

    • TuckerIsGod

      14 years ago

      "You just had to get in one last ass kiss, didn't you?"

    • AryaStark

      14 years ago

      "Oh, I'd do it to." -Simmons

    • TuckerIsGod

      14 years ago

      I'm metal head who can't stop listening to Justin Timberlake's "Cry Me a River". Someone shoot me.

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