What have I done in the last 2 years?
In 2014, I was full of aspirations. I wanted to be a performer in Japan. My teacher and advisor told me that studying music business in America is vastly different than doing music business in Japan. So I gave up on that.
I then decided to work with Jeff Williams for Rooster Teeth. I promptly gave up on that as well on account of my skill in music is JUST not good enough to be astounding.
In 2015, I tried to start a band. I wrote my first song, Blue Destiny, and performed it live at a convention. It....didn't get good results. Further more, I learned no one would want to invest in "nerd music." I felt I was the only one who believed in making music for the joy and the joy and the creativity, not for profit.
So I worked at retail for two years and now double work at a day care. I keep thinking what am I doing now? Why am I here?
And I learned that even for a little bit, I can still introduce something new for everyone. Something everyone can enjoy. After two years, I wrote my second original song, Bountiful Muse, and am now trying to write the rest for a new project album.
I gave up on song writing. But this is not how my story ends.