Wisp

Female
from Eugene, OR

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    • I have a confession...

      11 years ago

      Wisp

      So, I got Beautiful Katamari for my 360, and I totally suck at it. Gasp! I know. It's a sad, sad day. But I'm hoping that someone on my friends list is a wiz at it and can help me out. So in regards to the score you get on the Katamaris you are rolling, size plays a huge roll in it. But aside from that, what's the best way to get a score of 100 or higher on your Katamaris? I really need to unlock the untimed modes to get all the presents/ cousins/ collections.

    • So it's official,

      11 years ago

      Wisp

      in a years time or less, I will be a suicide girl. Just you wait and see!

      www.suicidegirls.com

    • I got a new piercing!

      11 years ago

      Wisp

      Yay! It's definately nice... and not as painful as the other one's I've had.

      Now that makes six.

      Huzzah!

    • Check out my new pictures

      11 years ago

      Wisp

      And comment
      <3!

      Woo for Mardi Gras

    • And I'm just the girl next door

      11 years ago

      Wisp

      A lot of things have made me reflect on myself lately... oh no, you think you know where this is going. A lot of crazy things have happened that removed me completely from my element, from my friends, from the place I callled home. And it's tough having to start all over again. It's tough having to make myself fit in somewhere so drastically different. I've been depressed and I've been self conscious. I haven't eaten in two days and I almost broke my spine trying some crazy ass yoga move. I think I gave myself a heart condition from too much speed, caffeine, and diet pills. But all in all I'm relatively happy. It's crazy, but I'm happier when I'm not well and unhealthy than when everything is peachy. I guess it makes me feel a little more a live, a little more relateable. It makes me crazy honest too because I'm so damned desperate. I miss a lot, and so I kind of miss me. I need people's addresses. I want to write letters to everyone. I have confessions to make to most...

      and I had some crazy old man give me a bottle at the station today. He told me there was a geenie in it and I could make three wishes. The funniest thing of all is that I did, and all three wishes had the same name. Things are always more memorable in threes.

    • 666 Journal views

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      We should most definately get rid of that number.

      And Oklahoma sucks. It's a dirty, smelly place. And it's raining. boo =(
      I should be in Colorado tomorrow. Wish me luck on the road.

    • Catch Up

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      When life throws you fast balls... you better hope you're wearing a glove.

      A lot has happened lately and I've become rather reclusive ever since. I hate being like that though, I need people to talk to you and rant at and tell more information to than I ought to. So... here's a summary of my summer and such to help everyone catch up.

      I guess for starters I finished my semester at LSU. I made mostly Bs like usual. I won't be returning this year though, I'm looking at taking a break and just resuming in a year or so. I don't think I'm dedicated enough to school right now to spend another $10,000 for Bs and Cs. I know a lot of people are going to want to kick my ass for saying it, but it's my life. Your opinion does matter to me, but this isn't going to change. I WILL go back to college in a year or two, just this year I still want to party and throw my life away. I'm not ready for a serisous career yet.

      Eric and I broke up once again, it was pretty nasty. We tried to be friends and stay in touch... but I'm not sure how well that's working out. I guess I can't really worry about that though, I left the choice up to him. But I'm not as bitter this time as I was last time. I think him breaking up with me was one of the best things he could do for me, and I want to thank him. So if you read this Eric... thanks. =)

      I'm with someone else now. His name is Joe Hansen and I'm insanely smitten. I could list a million things that are great about him, but that will be for later conversations. The most important thing is that he loves me and has made me confident in myself. I am completely confident and comfortable with who I am and how I am for the first time in my life, all thanks to him. And so I love him... we're cute... people are jealous. And one day I'll have to start recording all the sweet things he says to me that makes me smile.

      I'll be living with my grandparents until then though. My grandmother has had lung cancer and other illnesses that have limited her life. My grandfather just had stage four prostate cancer that followed a quadrouple heart bipass surgery. Obviously they are not in the best of health, and I need to be close to them while I still have them. And if you've really known me for any amount of time, you know of my younger sister Danielle. She moved to Oregon six months ago with my mother and father. Well, she's engaged now, and three months pregnant. So on top of other things, I'm at a point in my life where I finally realize that my family matters and that they need me right now. So...

      I'm not living in Louisiana anymore. I'm moving to Eugene, Oregon officially by September fifth. Say your goodbyes while you have the chance and I'm still in town! Eugene is a major hippy town and I've been looking into the culture and it's pretty intoxicating. I want to get my hands on a high but I'm trying to work hard and get some money so I can get a place with Joe.

      But that's about it. I picked up and intensified my optimism, so I know that a lot of bad stuff is happening in my life and that a lot is going to get worse... but for the most part I'm extremely happy.

      -love love -

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    • No Offense

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      Dial- up sucks too much to get on here regularly. So better luck catching me on myspace, facebook, or calling me if you've managed to get my cell number.

      If you don't have any of the above... next time I manage to camp a wireless connection on my laptop I will check back with you.

    • He Doesn't Want To Say It

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      The three fucking words I need to hear the most of right now.

      Why the fuck do I only write blog entries when I'm depressed or pissed off? I guess it's because I have too much free time on my hands. The tissue box is empty, the clothes are folded, the floors are clean, I can't eat, and my legs hurt too much from the four mile loop I've been pacing until my lungs refuse to breath.

      Depression isn't constructive, my friends make me hostile, and he only calls me when he says he will because we're broken up now. Somewhere someone is laughing with an 'I told you so' dripping from their lips, and once they catch their breath again they're calling me and preaching consolement. I'd trust you more if your tears weren't from laughing at my plight.

      And all I could do between breaths and tears was confess an undying love, a wish for this to not be the end, a chance tomorrow, and the fact that I won't be dating any one else. I still love Eric Miller... confessions I could scream to the clouds because they're the only ones that still listen. My life has been simplified if nothing else, and I feel like I'm idly sitting around with my hands in my pockets because I don't know if I will be alright after this.

      I think I'm going crazy... but it only makes me feel more intellectual. But I've shut down completely this time around. I'm tired if crying over boys. I can only hope that Eric grows up soon enough... that someone finally lets him know how dumb he is being and that it sinks in. My life is going to be too easy and too lonely until he finally realizes that. And I will carry this hole in my chest, this pit in my stomach, and this pain that plagues me until then.

      And no, I don't want sympathy. Sympathy is half of the reason that I'm so damned angry. I just want to hear the two words I deserve, followed by the three words that I need to hear the most right now.

    • Impulse Buy

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      I needed a distraction (read previous journal for a slight description)... so yeah. Nothing like new pains to take up what would normally be free time.

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      Oh, and the guy that did it thought it looked so good and liked it on me so much that he took a picture of it for his portfolio. That was really cool as well as complimentative because piercers and tatooists don't take pictures of all of their clients. w00t

  • Comments (385)

    • cakerules

      11 years ago

      lol same here
      ive been living the same boring life for so long

    • erieduck

      11 years ago

      Don't you wish you could be on vacation all the time?
      Did you go to "The Black Smith Shop" its a bar down past Margarettiville during Mardi Gras?
      There was another bar but I forgot the name of but the had to build a special stage for the singer.
      He was a huge man but could he sing. I always had a good and fun time in New Orleans

    • erieduck

      11 years ago

      Is being in La a vacation or are you going to live there?
      I've been to Mardi Gras a few times and once I went to the Jazz and Heritage Festival

    • erieduck

      11 years ago

      Are you back in Oregon or still in New Orleans?

    • cakerules

      11 years ago

      Hello :D
      hows it going
      its been a long time since we've talked

    • princesirhc

      11 years ago

      Not too much. Busy, but not the good kind... How about with you?

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      that could be interpreted ina dirty way hahahaha


      but ya u looook cool

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      idk... go driving around like usual? lol

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      ya looks sexy;p

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      thats good

      *hug*

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      nothign im very bored

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      heey hey

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      yes indeed... but I'm pretty sure I'll have my car

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      I may or may not have access to a car

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      ok cool. we are having a vehicle crisis though... so I hope this works out

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      ok... saturday, what time?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      11 years ago

      fridays better? ok that works then... when?

    • Apache64

      11 years ago

      Oh! I have little knowledge of such things. Though I believe the basic idea is to party and have fun?

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      enjoy ur lunch speal soon

    • Apache64

      11 years ago

      Wow thats alot of travel. What are you up to that has yeah going 6,000 miles?

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      yes indeed we r

      yes i am like...rele bored how r u?


      wrote that letter yet?

    • Apache64

      11 years ago

      O.O Oh that is kinda a while. Well i've been alright. I've gotten lazier for some reason though. Thats never good... How have you been?

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      awww... i wish we could talk more hun.i rele do..ur amazing friend

    • hobbitboy

      11 years ago

      i miss you

    • tbones

      11 years ago

      who are you?

    • 1337Cab00se

      11 years ago

      Hey! Way long time no talk. Sooo....how's life treating you? smiley0.gif

    • Apache64

      11 years ago

      Hi! :D

    • crzyrbbt

      11 years ago

      ok Talk to you soon

    • crzyrbbt

      11 years ago

      Hi

    • Apache64

      11 years ago

      Hey did you hear the Caboose cameo in Halo 3 yet? The RvB cameos are pretty awesome.

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      It's not that heather, and it's hard to see, when no one her gives a damn

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      awwwww....no fun at all.....well, let me know when your coming down again...lol......i wanna go to new orleans for mardi gras too

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      Oh I was just posting in some threads. Then I went to xbox live and got killed...a lot... How about you?

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      lol...cool.....so why are you going to oregon???....and will you be coming back to B R

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      lol..btw, im in shreveport, just like 4 hours north of B R

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      See your online so just saying hi! :D

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      wjy are you going to oregon? lol...yea, i dont think ill see you there....cuz im heading back on friday, the 7th...

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      hi sexy

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      hello!!!!!!!!!!!.....wats up? i should be back next weekend....too much to get done up here lol

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      Hey I was watching season three again and it turns out Caboose does have a pants time. Who knew. Also i'm on Xbox Live now! It's pretty fun. What have you been up too?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      grrrrr
      it never does work out for us to get together now does it?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      oh, and what do you want for your birthday?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      hey, I'm off next monday and saturday... but you'll be gone on saturday... so, can I have you for a couple of hours on monday?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      okay, that might work... but I think if thats the case we'll have to actually do some PLANNING! lol
      sadly I suppose I shan't be buying you shorts then. lol

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      aww... that sucks though. but that is really sweet of you to help him out.
      but i was looking forward to hanging out this week!

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      thanks

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      how are you?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      Salve!

    • Badgerlord84

      12 years ago

      o ok...i go to parkview...you know anyone that went there?

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      Coolness... Hey I managed to pass another level of the first Halo on Legendary! It was the second level... On Heroic you can almost just tank your way through it seems. Do you think Halo 2's Legendary is easier...

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