Wisp

Female
from Eugene, OR

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    • Fingers type without counscious thought?

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      I could spare a day before a dollar, so please just give me something free. And I could spare a class but never a lesson, so please make it something easy. Because I'm getting far too bogged down with everything that life is throwing at me. I'm getting far too tired to even care about the earth's dehydration or the withering trees. If oxygen is tight then I will learn not to breathe. But please just try to understand me, some stuff matters in life and others are just trivial things. I forgot how to differentiate them though, and I can't tell the difference from devil horns to angel wings. I could spare all of this sanity before I could spare this confusion, but the option is only in my dreams. But there's something about this place, something about your face... and it has me looking at silver and golden rings. I could spare my love before I could spare my hate, so don't worry about letting me down gently. Because I think I could love you for the rest of my life, and I don't know how this could be. So please just try to understand me... you're the only one I need.

    • My fucking world just ended

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      Period

      Game Over

      Roll Credits

    • The College Dread

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      Mid terms are over, and now the essay topics become more complex. The introductory vocabulary you were learning is now an ideal of the past and the terms are interconnecting with the bigger ideas that you rather not learn. But eh, who cares? Spring break is two weeks away and the homework, papers, and books to be read will soon be a memory forgotten on a sandy beach. Or at least that is how I wish it would go.

      School has gotten harder and I’ve watched plenty of my high school friends run out of money, transfer due to unacceptable grades, get tired or overly stressed and therefore were forced to take a break, etc. It seriously makes me sit back and think, to reflect on myself as well as the money spent for the grades I make. It’s a sad realization that I come to it. I can’t complain about Bs and people are proud of my progress. Hell, so am I. I’ve always been the minimalist, the slacker, and the procrastinator. Knowing this, however, I made a mistake.

      I befriended honors students with money in their bank accounts and a family at homes wishing them the best and supplying what they need for it. I started dating Eric who lives his college life and success through me. Skipping classes has gotten easier, missing work no longer plagues me with guilt, and the easy path of plagiarism become more and more like a path I might start taking.

      But then the friends I have now, not from high school who would rather throw their hands up and retreat, but the ones truly dedicated to their future careers. The idealists who already have a graduate college picked, and out who know they would never get turned down from there because of their GPA and research experience. And I have a boyfriend now that checks in on me. That makes sure I went to class, did my homework, studied, and made good grades. Maybe I was a minimalist because my parents never cared… and so it came to this point where I have people to impress, someone to keep happy, and a potential family to support with a decent and degreed profession.

      I’ve been thinking about quitting, about running away. But the reality of it all is that I have people that inspire me now, people I want to impress and keep in my favor, people I Want to be friends with for a while or that I want to love me and hold me dear, and running away from my schooling would be running away from them. I don’t know what made me think of all of this or what made me realize the heroes in my life, but I’m thanking them now whether they know it or not.

      So to Eric, Andrew, Keller, Chris, Matt, Eliot, Chauncey, Zach, Esther, Jennifer, Trang, and Zubin thank you. I’m not sure if I would be coming back to LSU without you all due to the fact Oregon is starting to seem more like a vacation rather than an ultimatum. =)

    • Where credit is due

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      Sometimes I wish I was a deeper person. I wish my words were better at moving people and inspiring them or instilling hope. I fail at that however, so I won't try. But I do want to say that I am happy and that I’m in a good mood. For so long I played hard to get, I was walled up and guarded, but I’m in love now (or again) and it’s amazing.

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      Did I mention that we’re taking over the world? The first steps have already been taken… you just haven’t realized it yet. XD

    • Al Capone

      12 years ago

      Wisp

      If only I could be gangster like him... and slaughter all those people like him. Walk away from the law like him... and for the love of god make bank like him.

      I have a new role model now.

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  • Comments (385)

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      not sure yet....im not going back down there until next wednesday....i hope....

    • Razziel

      12 years ago

      umm what?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      I wish women would pay more attention to me

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      good so far although i got hit on by a trannie and a gay guy already

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      Hi I am in college too now : )

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      I forgot if I ever asked you but did you ever beat the first Halo on Legendary?

    • Batpez FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      hey Heather, need help moving in?

    • REVAN9907

      12 years ago

      k...thatx...i can find that stuff....ill probably be at the drag strip anyways....i like taunting them....

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      omg hi

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      Really? Thats cool. How is it there?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      so did you get to a place where you get a decent connection for a while?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      hi

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      So whats new?

      Yeah I know lame question but I can't think of anything...

    • erieduck

      12 years ago

      Hi Heather, Long time no see. How are you doing today?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      hi I missed you

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      I knows i do.. i'll take them tonight.. any ideas?
      I just got this hella funny program called "camtrack" where i can do so many wierd things to the way my camera is shown and viewed, adding text scrolling, playlist stuff, and can do some wicked things with the image, solarize, invert, and edge detect it.. the last of them makes me look like one of things we did in middle school.. remember when we colored a board really hard with alot of random crayons, and then painted over it in black and drew something with a needle? same thing!

    • Hunadin

      12 years ago

      oh, that sucks,
      i say best of luck with the DL.
      lol
      so aside from the dial up, hows life?

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      :D Yeah agreed, that sounds good!

    • Klark

      12 years ago

      Message sent, fair maiden.

    • m3l

      12 years ago

      lol *high five! way to go girl!!!

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      yes i do.. thanks you


      she is called jenna..17....amazing person..i love her with al my heart

      very pretty

    • m3l

      12 years ago

      ^_^ Thank you for accepting it !
      lol i'm doing well and you?

    • Apache64

      12 years ago

      I do miss talking to you...it was fun! :D

    • Klark

      12 years ago

      Hey! I was hoping to see you again soon so we can talk. I've really missed you so I'm glad to see you back! <3

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      It was a month ago.. don't worry about it, it's not important

    • Hunadin

      12 years ago

      heyz, how are you doing?
      bin a while huh?

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      yep its me

      well i have good news and badnews

      bad news is u have been gone way too long =)

      the good news is i have gf now!! yay

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      I gotta go ttyl I am sorry

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      hey there *hug* nice to see u again

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      I miss you to *hugs* it is good to tak to you again

    • erieduck

      12 years ago

      Just saying Hi now because I cannot ever catch ya when you are on.

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      YAY

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      your alive

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      HI

    • Hitalex

      12 years ago

      Fine, and you?

    • porchmonkey

      12 years ago

      hey

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      hey!

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      i don't know where i was :(

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      did you get my myspace message?

    • Klark

      12 years ago

      It's a deal that I look forward to closing. :)

    • mauntgomery

      12 years ago

      Heeheh I have a friend in Baton Rouge. Her name is Shannon.

      How do you like it there?

    • Klark

      12 years ago

      Hey Heather! Just wanted to let you know that I'm checking Rooster Teeth daily from work, so I'm kinda sorta back. We're probably getting internet in the new apartment next month, so I'll be able to check it more frequently. I miss you!

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      HEATHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

      aim. please?

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      you are 6astijr.jpg

    • hobbitboy

      12 years ago

      yees.. i rele miss them to.. can u get on AIM? i rele wish to talk to u on there.pls..for me

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      Salve

    • pheonixblue2 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      12 years ago

      I'd have heather's children.. cause she rocks as such

    • Klark

      12 years ago

      I'm still alive, <3. I've thought about you and missed you and so I decided to sneak on the site at work to come visit you. I still have no internet, I'm sorry, so I have to use the one at work right now. As soon as I get the internet back up, we'll be like peas and carrots again. =)

    • crzyrbbt

      12 years ago

      where and how've you been

    • darklife

      12 years ago

      i maybe alive, but i'm in alotta pain

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