XxCrushedxX

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    • Yup...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Yup, I really need to grow up...
      Thanks for the advice who your name is...
      lolz...

      PS: I taking off the bolded letters, cause that's not how the real me goes...

    • I'm back...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      I'm back, cause My best friend Danny Perez, made me a different person, I'm here to finish, what I started with JediJesus, I don't give a fuck, your a horrible person, who just want laughs, just for fun, my best friend Danny, gave me the courage to to come back, but he used torture, and mind games on me, he made me fight, b4reak stuff, and use my ultament emotion ever "Rage", I listen to music from him....

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiiczhuSow8

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3oVT__fdp7s

      And I'm here to protect my sister, so fuck you guy, if your hating on her, I need to know, "Do I have the courage, to fight for what's right?" you ask me, Jesus, Danny told me "If you love the girl, and she doesn't love you anymore, and you still love her, than I will snap you out of it!" He's been yelling at me saying this "Say that I don't love anymore!" he hit me at the the face, I was about to cry, until he said "Look dude, I trying to help you, you need this, cause your like a brother to me, a little one, who needs to mature!" I said "What's the point?" he said "Look, you need to have some courage, maybe this song will help you you when people hate you!"

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UQrSoMrn5c

      When Angle came she told me this "Look, I don't like to see you suffer, I love you!" Danny said "Did you know, that your Exs love as friends, but not all of them..." Angle was looking at me, she was blushing, and I blush too, we about to kiss lip to lip, until turned up the music, with this song...

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bw3q9dMXiM4

      Whne I yelled out "I DON'T LOVE JESSICKA ANYMORE!!!" It made realize that I need to get over people who make fun of me, which I too scensetive, which my friends, Danny and Angle, made me get the scensetive side out of me, with this song...

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoJ6ObzGV40

      Danny said "When you said you were Emo, were gonna make you one of us!" I heard a lot of songs from Alesana like Toxic...

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfP8fsTWElE

      So, by now I turning into what I was suppose to be in a long time, a "Emotion" a person who feels doubt in himself, mostly Emo, they fixed my hair, there giving me guts to cut myself, (Which I'll post a picture of myself, with my wrist cut) Angle and I were getting to become closer, and Danny helped me more, than I imagened, they gave me ideas for my love life, "Don't fall in love, when you meet a girl for a couple days, you must know them in your heart, that there the right one!" Angle started cuddling me, without me noticing, and I blushed...

      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdZ_EtgBHTY&feature=related

      I'd listen to the song "Apology" from Alesana, I can't forgive anyone anymore, unless they give me a reason too...

      Danny has helped me a lot, when we went outside it was like 2:46am, and he said "You need a bit of risk..." so, we egged peoples houses, and destroy cars from people who tagged our home, which we know about, we broke there windows, we took a couple "Monsters" from the store (We bought, not steal) we had fun, when we got back home at 4: 57am in the morning, Angle was waiting for us, she was awake, I don't know, but she was, and she kissed me on the lips, and said this "How was your trip, Cuppy Cake? Me and Danny said "Cuppy Cake?" yeah, we were confued....

      http://ah.roosterteeth.com/members/images/image.php?id=2277427

      There's Danny, he's real friend, so don't think he's that he's just and Emo, cause he's not, he said I'm just Me..."
      Thanks for everything I need to be taught a lesson so I changed myslef, and no lies, cause Danny will kick my ass if I do, his brother is _Spike_, on roosterteeth, I'm there "God Brother", I need to look out for myself, and see the path I'm taking, no more pity, no more scesetivness from me, and JediJesus, don't make fun of me cause it's not gonna work, don't think I'm a fucking Pussy, cause I'm if you call me that, that means you one, and I know how to make negga modders get more mad at me, "Everytime you neg a mod me, that mean's you do care about me!" so, I'm back to protect, what's mine and not yours...

      I tink I just took the path of Emos....Strange...oh well...

      -XxCrushedxX is staying for good, and justice, lolz...
      XD

    • That's That...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Well, I told the truth about myself, I lost some good friends, and love ones, I know, what your think, why should I care?, cause I lied a lot, but I never lied about my feelings, and I'm just too scencetive, I'm a dumbass, and more, I deserve every right for being a lier, go ahead hate me, cause you guys hating is affecting me for some reason, my heart is feeling weird, and it's hurt for no reason, probably you guys won't believe, but you'll believe this, I lost, I'm the laughing stock, and the hated person on this site, and JediJesus is the internet king, but do you think it's more wrong to make fun of someo..... Nevermind, you guys won't listen, you'll just take his side, I'm really sorry, for all the trouble I cost, and how much anger I put in you guys, sorry for everything I cost, and no I don't pity, I'm saying out from my heart, that I won't bother you guys again, well this is Good-Bye Forever....

      PS: pittbull09, GuiltyGear_X, and _skater_ know me in real life, you could ask them questions if you want to know the truth...

      -XxCrushedxX signing out from RvB...

    • The Truth...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Ummm, yeah thanks to syn_, for making me realize that lies dn't make yor life better, and Mrs_Storm just stop with the comments, ok?

      I've been lying, and I'm only doing not just for making me a better person, only for xXLiliacXx (Jessicka), cause I lost her in my web of lies, I would never hurt her, cheat on her, or backstab her in any kind, telling the truh is big, I don't know that xXLiliacXx will want me back, and she deserves, I just lied, so I can be the person I wanted her to be happy with, propably some of you guys might be mad at me, and don't want to talk to me ever again, so here I go...

      Me...
      I'm a be very truthful...
      I'm just a 15 year old, in High School, I'm a Sophmore, I dress up as an Emo in my school, if you don't believe me ask my friend Pittbull09, I started a band called "Love Note", which wasn't a good idead, cause only two people joined, and I still don't know there names, damn....
      The person Jake does not exist...
      Sorry...

      Martin
      Well I do get beat up, by a boy name Martin, for dating Holly, (My First Ex Girl Friend), he beat me up a lot, I think he still mad at me...

      I"m not good at writing, nor care about it, just saying....

      My Ex's
      I dated Angle Vanhorn for a few days, but It didn't worked out, cause some guy named Zolo, or whatever his name is, stole her away from me (Third Ex Girl Friend), my second Ex Girl Friend is, ummmm I promised I would never tell, but she love her Ex Boy Friend, more than me, I get too jealous, I argued with him, but everything is worked out I think, oh well...

      It's cause, I thought I would never get a Girl Friend, so I gave up, trying to get one, but I do want one, but I blew my chances with, I'm sorry Jessicka, Probably, you think I'm a loser by now, I really love you, I would never do anything to hurt you, I want you back, but by now you probably found someone better than me, and I'm gonna regret that for the rest of my life...

      My Parents
      The truth is that, they really left me, only until christmas eve, they think I'm old enough to take care of myself, cause I look out for my sister, they be back, but they won't be happy with me, cause of my grades, and fights, I was trying to be a somebody in my school....

      Holly
      She was the first girl that loved me back, but I screwed up, cause I told my parents about us, and my parents think that we weren't meant for each other, and they were right, cause Holly can only thinks about the next level in realtionships, she love me because, I'm scencetive, and emotional... (Which I am)

      Dad
      My Dad is always mean to me, he said "Just because you have a Girl Friend, doesn't mean your gonna keep her forever, there's a lot girls with hot bodys" he said it in spanish, but I really didn't care about that, all I want in a girl ir Romance, Cuteness, Nice Personality, Trustful, and doesn't feel alone, but my Dad didn't care how I felt, I'm not a pervert, I don't care about body, or those other thing the guys think about which is nasty...

      Myself
      I'm just a loser in High School Lakewood, I fix bikes, I love writing storys, thinks about the future, I dress Emo, but if they say I am, then I say yes, I'm Emo, I just want another reputation, cause I'm tired of people making fun of me, they pick on me, they innsult me, even pittbull09 makes fun of me, just because I dress Emo, bt I don't act like it, I always foll around, and getting into trouble just cause I want people to stop innsaulting me....

      Truth Time
      I lied about Jake Duncan, there was someone named like that, but it was a girl, lolz, sorry her name is Cerenity Duncan, but she change to O'Leary, I don't know why, but I think she was adpoted, I lied about Donny, he did try to see Holly nake, but I didn't do anything, cause my friends, told me "How far can he go?", but I wanted o do something, until my friend beat him up, without me noticing, when me and Holly broke up, she broke up with me, shwere friends now, but she gets mad at me, cause of those Emotion Breakdowns, I get them to sometimes, I'm really scencetive, I got my heart broken like four times now, so it still hurts me, cause I'm the one who gets dump, as always, I don't know, when I started school, I keep getting dump, cause of my personality, I care about realtionships, but I lie just to give the girl I love, something that she doesn't be ashame of, cause most girls love guys with style, and beauty, which I don't have, I only have my Emotions and Personality, I'll never find a girl like Jessicka ever again, cause of my stupid lies, and personality....

      Love...
      I had a gf, that I could love, but ruin everything, just cause of me, probably by now she hates me, I'm sorry xXLiliacXx, I'm sorry that I been keeping secerts from you, you deserve better than me, I just want to love someone forever, but now I ruined it, the people that doubted our is were right, I am a Loser, and I'll always be one, I'm bullshit, sorry for all the lies I cost, probably you guys by now hate me, cause I lied to you guys, I just did this just for her, but I'll never get her back, or hear from hear ever again, cause I'm just a person that lied to the world about himself, maybe she won't log on this website anymore, cause I'm in this website, so I should leave this site so she doesn't suffer, I ruin the favorites realtionship I had in years, but I'll just be a memory, cause of the stupid things I said, Jessicka I love you with all my heart, but probably you don't care anymore, and I'm sorry, I just wanted to be the best boyfriend you ever had, and I would never cheat, hurt, or backstab you, ever, I posted this journal just to show how sorry I am, and probably how I became an idiot for lying, no girl wants that in there realtionships, I'm just a idiot, I just want to be the bf that Jessicka can be proud of, but lying to isn't the anwser, I just wanted us to be happy, but I was wrong to believe that life isn't a fairytale.

    • Myself....

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      I'm a post a new picture of myself for people to see me, cause I changed, should I post pictures of myself...
      XD

    • Traveling to Machinma!

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      This made me laugh a lot...
      XD

      [linkhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLAM6ywmoB0&NR=1[/link]

    • Legends of Halo: Details...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Here's some details about different types of Marines & Elites:

      Seraphim Elites:
      These's type of Elites are Loyal to Power, and there the fierces warriors in the Covenant, but they can betray you, and the Covenant, for an even greater power, so watch out...
      PlayerModel.ashx?p1=1&p2=0&p3=0&p4=0&p5=

      Special Ops Elites:
      There's one stealth force good enough for the Covenant, there are intelligent, and very unpredictable, they stike in brutal force so watch out for them, cause there Leader Zamammee is no pushover...
      1:0:0:0:0:0:2:2.jpg

      Marines:
      The Human Race, has protectors, and those are the Marines,they figh in hugh numbers, so don't fight them alone, or else you'll be killed fast...
      0:7:7:7:6:13:13:0.jpg

      ODST Marines:
      One of the Military's best Special Ops Force ever, they are intelligent, stealthy, organized, and best with all kinds of weapons. so watch out Covenant, cause ODST, can kick your ass...
      PlayerModel.ashx?p1=0&p2=8&p3=7&p4=7&p5=

    • Legends of Halo:

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Chapter 1: The Betrayal


      (Inside Blade's Room)
      ~Private Blitz came inside Blade's Room~
      Pvt. Blitz-Hey!
      ~Private Blade was asleep~
      Pvt. Blade-Zzzzz...
      ~Private Blitz yelled at Private Blade~
      Pvt. Blitz-Wake up!!!
      Pvt. Blade-What the...
      ~Private Blade woke up~
      Pvt. Blitz-It's time for work...
      Pvt. Blade-Ok...
      ~Private Blade got up, put's on his Spartan Armor, and they both left Blade's room~


      (Inside The Covenant's Phantom 1)
      Zamammee-How close are we?
      Elite Pilot 1-Were close...
      Zamammee-Exellent...
      Elite 1-What's are plan, sir?
      Zamammee-We have a spy there, so this plan will work this time...
      Elite 1-Good...
      ~Elite 1 grinned~
      Elite 2-But sir, what if they find out, there's a spy among them?
      Zamammee-They won't, trust me...
      Elite 2-Ok...


      (Inside The Council Room)
      ~People were talking, and Private Blitz, and Blade came into the room~
      Pvt. Blade-Hey bro!
      Sgt. Reaper-Hello, little brother!
      Pvt. Blitz-Hey!
      Sgt. Reaper-Sup...
      Pvt. Blade-What's going on here?
      Sgt. Reaper-Well, the Council thinks it's better for us to get out of this place as possible...
      Pvt. Blade-How come?
      Sgt. Reaper-Cause of the Covenant's Army is coming here, to the Fortress...
      Pvt. Blitz-I see...
      Sgt. Reaper-Yeah...
      ~Sergeant Reaper's Arm started beeping~
      Pvt. Blade-Hey, why is your Arm beeping?
      Sgt. Reaper-Oh crap, I have to go somewhere...
      Pvt. Blitz-Where?
      Sgt. Reaper-You'll find out...
      ~Sergeant reaper left the Council room~
      Pvt. Blitz-What's going on, around here?
      Pvt. Blade-I don't know Blitz...


      (At The Fortress's Entrance)
      ~Phantom 1 was at front of the Fortress~
      Marine 1-Sir, look!
      Cpt. Blake-A Phantom!
      Marine 2-Oh crap!
      Cpt. Blake-Sound the alarm!
      Marine 3-Yes, sir!
      ~Marine 3 went inside the Fortress~
      Cpt. Blake-Why is the Covenant attacking, since they don't stand a chance?
      Marine 2-What do we do, sir?
      Cpt. Blake-We fight!
      ~Captain Blade took out a Battle Rifle, & Marine 1 & 2 took out Assalut Rifles~
      Cpt. Blade-Wait for my signal!
      ~10 Elites were coming out Phantom 1~
      Elite 1-Grrr!
      Elite 2-Rrraaahhh!
      Zamammee-This is gonna be easy!
      *tiss x10*
      ~The Elites took out Energy Swords~
      Cpt. Blake-Ready!
      Zamammee-Attack!
      ~The Elites charged at the Marines~
      Cpt. Blake-Fire!
      ~The Marines started shooting~
      *bang x45*


      (Inside The System Room)
      Marine 3-Where's the alarm?
      ~Sergeant Reaper came inside the System room~
      Sgt. Reaper-What are you doing here?
      Marine 3-The Covenant is attacking!
      Sgt. reaper-You don't say!
      Marine 3-Yeah, where's the alarm?
      ~Sergeant Reaper took out a Pistol, and pointed it at Marine 3's Head~
      Marine 3-Sir, what are you doing?
      Sgt. Reaper-We don't need to infom the Council, about this, right?
      Marine 3-Reaper, what the fuck are you trying to say?
      Sgt. Reaper-Let's say, it's time for this place to fall apart...
      *bang*


      To Be Continued...

    • Harvest Contact...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      Here's the Group "Harvest Contact" here's the link so you can join....
      http://ah.roosterteeth.com/groups/profile.php?id=2010

    • He's Back...

      10 years ago

      XxCrushedxX

      After I left my friend's house, at 11:35, with my 2 Ex Girl-Friends Angle & Holly, and my Best Friend Danny, I took Angle home first the was Holly's House next, until some people were following us, and i noticed them, I told Danny to threw the Ally with Holly, when they left, they didn't follow Holly or Danny, they were after me, and I heard a voice from one of them, "Hey, Remeber Me?!?!" I said, "No, it couldn't be you!" it was Martin he's back from prison, they chased after me, cause I dated Holly, when he got dumped by her, I ran as fast as I could, they got, and they pinned me down, nd one of them took out a knife, and Martin said this, "I'm Emo, I love cutting myself for fun!" they started cutting wrist really hard and I screamed in terror, my parents didn't noticed about my wrist yet, it's stll bleeding, until some cops came, and Martin's Gang left me there, the Police Cop said this, "Hey, kid are you alright?"

      I got up, and ran as fast as I could, the Cops didn't found me, and there still looking for me, and my parents are out of the house still, so I'm alone stilll....
      =(

      -XxCrushedxX

  • Comments (3651)

    • NeeSenpai

      10 years ago

      Hiya

      Sorry I couldn't reply any sooner

      I find it hard getting on the pc these days. Usually I'm at work or if I'm not then I'm with my bf lol

      ^ Random stuffs there ^

    • crystal_drag

      10 years ago

      it says your other profile doesnt exist
      did you delete it?

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      It's called you being stupid and not deleting your last account

    • crystal_drag

      10 years ago

      hays
      how ya been?

    • Dwarf_Ninjas

      10 years ago

      Why don't you go join GothLegend

      In hell?

      Sucking Satan's Dick

    • Tmoneyrlz

      10 years ago

      too bad they cant make u hu?
      wtf are they gonna do about it?

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You should have listened to me all along.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      It means rolling on the floor laughing, you should know this.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      It's your nickname, just in different form.

    • Jonic

      10 years ago

      great lol ^^

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Roflcat

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Have fun with that.

    • Jonic

      10 years ago

      how are you

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Then just leave.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You can change the email address.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Well, you can delete this one.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      Might want to start fresh with a new profile.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You might want to just start over.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You realize people aren't going to forgive you for that, right?

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You're not fixing your mistakes, you lied to your friends, wouldn't come clean until I called you out, then proceeded to lie to all of your friends again.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      You're a sick person to do that to others, you know that? People hate you when they realize that you've been lying just for laughs.

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      It's okay, you can't even spell bored. Anyways, are you done lying to all of your friends and trying to fuck with people?

    • JediJesus87

      10 years ago

      When will we do battle?

    • Jonic

      10 years ago

      hey bro

    • MissJaded

      10 years ago

      ello

    • LtRaddish

      10 years ago

      So, I herd u liek being a lolcat?

    • Novus_Virtus

      10 years ago

      Ooh! I'm an emo kid! And I cut, cut, cut, and I hate, hate, hate.
      Oh! I'm an emo kid, and I mope, mope, mope and I cry, cry, cry.

    • darten

      10 years ago

      JediJesus would very much like you to unblock him. He feels so guilty about the whole fiasco; he just wants to be friends.

    • southparkboy

      10 years ago

      Hey man. I saw what that stupid JediJesus guy was doing to you, and I thought it was really mean! He's a big jerk, and all his friends are just mean, too. If you need to talk to people about your feelings come to me!

    • angel9876789

      10 years ago

      im not

    • Dwarf_Ninjas

      10 years ago

      The typos on your page is astounding

      Do you read what you post?

    • Tucker_3

      10 years ago

      ^-^ MORNING

    • inuyasha8794

      10 years ago

      Don't come to my profile for attention. Nobody's going to feel sorry for you there.

      As for "dead best friends," posting lies about that isn't necessary, nor is it funny.

    • Novus_Virtus

      10 years ago

      You make me ashamed to listen to the genre of music that I favour, because then I'm cognizant that there are the intellectually challenged, such as yourself, listening to the same bands and songs, claiming to be fans, and that you get the songs on a deeper level then everyone else.

      I wont even go into how it upsets me that you use the music to, "Express yourself," when it's someone else's work.

    • Novus_Virtus

      10 years ago

      Your part in Lolcat Theatre has inspired me to go into acting.

      But this is what I don't get, how do you act the part of the biggest dumbass in the world so darn well?

    • Tina

      10 years ago

      Actually the only thoughts I have about you are "Why is he allowed to live?" "Hahahahahahahaha what a fucking loser..." and "I wonder if I can choke this bitch over the internet."
      And I have these thoughts only when looking at the mockery of you in Jesus' lolcat theater or when I am forced to insult you merely because I have standards even though you take the fun out of it, pup.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      I am far from angry.

    • mah_lazors

      10 years ago

      I made the best character ever.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Wow, you can't even say anything anymore.
      Classical.

    • monheadman

      10 years ago

      Neither, that was just random...


      So an attention whore then.

      You've yet to explain why you keep posting journals filled with complete crap.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Oh get over yourself.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      I'm not your mom!

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Yes you must have.

    • monheadman

      10 years ago

      I seriously don't know, I'm just taking stupid pills I guess...


      Is that a poor attempt to try and win me over by making me think you're suffering with depression? Because it isn't working. Better still, you continue to mod everyone's comments.

      Whats with all the bullshit journals as well and the foolish idea that cutting yourself makes you stronger? Are you simply an attention whore or a troll plotting something big?

      Post edited 12/22/08 11:21PM

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Can't defend yourself anymore then?

    • Ganye

      10 years ago

      You know that's not making you a better person, just saying...

      I dunno... I feel fucking great for laughing at your faggotry.

    • monheadman

      10 years ago

      Now that we have both established that you were the one modding those comments, I would like to know the reason why? Are you trying to win people over, be a rebel?

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Damn dude, go back to school and learn how to spell and write a sentence.
      And I don't care what your stupid friends said to you, if you are so pathetic that you follow them like cattle then you need to get a life or end it because you are going to pollute the world and doom us all.
      No one can make you be a certain way, you are the only one who controls your actions.

    • monheadman

      10 years ago

      How can you claim that Other did it and say at the same time that you haven't a clue?


      Not sure whether you've been a sponsor before but theres a mod section which shows who has modded your posts while on the site. On the first page, there are a number of mods from you. Same name, same image, with no way of it being another person.

      I'd advise you cut out the lies, its not doing you any favors.

    • xxZaxxNekoxx

      10 years ago

      Okay we have to cover this first off, "worser" is NOT a word.
      You cannot make a problem worse by fixing it. Yeah, you made mistakes but you keep choosing to make even more everyday.
      You are making bad choices and choosing to live your life based on them.
      Stop lying and stop acting so childish.
      If you say that isn't who you are then don't be that person. Stop being so retarded.

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