so im guessing RVB isn't going this year?
13 years agoZerosp
.. i can't explain it... i love her i know i love her.. she is still in my heart.. so deep in my heart.. it hurts to think of her to picture her.. a pain starts in the middle of my chest.. she was one of a kind for me.. she was my everything.. i don't know why i can't stop thinking of her.. everything seams to remind me, ill be standing there. and almost double over.. l because it just hits me.. oosing all my strength.. i get a vision of her in my head.. i can see her perfectly.. everthing.. flash back if you will.. me .. her.. walking.. talking.. looking..playing a game... laying in bed..... watching her.. looking up and down watching her sleep... her.. face.. the way her hair fell over her eyes and mouth... having the warmth of embrace.. without.. having her do it.. while we where together.. the.. assurance.. the assurance.. it is.. its gone.. idk if IM messed up n the head.. but.. some times i just can't take it.. I thought if I wrote this down.. it would get this whatever it is out of my system... Years..5 years.. that's alog..time.. to.. love to feel .. to embrace.. I feel like a plane.. spinning out of control.. going down.. but the ground never comes... hoping wishing.. to get ahold of her.. Just for one-second.. to talk to her, to hear her.. One sound one voice.. one.....one.. That I fear I will never hear...
13 years agoZerosp
Man last night my friend came over and drug me to this club called the Lizard lounge(In Dallas)... because his gf just dumped him.. well he didn't tell me they had this thing called the Church going on it is were people dress up all gothy and crap well I went dressed in a nice brown shirt that had strips on the shoulders , blue jeans and brown boots and hat... I say I looked good if I say so myself.. Well we got there and people were wearing thongs and all dressed out in black and stuff.. I told my friend "Im going to fucking kick your ass..."
Well we got in and we danced with some girls there and which were wearing um.. *cough* pretty sizable clothings ^___^ well I got thirsty and went to go get a drink and I got 5 bucks on me so I had to get water.. It was a freaking dollar for a rinky-dink ass water.. Well as soon as I clenched my thirst.. I went back to the dance floor.. And was making my way to my friend.. And the next thing I remember hearing was a man-ish girly kinda voice trying to make its way threw.. Then out of no wear.. I had a hand on my ass and it was working my way up.. Then I saw it was a dude.. he said "exuseme and ty I stood in shock for a sec.. I mean the dude had freaking glow stick hanging from his nipples and a Speedo that look like it came out or waldo.. Except it was black and white..
Needless to say later on in the night I grabbed a table and my friend stepped out and called he called his Gf and she came up there and they got back to gether and yada yada yada.. They went to go dancing and I was about to get up until I saw a purse on the table I had to freaking stay there to watch the dam thing.. like an hour goes by.. And they didn't come back.. Which wasn't bad because I got a good view of the um... seanary.. lol they came back and ran away before I could bet up.. So I was stuck there again.. :vein: and about that time I looked over to my left and saw this girl straddling this dude sitting down.. And she had a mini skirt on.. And it keeps getting higher.. You do the math.. All im saying is that they were grinding pretty hard.. anyway I got pissed and took her purse and gave it to her and left.. It was like 3am.. So I was tired.. I drove home and I fell asleep in my truck.it wasn't on.. But I was was just tired...lol