aislynn_elf

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    • I FUCKING HATE HAL MILES

      1 year ago

      aislynn_elf

      I fucking hate Hal Miles. Seriously... I busted my ass, lost countless hours of sleep, worked the hardest I have ever worked in my ENTIRE life and I get a fucking C. I get all C's for my grades this quarter. I am so fucking pissed it's not even funny! The animation isn't that great but due to those fucking time constraints I couldn't go back and reshoot all that I wanted to, and have to do it after the fact. I don't care about the grade it's the ethics behind it... And due to his behavior I seriously think it's because of that damn e-mail I sent him in response to his angry one to us. I covered every base, even saying that if it was upstairs that made him send that to us, then we understand. But apparently that bullshit didn't get through.

      To all those people thinking about taking Stop Motion II, DON'T. It's NOT WORTH IT. AT ALL. I sacrificed all my other classes (unwillingly might I add), I slept on tables and floors in Montgomery Hall, hell I even gained like 20 lbs because of all the fucking stress, and I get NOTHING out of it. If I've never hated anyone before I do now... This has nothing to do with the animation or the grade at this point, it's the person himself. And seriously, if you're going to pull that childish bullshit what the hell are you doing teaching? The Monday after I sent that e-mail he completely ignored my existence. He went around and helped everyone else. Reviewed all their work and gave them pointers on what to reshoot and what not, and didn't even bother to help me. Why are you still here? I've lost all respect for him as a human being, seriously.

      Here's the e-mail I sent:
      Hal,
      In defense of our actions there were several problems that prevented some of us from spraying outdoors. One, was Friday, it was pouring rain. We are cramped for time and some of our sets are way too big to be carrying back and forth outside, not to mention getting wet. What are we supposed to do? Just sit around and do nothing and let the clock tick hoping it will stop? We don't think about maybe waiting until it stops, because who knows if it will? We don't want to wait until tomorrow because that's time wasted. Second, there were 50 mile per hour winds on Saturday. Obviously, I was one of the people spraying that adhesive because my wings are on the floor, and I aplogize that I didn't clean it up, but I hadn't slept in three days and at the time I just didn't care. I'll clean it up today. Anyway, 50 mile per hours winds. I am out of that color of latex... What am I supposed to do? Carry my wings outside, spray them and try to put the thin layer of latex that if it gets crumpled will get stuck to itself and ruined and have to start all over again? No, I don't think so. I know people don't clean up... I spent an hour myself cleaning up other people's messes one morning before your 8 am class, and I spent at least another when Jamie and I were there just sweeping the floor because everyone else left a huge mess. I've already had a complete mental breakdown today and I'm missing John's class because of it, I haven't even started his or Goldman's finals yet because of this class...

      This class is far too much work for what it's worth and NEEDS to be divided into two classes OR we need to be told to get things done in preparation for it over break. I have pulled over 22 all nighters this quarter, only procrastinating twice because I was too exhausted to try and work. I am pissed off at everything at the moment, and I'm sure I'll regret sending this, but I'm defending our position because what else are we supposed to do? Some rules need to be bent and some shortcuts need to be taken in order to get this crap done. It's obvious we care more about getting our stop motion assignments done, otherwise this wouldn't be happening... But at the same time we are exhausted. Did you see how many 24 hour checkouts there were? Did you notice that EVERYONE was filming THIS past weekend? I have slept on those tables so many times this quarter and I slept one hour on the floor as well. We are trying, and I apologize for everyone because we made a mess and have screwed up, but I think I speak for everyone when I say we are exhausted and these things do not cross our minds when we are packing things up to leave and go sleep...

      All this aside, I'll apologize for all of us since I know I'll be the only one saying anything about this. But someone has to say something or nothing will get done and the cycle continues. So I apologize for blowing up, and I apologize for all the mess, and all the illegal spraying, but we are trying our best to make these projects something to be proud of... We can't be the only class that has done this before and I'm sure we're not the last. We also know there are cameras so there's no use in denying who did what because you can see all of it anyway. And maybe you personally aren't making an issue of it and it's just red tape that's making it a problem, we understand. And we appreciate everything you do for us, so don't think we're taking it for granted because we aren't. Rest assured, however, that all the set building is completed and the mess will be lessened this week. In my current mental state, I felt the need to express all this and I apologize if it's overstepping the lines, but I felt it necessary.

      ~ Megan"
      "

      I even had my parents review it and they told me it was a well written e-mail that shouldn't case any problems. Tell me that was horribly insulting and so rude that you refuse to help a student?? If anything I'd feel bad and talk to them because they're obviously driving themselves crazy... But no... No, it's better to get mad and not help them at all and just make things worse. I hate stupid people. FUCK HIM... Not to mention he asked Kyle after class, "Were you helping Megan?" WTFH DOES THAT MEAN? Either that it sucked like all else or that I couldn't have done it all myself? Fucking bastard... Ugh...

    • Sabrina

      9 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      Hey, anybody know what happened to Sabrina? AKA luxtannin? Her profile on here is gone and she won't respond to any facebook messages... I'm just curious as to why she left... If anybody knows...

    • Whoa... Omg, I'm online!

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      So... Last quarter was pretty intense. Busting my ass on my senior project, which is finished btw, dated a friend of mine, saw everyone (including him) graduate without me because of one bad quarter I had over a year ago, and then had to say goodbye to him, which suuuuuuuuuuuuucked like no other. So... Oh yeah and then got a bladder infection and had to drive 14 hours home with that... Oh boy, what fun. St. Patty's was pretty intense over Spring Break, definitely memorable. Now I'm home and currently jobless... I thought about bartending, but I don't have a license to do so and it's costs too much money to get one and I'd have to go to OKC... Joy... So that's out... Still hunting. So... That's about all I have at the moment... There's a lot more than just that, but I just got back from the gym and want to take a shower... So... Latas.

    • Spring Break

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      So I am not on here nearly as much as I have wanted to be. School has just been soooooooooooooooo insanely busy. Especially with senior project killing me an all. But I am halfway done! And I got an A in senior 1, I am so psyched! So.... I get a week to rest and then back to the grindstone! I still have potentially two quarters till I graduate, though.... Possibly 3. I dunno, we shall see, right?

    • I R 22

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      Woohoo... Guess what y'all! I am 22 today! Where did that least year go, seriously? Soooooooooooo much happened last year, it's ridiculous. If I look past the evils of Winter Quarter and the various heartaches, I have to say my 21st year was an awesome one. I think I used it to my advantage fairly well. =) I'm definately going out tonight with a bunch of friends. It's gonna be a lot of fun. Can't get a hangover, though... I need to work on stuff tomorrow. I usually don't drink that much, so I should be okay. =)

    • Revised Lip Sync!

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Behold! The Masterpiece!! Please enjoy. smiley12.gif

      Lip Sync

    • A Gay Robot

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      Lip Sync for flash! Don't sue me, Burnie! Anyway... I used a video clip from RVB as my lip sync. Right now it's only the mouth movements... I didn't know how much I'm I'd have left to do the eyes and whatnot, so I will redo this and put church in there as well. Just thought I'd share some of my flash class stuff with y'all, especially since it pertains to this site.

      Lip Sync

    • SCAD

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      Holy shit... Getting back here was a PAIN IN THE ASS. So the first day dragged on and on and on and on... I swear to god it felt three times as long as it usually does driving back. It was awful. We stayed the night in Cookeville, Tennessee and were going from there to Charleston, SC the next morning. We decided to kill a day visiting Charleston since we'd never been there before. Well... As we were getting closer to Asheville, NC my transmission in my car decided to crap out on me. My mom was driving another vehicle and was ahead of me. We were in the mountains, I had no signal. We had just crossed the border into North Carolina and I had pulled over at mile marker 6. Mom and I had planned to meet at the Welcome Center, which was at marker 13. Well, I pulled over at 6 because I saw a worker on the other side of the highway. He saw me come around the corner with my emergency lights on and he asked me if I needed help. I said yes, so he called for another one of this guys to come around. The road was narrow and there were those big cement things in the median and he couldn't just cross the road to help. So when the other guy came, I asked him if I could call my mom first and tell her what happened (about 20 minutes had passed by then). I did and we got it towed out to Waynesville, NC which is about 30 miles north of Asheville. Said they could get one overnight for the next day. Well, we stayed in Asheville, and they called the next morning and were like just kidding! The dude sent the wrong one and we had to wait until Monday. So we loaded everything from my car into my mom's car and headed to Savannah on Friday. Moved in Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Then got up on Monday for my 8 am class, then we drove back to Asheville, I had to miss my 2 pm class, got the car, stayed the night, then I got up at 6 am the next morning and had to drive back in order to get there in time for my 2 pm class on Tuesday. HOLY SHIT. Way to start the senior year, right?

      So... to shorten this up a bit... Classes are going all right so far. Still kind of frustrating, because I have to write a lot of stories and it takes me a long time to come up with decent ones. Oy... Thursday night I went out to some bars with my friends, one of which had a dance stage. We got pretty drunk and danced for like an entire hour. Next night my friend invited me over for dinner, which was nice. Then went out with Dan and Tyler to gallery for coffee, and another friend called him and said he wanted to go to The Rail (which is a bar), so we ended up going there about 10:00. Came back at 2 am and went to sleeps. I've put off homework somewhat... But at the same time I tried all day yesterday to do one of them adn could come up with NOTHING. I did laundry all day so it wasn't too unproductive. Just finished one homework thingie, but I might revise it some... Depends on how I'm feelin. So anyway... That's about it for mah updates! Whew!

    • Boy Issues... Yay

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      So yeah... Let start with the Monday before I left. I was pretty sad my last day with the guy I'm kinda sorta dating didn't go quite as I'd hoped it would, for various reasons. It felt like he was avoiding me, like he was being distant. The last couple hours, he ended up feeling sick (whatever he ate that morning didn't agree with his stomach). Anyway, it really really hurt because it really felt like, "Well that's it... End of the line... No more." I sent him a text message (a nice one) telling him how I felt about that. He actually called and apologized which shocked the hell out of me. I expected like a simple text such as "sorry." So that made me feel MUCH better about the whole thing. However now... I'm not so sure... He doesn't text me unless I text him; he doesn't call me unless I call him. He said he'd start using facebook and e-mail again so we could talk more. None of that. Granted I've only been away from home for about 2 weeks now and school has only been in session for 1. But still... It hurts and I'm really disappointed... I was really hoping this one would come through, especially after all that happened this summer... I mean, maybe it's too soon to give up now, so I'm not going to. I understand he's never done anything like this before, I understand he isn't used to calling people up and just talking to them. Usually it was for making sure plans were still on for the night or to make new plans. He's also working full time and going to school, and has a shit ton of homework to do; he's already pulled two all nighters. So I understand he's busy... But you can't find like 5 minutes just to say hi? Or take a quick break from homework to send me a message or something? Seriously? I'm not feeling much effort at the moment... Granted, he isn't doing anything out of the ordinary. He didn't text or call much during the summer unless we were all going to do something. So maybe I'm just taking it the wrong way... Also, we're not really dating anymore either, because I'm gone. Apparently his idea of dating is two people physically going somewhere, which obviously we can't do. I can list of a ton of other things he said to try and justify it to myself, but I don't believe much of what people say anymore... He called it a break to see if this is worth going for and to see how the ten weeks goes. He said he wasn't going to just blow me off and not call or talk to me at all and it wasn't like he's going to jump on the first girl he sees when I'm gone or go looking for other people. So... I don't know... There's what I want to believe and then what it could easily be... And it could easily be him just not having the balls to cut it off and say no and so it's going to get strung out over the ten weeks and then when I get back "Oh... Yeah... I don't think this is gonna work" bullshit. That's how everything goes for me. I'm trying to think positive thoughts, but when I don't have anything in my past relations to prove to me good things can still happen... Yeah... Not so much... So yeah... That was my little rant... I'm sure there will be more. Now it's time for the SCAD update!

    • Another year

      10 years ago

      aislynn_elf

      All good things must come to an end... Which totally sucks. I think I can safely say I've had the best summer of my life, to date. It's bittersweet in that I don't if this thing is going to work out with this guy... I'm holding out hope that this time around it will work, but it's a stretch given the situation. I will really miss both him and my friend Leah, and I already miss Chris because we started school about 2 and a half to 3 weeks ago. I head out toward Savannah on Tuesday (the 9th). And so senior year begins... *shudders* I weep for my sanity...

      I will be glad to see all my friends back at SCAD again, no doubt. I just wish I could move all my friends here at home there with me. =_=; Thank god for texting, instant messaging, facebook, and the interwebz! Been rewatching all of red vs blue, and picked up on some plot points I totally missed when watching them as they came out. Apparently I like zoned out through the last half of the series or something, lol. I need to get Season 5 on DVD. I've got all the others except that one.

      I'm totally killing time procrastinating from doing important things like cleaning out my car, packing, making packing lists... Knowing me, I wait till the last minute, so Monday will be the entire day of packing and getting ready. Today I think I'm gonna chill with my friend Leah and tomorrow my friend (simultaneously the guy I mentioned) and I have all day together. That's gonna be hard to let go of, especially since there's no guarantee it'll be the same when I get back, ya know? It's probably not worth holding on to ultimately, and I'm sure I'm just hurting myself, but I feel like it's too good to let go of right now and since I really don't have anything to lose at this point, why the hell not? I guess just wish me luck with that; that someone finally sees fit to give me a break.

      Anyway, I'm gonna go procrastinate some more! Laters, y'all!

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  • Comments (277)

    • whosmisled

      8 years ago

      i c u

    • whosmisled

      8 years ago

      :gasp:

    • aislynn_elf

      10 years ago

      Lol, thank ya much

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      welcome back to RT beautiful smiley8.gif

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      smiley0.gif

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      are you talking about the AOIO video? Life is ok. working alot, traveling alot, playing xbox alot. that about it. I am borrowin angel from my brother so I can see all the eps and hot it ended since I keep missing it on TNT.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      i kow that feeling. did you have good holidays??? Happy belated VD. Life has been ok. gone through some ups and down in work and in love. been going through some of my anime series and movies that i havent watched in months/years. I forgot how amazing some of them are. other then that, not much. just work, work and more work. guess I should be glad I have job.

    • aislynn_elf

      10 years ago

      In reply to squall_born, #-1:

      Hey there! I've been insanely busy this year... It's senior year (even though I'm here till Winter '10, now... *sigh*), but I'm workin' on senior film and everything and it's sucking my life away. Ahhhhh! How've you been lately? Happy Valentine's Day, btw! *hugs*

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      Hey, how goes it???

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      things are a little stressful at the moment. but i'm holding up ok it seems

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      hey there, haven't seen you on in a while. how goes it pretty lady?

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      why you're very welcome pretty lady ;)

    • ravenmadd2

      10 years ago

      and i think you know it
      which just make you more dangerous ;-)

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      lol very cute by the by

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      compared to my week you should count yourself lucky. that sounds like blast by comparison

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      hey there gorgeous. how goes it?

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      lucky . . .

      my break just ended and i'm stuck back at school by myself until people get back this evening

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      Dealing with drama in my department as well as some rather unflattering rumors and prepping for my finals. so y'know, the usual

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      so how are you?

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      holy jeebus! you're online! you haven't been online for some time

    • davehowie22

      10 years ago

      Hey, its been a long time. Sorry i missed your birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY for cough.... over a week ago.
      Hope all is well over on your side of the world!
      Have you done any more of the animations lately?

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      We're having an RT get together in Dallas on the first weekend of December. You should come.

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      You know you made this far more difficult than it needed to be, right?

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      Was it not the day you escaped from your mothers vagina?

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      escape from the vagina day....you know, YOUR BIRTHDAY. smiley0.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      nope, ur just addicted. don't even deny it. u crazy person.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      that good eh??? Im glad.wink.png

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      congrats my dear! you should take a picture and send it to me, i'd love to see what you're working on smiley0.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      indeed and you just happen to be one of them smiley1.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      Not much on my end either. Had a really successful dance performance last night to an almost sold out house and am celebrating today by doing homework and praying that i don't distract myself with dvd's and whatnot.. you know and trying to not get too distracted by pretty girls on roosterteeth smiley8.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      that's what i hear, but at the time i was super excited at the idea of going. but then i opted to go someplace much colder instead. go me! so what's up? what's new? talk to me beautiful smiley8.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      you know, i came very close to attending your school. it was actually my third choice. just thought that was interesting enough to share.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      how goes it? how was your birthday???

    • i_like_me

      10 years ago

      That's OK! I'm Damian, btw. Nice to meet you! smiley0.gif

      Have a great night out - let me know how much fun you have!

    • Spiko117

      10 years ago

      No one sent me, just happened here


      HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

    • kickcows GREEN IS THE BEST

      10 years ago

      Happy birthday!! Squall_born sent me this way.

      smiley0.gif

    • cronogold

      10 years ago

      Happy Wednesday!!! =0P

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      Believe me, it's glorious.

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      welcome! i myself am going to enjoy a nice hot bath before bed so i can wake up early and get my work done as well

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      also, you're pretty smiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      ok so the writing and the homework? totally didn't get any of those two things done. opted to watch Flight of the Concords instead

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      Try this. its halfway down the page. Who Should Play Us In the Movie? if that doesnt work, ill ask jenga, he started the thread.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      try it now.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      well there is a forum about who would play who when they make a movie about this place and that what made me think of you and her. hope you dont mind.......*sheepish grin*

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      Not familiar, but it sounds cool. I'm glad to be out of college to tell the truth. I've had enough of school.....now I work for one.

    • squall_born

      10 years ago

      Found your Hollywood doppelganger...

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      I always thought it was funny that all the people from out of state ran to the basement, all the people from in state ran to the porch of our frat house.

      What are you studying in Savannah?

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      Yeah, I always thought the culture shock of these kids coming to school in Oklahoma was pretty funny. I remember the first time one of my frat brothers from Houston heard the Tornado Sirens he almost crapped himself.

    • darnclem King of Dongs

      10 years ago

      WUT'S A TULSA? smiley0.gif

    • SmithFan6

      10 years ago

      getting some writing done before lunch and trying to contemplate NOT doing my homework and still getting through my last class of the day

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