aliendude

Female
from passed out in front of the tv

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    • You'll must be sick already of this

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      *pfft*
      so yeah i promised i wouldnt but with the last straw and having only 3 ppl know about this from all the ppl that promised to be there for me....well i figured who were my real friends...of course if you arent on my IMs dont pay attention to this. and if you werent on but if you were on and didnt pay attention to my message next to my name then wtf, whatever doesnt matter...and im not gonna whine...you made ur choice

      Thank you...
      Tucker15
      Camau1311
      KungFu_Cat

      so yeah...the other thing is that I'm giving myself 12 hours to get rid of my account...maybe in a few weeks I will get back on idk yet...im not all that sorry, but to AaronWhisman i do appreciate what you did last time, getting me to stay. Some dont care fine...just fuck off when i do come back on...of course you dont know what might be my new s/n...Im fine dont worry about me...if you do wanna talk to me...just ask for my IMs....glad to give them to ya...lol..........so yeah THIS IS MY FINAL GOOD BYE!...i promised to be more relaxed!

      Andrea


      No reasons to live but all the reasons to die....no thats not what i think right now....its my fav saying though


      GOOD NIGHT!

      POSTED THIS AT 9:40 pm
      sooooo......tomorrow at 9:41 this is coming off!

    • #1....yeah you know if you read the prev

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      So yeah...couldn't really stay asleep, lol........i did these few things though

      1) finally checked up on my [link=http://www.absolutepunk.net]
      2) talked to a couple of my friends
      3) didnt have to worry about ss any more!!!!
      4) i needed to write more poems/songs

      well w/e at least these are happy things for me....idk what else to talk about? *hmm...me thinking....yeah well i still dont know! lol*

      laterz though....

      P.S..

      Happy Birthday to Dave...aka.... KungFu_Cat....YAY!!

      and please check out Damonix's journal....we have to help! lol....but yeah any help would help him and his friend, Bradley

    • *sighs*

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      so freakin tired.........heading off to bed.......wont get on til laterz......sweet dreams.........good night........if you have my IM i think I'm gonna be on.........so yeah...............need to post a happy journal next time


      PS........
      see the little pic i have......couldnt find it in a bigger version.......damn it!.....lol

      Buh bye!..........XI

      Andrea

    • Being the emopunk I am...

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      So yeah, its hard for me to leave for awhile when I see some people take a few seconds to even read my journals unlike others, but w/e to those who do comment, that makes my day a bit happier but it still sux, so when I see people being sad that I leave I sadden and give in. Yes, I cry for many things but at least I show that I care. The thing with Sonny is in my past but it still hurts me alot to have gone through the pain. I can't say that I will really forgive him since I do care for him and well I don't think he considers me as a sis like he used to but w/e, we are alone in life and we'll die alone.


      ON A BETTER NOTE, :-)

      P.S. My bday is in 16 days...just saying Happy B-day is good enough for me...lol

      To those who post up their bdays I will give mods....don't screw me if you lie to me.....i hate ppl who do that if you are greedy for mods...ill get picky on how many I give ....if i like you....maybe up to 20 or more if I have enough....whatever

      emopunk101-damn that should have been my s/n. lol

      Andrea

    • OMG!

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      So Sonny didn't do it! I am glad but aware that this is going to be hard on him. I wish the best to him and well he knows that I love him so much. I'm still somewhat sad that I still have a sad feeling in my guts, I just can't explain it, Well i see you guys later. I have hw to do but I will still drop by or stay on awhile longer.

      Ali.
      <3 all of you!

    • No use for being here anymore

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      This is part of Sonny's journal from a while ago.....

      hello all i got this post from a friend of mine and he/she asked me to post
      it if u want answer it and send it pack to me.
      i just wana see wat all of you ppl think of me.

      your's truly Sonny Maxwell....

      ::WHAT IF::
      1. I died:


      I would never forgive myself for everything even though everyone may tell me it isnt my fault.... i wouldn't care for anything anymore...i just wouldnt care for myself.

      My one wish in life is that Sonny gets better..i dont care if he forgets me...i just want him to be okay. I hope that with all the in my life my wish will come tue. All i can do is hope and pray to God that it wont happen.

    • Okay so rainy days.........

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      So pretty much I'm bummed but glad! Since my parents weren't there to pick me up after summer school, I had to walk the in the rain. It wasn't that bad though since I do live near the school. I haven't been feeling well and well rainy days always seem to make a happy and sleepy, lol. The things that made me mad was that the 9th grade boys in my grade level couldn't play soccer which I enjoy watching because of the rain. I am so glad to talk to the people who I do get a chance to talk to when I get on. I do have homework and it should take about 3 hours to finish if I take my time. I will be giving shout outs to people when I get a chance to post another journal!

      P.S.
      To those who I talk to alot about the problem, I am so sorry that I have made you all somewhat worried about me. I don't plan to be like that anymore and well I will try to be more like the old me, wow, I wish you all knew the old me, Edddiot would probably know a bit about me but I wouldn't count on that.

      Talk to all of you later, but thank you so much to all even those who I don't talk to alot
      Alice

    • ME TIRED!!!

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      All nighters pretty much blow if you don't have ppl to talk to! lol- i dont have that problem- So I keep my soda next to me and probably my TV, I am a pretty sick girl to be honest but I do like to talk and have fun! XP
      I do miss im_back_alan and SpikeSoldier! SO i have nothing to talk about except that I AM BORED TO DEATH!!!! like right now!


      I wanna thank ppl for the help they have on my Level and Mods! Can't specifically say who cuz its mainly everyone, LOL


      Talk to ppl later. i probably need some rest for school!

      Alice

    • My pic

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      Okay for those who keep telling me that my pics are small, I added a new one that Alex aka DvanP123 created for me!

      So bad news for those who know me and what I went through: I did it again while talking to a best friend of mine and well he made me pissed off at myself so i threw it across the room and punched everything, that felt good though, I am gonna talk to an adult about that. I hate making ppl suffer over something that they havent dealt with if you havent. i would prefer ppl that do know not to say it in my journal but send me an message or im me.

      The good news is that I am having a great time in ss with my friends and my friend from 6th grade is back! to my school, I am glad that Sonny is in Germany right now and I am having a blast here! I am finally getting the sleep I need for school! XP

      Love ya lots! <3333333333
      Alice XP

    • Tired....

      13 years ago

      aliendude

      Okay....So i havent had much sleep this few days, and to be honest I am a bit tired but I dont wanna sleep. I have missed hw and today we did get one assignment! I did get to see ppl who i have not seen in months and years! I am excited to start my class, and yeah I always think of my friends from here,

      Ill write later cuz i need to im some ppl!

      later Alice XP

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  • Comments (646)

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      hi

    • DeltaSniper

      13 years ago

      Ok...get things set straight in your life.

      Cya

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      That took about 5 minutes to type out.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      I will be gone this weekend, but I will be back for a week, then leave on the eve of your birthday(Damnit!) and be gone for a week, only getting a little bit of computer time. After that, I will have 2 days before school starts, then have maybe on or two hours of computer each day, after homework, because i will pass out at around 10:00 after an entire day of hell. Sorry. I will be on YIM tonight, however. See you then.

    • AaronWhisman

      13 years ago

      Actually, I have to go right now. smiley2.gif I'll try to talk to you laters, m'kay? Byeee.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Well, when you come back, tell me so I can give you an FR and all your Image edits back.

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      well im fine im just alittle bit tire

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      but well how are you

    • coheed12

      13 years ago

      hey can ya ugh help me out a little bit with um u no give me a little mod action

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      lol im almost dead I just came backk from the gym lol and I came back walking and it starts raining T.T lol

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      hi

    • coheed12

      13 years ago

      idk but i'm wahcin u for some reason lolz

    • DeathWolff

      13 years ago

      hey wait i sent u a message about your sn's give em to meh and i will talk to ya ^.^

    • samuraiseano

      13 years ago

      been good. yea i'm not looking forward to school so much, starts Aug. 28th for me, but hey. at least it'll make me cut back my hours at work, thank god. they've got me working like 40 hours a week basically till school starts. blah! but on the brightside i got Shadows Fall's newest cd, Fallout From the War. good stuff

    • samuraiseano

      13 years ago

      hey, havent talked to ya in awhile. how ya been?

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      are you going to leave = (

    • ThreadHead FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Hmmmm

      13 years ago

      o sorry, i wasnt checking the rvb....well, goodnight

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      well no but there were 12 before I began to drink and after I wake up there wasn't any left so I guess that 12 lol

    • AaronWhisman

      13 years ago

      Not a thing! Bored to death...You should get on msn. Unless you're already on and I missed you somewheres...

    • CAMAU1311

      13 years ago

      lol i do feel better but now I can't remeber anything and yesterday my head was going to explode

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      LOL... so whats up?

    • DeathWolff

      13 years ago

      nm just chilln

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      WOO!...and mods to go with it ; ) thanks alot!! : ) and i dont think i deserved them that much lol

      look! one from me too!!

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      lmao darn it =P i was gonna give them back at yours lol

      Ok then if i have to ; )

    • tigergirl

      13 years ago

      nothing

    • PROTOTYPE69

      13 years ago

      yay, i love mods

    • tigergirl

      13 years ago

      what's up

    • AaronWhisman

      13 years ago

      We could talk on AIM or MSN. aaronwhisman@hotmail.com and for aim - AaronWhisman

    • AaronWhisman

      13 years ago

      Hehe, yeah. What are you doing?

    • AaronWhisman

      13 years ago

      Ya, really sorry about leaving. I was tired...

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      me too lol

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      Cool! yeah im getting my grades soon lol, not looking forward to it...at all =P

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      Im fine thanks, not been up to much today though

    • DeathWolff

      13 years ago

      ok well sleep well and talk to u tomarrow

    • KungFu_Cat

      13 years ago

      lol, i just got up not long ago so im ok, i see that your not on msn, oh well...lol you know youll just get our mods back for your bday lol!

    • gothickk

      13 years ago

      Haha,
      I am in 9th grade as well, and i am not looking foward to going to higschool. lolz.
      I m just trying to enjoi my summer, ovall it has been amazing. but just ending up being so sad lately. I feel i can't take it..
      Hopefully school will maybe cheer me up, seeing some friends. ^_^

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Okay.

    • gothickk

      13 years ago

      Oh spunds a bit like me, so much going on. Makes me feel like crap...
      I wish i could go to bed,...long story.
      That sucks summer school!? Aww..
      I have to go back to school soon in like 3 weeks.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Nothing really. My friend, the one that just got back from Greece, Is leaving for his moms house tomorrow, and will be back in a week. And thats aout it.

    • gothickk

      13 years ago

      Yeah it does that a bit to me too. lol. ah oh well.
      I am pretty good, just in a in between sad and tired mood.
      And you?

    • demonicfluff

      13 years ago

      no crazy bitch from buck cherry kick ass song

    • gothickk

      13 years ago

      Thank you for the comment ,i appreciate it.
      it is always nice making new friends, and i would love to be yours.
      And i dunno i guess you know my name is Kat, right? lol.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Ohhh... Hope you get better. Real Soon.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Ohhh... Hope you get better. Real Soon.
      File does not exist.

    • Alex_vanPutten

      13 years ago

      Hey Andrea, Whats Up?

    • Hated_Youth

      13 years ago

      Thanks for the add. Read my journals. I'm not that boring. I'm more of a music appreciator. I hardly play it, but I listen to a grip load of it. Nearly 4,000 songs and rising everyday I feel like adding a CD from my album collection in my room. I even alphabetized my CD rack so I could find things faster. I took me about a week to go through everything and organize, but enough about my crazy obsession for music. I hope we can become cool, even when we disagree on things. That's the only way this world will function.

    • aliendude

      13 years ago

      Others may offer you a remedy for a problem that you don't even realize you have. Hospitality is in abundance, and you'll feel grateful for the support and cushioning offered by a circle of friends. Thank others profusely.


      this is a horoscope i got and well it made me cry alot and well like it says

      THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!

    • DeathWolff

      13 years ago

      ok talk to ya later

    • im_back_alan

      13 years ago

      i added you wanna talk?

    • sherminator

      13 years ago

      well let's hope so anyways

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