aliwondrland FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Rollin' Nerdy

28 years old
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from Newcastle, New South Wales

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    • Stuck in the middle

      3 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      The last 12 months for me have been endless and frantic and confusing and amazing and horrible and... well... every other word to describe a manic year.
      I am 24 and i have no direction in my life. I read books, i play video games, i sleep, eat and then repeat. I have bipolar type 2 and borderline personality disorder, with a hot mess of other issues in between.

      So the last few years iv been focusing on trying to figure out what i wanna do with my life.
      I would love a job at Rooster Teeth but unless i move from Australia to Austin and suddenly become talented in anything at all and meet Burnie and the stars line up i jump a shark while surfing inside a fridge running away from a big ass bomb, then maybe just maybe that will happen.

      But until that amazing day i decided to start Uni, I chose Media Production as my major and the first half of the year was awesome!! I totally rocked it i got Distinction in my Media Production class, I passed all the other classes pretty easily.

      But then the second semester hits and shit gets ugly. I get super suck for the first MONTH of classes (my ears were clogged to the point where i was pretty much deaf i was so sick) so i couldn't attend, i started off behind, how crap is that! But i was ready i would rock this.

      That is when my mental issues came seeping back into the light. Something terrible happened to me and since then iv been having nightmares (Miles saved me in one of them once from a giant Hilary Duff trying to bring back Lizzie Maguire and the only way to do that was for bad things to happen and... aaaaanyway)
      I started falling behind and it got to the point where i didnt submit any of my assessments, i barley went to classes i was tired and run down and the only escape was watching AH or playing my Xbox.

      Now im left sitting here at 7:37am with no sleep at all, wondering what the fuck am i even doing with my life?
      I have no skills, no training, the only things im passionate about cant get me a job.
      what the hell do i even do?
      I want to work i want independence, i wanna be able to buy stuff and live a life but my brain...
      I dont know what to do? so here i am venting out the words ill never tell anybody at all in my life, im breaking the false confidence i have in myself here because RT has become one of the only good Constances in my life, and i figured hey, they call it a family for a reason, so here it goes... im asking the family for advice.
      help me please













    • Buff Buddies - Week One

      3 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      Week one went off with EVERY HITCH IMAGINABLE!!
      Not only did i not have enough money to buy the swimmers i intended to buy, but i ate like shit too!!!!!!!!!!!

      I did walk more then i usually do, i even attempted a hill or two (see my previous Buff Buddies post to understand why hills are my enemy)

      BUUUUUUUUUT

      I wouldn't say this week was a failure, me failing would be letting my brain get in the way and just giving up. But as of me writing this i am still pumped for my next pay day and buying myself some snazzy swimmers.

      So i give this week 2 Meg Faces out of 5 ^_^
      Im actually really proud of myself for not letting my insecurities and brain get in the way of this experience so far, lets hope i can keep this up.



    • Buff Buddies - Goals, Plans and Overcoming my mental health.

      3 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      For most of my life i have struggled with my weight. I was getting a handle on my weight, I wasnt thin but i was in a healthy weight range but 3 years ago i was finally diagnosed with Bipolar and was put on some pretty serious medication to deal with the ups and downs. After a month on the medication i had gained 10Kg and then after a year i had almost doubled my weight. I have serious back problems which has been exasperated by my weight and to deal with the pain (which cuts off my lungs and breathing if i walk up hills so i walk up them backwards)

      Goals
      1. Over coming my anxiety - I dont like leaving the house often with my weight its hard enough to buy clothes that fit but now i need to face that buy clothes to work out in.
      2. Cut back on soft drink.
      3. Start the process to quit smoking.

      Plans
      1. Buy Swimmers and start doing laps.
      2. Maintain plan 1.










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    • Why am I a Rooster Teeth Fan...

      4 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      The very important question given to us by RT.
      Why am I a fan?

      well Rooster Teeth came into my life 12 years ago and as of this year they have been apart of my life for literally 50% of the time i have been alive. They are a company filled with amazing and hilarious people who are honest and loyal to each other and the fans. They can make me happy and cheerful when i have had a shit day, i have gotten through exam periods without going insane with them, they helped me embrace my love of gaming and every week the podcast is like catching up with the family, not only by watching the podcast but by being involved in the twitter chats during.

      They are a bunch of funny people doing funny things for the fans they love... cant really go wrong with a company like that can you

      Love them all so much. smiley12.gifsmiley12.gifsmiley12.gif

      @RTContests

    • 4 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy
    • all the rage

      4 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      The stupid australian store... its taken me 45 minutes to attempt to buy one thing and it keeps getting rejected god damn it!!!... just... so.. mad...

    • just a thought

      4 years ago

      aliwondrland Rollin' Nerdy

      would it be weird if Rooster Teeth made a board game series, Will Wheaton and Game Grumps have had some awesome success with there board game series so why not Rooster Teeth test it out?
      i was thinking more like the game Resistance were people have to back stab and betray each other... that would be intense considering the competitiveness and how often they already fuck with each other.

  • Comments (9)

    • xcalante Sentry The Defiant

      3 years ago

      Thanks for the add new friend!

    • Caszie

      4 years ago

      Hey! Thank you for the friendship! :3

      • aliwondrland FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Rollin' Nerdy

        4 years ago

        ^_^ Hey!
        you toooo :P

    • Dorensis FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Vault Hunter

      4 years ago

      Helloooo!

      Thanks for the add! smiley0.gif

      What's up?

      • aliwondrland FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Rollin' Nerdy

        4 years ago

        surprisingly

      • Dorensis FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Vault Hunter

        4 years ago

        It works remarkably well, don't you think?

      • aliwondrland FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Rollin' Nerdy

        4 years ago

        ahhhh yes i do the same in class... except im sitting usually

      • Dorensis FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Vault Hunter

        4 years ago

        You know, the usual. Standing behind the desk at work pretending to type some super important e-mail smiley8.gif Stuff like that

      • aliwondrland FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold Rollin' Nerdy

        4 years ago

        not much man... the usual..
        whats up with you?

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