andrewNESS

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    • "AS" Part VII: Photos AGAIN

      11 years ago

      andrewNESS

      Look at this photograph
      Every time I do it makes me laugh


      HEY Y'ALL!!!!!!!! I HAVE NEW PICCEHS!!! GO COMMENT AND LOFF ALL OVER THEM!!! AND GLOMP THEM AS WELL!!!


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    • "AS" Part VII: OMIGOD

      11 years ago

      andrewNESS

      OMIGOD, OMIGOD YOU GUYS!
      LOOKS LIKE ELLE'S GONNA WIN THE PRIZE!
      IF THERE EVER WAS A PERFECT COUPLE
      THIS ONE QUALIFIES!
      OMIGOD YOU GUYS!


      Okay. Last Sunday, I saw THE. MOST. 'EFFING. AMAZING. THING. EVER. Know what it was? LEGALLY BLONDE... THE MUSICAL! Yes, it was aboslutely MONDO great, I loved every moment of it! Laura Belle Bundy is da shid. Totally. And as soon as I can, I am going to get the soundtrack.

      GO HERE AND BE AMAZED!!

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    • "AS" Part VII: Photos

      11 years ago

      andrewNESS

      A photo can say a thousand things

      Hey all! I have new photos. Know what that means? You're right! Go comment!!

      [NOTE: If you are going to leave a comment, please give it some substance. Don't just put "yeah" or "F--- you!" or something to that effect.]

    • "AS" Part VI: Apologies

      11 years ago

      andrewNESS

      What went wrong with you and me?
      This is my apology...


      Okay. I want to start by extending apologies to EVERYONE on my friends list, and everyone who used to be on my friends list but said "Adios" because of my inactivity. And then I would like to spin a yarn for you all, which I hope you will read completely:

      Every summer, I leave for California. My dad's family is over there. I love going to see all of them and to spend time with my dad. But the thing I look forward to least is not being able to access a lot of the websites that I do on a regular basis. RvB just happened to be one of those sites which I couldn't access from my dads laptop. So, I think I might have checked my profile once this last summer. When I got home from California, I had almost completely forgotten about RvB. There were sometimes when I'd be like "OH! I should get on!" but I wouldn't. Then some of my friends would say, "You should get on..." And of course, I didn't.

      I did this mainly because I didn't want to. I found it boring. I don't remember anyone who was on here, I had really forgotten about the whole thing.

      Another reason was that I have Parental Controls on my cmprs. This means that my parents can view EVERY SINGLE SITE that I visit, as well as EVERYTHING THAT I DO. This also means that the Internet can block certain websites. I had assumed RvB to be one of them, so I never attempted to get on... until today that is. And once I saw that some people indeed missed me, I realized "Asshole. You had friends on here, you had a life. You need to get back on and stop being an idiot." And so I shall.

      Please. This is me beseeching your forgiveness. If you would care to, please comment.

      [NOTE: If you are going to leave a comment, please give it some substance. Don't just put "yeah" or "F--- you!" or something to that effect.]

    • "Ask Andrew" Part VI

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      I like this guy [NAME] so much; he says he likes me back but we are not together! I don't know why I like him so much. Maybe it's because every time I talk to him or I am around him he makes me so happy! I can never be mad or sad around him and I love his eyes: they are the prettiest brown I have ever seen, and his smile is so bright its not even funny!

      Before we start, I have to say I edited the question a little because the grammar was a little.... bad... and little is an understament... *hits head* MEANIE!

      Anyway. Girl, you need to A) Ask this guy out, B) Move on. And stop killing yourself over one boy. There are PLENTY OF MEN AND BOYS IN THE WORLD AND UNLESS SOMEONE IS PLANNING A NUCLEAR HOLOCAUST IN THE NEXT TWO MINUTES THERE GOING TO BE AROUND FOR A LOT LONGER. I know it sounds like I am being a little harsh, but it's true; you don't have to like every guy that comes around.

      [NOTE: If you are going to leave a comment, please give it some substance. Don't just put "yeah" or "F--- you!" or something to that effect. And, if you message me, you may choose to allow me to talk about your question on the next installment of "Ask Andrew" (your name will be concealed).]

    • "AS" Part V: Single

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      I'm single
      Right now...


      *cries* She shouldn't have said yes...

    • "AS" Part IV: Girlfriend

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      You're so fine,
      I want you mine,
      you're so delicious...


      Okay. Big news. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. Her name is Alex and I don't like to get ahead of myself, but I think we're PERFECT for each other. We are both random (YES) and yeah. I'm really happy and my mind isn't working right, so I don't really know what else to type. We're going to the same highschool next year, and we're going to the movies on FRIDAY. I can't wait.

      Gonna' go now. *squeals*

      [NOTE: If you are going to leave a comment, please give it some substance. Don't just put "yeah" or "F--- you!" or something to that effect.]

    • "AS" Part III: What is this feeling?

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      LOATHING!
      Unadulterated loathing!


      Recently-- well, rather, not RECENTLY, a few friends of mine have been in a fight. They are now completely pitted against in each other, and both groups have names: the Betches (Kylee et al) and the Circle (Michelle et al). It's been going on for a while, but it got really bad today at lunch. Someone (who shall reamain UNNAMED, as I don't even know their name ((or names)) anyway) took a few pictures of Kylee's, wrote and drew on them with pen, spit on them, and threw them in the dirt.

      TOTALLY childish, right?

      Not to the Betches. Their leader (Kylee) went around looking for the Second in Command of the Circle (Michelle) to yell at her, even hit her possibly. Well, a BIG SCREAMING FIGHT started between the Betches and a few members of the Circle (I am not in the Circle of the Betches). It was actually very fun, to tell the truth.

      I myself find it hilarious, but it does seem childish; it's stupid to get mad over some things, and ESPECIALLY over what some of these girls say about each other (earlier a member of the Circle told me and another friend that they could go stick their dicks up their butts.) *sigh* The Leader of the Betches even wanted me to choose sides, and I told the HEAD BETCH nothing, but I told my other friends I will NOT choose sides. Well. Comment, please. A list of the officers of the Betches and Circle will be posted later.

      [NOTE: If you are going to leave a comment, please give it some substance. Don't just put "yeah" or "F--- you!" or something to that effect.]

    • "AS" Part II: Dirty Little Secret

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      I'll keep you
      my dirty little secret...


      It's not dirty, actually. But it is a secret. There is more than one. So really it's "secrets".For the first one, only ONE PERSON knows, and I trust her with all my heart... and soul... and life. For the second secret, only TWO PEOPLE know, and I trust them... What scares me the most is that sometimes people get mad at each other, and end up telling secrets to others. For instance, if the FIRST PERSON told someone my secret, my life would be over until I left for college. If the SECOND and THIRD PERSON told anyone my secret, it would be a bit embarrassing, but I have no doubt I would get over it...

      I feel bad, sometimes, not telling secrets; stupid, right? But I suppose I try to gain Brownie points with my friends (most of them girls, so it can be a little hard at times, as women are very difficult creatures). Some are betters than others, while some are just there, and some are below others. My SECRET-KEEPERS are held above everyone, as they hold important knowledge that could be leaked to any number of people; other friends (betches, we'll call them) are a little lower than others.

      My life is made up of many colours, and most are apparent when with friends. Others when with family (parents, mostly.) But the only REAL place that I show ALL my colors (there is no underlying message here, people, as I'm sure most of you smart enough to make horribly insidious assumptions are thinking) with my first SECRET-KEEPER, who shall remain unnamed as all do (except Rachel, of course.)

      This journal ends with a salute to all the military personnel in Iraq and the Middle-East who are fighting to keep our country safe. God bless.

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    • "Andrew Speaks" Part I: Girl I Know

      12 years ago

      andrewNESS

      There's a girl I know,
      I love her so...


      After getting a few questions for "Ask Andrew," I realized that I wasn't writing anything about me; I wasn't talking about what was going on in my life, who I was fighting with, or planning to kill. So after talking with one of my friends (tex1010 to be correct) I decided to start writing in my journal something besides "AA."

      Thus is the birth of "Andrew Speaks."

      And so to the point. Most people say that when you're young, you don't know what "love" is. But tell me, please, if we don't know what love is, how do we love our parents? Our grandparents? Our siblings (please!)? We have to have some understanding of love to be able to love those people.

      There is a girl I know, whose name I shall not speak of (her name is Rachel, if you wanted to know). I first started to notice her after a few visits to my old English teacher's classroom, and slowly a friendship developed. Well, like a movie, I started to like her "more than a friend." I started to like her. After our first conversation on the phone, I started to realize that I LOVED HER, yes, LOVED, with every fibre of my being. We kept on talking and talking, and talking. And soon I made my feelings known, and she was perfectly fine with it.

      After a heard a rumor from my sister about her being bisexual, she (the girl) dismissed it. And later on (a few months later) it came onto my ears that she was in fact bisexual. I was extremely distraught and worried, for reasons different than what I believe most of you think. I was angry with her because she lied to me, and didn't tell me the truth. It did not anger me that she was bisexual, but rather that she did not tell me the truth.

      But everything is okay now. And this is the end of the first installment of "Andrew Speaks."

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  • About Me

  • Comments (96)

    • potterlily

      11 years ago

      HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

    • TheSoloist

      11 years ago

      lol

    • tex10101

      11 years ago

      lol again

    • TheSoloist

      11 years ago

      i was about to say... "what? i already do." but then i saw "this is an aoutomated message" or something

    • hot_irish

      11 years ago

      what?

    • alykat13

      11 years ago

      ok

    • diereds

      11 years ago

      Afternoon.

      Whats up?

    • Que

      11 years ago

      hi umm wasup lol

    • tex10101

      11 years ago

      Will you forget it nothing matters anymore

    • 69mouse69

      11 years ago

      *licks your cheek*
      I don't know..
      I can't lick my own cheek to see if we do taste the same.
      Hmmmmm
      =P

    • HeystephHey

      11 years ago

      ah........................... hello wat is up i missed you lol even though i saw you resently lol so how are you

    • tex10101

      11 years ago

      ooh and u know

      MICHELLE DOMINQUE RODIRGUEZ GOT UR BACK lol

    • tex10101

      11 years ago

      andrew hon we schoud go see a movie at the dollor moive or the mall u steph and everyone else
      istockphoto_2772207_the_movies.jpg

    • CarrotCake

      12 years ago

      Hey, i miss you like a bunch...were have you been and not even text me* runs and gives you a big bear hug* lol=)

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      my parents want me to go. and i have applied to places. if i dont get accpeted, then im moving out, if i do... well. college will be fun =D

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Hindsight huh? Though I kind of have my doubts at this point...... that she loves me that is... so I dunno. I love her and would do anything for her, the only problem is, I can't be there, not now at least......

      Though this needs to be said, I'm having a clash of interests at this point, I love her, but my mandate is to help anyone in anyway, if you need to talk, talk. Though know I have higher loyalty to her, she wants me to stop, beleive me you will never hear from me again.

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      oh well. its my last days EVER

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Indeed. Wait, what?

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      pfft only 1? i still have like a month... then exams >_<

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Because of?

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Because of?

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      hi... xD

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      me no hablo espanol

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Most guys would be like


      I think you also don't notice my point in most of these convorsations, I'm nothing like other guys. The only thing I do at this point, is find people that need help the way I do, and I help them, through depression, abuse, ect. I place no worth on myself, I don't care about personal happyness, sexuality, ect. I simply believe, that since I have to be here, I should at least not make the world worse. And when I say have to, I mean it, I've now come out of 2 certain death situations without a scratch.

    • insane_eevee

      12 years ago

      smiley3.gif

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      So? Why would I hate you for that? What you do is your buisness, I don't care if someones gay, bi, ect. As long as there not a complete asshole, which I'm an example of but not the point.

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      yep. less than a month away

    • insane_eevee

      12 years ago

      ya most people dont like being called emo



      . . .

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      That sucks. Thats good. Why would I hate you?

    • piffit

      12 years ago

      omg im being watched >_> <_<

    • MrVorteig

      12 years ago

      Emo is awesome.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      What definition can you give me for good? Better yet, give an example.

      My personal favorites are when asked that people bring up terrorism and religon, When you argue against terrorists, what do you think they reallly think? What where they told that they did those things? and Religon, My usual example against that would be either the crusades or anything between satan worshpiers, christians, ect. They call eachother evil, which is my point.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      I've had that problem discussing similar things.......

      Corrected? Indeed. Maybe you should try reading my about section, try and pick up more than what most do. Though because I'm bored, and need to keep myself busy, or let the depression come back I'll be specific.

      « Nothing is true, everything is permitted »

      Those were the last words of an important figure in history, though he has been forgotten. This is the most straight out version of all the three I have up there, what I'm telling you is that you can choose to believe, from who you are and what your experiences are, they form your perspective, your perspective is everything. There is no good, or evil......

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      By the way, depression suicides are referred to as accidental, because the person has no real control, they can't stop it...............

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Indeed, but that poses a problem for help, as I'm sure its not that hard to figure out.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Yes, not helping.
      I'd like to say it does, but if it really did I'd probably have told you the shit thats going on in my life.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      I don't know if that means much


      I'm not really very religous... though if someone who is tells me that, it does have meaning.

      To be honest, I have promised Michelle that I won't, I will not because of what has happened, is happeing, or happens. BUT I am now suffering from some form of depression, and keep getting urges to do it, and I don't know if I can stop it if it gets any worse....

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      *sighs* No, more or less. There are alot of reasons.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      According to some study or other, most suicides are caused by one of the many forms of depression, and the person didn't actualy want to die.

      Ultimatly, I have 3 things (over all) really pushing for suicide, one is a form of depression, another is actualy best defined as nobility though I really think that is rather odd, and then the other is my buisness.....

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      You do know what ignorance means correct? For some reason most of society takes it as an insult......

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      That would be out of ignorance.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      I have reasons, and to be honest, I said I expect soon death, not nessicarly intentional suicide.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      There are two types of lust, the attraction to a body, and then there is the type that feels as if it is love, you'll never know the diffrence until you have felt both..... the type of which you speak, if it is lust it is the latter.

      the only thing that is certain is death.


      Damnit.... okay, death isn't absoluetly certain, because you never know what time it will truely be, because after that time, you're dead. Though you can have a level of expectancy, like I expect mine to be soon......



      Post edited 5/10/07 2:43PM

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Fallouts, indicate falsitity,


      Take that back, the word "usualy" should be there. No matter how much you don't like it, the only thing that is certain is death.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Fallouts, indicate falsitity, so its simply lust, unless something happens....... and that changes.......

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      You never knew that argument? There are always exceptions though, but its usualy correct. You will only truely know, once its experienced.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Why would you have a true love and crush?

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      It was okay as far as musicals go, I don't really care for em, though I've only seen RENT, Spamalot, and Kiss me Kate (which scared the shit out of me as it slaughtered the play.) And you already told me.

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Sorry, its been a long time since I've seen RENT......

    • diereds

      12 years ago

      Ah, okay.

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