angel9876789

Female
from bahammas

  • Activity

    • bye

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      deleting my rvb

    • randomness part 3

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      She walks on down the street
      with the moonlight at her feet
      She's known as the emo girl
      and she feels so incomplete

      The twilight's all she knows
      and the tears scar her cheek
      trapped in a room of shattered dreams
      she cant help but feel so weak

      She knows that she doesn't belong
      no matter how hard she seems to try
      nobody wants to even understand her
      they all just walk on by

      Her life is one big reflection
      of everything not meant to be
      and the one thing she wants and needs
      is the one thing she just cant see

      love, hate, better times
      hearts broken, bitter lies
      wont someone stop this endless spiral
      how long till she gives up and dies?

      shes an emo, an outsider, she just doesn't fit in
      but shes a lover, a dreamer, maybe even a friend
      just stop to take one look and inside you'll find
      a life full of sad memories right until the end...

    • randomness part 2 poetry..to hidethecrys

      10 years ago

      angel9876789


      Watch my tears roll down my face and don't try to stop me,
      Watch the fear grow deeper into my eyes.
      Let me slit my wrists,
      Watch the blood fall,
      Let it happen.
      Just relax,
      It's nothing new.
      Take the time to watch how quickly it will become a scar.
      I will not die,
      I know it.
      I will breathe day after day,
      I will not kill myself.
      You can let me slit my wrists though,
      You won't try to stop me,
      You'll keep to yourself.
      Then tell yourself you really care,
      Just to make yourself feel good about everything.
      Tell yourself you want me to stop,
      Maybe next time you'll tell yourself,
      To look like the hero,
      My hero.
      You're not.
      You're just a burden.
      I can't be what you want me to,
      I am emo me.
      The girl everyone loves to hate,
      The girl you think doesn't want to be happy,
      I do.
      But you sit by and watch me everyday,
      Sit in that same place and slit my wrist.
      I am emo me,
      That is all that I can be


      You call us emo,
      Cause we slit our wrist.
      But what is emo?
      Does it even exist?
      Wearing eyeliner,
      Hair over our eyes,
      Playing with fire,
      And hoping to die.
      Listen to music,
      Wear studded belts,
      You guys are stupid.
      I'll show you my welts.



      Everyone has problems,
      especially me.
      i wonder if ill ever solve them,
      i wonder if its a posibiblity.
      blood,
      dripping from my wrists.
      i can hardly stand this mess,
      im the last one on the list.
      you look at me,
      see the pain.
      and laugh,
      because its such a shame.
      Me?
      Emo?
      i sont know.
      it might be possible,
      so this pain,
      it comes from you.
      you created me this way,
      all sad and blue.
      please leave,
      dont stay.
      i will have to,
      throw you away.
      but yuo dont care,
      yuo know why?
      Cause you were NEVER THERE!



    • randomness

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      I'm wishing you were here; my weakness is my fear.
      Alone I am myself; no reason left for me to care.

      Though memories last forever, they come to a certain point
      where the m e a n i n g of the memory dies.

      Young and stupid, left wide open.
      Hearts are wasted, lives are broken.

      & You cant find anything at all if there was nothing there all along.

      Smiles are no more than empty love!

      Picking up the pieces of a life you've b r o k e n
      Stitching it together with the seams wide open

      I couldn't fake it; we wouldn't make it.
      I couldn't give enough to keep you.


      There's an emptiness inside her
      && she'll do anything to fill it in

      Diamonds in her eyes and a knife through her back.

      I've got nothing that I hide except for what's inside;
      I keep it all locked up, in this prison we call love. I'm suffocating.

    • 0.o

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      i know i havnt been on in awhile but my laptop was all mest up, but its all good now haha so hit me up with some comments or just message me

    • ...story time

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      I was sprinting through the forest as fast as I possibly could. A million thoughts rushing throughout my mind, a million perplexing emotions I can’t even begin to describe, a million tears welling up in my eyes. My teeth clenched, my paws bleeding. At that moment, I didn’t know how much longer I’d make it. They were after me; they were after my pack. The red skinned creatures who sat upon stallions chased us with such speed it was almost impossible to escape. They glared at us with eyes of intensity. I had seen so many young and innocent wolverines from my pack become a part of the forest’s floor. It was a gruesome battle between wolverine and man.



      My heart began to pound faster and faster as one brave man separated from his tribe and came charging towards me. I couldn’t breathe; I was scared to the point where words couldn’t even begin to describe this fear building inside of me. All reality became unreachable. I couldn’t determine what was real and what was artificial, what was my pure and authentic insanity shining through and what was absolute. My entire body began to tremble as I realized that the rider was directly behind me.



      I felt stinging in my side, and before I knew it, collapsed to the ground. I began to grow exhausted and lose energy rapidly. The rider came to a stop and hovered over me. The fuzzy picture of the red man with long black hair began to slowly fade into nothingness.

      This was the moment I believed I was eternally finished, until the instant when my eyes began to open and examine my surroundings.



      Where was I?

    • knees

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      god damit why do i have to be such a clutz?
      i fell on my knees and one already needed surgery but now i need surgery on both of them it sucks!!!!
      i can barley walk
      and it sucks oh well
      i just dont want surgery
      i hate hospitals!!
      im like freaking out
      but im going to wait out on the surgery as long as i can
      soccers going to suck
      :[
      but ill make it through

    • sad

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      Your close friend becomes your worst enemy. Your boyfriend becomes an asshole. Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash, cell phones are used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Undies turn into g strings. Remembering when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties. Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth, and mom was your hero? Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. The only drug you knew was cough medicine. Wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut. The only things that could hurt you were skinned knees and goodbyes? And we just couldn't wait to grow up.

    • yeah

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      yeah i admit that im a jerk at times
      yeah i admit im not a good person at times
      yeah i admit that no one should care for me at times
      yeah i admit i do stupid things at times
      yeah i admit i hurt people at times
      yeah i admit im a real bitch at times
      yeah i admit you im ugly all the time
      yeah i admit no one should ever pay attention to someone like me
      yeah i admit anyonen is better then me
      yeah i admit i need to leave this earth so i dont cause anymore pain

      im not afraid to say any of these things i know there all true so i am sorry if these things affected you i didnt mean for them to so im going to changemy ways so no one has to deal with those things

    • watch yourself

      10 years ago

      angel9876789

      call me a bitch....i dont care
      call me a slut......i dont care
      call me ugly.........i dont care
      call me a whore i dont care
      call me two faced i dont care

      call any of my friends that you better watch yourself i would do anything for my friends sa you better watch who you talk to i know people whos been to jail and doesnt care if they go back

  • About Me

  • Comments (753)

    • corey6484

      10 years ago

      bonjour ^^

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      I'm not saying that anyone is retarded for liking the book.
      People have different opinions than I, and I respect that.
      My opinion is that I find it annoying when people are too obsessive about it.
      They can like whatever they want, I just don't. xD

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      As a matter of fact, I will admit that I did like Twilight.
      However.
      I read the book when it wasn't a big over-rated fad.
      It was an alright book, but everyone is all obsessed over it and it's extremely annoying.

      And for the record, I can express whatever opinion I want to without having to deal with you getting on my case.

    • TacticalPB87

      10 years ago

      hey!! new pic!!!!!!!

    • TacticalPB87

      10 years ago

      u leave??

    • kk_iza_cooki

      10 years ago

      why didn't you join it?!

    • kk_iza_cooki

      10 years ago

      why are you posting in the fourms in the Morgan group if your not in it?

    • Mikeofdoom

      10 years ago

      Hey there Just peeked at your journal...its not all that bad i mean theres some Nice things to life...LIKE BROCCOLI!!!
      But hope you have a Nice Christmas and trust me Parents argue all the time so dont feel bad if they are constantly arguing smiley1.gif

    • protowarrior

      10 years ago

      hey

      what up?

    • mizkitkat

      10 years ago

      WHAT THE FUCK EVER GO FUCKING DIE!!

    • mizkitkat

      10 years ago

      MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ARE FUCKING RETARED!

    • mizkitkat

      10 years ago

      YOU CALLED MY LITTLE SISTER A BITCH AND YOU COPIED MY FUCKIN GROUP!!! STUPID LITTLE BITCH!

    • mizkitkat

      10 years ago

      WHY IN THE FUCK DID YOU FUCKING COPY MY MOTHER FUCKING GROUP YOU STUPID LITTLE BITCH!! I MADE THE FUCKING MORGAN GROUP YOU LITTLE BITCH! GO KILL YOURSELF YOU STUPID BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

    • mizkitkat

      10 years ago

      ok wutevr

    • XxCrushedxX

      10 years ago

      Why are you messing with my sister?
      I'm not mad, but I want to know why?
      D:

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      k. what's beth's?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      your profile is WAYYYY to pink.

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      ok

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      check your myspace. i sent you a friend request.

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      whats your's?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      Myspace Equals: "Paco"

      (just search paco.)

    • ODST23

      10 years ago

      What happened to mastersarg3 D:

    • Riadect

      10 years ago

      If I were to look for a movie that violated every Law of Vampirism that was ever set down by Anne Rice or the guy who wrote Count Dracula, it would be this. This disaster, this trainwreck, this blasphemy to original vampires, this lawsuit waiting to happen, was so awful, that I had to come here to bitch and complain about the utter audacity of its creators.

      First of all, the acting. The girl was a horrible actress. She was overly emotional at all the inappropriate times, and she bored me. Then there's the male "vampire", who, he and his family are one, dating each other; and two "vegetarians" which means they only drink animal blood because they want "normal lives". The aforementioned "vampire" was a horrible actor as well, being that he was under-dramatic and seemingly unfeeling (granted, yeah, he's supposed to be a vampire, but if you're going to violate the Laws of Vampirism you might as well go the extra fucking mile and give him a bit of a personality).

      Second, the blasphemies. There are a few, but the most mind-numbing was the vampires's ability to stand in the goddamn sun without being burned. But wait, there's a catch! When in direct sunlight, their skin becomes sparkly. SHOCK HORROR! The exchange of words between me and my dad went like this: "Oh look dad, his skin is diamondy" to which he replied "God I know. Make some rings."

      Now the plot. Awful. How many times can you rewrite Beauty and the Beast? The whole story was basically some girl who "fell in love" with some gay vampire, and nothing good happens, they play baseball, some cool black guy vampire with dreads shows up by a drag queen and a fat ugly bitch, cool black vampire warns the family (once again, just for clarity, the family dates each other), gay vampire kills drag queen, fat ugly bitch is nowhere to be found (probably off in the forest getting mauled by a bear), and then the movie's over.

      I think my biggest problem with this movie is that the writers show no regard to the original vampire. A vampire is a horrifying, marauding, godless killing machine, not some punkass emo kid.

      Case in point, fuck anyone who enjoyed this affront.

      0/10

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      bye.

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      that sucks. also: would you like electric or acoustic guitar music to your song?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      what concert did you go to?

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      Gay guys are niceee. <3.

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      whats bro's E-mail?

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      xD
      I wasn't expecting THAT, but okaaaay.
      Dude, anyone would.
      He's shmexy.

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      OHMYGOD I KNOWWW.
      I wanna bake cookies on him. xD

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      ill take your latest journal, turn it into a song, give you a lead part, and write guitar lines to it.

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      Yeah.
      When you're a local band, you play a lot of shows in one day nearby, rather than 1 show a day all over the place.

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      Danny is radd. <3
      I can't wait, I'll probably get some awesome pictures.

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      yes, but he's my BLOOD brother. stronger bond yo. and whats his new profile?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      ummm...wheres my blood-bro?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      which friend?

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      look....ummm...i thought i explained this in a E-mail. i will, as long as you stay away from me for a while. ill let you know when

    • TacticalPB87

      10 years ago

      pssed off still

      message me

    • TacticalPB87

      10 years ago

      hey sis how r u?

    • mastersarg3

      10 years ago

      by sis

    • mastersarg3

      10 years ago

      aww poor sis.
      but i love u i gotta go

    • mastersarg3

      10 years ago

      good u?

    • mastersarg3

      10 years ago

      hey sis

    • HelenasFate

      10 years ago

      Awesome. :]
      You're working hard to get better, and that's good!
      Progress is greatt. <3.

    • ilovetim

      10 years ago

      will you tell me in a message??

    • ilovetim

      10 years ago

      you dont sound to happy?
      whats wrong??

    • ilovetim

      10 years ago

      me and tim metz are back together!!!!!!!!

    • ilovetim

      10 years ago

      katelyn guess what!!!!

    • Simmons67

      10 years ago

      it was just a statement of fact! anyway, i wasnt laughing at zack, i was laughing at the fact that we COMPLETELY switched who we're dating. seems funny to you right?

    • emobarbie4

      10 years ago

      hey girly
      whats up
      havnt talked in awhile
      haha we should hang out soon
      ok?

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