animewishes

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    • 9 years ago

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    • Outta Wack

      10 years ago

      animewishes

      Hey all. Been a long time since I've spilled my heart out here on RvB, so I thought I'd take another wack at it....

      Those very, very few of you who know me well enough (or in person), know that I cry... A LOT. But, a few months ago I decided I'd stop. Make myself happier and stay happy. and for a while, it actually worked. I didn't cry much, if not at all. I hardly ever got upset and I was happy. But, it seems I've had a relapse. How do I know this? I think bawling my eyes out this past Friday and Saturday may be a major hint. They're both long stories, if you're really curious, message me and ask.

      So, yes, I have been afflicted with emotional trouble this past weekend. Okay, this past week.... *sigh* I guess an emotional person can only go so long without crying or getting upset....

      So, the troubles afflicting me so? One word folks, change. I know, sounds silly right? and kind of childish. But, the more I think about it, the more I realize how life is going by so fast. Soon it'll be the middle of my junior year and.... *sigh* the middle of Chris' senior year. I talked to him on the phone Saturday night and he told me he might go to Philadelphia for college....

      you know, up until when he said that, I was still optimistic about it all. I thought he would stay in state.... but he said they have a good technology program up there..... I mean, I was just getting myself prepared for him just going to college in state. But now... Philadelphia? I wont see him for months at a time..... it just makes me feel awful....

      I would go into more detail... but i really dont feel like doing anything right now.....

      -animewishes

      I dreamed I was missing
      You were so scared
      But no one would listen
      Cause no one else cared

      After my dreaming
      I woke with this fear
      What am I leaving
      When I'm done here

      So if you're asking me
      I want you to know

      [Chorus]
      When my time comes
      Forget the wrong that I've done
      Help me leave behind some
      Reasons to be missed

      And don't resent me
      And when you're feeling empty
      Keep me in your memory

      Leave out all the rest
      Leave out all the rest
      [End Chorus]

      Don't be afraid
      I've taken my beating
      I've shared what I made

      I'm strong on the surface
      Not all the way through
      I've never been perfect
      But neither have you

      So if you're asking me
      I want you to know

      [Chorus]
      When my time comes
      Forget the wrong that I've done
      Help me leave behind some
      Reasons to be missed

      Don't resent me
      And when you're feeling empty
      Keep me in your memory

      Leave out all the rest
      Leave out all the rest
      [End Chorus]

      Forgetting
      All the hurt inside
      You've learned to hide so well

      Pretending
      Someone else can come and save me from myself
      I can't be who you are

      [Chorus]
      When my time comes
      Forget the wrong that I've done
      Help me leave behind some
      Reasons to be missed

      Don't resent me
      And when you're feeling empty
      Keep me in your memory

      Leave out all the rest
      Leave out all the rest

      Forgetting
      All the hurt inside
      You've learned to hide so well

      Pretending
      Someone else can come and save me from myself
      I can't be who you are
      I can't be who you are

    • Let's Play Wack-a-Mole

      10 years ago

      animewishes

      Herro all! :3

      Looks like animewishes is back on RvB for good! :P Not a surprise eh? :D

      so feel free to message me, i check almost everyday :3


      i love you all!~!

      ~animewishes :3

    • Infinite

      10 years ago

      animewishes

      I forget
      but it always comes back.
      Once the trigger is pulled
      the bullet soars
      until it hits
      and embeds itself to be forgotten...
      until the next round is fired.

      Maybe I have infinite ammo....

      -animewishes

    • To All Avid RP'ers

      10 years ago

      animewishes

      are you a writer? an anime lover? or a gamer?

      do you love RP'ing and making friends in the process?

      are you interested in an RP that not only has an amazingly detailed plot line, but has great characters to go along with it?

      if you answered yes to any of these questions, then our RP is for you!

      we also have forums dedicated to just anime and gaming! so whether you want to develop a character and RP, or just discuss games/anime and chill, our site is right for you. :)

      The Pandimensional Plane

      come check us out! ^^

    • To All Avid RP'ers

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      animewishes

      are you a writer? an anime lover? or a gamer?

      do you love RP'ing and making friends in the process?

      are you interested in an RP that not only has an amazingly detailed plot line, but has great characters to go along with it?

      if you answered yes to any of these questions, then our board is for you!

      we also have forums dedicated to just anime and gaming! so whether you want to develop a character and RP, or just discuss games/anime and chill, our site is right for you. :)

      The Pandimensional Plane

      come check us out! ^^

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    • Sponsor Meh! (Manga on teh side x3)

      11 years ago

      animewishes

      okies so lets get to the pressing issue.

      im not a sponsor anymore!! (insert sad anime expression here)

      *i am displeased to inform you that the cute little pics i found of various anime expressions will not come out right on this damn thing >.< so just imagine the kawaii-ness. T^T

      im willing to pay the necissary amount of mods to gain this privilege back. so if you can or know of anybody who can sponsor me then pwease respond! ^^

      and now to a more fun issue.

      MANGA! :D

      now since my speakers have gone KABOOM, i have resorted to reading manga online. and ive finished 3 series so far. :3 two of which i will be purchasing in the near future.

      Completed Online

      Absolute Boyfriend

      Bloody Kiss

      Fall in Love Like a Comic

      all really good series x3

      Absolute Boyfriend was really sad T^T all i need is uhm... i think two more books for that one. cuz the most current one is 5.

      Bloody Kiss was also very good! :3 gotta love smexy vampires. x33 heheh but alas you cannot buy that one cuz its only in japanese. T^T

      & last but not least

      Fall In Love Like a Comic! :D that one was really really good! really short thought. :( only 5 books. That one i can buy! :D once i get money. xO that one had a really cute ending. :3 and itll be really easy cuz i only have to get 5. so wooo! :D

      thats all for now folks!

      ~animewishes

    • Marathon MADness

      11 years ago

      animewishes

      a sprinkle of fun, a dash of laughs, and a TON of drama.

      yeah... that basically sums up my friday.

      So Chris has this thing at his school called Marathon Madness, and basically wut you do is you stay up all night at the school. from 9pm-6am. obviously i was totally there. all i could think was "all right! i get to spend almost a full 24 hours with him! nothing is going to go wrong tonight!"

      but like always something just has to happen to ruin my entire night.... so Chris and i were at the mall and we were going to meet Sam and Taylor there... so we were just hanging around spencer's and all of a sudden Chris gets a text from my cousin Mercedes. a very very nasty text message... meant for me.

      basically she told me off for leaving my mom by herself and not spending time with her... and spending too much time with Chris. and said i was a terrible daughter.... i wont go into too much detail.... but it really hurt.... it made me feel absolutely awful and yeah... i cried. right there in the store.... even though i hate crying in front of people....

      After crying on his shoulder for a little he (like always) finds a way to cheer me up.... but that wasnt the only thing that got me worried.... turns out later on that night when i was actually at marathon madness, my mom calls Chris' cellphone.... so i talked to her... turns out one of my good friends(like a big brother to me really..), Tony. (Killamanjaro) really needed to talk to me.... he was having some problems... thats all im going to say.... and i kept kicking myself.... because i didnt have his number on me.... and i was so incredibly worried....

      eventually i got to talk to him.... though i dont think i helped much.... since there was loud music and he could barely hear me.... (they dont let you leave once you go inside.) the rest of the night was ok..... but this always happens.... whenever im going out with Chris and his friends.... something always happens that practically ruins my night... (meaning the text message, the whole thing with oniichan just got me worried.)

      i just can never have a perfect night.... im cursed...... something always goes wrong... sometimes i just think "i bet if i let chris go out with his friends and didnt come along, it would be great.... there would be no drama... and he wouldnt have to worry over me.... and i wouldnt ruin his night...."

      i just dont know wut to do anymore.....

      xXxanimewishesxXx

    • PANCAKES

      11 years ago

      animewishes

      Hiyo!

      woah! its been more than a month since i last updated huh?

      well i guess you could say ive been very busy smiley0.gif

      what with school and gasp an actual social life! smiley6.gif

      so i havent really been able to devote my time to RvB xP

      so sowwy to all you guys! (that is, if you even care xDD) beep! animewishes may be getting cocky~

      nyao! x3 but yeah... BAH!

      so yeh... thats all for now folks!

      ja ne! ^^

      animewishes

  • Comments (1377)

    • ItsReimu

      3 years ago

      tittybutt

    • ItsReimu

      3 years ago

      butttitty

    • ItsReimu

      5 years ago

      tittybutt

    • ItsReimu

      8 years ago

      Imouto-chan~~~

    • Pimpminja

      9 years ago

      ^o^' Actually, I just have a good memory. >.> I left for about a year myself, but some people still remember meh too!
      Pretty good as of recent. I'm finally moving out of my state! *is excited*
      How 'bout you?

    • Pimpminja

      9 years ago

      Animewishes!
      Now, here's someone I haven't talked to in a looong time.

      Hylo!

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      sorry to hear that, its odd here there isnt any snow

    • halogirl47

      9 years ago

      oh
      i got my liscence during the winter so im really used to driving in snow.
      snow days i go to friends house's and such

    • halogirl47

      9 years ago

      wow that sucks. or is it a good thing for you?

    • halogirl47

      9 years ago

      yeah we just got a lot of rain in maine so all of our snow is going away which im really happy about but i know its gonna snow some more :( i just want winter to be over

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      how are you?

    • darklife

      9 years ago

      hello?

    • halogirl47

      9 years ago

      ive been pretty good
      nothing much going on right now >.<

    • halogirl47

      9 years ago

      hey you, i havnt talked to you in such a long time!
      how are you?

    • mttbboy

      9 years ago

      It's a fairly plain name, but she is anything but plain

    • mttbboy

      9 years ago

      New girlfriend:
      Natalie Johnson n_n
      Met her through marching band, I loves me some band chicks ;)

    • ZekeBB

      9 years ago

      yeah it was beautful in the pool. and the mountains look great every time we go. maybe one day ill show you if we ever meet

    • John_234

      9 years ago

      Hello...

    • John_234

      9 years ago

      Hello, how've you been?

    • h4ck3r

      10 years ago

      hey you like to create pics right?

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      Message me on AIM as soon as you can..Cause I need to talk to you..

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      D: idk.
      turn off your computer
      and use dust off to clean the insides

    • shotgunwhor

      10 years ago

      good morning!

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      Join Bera D:<

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      I started over and played for a week and I'm already a 26.

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      You should play Maplestory on the Bera channel D:<

    • John_234

      10 years ago

      not much really
      life has been life

    • John_234

      10 years ago

      not much really life I guess

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      its ok

    • John_234

      10 years ago

      hello :D

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      i had alot of bills come up right after i grad.
      mainly because i was helping my parents with bills

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      it's not too bad most of the time and it really depends on major

    • ItsReimu

      10 years ago

      Yep, I find Audra as a COMPLETE BITCH.

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      thats cool,
      I'm actually out of high school, and all i got is that i have to go to work today

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      it was going ok but now I have so many tests and my g/f is kinda ignoring me today so it's stressful -_-

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      it will when this week ends

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      yeah. i'm in the middle of a stressful part of the semester. not fun.

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      so, whats new?

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      I'm just having some problems with my friends out here,
      its good to hear your ok!

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      life actually isnt going to well at the moment,
      How's life with you?

    • miragenite1

      10 years ago

      tired, but in a good mood. what you been doing?

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      I'm doing good, How are you?

    • miragenite1

      10 years ago

      hellosh! *waves* how are you?

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      that's cool, and no college isn't. there's too many papers and tests are scrunched together at once and then nothing to do at other times.

    • PhantomMaul

      10 years ago

      things have been going great other than college. you?

    • Lyzi_Kira

      10 years ago

      LMAO sameh! X3

    • Lyzi_Kira

      10 years ago

      >o< thanksss! teh apples are teh cuteness!

    • darklife

      10 years ago

      hello

    • Lyzi_Kira

      10 years ago

      tish be goodeh ^-^

    • Bloodynite

      10 years ago

      ty ><

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