babygirl_810

Female
from Lansing, MI

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    • updates on my life since 2009

      9 years ago

      babygirl_810

      well for one thing i have now been living in St. Louis MO and then I am planning to go on American Idol and try out for a place on that show. I have found the love of my life down in St. Louis his name is Dante Hayes and i love him to death. We are engaged to be married and we plan for a 2011 wedding in the summer...So as you can see i have been very bust with my life since 2009. things have been getting better each day that i am alive. and i thank god for all my blessings in my life..family..friends...and a loving fiance...I am also planning to adopt a baby girl soon. See my life is falling right into its place and i couldnt be happier for me..to all my friends on here i am sorry that i have not been on for a while but as you can see i have had lots going on with my life and where i am going. missed talking to alot of you on here you were all such good friends and i am glad that i have you all as friends but you all are more then that you are like family to me now. we have know eachother for a long enough time that i consider all of you to be my redvsblue family. love you all.

    • Hey there

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      Hey there
      I am single now...... :( I want my life to get better but i know it will in time...... I have been really busy with my studies here to get out of here and move back home and be with family.... I will still get on here and talk to all of you like i always do anyways... you are all of my friends and i love talking to all of you that are my friend on here... you all have been there for me when i needed it and i will always think of all of you.

    • I hate life right now

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      I cant belive that they just took raven way from me and not even let me say goodbye to him. I have sat up cring all night long and during the day. I miss him so much. I dont know what i am going to do know that he is gone from Blackwell. He was my best friend as well as A good and loving Boyfriend to me. I would give anything for him to come back here just so i can see him again. There are people that are out to get me here on this center and ruien anything that i have and do it at any cost. this person who did this to raven and me her name is Angie and she is two faced and will tell you something one second and one thing another. If there is nothing more in life that i hate more that is two faced people that act like my frineds to my face but then talk shit about me behind my back.

    • hello everbody

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      I am in the most happiest point in my life right now. I have fallen in love again even after i thought that my heart had closed and never thought that i would open it back up to anyone again i guess that i was wrong bc it happened anyways and i am glad that it did bc it lead me to the man that i love by the name of JAMES JOHNSON!!!!! The last journal that i wrote about was a dream that i had that i think it was pointing to him all along and what was out there for me. He has made me so happy and i feel as though i have found my happieness with him. I have also gotten back in touch with my family back in michigan and i really homesick i miss my family. they have not see me since summer but my mom,sister,and brother lucas all got to see me on August 12th. But i am looking forward to seeing them as they are looking forward to seing me too. then i am going to be traveling the world and seeing where i end up in life. I am also on Camp Crew which will take me all over the U.S to work along side the fire fighters. the only bad thing is that i have to be on my feet for 16-18 hours a day. my day will start at 4am and get done at around 9pm. that is the only bad thing about it. but i will get the chance to travel with in the U.S which has been a dream of mine since i was three years old. I have been through alot of hard times in my life but i can only go forward and not live my life in the past bc i have a bright new future now ahead of me with everything and my handsome bf james supporting me and i am supporting him we make the perfect couple and i cant wait to leave here and be there with him when i am done with this place. he is my life and my angel that god has made specificaly for me. I will never again get my heart broken. i will do everything in my power to prevent that from happening to me.

    • hi to everybody that i love!!!!!

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      hi everybody,
      sry that it took me so long to write a new journal but this is what i am going to put down on this journal this time.
      I am walking down a lonely road, when i look up and see your face
      You tell me to take your hand and to trust you, But how can i trust you when i have been hurt so many times before?
      You tell me to come with you and that everything will be alright, But how can i be sure that what you tell me is true?
      You then tell me to listen to what my heart is telling me and it is saying to take you hand and go with you.
      I reach up and and take your soft sweet hand and we ride off into the unknown.
      You take me to a place where there is no pain and no sorrow.
      You get down on one knee and ask me the biggest question of all.
      Tears start to roll down my cheeks as i say yes and then kiss you.
      Now i am walking down the aisle to youand i look at what is standing there for me and i see your smileing face as we say our vows and "I Do".
      then i wake up and relize it was only a dream, a little fragment of my imagination.
      But i know that you are out there waiting for me as i sit here now waiting for you.
      I will wait as long as it takes for you.
      I can only hope that one day we will meet.
      You are my love, my friend, and my soul.
      I cant wait til i finally meet you!!!!!!!

    • hello everyone

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      I miss all my friends and i really miss my bf nick who is in utah doing the advance training program there. how is everbody doing? me i am doning fine just going through some tough times in my life right now and i am not knowing which way to go and what to do. well I hope that everybody is taking time to have fun and enjoy themselves bc we all need that kind of time. So I hope that if you all get the chance go out and see mall cop and my bloody valentine they were both really good movies. I also went to my cousins house this past weekend and went roller skating and fell two times but that is ok i can do really good other then that it was a long time since i have done that i am used to ice skating and having a lot more room to move around. it was crowded with lots of little kids and then we went to the appleton mall and i got things for my friends and my bf nick for valentines day. I want all of you to know that this might be my las journal entrie for a long time.
      -amanda benn-

    • IT IS CHRISTMAS!!!!

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      WOW I CANT BELEIVE THAT TODAY IS CHRISTMAS DAY JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU HOW FAST TIME FLYES AND WHAT NOT!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERBODY ON HERE AND MY FRIENDS AT BLACKWELL I MISS YOU ALL AND CANT WAIT TO GO BACK AND SEE ALL OF YOU. YOU GUYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. AND THE FRIENDS IN GRAND LEDGE, MI I WILLL SEE YOU ALL VERY SOON PEACE OUT
      AMANDA

    • MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      hey there everbody that is my friends and family i wish you a safe christmas and new years for everybody. things change and so do people some for the best and some for the worst and lets all keep in touch and not loose touch. I enjoy talking to everybody that is my friends here on the red vs. blue. have a safe and wonderful time bc life is a wild ride so grab on to it and hold on tight it is going to be a bummpy ride but that is the fun of life.

    • wow where has the time gone

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      Hey there,
      Times move so fast when you are having fun with friends in new places I cant believe that the year 2008 is almost at an end. It has been
      the most best time of my life coming here and doing something with my life and bettering me. I mean within this year we made history
      with the first african american president and now we are about to go into the year 2009. Happy Holidays And Happy New year to all
      my friends back home and here.

    • Merry Christmas To All

      10 years ago

      babygirl_810

      Hey there to all I hope that you all Have A Safe and wonderful Holidays that are coming up soon
      Amanda

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  • Comments (35)

    • Sargon17

      9 years ago

      Well that is most excellent. I am so happy for y. :) congats to the both of you. I am so glad that things have worked out perfectly for you. And I can only hope that u 2 are happy for the rest of ur lives. I hope tha we can still stay friends an be able to chat on here. Take life as u can and always tell urself that u made the right choices in life. Ur friend..... James

    • Sargon17

      9 years ago

      hay there........ long time to talk....... sooooo how have you been?

    • Ashutum

      9 years ago

      Please could U vote for me...U can tell Ur friends too!!! please!
      Thanks!
      redvsblue.com/zeke2049

    • ODST_Chief12

      10 years ago

      Yo thanks yeah i worked really hard on that took about 4 hours to edit and i used a really shitty photo editting program

    • basicik

      10 years ago

      yeah I'm ok just have this exam thing today Oral egnlsih basicik.deviantart.com/ and heres my drawings if your interested^^

    • Ashutum

      10 years ago

      thank U very much... *blush*

    • Ashutum

      10 years ago

      I was having a bath in music... jijijiji that was lame sorry jajaja

    • asomeshelby

      10 years ago

      hello jello how are ya? lol

    • WerWolf

      10 years ago

      Hey, thanks! smiley0.gif

    • basicik

      10 years ago

      Well.. I dont really know what to say.. *this was kinda random!*
      XD

    • basicik

      10 years ago

      Hellous just means hello.. x3
      Im good how are choo?
      Yeah we could do that :3

    • basicik

      10 years ago

      Why hellous! ^^

    • dougss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold 10 years

      10 years ago

      Awwww. Your making me blush.... (not sarcasm) The girl is my sister-in-law at her wedding. I had more up there, but I deleted them a while ago. I keep that one up there for sentimental reasons, and in case my computer ever breaks, I know i have at least one back-up. Nice to meet you! And I do, but if you read the link in my profile, you might realize i hand out friend requets like candy to people who I meet.

    • darkmatter22

      10 years ago

      no really.... worken all freaken day... you?

    • cml1983 FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      I'm sorry if this seams jerky and such, but before i accept friend request i prefer to get to know people. So if you wouldn't mind saying why you would enjoy being my friend would be nice.

    • babygirl_810

      10 years ago

      I am doing good i guess long day in college though. my day starts at 7:40 and varies as to what time i get out like today i dont get out until 3:50pm
      amanda

    • cookied1234

      10 years ago

      all goood cheers. thanks for the add. Yeah very long hair xD

      hence my Xbox Motto "Long Haired n' Freaky" LOL

      Hows you?

    • Sargon17

      10 years ago

      Here is the like beautiful

      Love u

      profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=124760161

    • Ashutum

      10 years ago

      Hey hi Hello!

    • MiraSuMuerte FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold /dev/null

      10 years ago

      No RFR, please. Do I know you?

    • nuntastic

      10 years ago

      NO RFR!

    • zxcvbnm12345

      10 years ago

      Where have you been?

    • babygirl_810

      10 years ago

      merry christmas to everbody on here
      Amanda

    • darkpoet3

      10 years ago

      Merry Christmas!
      Salor Moon
      ♥ ya

    • darkpoet3

      10 years ago

      I got a digtal camera for christmas ill be bringing to school so we must take pictures

    • darkpoet3

      10 years ago

      your my number 2 on myspace:)

    • darkpoet3

      10 years ago

      I need friends so add me peeps:]

    • XGCZEROONE

      10 years ago

      hello, sorry i dont check red vs blue as much anymore but i am looking forward to your letter and ill write you back when i recieve it :)

    • tonyx

      10 years ago

      lol um.. thx.
      u 2

    • tonyx

      10 years ago

      lol um.. u.. kinda sound familer.. but idk..
      u can know me tho

    • crzyrbbt

      10 years ago

      who are you?

    • XGCZEROONE

      10 years ago

      thanks for the comment:)

    • amadcowss FIRST Member Star(s) Indication of membership status - One star is a FIRST member, two stars is Double Gold

      10 years ago

      happy birthday

    • nrg88

      10 years ago

      geee. babe, get some uploaded pic's on here. ( so that way people know who they are talking to).
      - your nick -

    • DumpsterMutt

      10 years ago

      And welcome. smiley8.gif

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