birdgirl490

Female
from michigan, mostly....

  • Activity

    • 6 years ago

      birdgirl490

      So I figured it out. it only took me three years or so but i figured it out. It was never about you or him or anyone else. it was all about what i've grown up with. when my parents split i couldn't believe either one of them with all the shit they spouted. Even though we fought it seems like we would always be friends. always be there to talk with one another. now that i know that is the least likely thing to happen. I trusted you more than anyone else, though it may not have seemed like it at the time. I was confused, and instead of looking for answers i didnt want to stir up the mud to find out what the bottom could show. Now, all i can do is think about old times, riding my bike up and down the one street i was allowed to be on, living in New Troy with my parents not really happy but at least together. Those thoughts are just like a kiss. Sweet while they linger, and easily faded by time. I'm happy. happy we spent that time, happy to have had a friend as close and as confident. and then its over.

    • done...

      9 years ago

      birdgirl490

      Finnished with school in three days. idk why everyone gets all emotional. so we dont have to wake up at 5:30 anymore...dont have to listen to boring teachers, or worry about homework or projects...

      Getting a job is basically the same thing. no big deal. i dont get it when they stand in circles crying and holding hands with everyone they've hated for the past 4 years, lying through their teeth about how much they love and will miss you.

      on a happier note, my house is aout to be invaded. my brothers coming home, and bringing his wife and kids, and my sisters going to be there as well with her new baby.

      my best friend amber moved in too, so all of us in a three bedroom house....this is gonna be fun.

      im excited summers hear, and put in a fair amount of my garden already. well, i gotta go cuz im boring myself. bye.

    • Trick or treating

      9 years ago

      birdgirl490

      saturday...

      lol, costume ideas?

    • grrr

      9 years ago

      birdgirl490

      this week blows

    • its been awhile

      9 years ago

      birdgirl490

      i havent posted a journal that isnt a song in a couple weeks, so here one is

      Amy, my sis from cali is living with us now, and her husband was deployed... so shes sad, mostly, and i think shes kinda pissed at me too. Amy has a baby, Dominic, whose around 4-5 months old

      oh, i got monster this morning, which is cool, and im already behind on work lol, its like the 4th week of school

      i've been playing guitar a bit...acoustic mostly, but i love my brothers electric. other than that, im in school right now, so i have to leave soon.

      off to third hour!!!

      sara

    • IN BETWEEN- Lincoln Park

      9 years ago

      birdgirl490

      Let me apologize to begin with,
      Let me apologize for what I’m about to say,
      But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed,
      But somehow I got caught up in between.

      Let me apologize to begin with,
      Let me apologize for what I’m about to say,
      But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed,
      But somehow I got caught up in between.

      Between my pride and my promise,
      Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way,
      The things I want to say to you get lost before they come,
      The only thing that’s worse than one is none.

      Let me apologize to begin with,
      Let me apologize for what I’m about to say,
      But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed,
      But somehow I got caught up in between.

      Between my pride and my promise,
      Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way,
      The things I want to say to you get lost before they come,
      The only thing that’s worse than one is none,
      The only thing that’s worse than one is none.

      And I cannot explain to you,
      In anything I say or do or plan,
      Fear is not afraid of you,
      But guilt’s a language you can understand,
      I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do,
      But hope the actions speak the words they can.

      For my pride and my promise,
      For my lies and how the truth gets in the way,
      The things I want to say to you get lost before they come,
      The only thing that’s worse than one is none.

      For my pride and my promise,
      Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way,
      The things I want to say to you get lost before they come.

      The only thing that’s worse than one is none.

    • Great news

      10 years ago

      birdgirl490

      its my second day of school....

      my classes suck, and i cant wait for this to be over..but its my senior year at least i have that going i guess..

      i have some cool teachers, and a couple sucky ones, same story, different times i guess..

      ill be online from about 8:40-9:50 or so...

    • hoodie and the blowfish...

      10 years ago

      birdgirl490

      Let her cry

      She sits alone by a lamppost
      Trying to find a thought thats escaped her mind
      She says dads the one I love the most
      But stipes not far behind

      She never lets me in
      Only tell me wheres shes been
      When shes had too much to drink
      I say that I dont care I just run my hands
      Through her dark hair and then I pray to god
      You gotta help me fly away

      And just...
      Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
      Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
      Let her go...let her walk right out on me
      And if the sun comes up tomorrow
      Let her be...let her be.

      This morning I woke up alone
      Found a note by the phone
      Saying maybe, maybe Ill be back some day
      I wanted to look for you
      You walked in I didnt know just what I should do
      So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for
      Myself.

      Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
      Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
      Let her go...let her walk right out on me
      And if the sun comes up tomorrow
      Let her be...let her be.

      -solo-

      Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
      Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
      Let her go...let her walk right out on me
      And if the sun comes up tomorrow
      Let her be...let her be.

      Last night I tried to leave
      Cried so much I just
      Could not believe
      She was the same girl i
      Fell in love with long ago
      She went in the back to
      Get high
      I sat down on my couch
      And cried
      Yelling oh mama please
      Help me
      Wont you hold my hand.

      And
      Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
      Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
      Let her go...let her walk right out on me
      And if the sun comes up tomorrow
      Let her be...let her be.

      Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain
      Let her sing...if it eases all her pain
      Let her go...let her walk right out on me
      And if the sun comes up tomorrow
      Let her be...let her be.

    • Guitar......

      10 years ago

      birdgirl490

      matchbox 20...

      She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
      C(add2) G D/F# Em C(add2)
      I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
      G D/F# Em
      And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
      C(add2) G D/F# Em
      By a hand that's touched me, and I feel like somethings gonna give
      C(add2)
      And I'm a little bit angry
      D(add9) C D(add9)
      Oh well, this ain't over no not here not while I still need you around
      C D
      You don't owe me, we might change, yeah we just might feel good


      Chorus:
      G D Csus2 D
      I wanna push you around, well I will, well I will
      G D Csus2 D
      I wanna push you down, well I will, well I will
      Em D C D
      I wanna take you for granted...
      Em D C
      I wanna take you for granted...
      D G D/F# Em C(add2) - Twice
      Yeah I will, I will

      G D/F# Em
      She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
      C(add2) G D/F# Em C(add2)
      Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
      G D/F# Em
      And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
      C(add2) G D/F# Em
      You couldn't stand to be near me, when my face don't seem to want to shine
      C(add2)
      Cause it's a little bit dirty
      D(add9) C
      Oh well, don't just stand there and say nice things to me
      D(add9)
      I've been cheated, I've been wronged and you
      C
      You don't owe me, yeah well I can't change,
      D
      I won't do anything at all...


      (Chorus)

      Em D/F# C D Em
      Oh but don't bowl me over, just wait a minute, well it kind of fell apart
      D/F# C C
      Things get so crazy, crazy
      Em D/F# C(add2) D Em D/F# C(add2) D
      Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby, baby...

    • wow...

      10 years ago

      birdgirl490

      i just watched 'the last house on the left' and wow.... the first part of the movie wasnt as good as the last bit, but it was a good movie in all....some of it scared the shit out of me, lol

      well...thats all, i guess.....

  • About Me

  • Comments (167)

    • FemWolfLynn

      9 years ago

      Haha, porn.

    • dac32123

      9 years ago

      Have a good day at school.

      Remember, as long as you want things to work out in the end, they will.

    • piv_church

      9 years ago

      thanks for the comments

    • azuman

      10 years ago

      Hey! Thanks for the welcome back. Glad to hear drom ya. How have you been?

    • YukiBoy

      10 years ago

      hah for once we re on at the same time
      lol

    • brodcast

      10 years ago

      Ello

    • dac32123

      10 years ago

      Hey, your message box is full, i cant send any more!

      you need to delete some so we can keep talking.

    • HFILVI_VI_VI

      10 years ago

      Thanks

    • HateCrew

      10 years ago

      hey, don't judge.... I couldn't help myself XP

    • Sanghelli

      10 years ago

      I just did.
      lol.

    • HateCrew

      10 years ago

      haha how did you find me?

    • dac32123

      10 years ago

      what are you going to school during the day and working with him after school and the weekends?

      I really dont have any way of getting there and i have never done roofing before, but i could use some pocket cash. Give me some more information, or better yet, Call me. lol.

    • HateCrew

      10 years ago

      what's up with all the comments, did you just randomly find my profile?

    • HateCrew

      10 years ago

      my bass player is a crazy bi asian haha

    • dac32123

      10 years ago

      so its been like a month later and still no call, wtf is this?

      lol, for real, call me sometime.
      or get me a job working with you so we can hang out all day.

    • Tryce

      10 years ago

      hei guize, wats up? oh yeah i got expelled from school,besides that not much is new here

    • Tryce

      11 years ago

      hey you never get on yahoo anymoar im so bored

    • Salrulz

      11 years ago

      probably taste like street food...you know those people don't wash their hands :P

    • xTrueNarutox

      11 years ago

      i do have friends but they also have 360's too so id still get to hang out with them and school aint that cool.

    • xTrueNarutox

      11 years ago

      yeah i go to a catholic school

    • dac32123

      11 years ago

      Great news!
      Gallen is getting a new student today. Its some one you "hate" ( i know better).icon_lol.gif
      Turns out his last school didn't work for him so he is going to be there now.icon_lol.gif
      Lol, your year just got allot funner.

    • edgard

      11 years ago

      she is evanesens

    • life_i_lead

      11 years ago

      I love you sara Jane

    • ARM

      11 years ago

      What I was going for there...hehe.

    • ARM

      11 years ago

      Who knows...maybe?

    • Katerater Why Am I Here?

      11 years ago

      224359-20061230202835.jpg

    • Tryce

      11 years ago

      yes but not really but hey shugo is going out with kazumi now , go figure right ?
      but i saw that coming ,anyway now and then i get on some times

    • Xeiharioukou

      11 years ago

      I like Fletcher smiley6.gif

    • Katerater Why Am I Here?

      11 years ago

      488238-20070210170026.jpg

    • Katerater Why Am I Here?

      11 years ago

      You Have Been Tagged

    • suicidesmile

      12 years ago

      eep! o.o thank you!

    • halorocks121

      12 years ago

      Yo im new at this site and i wonna know how to get awards,karma level,mod points and other stuff well commet me back.

    • Xeiharioukou

      12 years ago

      Ah yes, me too. Gotta love yaoi, you know?
      hehehe

    • Aidou

      12 years ago

      Hi Flame =3

    • J3sus058

      12 years ago

      twice???
      jesus

      i got it bad, cuz i have an extremely severe case
      its goin away now though...

    • J3sus058

      12 years ago

      u should post more pics of yourself!!

    • Sanghelli

      12 years ago

      A michigander? That makes two of us... Hmm it seems that we are really rare on this site...

    • Drakinso

      12 years ago

      yo, how u doin?

    • GeneraI_Beef

      12 years ago

      Against people who are against gays, anti-homophobia.

      That's PRO gay.

    • birdgirl490

      12 years ago

      damn you, no chain letters.

    • ozit

      12 years ago

      Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
      Guy: No, this is fun.
      Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
      Guy: Then tell me you love me.
      Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
      Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
      Girl hugs him
      Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
      (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

      If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will get kissed on friday by the love of your life.... DONT BREAK THIS . 2morow will be the best day of your life.
      However, if u don t send this 2 @ least 10 ppl by at least 12:00 2nite u will have bad luck in your love life 4 the rest of your life. Just copy & paste & send

    • Katerater Why Am I Here?

      12 years ago

      lol Thanks

    • Drakinso

      12 years ago

      vote 4 me, or DIE!!!! plz
      rvb.roosterteeth.com/members/journal/entry.php?id=1653834&page=3

    • YukiBoy

      12 years ago

      Yo Sarah you can't jus' up and leave. It's so not cool! We will miss you so damn much it won't even be funny!

    • red_fox1990

      12 years ago

      hi gr8 webpage

    • Tryce

      12 years ago

      hey go on msn i'll be there

    • dac32123

      12 years ago

      im doing the summer drivers ed at brighman

    • Drakinso

      12 years ago

      hehehehehehehehe

    • dac32123

      12 years ago

      rv is more of a shit hole now, stay away, this school is going to suck next year.
      there bringing in 6th graders into school and now there taking away all the good stuff
      they dont even do drivers ed any more.... wait .... are you in drivers ed?

      Plus how would you get here every moring?

    • dac32123

      12 years ago

      yeah some one is living in your house now. i can see the lights and stuff in the morning.
      why come back to rv now? the years almost over,at least wait till the end of the year then swith back here. and why come back at all, it seems your happy in your new school and RV still sucks as much as it always have.

      but yeah im not on much and still want to talk to you now and then, call me some times

  • Questions

    No questions have been answered yet