blarghonk21

Female
from your backyard

  • Activity

    • 7 years ago

      blarghonk21

      I'm back from my crazy hiatus. It seems that every time I get the internet in one form or another I only have use of said capabilities for a limited time. I think I may possibly be able to be more active again, because I might finally have the internet for good now, which is nice. Hope I still have my friends here. Btw, I am on facebook, so if any of you want to find me there, just post a comment below, and I'll be sure to tell you how to do that. Not a whole lot going on. Almost summer for my daughter. She is ill right now, but at least she was well enough to still perform in her school's talent show this past Friday evening. She does love singing....a bunch. I take her to karaoke too. Well, I'm off to go do some things around here and cheer my child up. See you soon.
      RvB Love,
      Christi

    • Peek a boo...

      7 years ago

      blarghonk21

      Oh! You found me. Yes, I decided to stop by for a bit. I got a nook color in August. Speaking of August, on the 3rd day of the month in the year 2012, I am to be getting married, unless one of you stud muffins come & claim your undying love for me. Lol. Just joshin' with you. Well, not much else happening here, except for my little girl turning 10 this year. *sniffle sniffle*. Hope everyone is safe, happy, & healthy.
      RvB Love,
      Christi.

    • I got it.

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      It's really nice. A lot of the people who have seen it love the A and the lock and key D. I will try to get some pics up as soon as I can.

    • here it is

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      My mom broke her wrist for a second time, earlier this week. She already had a plate in it, but now everything is shattered and in fragments. She gets a surgery with a specialist on Wednesday. She's got arthritis and was doing too much with the other hand. I am trying to help out so that my middle brother doesn't have a total conniption fit and chew me out for hours despite the obvious want to help the person who gave birth to me. By the way, Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there. This computer was down for awhile the last two weeks, so that is one of the reasons I haven't been on too much. My delimma.....I was going to go get my DADDY tattoo tomorrow, and the girl is willing to come in and do it. It's even cheaper than what was first quoted. The thing is that it's the beginning of the month and even though I had won $500 I went too crazy and spent most of it. So I have enough to get the tattoo, but then I'm feeling a bit selfish because my mom gave me gas money today for driving her and my neices around. I still have to pay some money on the electric bill too, but I have enough to keep the stuff on. What should I do? Should I treasure the memory and possibly help my healing process by getting myself a mother's day gift in the form of permanent art, or should I save the money and wait longer on this? HELP!!!!!

    • I'm SO freakin' frustrated

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      with family and with the news and everything. Too much horrible stuff going on in the U.S. My family is really pissing me off too. They don't seem to understand where I'm coming from half the time and then last night my mom asks me flat out if I'm going to try and work on losing weight and tells me that when I eat I eat like a pig. I was so hurt and insulted. When I went home I actually had two pieces of candy and then saw a Victoria Secrets commercial and wanted to go throw up. I just want to scream and beat something up. Too bad I don't have a punching bag, eh?

      I truly wish for everyone to have a good week or month or whatever until I get back on again.

      RvB Love,

      Christi

    • Lately

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      I was sitting here thinking about these past few nights. I have been having troubles getting on a good sleep schedule. I stay up until two or 3:30 in the morning, get up at 6:30 and get my daughter to school, come home, sleep until 11:30, get up and do one of three things....clean, watch TV, or play on the computer. The hours fly by so then I go pick up my daughter from school and come home to just zone out some more until about 5 or 5:30 at which point I stress out and think, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR DINNER? Then I stay up and watch TV with Matt and clean after he goes to bed. Weird. And my dreams???? One night I dreamt that I won $4000. The next night I dreamt that my brother's family gave me a certificate for an hour massage. The next night, I had a dream that I was playing a card game called Legend of the 5 Rings with Matt and I was actually winning which never happens in real life. As of today, I had a horrible nightmare that I am still trying to recover from. It will help when Matt gets home and can comfort me.

      In other news, I baked a cake for my daughters school when they were holding a halloween thing called Gatorween. It was sold almost immediately. I did a devils food cake and made my own butter cream frosting. Then I covered it in fondant and made little dotted lines with a tool I acquired from the store. It wasn't perfect, but it was my first try with fondant and I am still glad that I attempted it. I've been watching a lot of Ace of Cakes and Cake Boss lately. I don't know if I ever mentioned it before, but I hope to someday live out my dream and open my own bakery. I might go to the community college and take some courses. We'll see. Well.....that's about it for now. Hope everyone is doing great.

      RvB Love,

      Christi

    • Whip It....

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      So.....Matt works at the newspaper and he got a pass for the two of us to see a sneak peek of Whip It. It's Drew Barrymore's debut as fas as directing goes. It was kinda long. However, to me it did not feel like it. It was really good, and very funny. A lot better than I expected. Besides, I got to learn what roller derby consisted of and afterward I was teasing Matt about taking it up. I said that it might be able to harden me a bit so I'm not Miss Emotional. He laughed and I was kinda surprised when he figured I'd be more like Drew's character, not that I mind too much, just surprised.
      I am again writing. Not sure if I mentioned it in the last couple of journals. I know that I was going to work on one science fiction story that I just jotted down in my journals last year or so, but I have a different one in mind. It has some serious adult content in it too, so I won't be writing it in here. Sorry if I have disappointed anybody. At least it feels really good to be writing again and to be moving forward with something that might actually have a plot. haha. Matt is very encouraging about the whole thing. He tells me to just write it out and I can figure out the little details later.
      Celestina measured out all the ingredients earlier and when I got to my mom's house from the movie I mixed it all together. The sugar cookie dough is in the fridge. Tomorrow after school we'll probably bake them. Yum yum.

      RvB Love,

      Christi

      P.S. A special thanks to Cold Arrow, Iberon, and icwells for being so kind, thoughtful and just faithful friends in general.

    • hey everybody!

      9 years ago

      blarghonk21

      Well.....I didn't get the job. However, I have not given up on trying to find somewhere to work. I filled out at least two more applications this week and had another interview where I did not get the job. But don't fret. They told me that they were fully staffed and could not hire me on at that time. I went to look for graveyard shift, stocking shelves. And I will continue to call Denny's and Nation's because they are open late into the night. I applied at Wal-Mart yesterday when I picked up my meds. I have just started to take Lexipro to see if it helps with my sadness. I still feel like making cookies. My daughter and I will work on sugar cookies next. Those are the ones you have to refrigerate for an hour first though. What a pain. Oh, and one more thing. I am completely addicted to facebook. I'm on there so much that I don't even go to Pogo anymore and play the games, so if anyone wants to find me, most likely you can find me there. Mostly in the afternoons. I will come back here sometimes like a few of my other friends though, to check up on things.

      RvB Love,

      Christi

    • YAY!!!! Things are looking up : D

      10 years ago

      blarghonk21

      Okay, so I do have a strained hip that's swollen and giving me spasms, but on the brighter note we now have a bearded dragon....don't know if I already mentioned that. I have an interview for a job on Tuesday, and if I get it and manage to spend the money right then I will be getting a tattooin memory of my dad. I'm so excited. Oh, and my daughter is in the second grade now. I might have also mentioned that previously, but I haven't been quite as depressed as I was for awhile. I actually felt up to making peanut butter cookies the other day, and my little girl did a lot of things to help me make them. Um......I think that is about it.

      as usual
      RvB Love,

      Christi

    • It's August!

      10 years ago

      blarghonk21

      Stating the obvious, I know, but it is probably the busiest month for me. Let's see here. Today we are taking time to somewhat celebrate my sisters birthday. On Monday Matt and I will have been dating for 6 years, so hopefully we'll do something then. On the 8th I am going to try to give my daughter a Summer get-together type of party. On the 9th, Matt, Celestina, and I will be attending a Japanese festival. On the 13th I will be getting an eye exam. On the 14th, my daughter will be getting fillings in probably about half of her teeth. On the 15th Matt has a gaming event (I think) and on the 16th we might attend an Oakland A's game (free tix from his work). The 21st is my birthday. Then the 29th and 30th we will be going with Matt's family to Roaring Camp to ride on the trains and see the sights and celebrate Matt's dad's birthday, which is technically in the first week of September (work stops them from having those particular days off).

      I still need a job, but at least I spend almost every Tuesday with my new best friend (my neice). Things should be fun or at least interesting. They're improving for me. Two nights ago I accidentally backed up as my landlady's boyfriend was parking and we got our two colors of paint on the other's car. Then last night I was really freaked out that I had messed up Matt's computer (he fixed it later, but it didn't help that I used mega cell min. to call my neice for advice). Then our 360 was flashing the red ring of death. Oh and my left rear tire popped on my way to Blockbuster. The woman at T-mobile (where I went to pay my cell bill today) asked me if I had broken any mirrors lately. I do feel better now and both Matt and Celestina gave me lots of love so it helped. That's about it for now.

      RvB Love,

      Christi

  • About Me

  • Comments (218)

    • littleman794

      9 years ago

      hey, nice av ^_^ whats up

    • CrimsonGhost

      9 years ago

      Just hanging out, waiting tables, waiting to hear back from a couple more law schools. So far I'm 3/3 with 3 scholarship offers...

    • cold_arrow

      9 years ago

      All I can say is that I hope things work out for you. My mother drives me nuts most days, but that's just cos we see life differently. Just gotta learn to deal with it and move on, and hope that you have a friend who understands when it gets too much and you just have to scream.

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      Yeah, I just hope it all works out.

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      Well that's fair enough. I wish I had the balls (and the money) to wear it out...

    • Kragar

      10 years ago

      Yup, that is true.

    • icwells

      10 years ago

      I didn't. I was waiting for you say something. ;)

      If you have a DA account or Facebook, we could always keep up there.

    • Kragar

      10 years ago

      Thanks. :)

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      If you click on the crying eye banner either on my profile page or in my journal it'll take you directly to my blog.

    • apprentice

      10 years ago

      ...oh and the video was about how Opera got trolled.
      here's a better link; www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_z59FWNinU

    • apprentice

      10 years ago

      I just posted in Hexadecimal because I felt like being a pain. XD

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      There is a very good reason it's on the "sad/slow" list... breaks my heart when I listen to it...

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      Nope, no swearing...

    • Gen

      10 years ago

      Pool vs kitchen debate.

      Hmm - I like your analysis of the situation. I think we are going with the kitchen because we need to build an inground concrete water tank before the pool can go in. Honestly though, I REALLY need a new oven - so I guess that decided it. The stupid oven burns EVERYTHING now. Put it on the top shelf, it burns the top, put it on the bottom shelf and it burns the bottom, put it in the middle and it doesn't cook properly.... makes life very difficult.
      This is the oven I want to get smiley1.gif

    • icwells

      10 years ago

      Cheddar I have. The sour cream might be a problem....

    • icwells

      10 years ago

      Holy Christ, you're online!

    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      Hey hon!!! Happy holidays and I hope you have a great 2009!!! Take care!!!

    • Gen

      10 years ago

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    • cold_arrow

      10 years ago

      Thanks hon. And no, you don't have anything to worry about.

    • Vampiress13

      11 years ago

      Heeyy, Chris & I ordered my engagement ring today ssoo I'm excited :) Other the goin on about the stupid people at walmart...nothing really has been going on. 2nd shift consumes my life haha

      How are you?

    • PieStalker

      11 years ago

      haha sry mate i just missed you message,
      hows it goin?

    • zerowing

      11 years ago

      Hows it going? Things on my end just turned bad but everything is alright just a good friend of mine died recently

    • Kragar

      11 years ago

      Pretty good, yourself?

    • CrimsonGhost

      11 years ago

      He's 35lbs right now... he is still awesome

    • icwells

      11 years ago

      You're welcome. And you have to do what you have to do, so don't worry too much about not being online.

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      Don't be silly, you'll always been in my prayers.

    • xlinkx

      11 years ago

      Hey bigsmile.png I'm doing well. Getting ready to go back to school soon and finally be done next March ^.^

    • stringpuller

      11 years ago

      I dont know my name, and my quest is to find the velocity of an unladen swallow :D

    • CrimsonGhost

      11 years ago

      Zombies... I have a zombie dream weekly... I feel like I am fully prepared to kill the living dead

    • CrimsonGhost

      11 years ago

      What kind of fantasy are we talking about? Like bow chicka bow wow fantasy or something else?

    • meow666

      11 years ago

      sorry bout not getting back to you sooner but it was great. Motley Crue can put on a show

    • iamcevrus2

      11 years ago

      you've killed the password thread. please come back....

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      Yeah, I am.

    • demonchild11

      11 years ago

      yea we were together for almost a year but hey stuff happens so it dont matter right.

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      haven't had the chance. works been insane again and I got sick. took the morning off yesterday and I STILL worked nearly 8 hours

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      I'm thinking USA if I qualify and can organise fundage.

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      thanks :)
      just plotting out dialog and a possible reshoot for an script I did last year but never plotted out.. just picked scenes as they came to me. was kinda neat. about two bank robbers.. space rogues.. one betrays the other and takes off with the loot and the ship.. the other winds up in jail and persuades the jailer to not only let him out but to help him track down his former partner. he fell in love with her in the end.

    • Impartial_Me

      11 years ago

      thanks gurl!! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

      ya, it'll be nice for her to jez go off an' do her own thing again, jez like b'fore. aiight, take it eazy, an' i'll check u l8rz!!

      - jen

    • CrimsonGhost

      11 years ago

      That's the route I was thinking about taking...

    • Impartial_Me

      11 years ago

      aiight, so most o' da pics are of me, but there'z dis one wit Michiko dat haz Moogle thingz from Final Fantasy an' Chinese characterz floatin around.

      an' thanks, it would be kool chattin wit an' gettin to kno u too! smiley1.gifsmiley1.gif

    • Impartial_Me

      11 years ago

      okay. I'm officially confused. Do you go by different names or do you share your page with others?

      LOL!! sorry for da confuzion, but no, we don't go by different namez. i'm Jen, an' Impartial_Me iz my profile. MICHIKO iz my friend, an' she uzed to have her own account here, but deleted it for variouz reazonz, tho she made some good friendz here an' likes to chat wit them now an' again, az well az post up her dorky thingz, lol! smiley6.gifsmiley4.gifsmiley8.gif

      but ya, she wuz alwayz da "guest" here. nice to meet u, LOL!! smiley0.gifsmiley0.gif

      - jen

    • reygar

      11 years ago

      i have a flair for photography it seems so i take pictures of things that i think bring beauty into this world.

    • apprentice

      11 years ago

      Yeah things are good, yourself?

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      And yeah, being busy and doing stuff is good, but I like to have weekends where I've got nothing planned so I can just relax.

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      I'm planning on making up on some of my sleep this weekend, but last night I actually fell asleep before 8pm, granted it was only for 45 minutes, but it just went to show how tired I actually was. I'm planning a repeat performance tonight, but who knows if it'll happen.

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      you have to play around with it in post production. Fitting the subtitles in with the scenes and cutting the scenes so that they aren't talking more then I had writen out before hand was the hardest part. Along with changing who said what from the origonal idea (and cutting out a line or two if you notice my old journal about it)

      I just ordered the stunts expansion.. but it says it will take almost a month! man is that a bad back order.. lol.. no wonder I can't find it in a store

    • reygar

      11 years ago

      breasts are natural.....this is a fictional creature.....a kid would just laugh at it....my nephew did, and he's 7. Kids know what breasts are, they just don't know what their purpose is.

    • zerowing

      11 years ago

      Long time no see...how are things with you these days?

    • Grizzdrop

      11 years ago

      come see the video comic in my journal ^_^

    • cold_arrow

      11 years ago

      Read and did a play on in in High School. It was on of y year 8 English & Drama texts.

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