bmwhustla889

Male
from the realm of darkness(im really 16)

  • Activity

    • 6 years ago

      bmwhustla889

      Hey everyone. Been a while.

      Err cant think of anything to post.

      Updated pic soon.

      If your on steam or League of Legends, add me, Svlenta.

      and thats it til i find the switch for my thought processes

    • Break

      8 years ago

      bmwhustla889

      my mind has shattered, body marked by my need for a release. too much stress in my life. too much drama. i regret what comes next but i simply dont care anymore

      im gonna stop caring about the feelings of others and trying to help them out. ive gad my face "stepped" on too many times and im tired of getting used and tossed aside abused. call me what you will but i dont care, im just another dick in the world. and fuck relationships. both guys and girls treat me like shit. ok im bi, so what, dont punch me in the throat and leave me on your doorstep for liking and looking at both. good guys are hard to find and most girls now are stuck up bitches or sluts. atleast where i live.

      i dont want to resort to suicide because the last time fucked me up but i cant take no more pain. idk what to do yet so im just a cutter for now.

    • 8 years ago

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    • sad song

      8 years ago

      bmwhustla889

      Draw With Me
      a cute video someone put together and im not gonna post a translation lyrics for fear of getting too emotional. just watching the video for the visual made me teary-eyed yet fuzzy lol.

      a shame that friendship and love has lost the touch these two have

    • my fascination

      8 years ago

      bmwhustla889

      Black Veil Brides - Perfect Weapon

      GO!
      Awake at night you focus,
      On everyone whose hurt you,
      And write a list of targets,
      Your violent lack of virtue.
      Leave us alone!
      You're on your own!
      Go!
      We are breathing,
      While you're sleeping, go, (GO! )
      And leave us alone,
      The lines cheated,
      Our hearts beating, go, (GO! )
      And now you're on your own.
      Here's to your perfect weapon,
      Crack bones with blind aggression,
      Like birds whose wings are broken,
      You live without direction.
      Leave us alone!
      You're on your own!
      We are breathing,
      While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
      And leave us alone,
      The lines cheated,
      Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
      And now you're on your own.
      GO!
      GO!
      GO!
      GO!
      And now you're on your own!
      GO!
      GO!
      And leave us alone!
      We are breathing,
      While your sleeping, go, (GO! )
      And leave us alone,
      The lines cheated,
      Our heart's beating, go, (GO! )
      And now you're on your own.

      these are my bands idols though we dont follow their fashion or tone of music

    • 9 years ago

      bmwhustla889
    • Shadows Shall Scream

      9 years ago

      bmwhustla889

      Alot has happened since my last update.

      Ive joined:

      LSD (Louisville Sky Divers [parkour team])
      A Band as their manager (Shadow Scream [Screamo])
      Junior status in High school
      The Glorious world of Death Metal
      The Shadows many deem goth or emo.
      The Borders of the Juggalo Nation.

      alas it shall be some time til im back, so with a parting gift i shall give one song i am dying to be at a rave when they play

      Celldweller - Frozen

      Inside this fantasy
      It seems so real to me
      Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
      True Life behind a wall
      Where men and angels fall
      A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

      I can see a frozen point in time
      Where her figure still awaits
      Tongue of fire tracing lips outline
      Where frozen breath originates

      With one motion of her waiting eyes
      She strips everything away
      This one moment is intensified
      And colors all fade to grey

      I am in the only place that i want to be
      Though we know that it ends eventually
      But it's alright because right now we're frozen

      "I want to forget mistakes they've helped me make
      It's better to be broken than to break"

      Inside this fantasy
      It seems so real to me
      Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
      True Life behind a wall
      Where men and angels fall
      A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

      I can see a frozen point in time
      That is easy to retrace
      Light and darkness are both intertwined
      The elements are in their place with

      One motion of her wanting mind
      The real world begins to fade
      And all the hateful things I have become
      Temporarily go away

      Inside this fantasy
      It seems so real to me
      Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
      True Life behind a wall
      Where men and angels fall
      A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

      When my mind's frozen:

      I'll take you anwhere you want to go
      Far from anything that feels like home (lets go)
      Here I'm anyone I want to be (it's here and now, and now it's only you and me)

      It's never enough (mmm that's true)
      I want to stay here (yeah, and I do too)
      Breakin' it down(takin' it down)
      With smell(smell), touch(touch, taste(taste), sight(sight), and sound(sound)

      How long will I be here without you near because I'm so cold
      Break them first or I'll get broken is not what I was told, now I'm so cold
      I'm so cold
      So cold

      Inside this fantasy
      It seems so real to me
      Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
      True Life behind a wall
      Where men and angels fall
      A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

      Inside this fantasy
      It seems so real to me
      Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
      True Life behind a wall
      Where men and angels fall
      A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

  • Comments (1983)

    • Sparten316

      7 years ago

      Sup

      • bmwhustla889

        7 years ago

        What comes with love sickness and depression. Drowning myself in work to occupy my mind and dreading the time when I'm alone with my thoughts.

        Hows things on your end

      • Sparten316

        7 years ago

        Same, well I didn't forget its existence I just didn't log in because I was hatten on the lack of updated design. This really isn't much better since they didn't make improvements but its w/e
        Other than that whats up?

      • bmwhustla889

        7 years ago

        Forgot this site existed for the longest

    • tweec420

      7 years ago

      Whats up? :)

    • tweec420

      7 years ago

      Hey you! :)

    • Sparten316

      7 years ago

      In reply to Sparten316, #1368:

      you want me to try this?


      Yes, yes I do

    • tweec420

      8 years ago

      Hey![:
      Happy Thanksgiving[:

      How have youu been?[:

    • Nicky_Mo

      8 years ago

      Thanks for accepting :DD

    • tigerlover23

      8 years ago

      meep!

      u still there???

    • Sparten316

      8 years ago

      haha!

    • bmwhustla889

      8 years ago

      besides me waisting years of my life, agreed

    • Sparten316

      8 years ago

      hmm ill have to keep watch on your deviant. im bout to pick back up sketching and hopefully be able to move from weapons, clothings, and vehicles to actual characters. heres to that

      Cheers that, boy!
      Yeah, would be cool to see something outa you

    • bmwhustla889

      8 years ago

      ok

    • mah_lazors

      8 years ago

      Black Rock Shooter was originally artwork turned into a song turned into and OVA.

    • mah_lazors

      8 years ago

      In reply to bmwhustla889, #6:

      Gender bent Black Rock Shooter.

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      I giggled...

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      Damn, that sucks, i guess i kinda am to. :/

      But, oh well, the guy i like, i guess, i wouldnt
      like it, but. I guess i could, at this point, hes like the
      only thing that makes me happy, other then a few other people

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      the world has cared less for such heroics. now they are meaningless self victories. a shame that the world has shifted from virtues and morals to money and nukes. instead of a just world trying to purge sin, we now encourage gluttony and murder for an impossible goal. the times of old have passed and despite those of us who try to save it, we are just too few to do anything. who knows. i myself may be lost to the world but my school is so full of shit right now that i really dont care and have lost all sense of logic at this point.

      the only dance of the year we are allowed and we are being lied to and are only given the full details 2 hours before the real deadline. the school "phoenix" isnt a new beggining it is simply a being who takes souls and burns their pride straight to hell.


      Truly is a worthless place isnt it?

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      Hey!
      Whats Up Fam?

      Havnt Talked To You In Like
      Ferever!
      How Yah Been?

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      way to not put the k at the end.
      Alright smiley1.gif

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      Well Fuck! next time your on we should try to hook it up on doom 3

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      MINE!! lol

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      My hat smiley4.gif

    • TheForge

      9 years ago

      Say, would you be interested in joining my Gantz RP?
      redvsblue.com/forum/viewTopic.php?id=2225322

    • YasaLang77

      9 years ago

      Hi

    • Player_95

      9 years ago

      Hello, I'm the founder of the Post Apocalyptic Survival Guide group, and I see that you have joined our group and have not posted in the Rp. Please begin to participate if you're going to remain in this group, it's for active participants. If you do not follow these basic requirements then you will be kicked form the group. Please Pm or comment me on the issue as soon as possible.

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      There are no spelling errors. I took it through Microsoft word. And my Opera has a spelling thing in it now. so haha.
      If you think something is spelled wrong point it out and ill double check. I had a couple run on sentences but I fixed those.

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      aight smiley0.gif

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      yah, me neaither, i dont really
      like getting on here much any more
      cuz i never have any alerts, its sad

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      yeah.
      Dragon age is kick ass
      probably a lot better on pc.
      Borderlands is really good. the graphics make my eyes hurt if I play for any length of time... might be my tv but I doubt it. so idk.

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      Well Hello There(:
      How Have You Been?

      Sorry Im Not
      Online To Talk To
      You Much

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      yeah?
      well now im playing dragon age origins...
      so it will have to wait awhile
      that and border lands
      which kicks ass
      like I thought it would

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      you have slightly confused me!
      haha
      sounds good.
      ill try and beat this one before getting the second though

    • mah_lazors

      9 years ago

      Thanks for the add.

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      is the second one good?
      lol

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      dont comment! no bad!

    • GoGetta236

      9 years ago

      How was your day?

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      comment

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      Whats up yo?
      How have you been?

    • HiddenBlade

      9 years ago

      oh that sounds like fun ^_^

    • HiddenBlade

      9 years ago

      what are u doing???

    • Player_95

      9 years ago

      Need more people for the task force 141 RP.

    • HiddenBlade

      9 years ago

      hello brandon

    • Tomboy

      9 years ago

      Report for Muster.

    • Player_95

      9 years ago

      You think Gaz died and I did too... but Ghost is a new character in Modern Warfare 2, part of Task Force 141, he wears a balaclava imprinted with a skull so you can't see his face . They're even going to make a mini comic book series about him. But, think about it, what if Gaz survived... Ghost would be the perfect "new name" after his "execution". Maybe he wears the mask due to his scars. Not to mention in the first actual trailer, the line "Revenge is like a ghost" is said when Gaz is shot. Coincidence much?

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      i wasnt paying attention so what ever

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      really? i started school

    • tweec420

      9 years ago

      Hey Hey Hey!!
      :)
      how have you been?

    • Sparten316

      9 years ago

      lmfao
      oh im so sorry I havnt used my comp in an age

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